Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

boiled down

didn’t want me here

I didn’t say anything.

down and pressed a gentle kiss on his forehead before turning on my heel and

what he wanted me to

I would

kiss him and feel the sparks one last time before

sure you want to do

Jenny asked me for the nth

with tears, and it made me tear up as

hand reaching for hers and squeezing it

“It’s for the best.

in a place where

still don’t understand what is

were not using your title over me, I would

” “I know.

the rightful Luna of this pack that I want to do this and I’m

not your fault, and you’re not doing any

you sure you don’t want to wait another

the Alpha

will

I’ve seen his eyes.

looked at

He didn’t want me.

is so wrong…” She wrapped her arms around me and pulled me into a tight

just a

her tightly, pressing a soft kiss on her cheek before pulling

or I will miss my train,” “Where are

you not to

“You can stay with my

are and I won’t have

mom lives in Alpha

not a good place for

never forgive myself

know why I’m agreeing to

I shook my

“I’m okay.

can take care

been doing this

is for

needed some space to think about whether this bond is

shook as soft sobs

I

more than

let the

I’m happy that you were

best Gamma Female any Luna will be lucky to

how to say thank

to each other’s hands, just letting

to go

care of yourself, and tell Gamma Sebastian and Beta Dominic I

can all look after the

and you

“You have

You will understand.

smiled weakly at her before pulling her for another hug as I fought

and just stepped out of her car, looking back at her one more time just to make sure she

couldn’t see me anymore, I

would go to the next city’s train

would be safer

went by draggingly

able to finish everything I needed to do for today, but somehow I

spent the whole day outside the pack house, holing instead in the office at the old

trying

pain was still

even if

to see

needed time to think I hurried my steps toward the pack house, it was already

meals for the day, including last

my mate, I couldn’t deny that

I missed her.

wafted in the air, and my feet turned in the direction of the

stepped in, and I

the hostility in his

Silence.

started placing it on my plate before I asked

“Where’s Nadia?

her dinner is

” “She left.