Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

boiled down to

want me

I didn’t say anything.

down and pressed a gentle kiss on his forehead before turning on my heel

he wanted

I would do

and feel the sparks one last time before

sure you

asked me for the

and it made

my hand reaching for hers

“It’s for the best.

don’t want to stay in a place where

“I still don’t

if you were not using your title over me, I

” “I know.

you as the rightful Luna of this pack that I want to do this and I’m absolving

not your fault, and

sure you don’t want

the Alpha calms

“It will just hurt

I’ve seen his eyes.

never looked at me

He didn’t want me.

is so wrong…” She wrapped her arms around me and

stay, just a few

her tightly, pressing a soft kiss on her cheek

going or I will miss

“I told you

“You can stay

are and I won’t

mom lives in Alpha

not a good place

will never forgive myself if something happened

why I’m

I shook

“I’m okay.

can take care of

doing this my

this is

we needed some space to think about whether this

shoulders shook as soft sobs

I couldn’t help

more than

the

happy that you were there

the best Gamma Female any Luna will

know how to say thank you

on to each other’s hands, just

have to go

tell Gamma Sebastian and

can all look after the

wrong, and you were still looking

“You have a

You will understand.

smiled weakly at her before pulling her for another hug as I

anything more and just stepped out of her car, looking back at her one more time just to make

see me anymore, I made a different

would go to the next city’s train station and choose another

be

day went by

able to finish everything

instead in the office

was trying to avoid

pain was still too

even if

to

needed time to think I hurried my steps toward

the meals for the day, including last night’s dinner, and my stomach was already

I wasn’t ready to talk with my mate, I couldn’t

I missed her.

my feet turned in the direction of the

stepped in, and I could see

I asked, ignoring the hostility

Silence.

main dish and started placing it on my plate before I asked

“Where’s Nadia?

tell her dinner

” “She left.