Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

boiled down to

didn’t want me here

I didn’t say anything.

head down and pressed a gentle kiss on his

knew what he wanted

would

and feel the

you want to

asked me for the nth time

tears, and it made

my head, my hand reaching for hers and

“It’s for the best.

don’t want to stay in a place where I’m not

“I still don’t understand

title over me, I would not be

” “I know.

Luna of this pack that I want to do this and I’m absolving you

and you’re not doing

you don’t want to

Alpha

“It will just hurt

I’ve seen his eyes.

never looked at

He didn’t want me.

She wrapped her arms around me and pulled me into a

stay, just a few more

tightly, pressing a soft kiss on her cheek before pulling

I will miss my train,” “Where are

“I told you not to ask

stay

where you are and I

lives in

a good place

forgive myself if

know why I’m agreeing to

I shook my

“I’m okay.

take care

doing this my whole

is for

about whether this bond

shook as soft sobs

sorry, I

done more than

the tears flow

you were

the best Gamma Female any Luna will

how to say thank you for

to each other’s hands, just letting our tears stream down

to

of yourself, and tell Gamma Sebastian and Beta Dominic

can all look after the

wrong, and you were still looking after

have a mate,

You will understand.

her before pulling her for another

say anything more and just stepped out of her car, looking back at her one more time just to make sure she didn’t

couldn’t see me anymore, I made

city’s train

be safer

day went by draggingly

didn’t know how I was able to finish everything I needed to

the whole day outside the pack house, holing instead in

trying to avoid

was still

even if

to

time to think I hurried my steps toward the

the day, including last night’s dinner, and

talk with my mate,

I missed her.

smell of dinner wafted in the air, and my feet turned in

I stepped in, and I could see my Beta’s eyes throwing daggers at me “Where’s

ignoring the

Silence.

reached for the main dish and started placing

“Where’s Nadia?

her

” “She left.