Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 36

NADIA I was trying to take in all of Riley while he sang when a surge of emotions suddenly hit me and mixed with mine. My eyes started to water as it finally dawned on me that he was sharing his emotions with me. This was the first. And I hope it will be the first of many that will come after this. We never talked about walls and boundaries, but I always shared my deepest emotions with him so he could read everything about me.

But he never did it for me.

Not until today.

And I felt his pain, his sorrow, and one thing that I was never familiar with – something that was giving me butterflies in my stomach.

It let me know that I was important to him.

I slammed my face against the nook of his neck after he positioned me on his lap.

I couldn’t fight the s**s escaping my throat.

Too many emotions, too many feelings, but what stuck with me was his pain.

“I’m sorry if I disappointed you today.

I didn’t know he would show up…” “What are you talking about?

I’m not disappointed with you.

” His voice was so calm and sweet, nothing like the way he was talking at his office earlier.

“The money… You shouldn’t have given him anything…” “Hey… Look at me.

” He moved his hands to my arms and pulled me away from his neck as his eyes caught mine.

“Don’t think about the money.

We could earn it back.

What is important is that he will never come for you again.

” “Then why are you here?

What’s bothering you?

” He took a deep breath as his eyes darted to my lips, his thumb brushing against them.

“I was having a bad moment.

I feared that you would leave me.

” “Why would you think that?

Did you think I would go with Elliot?

You must be insane to think I would want that monster over you.

” He gasped for air before he answered my question.

“Everyone that was important to me left.

And I don’t think I can handle it if you’re the one leaving me.

” “Riley…” “I love you, Nadia.

I wish I could make you stay with me for a long time.

” “I can stay forever, as long as you want me to stay.

” A smile graced my lips as I cupped his cheeks, urging him to look at me.

“I’m not Andrea.

I won’t leave you.

And if she did leave, maybe it was something more, and not because of you.

” “Caspian… Caspian is her fated mate.

” My heart jumped out of my chest.

Now I finally know why she left Riley.

There was nothing shocking about it.

But I understood now why it pained Riley, I just hoped I would be enough to fill the space she left.

“There’s nothing wrong with you then.

” His brows furrowed as confusion flitted in his eyes.

“If Caspian is her mate, then she did the right thing.

I would leave everything and everyone behind for you, Riley.

Because you’re my mate and you are meant for me.

And if you were not lying, I think you were already smitten by me when you first smelt me.

It was just perfect that Andrea found her mate before I came, otherwise, maybe I wouldn’t have had a place here.

” I pressed a finger to his heart.

“So the Goddess did play fair.

But how I wish you had waited for me instead of having a chosen.

” “Nadia…” IVAN I shook my head, smiling at him.

“I didn’t mean it in a bad way.

I just want you to know my truth.

I know this mate bond is helping a lot for you to like me or love me, but I know a part of Andrea is still there.

But I will work on it…” He was holding his breath, just looking at me, and I couldn’t fathom his emotions again.

I trailed my fingers down his chest until I reached the part where his heart was.

“Slowly, I will creep into your heart until I occupy all the space in there.

” Riley grabbed the hand on his chest and brought it to his lips, peppering it with kisses.

“I think my heart is full of you already.

If you keep pushing more, it will explode.

” I giggled and pressed my lips on his cheek, trailing it up to the edge of his ear before I whispered to him, “Then it will explode and disperse throughout your whole body… And then I can finally say I own you.

All of you.

” “You do.

Own all of me.

” He raised a hand to the nape of my neck and coiled his fingers around my hair and tugged them, causing me to softly gasp as my lips parted from his ear and his mouth trailed down my neck, licking and nibbling it.

“And you, who owns you, Nadia?

” He asked in a husky, too s**y voice that was sending tingles in between my legs.

“My s**y Alpha…” But as much as I wanted him now, I’m not done with our conversation yet.

I palmed his chest and pushed

didn’t let me get away from his hold and started attacking

as I tried to push

“Stop…” “No…” He groaned.

of my neck, sucking and biting the mark he had

your mother…” And that

his

pulled away from him and

He was frowning.

as my thumbs ran over her eyebrows,

want to know

tell you about mine

really not

I was a baby, so I

bother to ask your father why she

” “For another man.

she left with

“It’s the same

“No, it is

father why she didn’t take you along

would probably just get in her way with her lover, so she

that you were judging her

” “Twenty-three years, Nadia.

side, she could have done that within the last twenty-three

But there was nothing.

try looking for

” “No.

we

” “No.

“I want to look for

didn’t even have

his name to her

would

a chance to

me with him before he placed me on my feet and began * walking towards

the place, he leaned his palms

“Enough, Nadia.

I’m done with her.

” RILEY.

“Enough, Nadia.

I’m done with her.

would be nice to meet

a mother,

her, who knows, maybe we’ll both end up having a mother…” “F**k,

I said stop!

we move on from

topic already, and if she kept insisting, I would end up walking away from here, which was the last thing I

have

bigger problem, not

I’m a f****r too, and the moment she thought that it was only

I was the victim, the one

my mate, was my saving

is my saving

she just had everything else

I should not feel guilty

Andrea and Caspian

Well, good for them.

as they didn’t bother to approach my Luna, then I think

“It’s enough for today.

to the pack

turned around and started walking

“You’re not being fair.

” “I am.

need

I do

maybe go and find another mate who can give you a mother-in-law because I f*g don’t have one and I don’t want to

it the moment

should really learn to filter my f*g

my face

“Nadia, I’m sorry.

I didn’t mean that.

just not ready for

don’t want her to get

mother figure, I could

of the Green Valley Pack, a wonderful

you will get along

me, and I

she block it

she know how

coiling an arm around her waist before

” Fine.

talk about her, but not

Or not tomorrow.

what we have, and not be bothered

Please, baby.

her head before her

адаад A Week After.

NADIA.

me to stop asking him

So I did.

but since I was naturally born stubborn,

to help me,

could get help somewhere

out that Beta Dominic’s father was the previous

might have actually lived with the previous Luna

I was right, she was indeed a good friend

didn’t waste any more time on getting

willing to take a risk if this meant letting him

after we kept saying how much we loved each other, I felt there

wanted that invisible wall

Riley, all of

‘Where are you now?

dug into my

‘I’m here with Katya.

I answered

was helping Gamma Sebastian with his Elites so I decided to spend my mornings with Beta Dominic’s

the territory, so they could have a father and son moment even if the Beta was actually there for work ‘You’re spending too

I need to get

he would

‘I don’t do girls.

anyone except my Alpha… So stop

you supposed

.

’ ‘I miss you.

smile from gracing my lips and

could make me feel

was standing by the sink,

just saw each

been f*g too

pick you up

’ ‘No.

I’m busy.