Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 36

NADIA I was trying to take in all of Riley while he sang when a surge of emotions suddenly hit me and mixed with mine. My eyes started to water as it finally dawned on me that he was sharing his emotions with me. This was the first. And I hope it will be the first of many that will come after this. We never talked about walls and boundaries, but I always shared my deepest emotions with him so he could read everything about me.

But he never did it for me.

Not until today.

And I felt his pain, his sorrow, and one thing that I was never familiar with – something that was giving me butterflies in my stomach.

It let me know that I was important to him.

I slammed my face against the nook of his neck after he positioned me on his lap.

I couldn’t fight the s**s escaping my throat.

Too many emotions, too many feelings, but what stuck with me was his pain.

“I’m sorry if I disappointed you today.

I didn’t know he would show up…” “What are you talking about?

I’m not disappointed with you.

” His voice was so calm and sweet, nothing like the way he was talking at his office earlier.

“The money… You shouldn’t have given him anything…” “Hey… Look at me.

” He moved his hands to my arms and pulled me away from his neck as his eyes caught mine.

“Don’t think about the money.

We could earn it back.

What is important is that he will never come for you again.

” “Then why are you here?

What’s bothering you?

” He took a deep breath as his eyes darted to my lips, his thumb brushing against them.

“I was having a bad moment.

I feared that you would leave me.

” “Why would you think that?

Did you think I would go with Elliot?

You must be insane to think I would want that monster over you.

” He gasped for air before he answered my question.

“Everyone that was important to me left.

And I don’t think I can handle it if you’re the one leaving me.

” “Riley…” “I love you, Nadia.

I wish I could make you stay with me for a long time.

” “I can stay forever, as long as you want me to stay.

” A smile graced my lips as I cupped his cheeks, urging him to look at me.

“I’m not Andrea.

I won’t leave you.

And if she did leave, maybe it was something more, and not because of you.

” “Caspian… Caspian is her fated mate.

” My heart jumped out of my chest.

Now I finally know why she left Riley.

There was nothing shocking about it.

But I understood now why it pained Riley, I just hoped I would be enough to fill the space she left.

“There’s nothing wrong with you then.

” His brows furrowed as confusion flitted in his eyes.

“If Caspian is her mate, then she did the right thing.

I would leave everything and everyone behind for you, Riley.

Because you’re my mate and you are meant for me.

And if you were not lying, I think you were already smitten by me when you first smelt me.

It was just perfect that Andrea found her mate before I came, otherwise, maybe I wouldn’t have had a place here.

” I pressed a finger to his heart.

“So the Goddess did play fair.

But how I wish you had waited for me instead of having a chosen.

” “Nadia…” IVAN I shook my head, smiling at him.

“I didn’t mean it in a bad way.

I just want you to know my truth.

I know this mate bond is helping a lot for you to like me or love me, but I know a part of Andrea is still there.

But I will work on it…” He was holding his breath, just looking at me, and I couldn’t fathom his emotions again.

I trailed my fingers down his chest until I reached the part where his heart was.

“Slowly, I will creep into your heart until I occupy all the space in there.

” Riley grabbed the hand on his chest and brought it to his lips, peppering it with kisses.

“I think my heart is full of you already.

If you keep pushing more, it will explode.

” I giggled and pressed my lips on his cheek, trailing it up to the edge of his ear before I whispered to him, “Then it will explode and disperse throughout your whole body… And then I can finally say I own you.

All of you.

” “You do.

Own all of me.

” He raised a hand to the nape of my neck and coiled his fingers around my hair and tugged them, causing me to softly gasp as my lips parted from his ear and his mouth trailed down my neck, licking and nibbling it.

“And you, who owns you, Nadia?

” He asked in a husky, too s**y voice that was sending tingles in between my legs.

“My s**y Alpha…” But as much as I wanted him now, I’m not done with our conversation yet.

his chest

away from his hold and started attacking

giggled as I tried to push him

“Stop…” “No…” He groaned.

the nook of my neck, sucking and biting the mark he

know about your mother…”

stiffened as his grip on me

away from him and

He was frowning.

thumbs ran over her eyebrows,

to

you about mine too, if

really not much to

when I was a baby,

“Did you bother to ask your father why

” “For another man.

left with another man, or that she left

the same

it is

ask your father why she didn’t take you along with

“I would probably just get in her way with her

“It’s so unfair that you were judging her without hearing

” “Twenty-three years, Nadia.

me to hear her side, she

But there was nothing.

you try

” “No.

we

” “No.

“I want to look

didn’t even have a

his name to her

would never

a chance to get to

abruptly, carrying me with him before he placed me on my feet and began * walking

he leaned his palms on it and let out

“Enough, Nadia.

I’m done with her.

” RILEY.

“Enough, Nadia.

I’m done with her.

it would be nice to

a mother, and you

if we can get to meet her, who knows, maybe we’ll both end up having

I said stop!

we move on

I would end up walking

I should have told her about

bigger problem, not my

was only the mate bond

I was the victim, the one left

mate, was

is my saving

she just had

feel guilty about Andrea

that Andrea and Caspian were

Well, good for them.

approach my

“It’s enough for today.

to the pack

and

“You’re not being fair.

” “I am.

need

“But I do want

who can give you a mother-in-law because I

her, and I regretted it the moment it flew out of my

learn to filter my

face and let

“Nadia, I’m sorry.

I didn’t mean that.

just not ready

want her to

want a mother figure, I could introduce

the Green Valley Pack, a

will get along

was just looking at me, and I couldn’t feel any emotions

she block it

know how

in closer to her, coiling an arm

” Fine.

will talk about her,

Or not tomorrow.

give me time to enjoy this, what we have, and

Please, baby.

her head before her arms wrapped around my neck, pulling me closer for a

адаад A Week After.

NADIA.

stop asking him about

So I did.

him, but since I was naturally born stubborn, that didn’t mean I would

he didn’t want to

could get

was the previous Beta, so his mother was the previous Beta

have actually lived with the previous Luna of this

was indeed a good friend of

didn’t waste any more time on getting the details that

I was willing to take a risk if

even after we kept saying how much we loved each other, I felt there

I wanted that invisible

all of him –

‘Where are you now?

dug into

‘I’m here with Katya.

answered his

helping Gamma Sebastian with his Elites so I decided to spend my mornings with Beta Dominic’s

the other side of the territory, so they could have a father

to

imagine him pouting his lips, as he would usually do when he was trying

‘I don’t do girls.

except my Alpha… So

you supposed to be

.

’ ‘I miss you.

smile from gracing my lips and

could make me

Katya was standing by the

just saw each other three hours

‘That’s been f*g too

I pick you

’ ‘No.

I’m busy.