Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

I watched as Nadia stormed off from my office without even throwing a glance at me. It left me in a foul mood. I also didn‘t appreciate my Beta flirting with her, so I had to remind him to back off. I hope he got the warning and stayed away from her because I would fucking castrate him if he made any move at her. 

My nose was still flaring with anger. I had no fucking idea if I was pissed off with Dominic or more with myself. 

What was I thinking when I blurted out that rejection? It was the last thing I wanted to do. My mark on her was my only link to her, and I never wanted to erase that bond. I wanted her. But the thought of her not wanting my mark pained me. What do I need to do so I can make her stay? 

If I ordered her to stay, then it would be another Andrea again. And I didn‘t think I wanted to take the risk of her hating me. And it‘s the biggest reason I was ready to reject her, so she could have what she wanted. But did she? She stopped me. 

Fuck! She kissed me I closed my eyes and rubbed my palms against my face, fucking confused with everything in m y head right now.

 “Are you done staring at the empty door?” Jacob‘s mocking voice snapped me back to the present, and I turned my head in the direction of his voice. The fucker was taking another sip of my expensive rum. 

“What the fuck are you still doing here? And who told you you‘re welcome to drink that?” I walked over to him and grabbed the bottle on the desk in front of him, sealing its cork tightly before placing it back in my liquor cabinet. 

“Relax. I know we just cockblocked you, but don‘t you think you were going too fast? Is everything okay between you now?” 

“We even hardly talked, when you bolted in unannounced.” I sighed in desperation as I slumped my body into my chair. 

“I felt your fucking aura seeping through the office door, so I rushed in. What riled you up?” 

“I almost rejected her.” 

“What? The fuck, Riley. Don‘t tell me you don‘t like her. Because you looked like a smitten dog, mind you, not a wolf, but a fucking dog while looking at her. What‘s with the rejection drama?” 

“That‘s why she was here, right? She wanted that mark gone.”

 “Idiot! Are you a fucking Alpha? Her uncle wanted that mark gone. But I didn‘t even think for  a second that she wanted it away. You told me you marked her three full moons ago, so why did she show up just now? Beaten and dragged by her uncle?” 

Fuck! He just called me an idiot, but I would have to agree with this fucker. She didn‘t want my mark gone from her, and that‘s why she kissed me. Are females really this fucking hard to read? 

 “Instead of rejecting her, why didn‘t you ask where she had been for the last three months and why did she run away from you? There‘s more to that female than what meets the eye. Get to know her. If she‘s not worth your time and the Luna title, then reject her. Let her go.” 

My heart constricted at the last part. 

I didn‘t even think for a second that she wasn‘t worth my time or that she wouldn‘t fit as my Luna. The question was, would she give me her time so I could prove my worth as a mate, as her Alpha? 

want to do to her what I did to Andrea,” I told him my truth. My voice was low, but I was hoping he couldn‘t sense the insecurities

you mean?”

by blackmailing her. In the process, she hated me. If Nadia turns out to hate me,

like her...”  I snorted a fake laugh.

last three months were fucking hell without her. I don‘t think you will understand.”

only motivation to get up every morning was that she was alive and I have the chance to find her. I didn‘t know where she was or who had her, but I didn‘t stop until I took her back. But you have Nadia here, so forget about the last three months. Ask her to stay, nicely. Offer her

tell you you’re fucking too smart for an asshole? But I‘m not sure if that will work on

sipping his rum before pointing a finger at

to clean your act and step up as an Alpha again.

female like you fits in a...” I didn’t get to finish what I wanted to say when Alpha Riley dug into my head, swearing at

because of all the stress he had given me for the last three months, I knew when to keep my mouth shut. I could

kiss anyone or hold anyone in his arms. Occasionally, I would see him hug Andrea, but that was it. He was never

did I mention Andrea earlier? It‘s no wonder Nadia wanted away from her

to head up to the room Alpha Riley wanted me to give her when I noticed Nadia had passed

other building said I could stay...“She was biting her bottom lips and her eyes were watering. She looked like a lost cat, different from her demeanor when she was inside the office, snarling

upstairs. Come...” I gestured with my hand, urging

sigh before she walked toward the stairs and followed

you and the Alpha.

in her direction. Three months ago, was it before the Alpha went into  sulking and stopped functioning

happened after you

you? Maybe because it was nothing

and cared for Riley, and the thought that he had blocked me off from his life was painful. I am his

better not dwell on it.”

me about you and

“He marked me.” 

all that he did to Andrea because I knew

I didn‘t know he

darted to her neck, covered by her hair. I wanted to see if a fated mark was on her neck or if

she

I don‘t think he wants me.”

for saying this, but what I saw there when we came into his office, he has never done that with anyone, so I don‘t

as she scoffed and crossed her arms over her chest, facing