Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

it all boiled down to

want

I didn’t say anything.

kiss on his forehead before turning on my heel

knew what he wanted me

would

to kiss him and feel the sparks one last time

you want to do

me for the

and it

head, my hand reaching for hers and squeezing

“It’s for the best.

want to stay in a place where

don’t understand what

if you were not using your title over

” “I know.

I’m telling you as the rightful Luna of this pack that I want to

not your fault, and you’re not

sure you don’t want

the Alpha

will just hurt

I’ve seen his eyes.

never looked at me

He didn’t want me.

is so wrong…” She wrapped her arms around me and pulled me into

just a

a soft kiss on her cheek

should get going or I will miss

you not

“You can stay

know where you are

mom lives in Alpha

not a good

will never forgive myself if something

even know why

shook

“I’m okay.

can take care

this my

is for the

space to think about whether this bond

as soft sobs escaped her

I

done more than

let the tears flow

I’m happy that you were there

any Luna will be lucky

know how

holding on to each other’s hands, just letting our

to

of yourself, and tell Gamma Sebastian

if you can all look after the

and you were

have a

You will understand.

at her before pulling her for another hug

say anything more and just stepped out of her car, looking back at her one more time just to

sure that she couldn’t see me anymore, I made a different turn and headed for the taxi

next city’s

be safer

The day went by draggingly

finish everything I needed to do

house, holing instead in the office at the old building where all the cells

trying

was

even if

want to

I hurried my steps toward

the meals for the day, including

ready to talk with my mate, I couldn’t deny that my walls

I missed her.

my feet turned in

the moment I stepped in, and I could see

ignoring the hostility

Silence.

placing it on my

“Where’s Nadia?

someone tell her dinner is

” “She left.