Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

all boiled down to one

didn’t want me

I didn’t say anything.

and pressed a gentle kiss on his

what he wanted

would

wanted to kiss him and feel the sparks one last

you sure you want to

for the

were welling with tears, and it made me tear

my hand reaching for

“It’s for the best.

stay in

“I still don’t understand

if you were not using your title over me,

” “I know.

of this pack that I want to do this and I’m

not your fault, and you’re not

you sure you don’t want to wait another

the Alpha calms

will just hurt

I’ve seen his eyes.

looked at me like

He didn’t want me.

She wrapped her arms around me and pulled me

stay, just a few

Thugged her tightly, pressing a soft kiss on her cheek before pulling

get going or I will miss my train,” “Where

you not to ask

stay with my

where you are and I won’t have

mom lives

good place for

myself if

don’t even know why I’m

I shook my

“I’m okay.

can take care of

this

is for

to think about whether this bond

Her shoulders shook as

sorry, I

done more than

let the tears flow

happy that you were

best Gamma Female any Luna will be

how to

holding on to each other’s hands, just letting

have to

care of yourself, and tell Gamma Sebastian and Beta

if you can all look

did you wrong, and you were

“You have

You will understand.

before pulling her for another hug as I fought

back

she couldn’t see me anymore, I made a different turn and headed for the

to the next city’s train

would be

went by draggingly

was able to finish everything I needed

in

was trying

pain was still too

if I

didn’t want to

to think I hurried my steps toward the pack

the meals for the day, including last night’s dinner, and my stomach was

to talk with my mate, I couldn’t deny that my walls were

I missed her.

dinner wafted in the air, and my feet

stepped in, and I could see my Beta’s eyes throwing daggers at

asked, ignoring the

Silence.

reached for the main dish and started placing it on

“Where’s Nadia?

her dinner is

” “She left.