Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 45

NADIA. We were already driving for more than ten minutes but Riley wasn’t talking or even glancing my way while I already positioned myself at an angle so that I was facing him but he wasn’t budging from looking just straight ahead. This was already frustrating. “Riley, talk to me,” I told him in a low, hoarse voice.

“What do you want me to say?

” “I don’t know.

Just say something, anything, just don’t ignore me.

” Silence.

I let out a loud sigh before crossing my arms against my chest.

“Do you have questions?

Do you want to know something?

” “Why didn’t you turn off your mind link when I asked you to?

” “Because I didn’t want to.

Why are you making a big fuss about it?

Why don’t you ask me what we were talking about instead of restricting me?

Are you trying to control me?

” “If it’s a matter of life and death, you need to f*g obey me!

I’m your f*g Alpha!

” “So you’re the Alpha!

And what am I?

Your puppet?

” I asked sarcastically.

“And besides, it’s not a matter of life and death!

” “Stop acting childish!

” He snapped at me.

“Childish?

Look who’s talking!

I’m not the one sulking here over a mind link!

” “I’m fg jealous of that fg Benedict!

I don’t know who he was in your life and why you were even linking him and you didn’t want to cut it even if I asked you to.

Because you know what?

If you asked me to do the same thing, I would do it.

I will cut connections with everyone in a heartbeat just to appease you.

” I swallowed hard as I listened to him.

He stopped the car, and it was only then that I realized that he had maneuvered us to the side and the car was already parked.

I saw our convoy stopping and parking behind us as well.

“But I will never ask you to do that.

” “Because you don’t care about me or what I feel!

Plain and simple!

” He slammed his coiled fist into the steering wheel before his hand flew to his hair, brushing and tugging it harshly.

“Oh, shut up with your lines that nobody cares about you!

It’s getting old already!

” I snarled at him before I ejected my seatbelt and inched up nearer him, My hand coiled into a tight fist as I raised it to throw a punch at his buffed arm.

His muscles tightened, but he didn’t stop me from hitting him.

“You think I don’t care about you?

You think I don’t feel anything for you?

Look at me, Riley!

Why do you think I’m still here?

” My frustration and anger mixed together made me throw another punch at his arm.

“Because you have nowhere to go.

” He answered in a low voice.

He was looking at me with a pained expression.

And my hands tightened into fists, out of frustration, but I didn’t punch him anymore and instead dropped my hands on my thighs as I leaned my head back, closing my eyes.

I needed to control my outburst.

“Is that why you think I’m still here?

” “I don’t know.

f****d up

you stay with

messed up all the

I don’t want

don’t f*g care what your reason for staying is, just

man is so

know what to say

and then he’s

he

“I’m jealous of Benedict.

never been this jealous in

and stop linking with him, but you chose

“Riley… It was never

sighed

for

His voice

him resting his forehead

shoulder, pushing his body back to lean on his seat before I mustered up

“Look at me, Riley.

I cupped his face, urging him to look

tell you everything that I told Benedict, but look

you to listen

Because this is important.

swallowed hard as my eyes met his

was flitting into them and my heart ached

we ever get

“Riley, I love you.

because I love

person should have run away and left because there’s a part

scared that I will just wake up one day and you will tell me I can’t leave the house anymore or that

not sane,

Totally crazy for you.

I want you, Riley.

All of you.

good and

both if it means I can have

the biggest reason I’m still here because

after you found

un-love if there is such

hand flew to my cheeks, caressing them before he pulled my

“I’m sorry about everything.

many things wrong,

don’t even know now what I was

least you’re getting good at

the sparks

don’t make

don’t like

makes me want to do bad

” V “I’m sorry.

it was something I had to handle

face away from him as my hands rose

help, but of course, you didn’t want

it was something

” “Tell me.

“Promise me, you

“There’s nothing worse than what I did in the

smiled weakly at me before his hand cupped my a*s, lifting me away

to the back

” “What?

as I held on

what I ask

It’s nothing dangerous.

” I didn’t answer.

to the back seat

soon as I was seated, Riley opened the car door and

confusion as my gaze

one of his men from the other car came in and took the driver’s seat while Riley opened the

“What’s going on?

” I asked him.

we can

“Then he will hear us,” I told

tell Riley all about Benedict with

you have

Riley asked in

he was asking me until

“Yes.

Alpha.

and showed Riley the headset before he slipped it on his ears and positioned his phone on the

us or even look

arm coiled around my shoulder as he leaned in, whispering directly into my ear before pressing my head to

me melt in his

my eyes as I slipped an arm around his back and my other arm snaked around his body, hugging his huge frame as I closed my eyes and

His voice

“Don’t sleep on me.

owe me

” I wasn’t sleeping.

to revel

but didn’t open my

just enjoy this for a moment before you turn cold and start

I

answered him before I felt my whole body being lifted

legs were facing the door while his arms were

“But I’m trying.

” “I know.

are doing