Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 36

NADIA I was trying to take in all of Riley while he sang when a surge of emotions suddenly hit me and mixed with mine. My eyes started to water as it finally dawned on me that he was sharing his emotions with me. This was the first. And I hope it will be the first of many that will come after this. We never talked about walls and boundaries, but I always shared my deepest emotions with him so he could read everything about me.

But he never did it for me.

Not until today.

And I felt his pain, his sorrow, and one thing that I was never familiar with – something that was giving me butterflies in my stomach.

It let me know that I was important to him.

I slammed my face against the nook of his neck after he positioned me on his lap.

I couldn’t fight the s**s escaping my throat.

Too many emotions, too many feelings, but what stuck with me was his pain.

“I’m sorry if I disappointed you today.

I didn’t know he would show up…” “What are you talking about?

I’m not disappointed with you.

” His voice was so calm and sweet, nothing like the way he was talking at his office earlier.

“The money… You shouldn’t have given him anything…” “Hey… Look at me.

” He moved his hands to my arms and pulled me away from his neck as his eyes caught mine.

“Don’t think about the money.

We could earn it back.

What is important is that he will never come for you again.

” “Then why are you here?

What’s bothering you?

” He took a deep breath as his eyes darted to my lips, his thumb brushing against them.

“I was having a bad moment.

I feared that you would leave me.

” “Why would you think that?

Did you think I would go with Elliot?

You must be insane to think I would want that monster over you.

” He gasped for air before he answered my question.

“Everyone that was important to me left.

And I don’t think I can handle it if you’re the one leaving me.

” “Riley…” “I love you, Nadia.

I wish I could make you stay with me for a long time.

” “I can stay forever, as long as you want me to stay.

” A smile graced my lips as I cupped his cheeks, urging him to look at me.

“I’m not Andrea.

I won’t leave you.

And if she did leave, maybe it was something more, and not because of you.

” “Caspian… Caspian is her fated mate.

” My heart jumped out of my chest.

Now I finally know why she left Riley.

There was nothing shocking about it.

But I understood now why it pained Riley, I just hoped I would be enough to fill the space she left.

“There’s nothing wrong with you then.

” His brows furrowed as confusion flitted in his eyes.

“If Caspian is her mate, then she did the right thing.

I would leave everything and everyone behind for you, Riley.

Because you’re my mate and you are meant for me.

And if you were not lying, I think you were already smitten by me when you first smelt me.

It was just perfect that Andrea found her mate before I came, otherwise, maybe I wouldn’t have had a place here.

” I pressed a finger to his heart.

“So the Goddess did play fair.

But how I wish you had waited for me instead of having a chosen.

” “Nadia…” IVAN I shook my head, smiling at him.

“I didn’t mean it in a bad way.

I just want you to know my truth.

I know this mate bond is helping a lot for you to like me or love me, but I know a part of Andrea is still there.

But I will work on it…” He was holding his breath, just looking at me, and I couldn’t fathom his emotions again.

I trailed my fingers down his chest until I reached the part where his heart was.

“Slowly, I will creep into your heart until I occupy all the space in there.

” Riley grabbed the hand on his chest and brought it to his lips, peppering it with kisses.

“I think my heart is full of you already.

If you keep pushing more, it will explode.

” I giggled and pressed my lips on his cheek, trailing it up to the edge of his ear before I whispered to him, “Then it will explode and disperse throughout your whole body… And then I can finally say I own you.

All of you.

” “You do.

Own all of me.

” He raised a hand to the nape of my neck and coiled his fingers around my hair and tugged them, causing me to softly gasp as my lips parted from his ear and his mouth trailed down my neck, licking and nibbling it.

“And you, who owns you, Nadia?

” He asked in a husky, too s**y voice that was sending tingles in between my legs.

“My s**y Alpha…” But as much as I wanted him now, I’m not done with our conversation yet.

I palmed his chest and pushed my body

didn’t let me get away from his hold and started attacking

I giggled as I

“Stop…” “No…” He groaned.

lips were now on the nook of my

about your mother…” And

as his

away from him and captured his

He was frowning.

at him as my thumbs ran over her eyebrows, trying

just want to know what

can tell you about

“There’s really not

was a baby,

you bother to ask your father why she

” “For another man.

angry that she left with another man, or that

the same

it

ask your father why she didn’t

“I would probably just get in her way

were judging her without hearing

” “Twenty-three years, Nadia.

hear her side, she could have

But there was nothing.

you try looking for

” “No.

“Can we

” “No.

want to look

I didn’t even

carried his

would never know

chance to

feel better if…” He stood up abruptly, carrying me with him before he placed me on my feet and began * walking towards a

palms on it and let out a

“Enough, Nadia.

I’m done with her.

” RILEY.

“Enough, Nadia.

I’m done with her.

thought it would be nice to

have a mother, and you

get to meet her, who knows, maybe we’ll

I said stop!

move on

insisting, I

know I should have told

was my bigger problem, not my f*g

moment she thought that it was only the mate bond that made Andrea leave me, I lost the courage to tell

the victim, the one left

my mate, was my

she is my

she just had everything

I should not feel guilty

Alba that Andrea and

Well, good for them.

to approach my Luna, then I

“It’s enough for today.

to the pack

I turned around and started walking

“You’re not being fair.

” “I am.

don’t need

“But I

you a mother-in-law because I

I snapped at her, and I regretted it the moment it flew out of my

should really learn to filter my

brushed my palms over my face and let out a

“Nadia, I’m sorry.

I didn’t mean that.

not

want her to get in

figure,

the Luna of the Green Valley Pack, a wonderful

will get

just looking at me, and

block

know

coiling an arm around her waist before

” Fine.

talk about her, but

Or not tomorrow.

what we have, and not be

Please, baby.

anything and just nodded her head before her arms wrapped around my neck, pulling me

адаад A Week After.

NADIA.

stop

So I did.

him, but since I was naturally born stubborn, that didn’t

didn’t want to

could get help

Dominic’s father was the previous Beta, so

might have actually lived with the previous Luna of

was indeed a good

time

but I was willing to take a risk if

felt there was still something in between us, a wall that

wanted that invisible

of him

‘Where are you now?

Riley’s words dug into my

‘I’m here with Katya.

answered

today, and Riley was helping Gamma Sebastian with his Elites so I decided to

side of the territory, so they could have a

need to get

him pouting his lips, as he would usually do when he was

‘I don’t do girls.

I don’t do anyone except my Alpha… So stop

you supposed

.

’ ‘I miss you.

the smile from gracing my lips and the tingles spreading across my

words alone could make me feel

standing by the sink, her

each other three hours

been f*g too

pick

’ ‘No.

I’m busy.