Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

boiled down to

didn’t want

I didn’t say anything.

kiss on his forehead before turning on my

what he wanted me

I would do

just wanted to kiss him and feel the sparks one last time

sure you want to

Jenny asked me for the nth

with tears, and it made me

head, my hand reaching

“It’s for the best.

in a place where

don’t understand what

were not using your title over me, I would not be doing

” “I know.

I’m telling you as the rightful Luna of this pack that I want to do this and I’m

and you’re not doing any

you don’t want

the Alpha calms

will just

I’ve seen his eyes.

looked at

He didn’t want me.

She wrapped her arms around me and pulled me into

just a few more

kiss on

will miss my train,”

you not

can stay

I know where you are and

mom lives

good place for

“I will never forgive myself if something happened to

know why I’m agreeing

shook my

“I’m okay.

take care

this my

is for

to think about whether this bond is right

“Nadia…” Her shoulders shook as soft sobs escaped her

I couldn’t help

more than

let the

that you were there

are the best Gamma Female any Luna will be lucky

how to say thank you

to each other’s hands, just letting our tears

to

Gamma Sebastian and Beta

all look after

did you wrong, and you were still looking after

“You have

You will understand.

her for another

say anything more and just stepped out of her car, looking back at her one more time just

I made sure that she couldn’t see me anymore, I made a different turn and

city’s

be

went by draggingly

was able to finish everything I

instead in the office at the old building where all the cells

trying to avoid

was still

if I missed

want to see her

think I hurried my steps toward the pack

the meals for the day, including last night’s dinner,

my mate, I couldn’t deny that my walls were

I missed her.

in the air, and my feet turned in the direction of

I

ignoring the hostility in his

Silence.

reached for the main dish and started placing it on

“Where’s Nadia?

tell her dinner

” “She left.