Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

all boiled down to one

didn’t want

I didn’t say anything.

just leaned my head down and pressed a gentle kiss on his forehead before turning on my

he wanted me to

would do

the sparks one last time before I

sure you want to do

me for the nth time

and it made me tear up

my hand reaching for hers and

“It’s for the best.

in a place where I’m not

don’t

were not using your title over me, I would not

” “I know.

you as the rightful Luna of this pack that I want to do this and I’m absolving you of

fault, and you’re

sure you don’t want to

Alpha

will just hurt

I’ve seen his eyes.

never looked at

He didn’t want me.

wrong…” She wrapped her arms around me and pulled me into a tight

a few more

pressing a soft kiss on her cheek before

I will

“I told you

can stay with my

where you are and I won’t

lives

a good place

will never forgive myself if

know why I’m

I shook

“I’m okay.

can take

been doing this

is for

needed some space to think about whether

Her shoulders shook as soft

I

done more than

I let the

I’m happy that you

the best Gamma Female any Luna

know how to say

each other’s hands, just

have to

care of yourself, and tell Gamma Sebastian and Beta Dominic I said thank

can all

did you wrong, and

have

You will understand.

weakly at her before pulling her for

looking back at her one more time just

see me anymore, I made a different turn and

would go to the next city’s train station and choose

be

went

I was able to finish everything I

in the

trying

was still too

if I missed

to see her

to think I hurried my steps toward the pack house, it was

meals for the day, including last night’s dinner,

ready to talk with my mate, I couldn’t deny that

I missed her.

air, and my feet turned in the direction of

moment I stepped in, and I could see my

I asked, ignoring the hostility in his

Silence.

for the main dish and started placing it

“Where’s Nadia?

tell her

” “She left.