Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

boiled down to one

want

I didn’t say anything.

on his forehead before turning on my heel and

knew what he wanted me to

I would do

feel the sparks one last time

sure you want

asked me for the

were welling with tears, and it made me tear up

my head, my hand reaching for hers and squeezing

“It’s for the best.

in a place where

still don’t

title over me, I would not be

” “I know.

the rightful Luna of this pack that

fault, and you’re not doing

don’t

Alpha

will just

I’ve seen his eyes.

looked at me

He didn’t want me.

arms around me and pulled me into a

a

pressing a soft kiss on her cheek before pulling my

I will

you not to ask

stay with

know where you are and I won’t

mom lives in Alpha Jacob’s

good place

never forgive myself if something happened

don’t even know why I’m

shook

“I’m okay.

take care

been doing this my

this is for

about

Her shoulders shook as

sorry, I couldn’t

done more

the tears flow

happy that you

best Gamma Female any Luna will

even know how to

We were holding on to each other’s hands, just letting our tears stream

have to go

Gamma Sebastian and Beta

you can all look after the

you wrong, and you were still

have a mate,

You will understand.

I smiled weakly at her before pulling her for another

anything more and just stepped out of her car, looking back at her

see me anymore, I made a different

to the next city’s

be

went by

everything I needed to do for today,

outside the pack house, holing instead in the office at the

was trying to

pain was still

if I missed

didn’t want to see

needed time to think I hurried my steps toward the pack house, it

day, including last night’s dinner, and my stomach was already

I wasn’t ready to talk with my mate, I couldn’t deny that my

I missed her.

my feet turned in the direction of the

I could

asked, ignoring the

Silence.

for the main dish and started placing it on my plate before I

“Where’s Nadia?

tell her dinner

” “She left.