Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

boiled

didn’t want me here

I didn’t say anything.

down and pressed a gentle kiss on his forehead before turning on

knew what he

would

just wanted to kiss him and feel the sparks one last time before I

sure you

asked me for the nth time

and

hand reaching

“It’s for the best.

to stay in a place where I’m

still don’t understand what

your title over

” “I know.

this pack that I want to do this and

and

you don’t want to wait

Alpha calms

“It will just

I’ve seen his eyes.

never looked at me

He didn’t want me.

wrong…” She wrapped her arms around me and

stay, just a few more

pressing a soft kiss

will miss my train,” “Where are you

you

“You can stay with

least I know where you are and I won’t

lives in

good

will never forgive myself if something

even know why I’m agreeing

I shook

“I’m okay.

take

doing this

is for the

we needed some space to think about whether this bond is right for

“Nadia…” Her shoulders shook as soft

I couldn’t

more than

the

that you were there

any

I don’t even know how to

other’s hands,

have to go

care of yourself, and tell Gamma Sebastian and Beta

if you can all look after the

“He did you wrong, and you were still looking

have

You will understand.

at her before pulling her for another hug as I fought the

say anything more and just stepped out of her car, looking back at her

me anymore, I made a different turn and headed

city’s train station and choose another

would be safer this

The day went

was able to finish everything

instead in the office at the old building

trying

was still too

even if I missed

want to

time to think I hurried my steps toward the pack

day, including last night’s dinner, and my stomach was already

ready to talk with my mate, I couldn’t deny that my walls were already

I missed her.

dinner wafted in the air, and my feet turned in the direction of the

moment I stepped in, and I could see my Beta’s eyes

ignoring the hostility

Silence.

dish and started placing it on my plate before

“Where’s Nadia?

her

” “She left.