Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 36

NADIA I was trying to take in all of Riley while he sang when a surge of emotions suddenly hit me and mixed with mine. My eyes started to water as it finally dawned on me that he was sharing his emotions with me. This was the first. And I hope it will be the first of many that will come after this. We never talked about walls and boundaries, but I always shared my deepest emotions with him so he could read everything about me.

But he never did it for me.

Not until today.

And I felt his pain, his sorrow, and one thing that I was never familiar with – something that was giving me butterflies in my stomach.

It let me know that I was important to him.

I slammed my face against the nook of his neck after he positioned me on his lap.

I couldn’t fight the s**s escaping my throat.

Too many emotions, too many feelings, but what stuck with me was his pain.

“I’m sorry if I disappointed you today.

I didn’t know he would show up…” “What are you talking about?

I’m not disappointed with you.

” His voice was so calm and sweet, nothing like the way he was talking at his office earlier.

“The money… You shouldn’t have given him anything…” “Hey… Look at me.

” He moved his hands to my arms and pulled me away from his neck as his eyes caught mine.

“Don’t think about the money.

We could earn it back.

What is important is that he will never come for you again.

” “Then why are you here?

What’s bothering you?

” He took a deep breath as his eyes darted to my lips, his thumb brushing against them.

“I was having a bad moment.

I feared that you would leave me.

” “Why would you think that?

Did you think I would go with Elliot?

You must be insane to think I would want that monster over you.

” He gasped for air before he answered my question.

“Everyone that was important to me left.

And I don’t think I can handle it if you’re the one leaving me.

” “Riley…” “I love you, Nadia.

I wish I could make you stay with me for a long time.

” “I can stay forever, as long as you want me to stay.

” A smile graced my lips as I cupped his cheeks, urging him to look at me.

“I’m not Andrea.

I won’t leave you.

And if she did leave, maybe it was something more, and not because of you.

” “Caspian… Caspian is her fated mate.

” My heart jumped out of my chest.

Now I finally know why she left Riley.

There was nothing shocking about it.

But I understood now why it pained Riley, I just hoped I would be enough to fill the space she left.

“There’s nothing wrong with you then.

” His brows furrowed as confusion flitted in his eyes.

“If Caspian is her mate, then she did the right thing.

I would leave everything and everyone behind for you, Riley.

Because you’re my mate and you are meant for me.

And if you were not lying, I think you were already smitten by me when you first smelt me.

It was just perfect that Andrea found her mate before I came, otherwise, maybe I wouldn’t have had a place here.

” I pressed a finger to his heart.

“So the Goddess did play fair.

But how I wish you had waited for me instead of having a chosen.

” “Nadia…” IVAN I shook my head, smiling at him.

“I didn’t mean it in a bad way.

I just want you to know my truth.

I know this mate bond is helping a lot for you to like me or love me, but I know a part of Andrea is still there.

But I will work on it…” He was holding his breath, just looking at me, and I couldn’t fathom his emotions again.

I trailed my fingers down his chest until I reached the part where his heart was.

“Slowly, I will creep into your heart until I occupy all the space in there.

” Riley grabbed the hand on his chest and brought it to his lips, peppering it with kisses.

“I think my heart is full of you already.

If you keep pushing more, it will explode.

” I giggled and pressed my lips on his cheek, trailing it up to the edge of his ear before I whispered to him, “Then it will explode and disperse throughout your whole body… And then I can finally say I own you.

All of you.

” “You do.

Own all of me.

” He raised a hand to the nape of my neck and coiled his fingers around my hair and tugged them, causing me to softly gasp as my lips parted from his ear and his mouth trailed down my neck, licking and nibbling it.

“And you, who owns you, Nadia?

” He asked in a husky, too s**y voice that was sending tingles in between my legs.

“My s**y Alpha…” But as much as I wanted him now, I’m not done with our conversation yet.

palmed his chest and pushed

me get away from his hold and started attacking my

I giggled as I tried to push

“Stop…” “No…” He groaned.

my neck, sucking and biting the

your

as his

pulled away from him and captured his

He was frowning.

at him as my thumbs ran over

to know what

about mine too, if

“There’s really not much

baby,

you bother to ask your father why she

” “For another man.

angry that she left with another man, or

the

it

“Did you ask your father why she didn’t take you

her way with her lover,

you were judging her without hearing her

” “Twenty-three years, Nadia.

her side, she could

But there was nothing.

you try looking

” “No.

we look for

” “No.

want to look for

even have a

his name

would never know

you have a chance to get to

you feel better if…” He stood up abruptly, carrying me with him before he placed

place, he leaned his palms on it and let out a

“Enough, Nadia.

I’m done with her.

” RILEY.

“Enough, Nadia.

I’m done with her.

would be nice to

I didn’t have a mother,

can get to meet her, who knows, maybe we’ll both end up having

I said stop!

move on from

to get annoyed with this topic already, and if she kept insisting, I would end up walking away from here, which was

should have told her

my bigger problem, not

f****r too, and the moment she thought that it was only the mate bond that made Andrea leave me, I lost the courage to tell her

she thought I was the victim, the one left

that she, my mate, was my

is my saving

had everything

feel

that Andrea and Caspian were

Well, good for them.

long as they didn’t bother to approach my Luna, then I think I

“It’s enough for today.

back to

and

“You’re not being fair.

” “I am.

need a

“But I do want

can give you a mother-in-law because I f*g don’t have

at her, and I regretted it the moment

really learn to filter my f*g

my palms over my face and let out

“Nadia, I’m sorry.

I didn’t mean that.

just not ready for

don’t want her to get in between

you want a mother figure, I could introduce you to my

of the Green

you will get along

just looking at me, and I couldn’t feel

block

know how

an arm

” Fine.

will talk about her, but

Or not tomorrow.

you just give me time to enjoy this, what we have, and not be bothered by

Please, baby.

her arms wrapped around my neck, pulling me closer for a

адаад A Week After.

NADIA.

stop

So I did.

since I was naturally born stubborn, that didn’t mean I

he didn’t want to

get help somewhere

Beta Dominic’s father was the previous Beta, so his mother was the

lived with

was right, she was indeed

waste any more time on getting the details

willing to take a risk if this meant letting him move on

I felt there was still

that invisible wall

wanted Riley, all of him –

‘Where are you now?

words dug

‘I’m here with Katya.

answered his

Sebastian with his

so they could have a father and son moment even if the Beta

need to

could imagine him pouting his lips, as he would usually do when he

‘I don’t do girls.

my Alpha…

supposed to

.

’ ‘I miss you.

I couldn’t help the smile from gracing my lips and

alone could make me

Katya was standing by the sink, her back on

saw each other three hours

f*g too long

pick you

’ ‘No.

I’m busy.