Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

all boiled

want

I didn’t say anything.

down and pressed a gentle kiss on his forehead

he wanted me to

would

the sparks one last

sure you

asked me for the nth

welling with tears, and it made

my head, my hand reaching

“It’s for the best.

in a place

don’t

not using your title over me, I would not be

” “I know.

as the rightful Luna of this pack that

and

you sure you don’t

the Alpha calms

will just

I’ve seen his eyes.

at

He didn’t want me.

arms around me and

a few more

Thugged her tightly, pressing a soft kiss on

get going or I will

you

“You can stay

are and I won’t

lives in Alpha

not a good place for

forgive myself if something happened

even know why I’m agreeing to

shook

“I’m okay.

can take care

been doing this my whole

this is

we needed some space to think about whether this

Her shoulders shook as soft

sorry, I couldn’t

more than

the tears

happy that you were there

are the best Gamma Female any

don’t even know how to say thank

on to each other’s hands, just letting our tears

have to

tell Gamma Sebastian

you can all

and you

have

You will understand.

weakly at her before pulling her for another hug as I fought the

car, looking back at her one

anymore, I made

the next city’s train station and

be safer this

went by draggingly

finish everything I needed to do for today, but somehow I

house, holing instead in the office at the

trying

pain was

if

to

needed time to think I hurried my steps toward the pack

day, including last night’s dinner, and my stomach was already

mate, I couldn’t deny that my walls

I missed her.

dinner wafted in the air, and my feet turned in the direction of

stepped in, and I could see my Beta’s eyes throwing daggers at me “Where’s

the hostility in his

Silence.

and started placing

“Where’s Nadia?

her dinner

” “She left.