‘But she didn’t.‘ Sandy's pregnancy was like a ticking time bomb that had exploded right next to me and completely caught me off guard.

On one side, it was the ex who I couldn’t get my mind off and was pregnant with my child; on the other, it was the woman who wanted to marry me.

I really didn’t know what to do.

‘Whenever I saw Sandy cry, I would always think of Pearl.Pearl has never cried, and I’ve never seen her cry or show her fragile side to me ever since I got to know her.‘

When the engagement was canceled, and she moved out of the apartment, I couldn’t control my urge any longer and defiled her while I was drunk.

I finally got my hands on the woman that I once despised.

‘She isn’t as bad as I thought, and it wasn’t that she couldn’t or wouldn’t cry.It was just that she didn’t care.It hurts me deep down when I see her crying.That’s why I didn’t want to see her cry.‘

It’s undeniable that I have feelings for Pearl.

Perhaps I was already tempted from the moment I started paying attention to her or from the moment I felt a little strange about her deep down.

‘After learning that Sandy had framed Pearl for her miscarriage, and then the truth that she had once borrowed money from loan sharks, it became clearer and clearer to me that what I loved was the Sandy that I knew in the past, and what I couldn’t let go of was the beautiful emotions and memories that we had created in the past.‘

that everything was just an illusion, and the bubble formed by the memories I shared with Sandy popped

couldn’t accept Sandy’s true colors, however, I could accept Pearl, whose past was even more

it because Sandy had changed? In fact, it

was only because of the change

one who

she couldn’t accept that I’ve fallen

was

fall in love with Pearl like nothing’s happened after Sandy just died because

it.Sandy committed suicide because I fell in love with Pearl.That’s why I’ve attributed all the mistakes to

those are just excuses for me to escape reality.I didn’t want to admit I’m in love with an

his arms abruptly, and

his hug as if he was afraid that she would

life down, and I’ve hurt another one.I already can’t make it up to the woman I let down, but I want to apologize to the woman I hurt.I wanted to tell her that I’ve fallen in love with

arms, and while she was listening to his trembling

day, and it was already Christmas in a blink of

children decorating the house

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