Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

it all boiled

didn’t want me

I didn’t say anything.

head down and pressed a gentle kiss on his forehead before turning

he

would

just wanted to kiss him and feel the sparks one last time before I

you

Jenny asked me for the nth

with tears, and it made me tear up as

hand reaching for hers and squeezing it

“It’s for the best.

don’t want to stay in

don’t understand

not using your title over me, I

” “I know.

the rightful Luna of this pack that

and you’re

you sure you don’t want to

the Alpha calms

“It will just

I’ve seen his eyes.

looked at me like

He didn’t want me.

“This is so wrong…” She wrapped her arms around me and pulled me into

stay, just a

Thugged her tightly, pressing a soft kiss on her cheek before pulling my

going or I will miss

told you not to

can stay with my

I know where you are and I won’t have to

mom lives in Alpha Jacob’s

a good place for

will never forgive myself if

even know why I’m agreeing

I shook

“I’m okay.

take

been doing this my whole

this is for the

some space to think about whether this

shook as soft

sorry, I

more than

let the tears flow this

that you were there

are the best Gamma Female any Luna will

know how to say

were holding on to each other’s hands, just letting our tears stream down

have to

tell Gamma Sebastian and Beta Dominic I

you can all

and you were still looking after

“You have a

You will understand.

smiled weakly at her before pulling her for

back at her one more time just to make sure

when I made sure that she couldn’t see me anymore, I made a different turn and headed for the

next city’s train

be safer this

went by draggingly

I was able to finish everything

holing instead in the office at the old building where all the

was trying

pain was

if I

want to see her

needed time to think I hurried my steps toward the pack

meals for the day, including last night’s dinner, and my

with my mate,

I missed her.

smell of dinner wafted in the air, and my feet turned

the moment I stepped in, and I could see my Beta’s eyes throwing daggers

the hostility in

Silence.

the main dish and started placing it on

“Where’s Nadia?

tell her

” “She left.