Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

it all boiled down

want me here

I didn’t say anything.

on his forehead before turning on my heel and walking

knew what he wanted me

would

and feel the sparks

you want to

for

welling with tears, and it made me

hand reaching for

“It’s for the best.

to stay in a place where

“I still don’t

title over

” “I know.

rightful Luna of this pack that I

not your fault, and you’re not doing any

don’t want

Alpha calms

will just

I’ve seen his eyes.

at me

He didn’t want me.

her arms around me and pulled me into a tight

a

pressing a soft kiss on her cheek before pulling

I will miss my train,” “Where

“I told you not

stay

I know where you are and

“Your mom lives in Alpha

good place

will never forgive myself if something happened to

why I’m agreeing to

I shook my

“I’m okay.

take care

this my whole

is for the

about whether this bond

shook as

sorry, I couldn’t help

more than

I let the tears flow this

you

the best Gamma Female any Luna will be lucky

I don’t even know how to say thank you for

on to each other’s hands, just

to

yourself, and tell Gamma Sebastian and Beta Dominic

you can all look

“He did you wrong, and you were still

“You have a

You will understand.

at her before pulling her for another hug as I fought the

her car, looking back at her one more

me anymore, I made a different turn and headed

would go to the next city’s train

would be safer

The day went

to finish everything I needed to

spent the whole day outside the pack house, holing instead in the office at the old

trying to avoid

pain was still too

if I missed

to see

steps toward the

the day, including last night’s dinner, and

ready to talk with my mate, I couldn’t

I missed her.

smell of dinner wafted in the air, and my feet turned in the direction of the dining

fell silent the moment I stepped in, and I could see my Beta’s eyes

the

Silence.

reached for the main dish and started placing

“Where’s Nadia?

her dinner

” “She left.