Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 36

NADIA I was trying to take in all of Riley while he sang when a surge of emotions suddenly hit me and mixed with mine. My eyes started to water as it finally dawned on me that he was sharing his emotions with me. This was the first. And I hope it will be the first of many that will come after this. We never talked about walls and boundaries, but I always shared my deepest emotions with him so he could read everything about me.

But he never did it for me.

Not until today.

And I felt his pain, his sorrow, and one thing that I was never familiar with – something that was giving me butterflies in my stomach.

It let me know that I was important to him.

I slammed my face against the nook of his neck after he positioned me on his lap.

I couldn’t fight the s**s escaping my throat.

Too many emotions, too many feelings, but what stuck with me was his pain.

“I’m sorry if I disappointed you today.

I didn’t know he would show up…” “What are you talking about?

I’m not disappointed with you.

” His voice was so calm and sweet, nothing like the way he was talking at his office earlier.

“The money… You shouldn’t have given him anything…” “Hey… Look at me.

” He moved his hands to my arms and pulled me away from his neck as his eyes caught mine.

“Don’t think about the money.

We could earn it back.

What is important is that he will never come for you again.

” “Then why are you here?

What’s bothering you?

” He took a deep breath as his eyes darted to my lips, his thumb brushing against them.

“I was having a bad moment.

I feared that you would leave me.

” “Why would you think that?

Did you think I would go with Elliot?

You must be insane to think I would want that monster over you.

” He gasped for air before he answered my question.

“Everyone that was important to me left.

And I don’t think I can handle it if you’re the one leaving me.

” “Riley…” “I love you, Nadia.

I wish I could make you stay with me for a long time.

” “I can stay forever, as long as you want me to stay.

” A smile graced my lips as I cupped his cheeks, urging him to look at me.

“I’m not Andrea.

I won’t leave you.

And if she did leave, maybe it was something more, and not because of you.

” “Caspian… Caspian is her fated mate.

” My heart jumped out of my chest.

Now I finally know why she left Riley.

There was nothing shocking about it.

But I understood now why it pained Riley, I just hoped I would be enough to fill the space she left.

“There’s nothing wrong with you then.

” His brows furrowed as confusion flitted in his eyes.

“If Caspian is her mate, then she did the right thing.

I would leave everything and everyone behind for you, Riley.

Because you’re my mate and you are meant for me.

And if you were not lying, I think you were already smitten by me when you first smelt me.

It was just perfect that Andrea found her mate before I came, otherwise, maybe I wouldn’t have had a place here.

” I pressed a finger to his heart.

“So the Goddess did play fair.

But how I wish you had waited for me instead of having a chosen.

” “Nadia…” IVAN I shook my head, smiling at him.

“I didn’t mean it in a bad way.

I just want you to know my truth.

I know this mate bond is helping a lot for you to like me or love me, but I know a part of Andrea is still there.

But I will work on it…” He was holding his breath, just looking at me, and I couldn’t fathom his emotions again.

I trailed my fingers down his chest until I reached the part where his heart was.

“Slowly, I will creep into your heart until I occupy all the space in there.

” Riley grabbed the hand on his chest and brought it to his lips, peppering it with kisses.

“I think my heart is full of you already.

If you keep pushing more, it will explode.

” I giggled and pressed my lips on his cheek, trailing it up to the edge of his ear before I whispered to him, “Then it will explode and disperse throughout your whole body… And then I can finally say I own you.

All of you.

” “You do.

Own all of me.

” He raised a hand to the nape of my neck and coiled his fingers around my hair and tugged them, causing me to softly gasp as my lips parted from his ear and his mouth trailed down my neck, licking and nibbling it.

“And you, who owns you, Nadia?

” He asked in a husky, too s**y voice that was sending tingles in between my legs.

“My s**y Alpha…” But as much as I wanted him now, I’m not done with our conversation yet.

his chest and

let me get away from his hold and started attacking my neck

I tried to push him

“Stop…” “No…” He groaned.

nook of my neck, sucking and biting

want to know about your mother…” And that

stiffened as his grip

away from him and captured

He was frowning.

him as my thumbs ran over her

just want to know

can tell you about mine

not much

when I was a baby, so I knew

ask your father

” “For another man.

she left with

“It’s the same

“No, it

you ask your father why

in her way with her

you were judging her

” “Twenty-three years, Nadia.

hear her side, she could have done that within

But there was nothing.

try looking

” “No.

we look for

” “No.

“I want to look

didn’t even

carried his name

I would

you have a chance to

better if…” He stood up abruptly, carrying me with him before he placed me on my feet and began *

leaned his palms on it and

“Enough, Nadia.

I’m done with her.

” RILEY.

“Enough, Nadia.

I’m done with her.

“I just thought it would be nice

didn’t have a mother, and

get to meet her, who knows, maybe we’ll

I said stop!

we move on from

I was starting to get annoyed with this topic already, and if she kept insisting, I would end up walking away from here, which was the last

should have told her

my bigger problem, not my

she thought that it was only the mate bond that made Andrea leave me, I lost the courage to tell her the

the victim, the one left

my mate,

is

just had everything

should not feel

from Alba that Andrea and Caspian

Well, good for them.

to approach my

“It’s enough for today.

to the

around and started

“You’re not being fair.

” “I am.

need a

I do want

maybe go and find another mate who can give you a mother-in-law because I f*g don’t have one and I don’t want to have

I regretted it

to

my palms over my face and let out a sigh

“Nadia, I’m sorry.

I didn’t mean that.

not ready for

want her to

a mother figure,

of the Green Valley Pack, a

you will get along

at me, and I couldn’t feel

she block

she know

her, coiling an arm around her waist before

” Fine.

talk about her,

Or not tomorrow.

me time to enjoy this, what we have, and not be

Please, baby.

before her arms wrapped around my neck,

адаад A Week After.

NADIA.

told me to stop asking him

So I did.

I was naturally born stubborn, that didn’t mean I would stop

he didn’t want to help me, that

get help somewhere

previous Beta, so his mother was the previous

she might have actually lived with the previous Luna of this

right, she was indeed

time on getting the details that I

willing to take a risk if this meant letting him move on from

felt there was

I wanted that invisible

Riley, all of him

‘Where are you now?

words dug into my

‘I’m here with Katya.

answered his

sessions with Jenny today, and Riley was helping Gamma Sebastian with his Elites so I decided to spend my mornings

while her mate went with Beta Dominic to the other side of the territory, so they could have a father and

need to get jealous

imagine him pouting his lips, as he would

‘I don’t do girls.

don’t do anyone except my

supposed to be

.

’ ‘I miss you.

couldn’t help the smile from gracing my lips and the tingles spreading across my

could make me feel

thankful Katya was standing by the sink, her back on

each

been f*g too

I pick

’ ‘No.

I’m busy.