Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

it all boiled down to one

want

I didn’t say anything.

head down and pressed a gentle kiss on his forehead before turning on my heel and walking away

knew what he wanted

I would do

just wanted to kiss him and feel the sparks one last time before I moved

you want to

for the nth time

welling with tears, and it made me tear up

my head, my hand reaching

“It’s for the best.

to stay in a place

“I still don’t

you were not using your title

” “I know.

as the rightful Luna of this pack that

is not your fault, and you’re not

sure you don’t

Alpha calms

“It will just hurt

I’ve seen his eyes.

at me like

He didn’t want me.

She wrapped her arms around me

a few more

pressing a soft kiss on her cheek before

I will

you not

stay

least I know where you are and I won’t

lives in Alpha

a good place for

will never forgive myself

don’t even know why

shook

“I’m okay.

take

doing this my

this is for the

we needed some space to think about whether this bond is

“Nadia…” Her shoulders shook as soft sobs escaped her

sorry, I couldn’t

more

the tears

I’m happy that you were

Gamma Female any Luna will be

even know how to

on to each other’s hands, just letting our tears stream down

to go

care of yourself, and tell Gamma Sebastian and Beta Dominic I said thank

you can all

“He did you wrong, and

“You have

You will understand.

pulling her for another hug

out of her car, looking back at her one

when I made sure that she couldn’t see me anymore, I made

city’s train station and choose another

be

went by

finish everything I needed to do for today, but somehow I

spent the whole day outside the pack house, holing instead in the office at the old building where

was trying to avoid

pain was

if I missed

to see her

needed time to think I hurried my steps toward the pack house, it was already

all the meals for the day, including last night’s dinner, and my stomach

with my mate, I

I missed her.

smell of dinner wafted in the air, and my feet turned in the direction

the moment I stepped in, and I could see my Beta’s eyes throwing daggers at me “Where’s

ignoring the hostility in his

Silence.

for the main dish and started placing it on my plate before

“Where’s Nadia?

someone tell her

” “She left.