Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

it all boiled down to one

didn’t want

I didn’t say anything.

leaned my head down and pressed a gentle kiss on his forehead before turning on my heel and walking

knew what he wanted me to

would

and feel the sparks

sure you want

for the nth

welling with tears, and it made

nodded my head, my hand reaching for

“It’s for the best.

want to stay in

don’t understand what

you were not using your title over

” “I know.

why I’m telling you as the rightful Luna of this pack that I want

not your fault, and you’re not

you sure you don’t want to wait another

Alpha calms

“It will just

I’ve seen his eyes.

looked at me

He didn’t want me.

“This is so wrong…” She wrapped her arms around me and pulled me into

just a few more

soft kiss on her cheek

or I will miss my train,” “Where are you

told you not

can stay

I know where you are and I won’t

mom lives in Alpha

not a good

“I will never forgive myself

why I’m agreeing to

shook my

“I’m okay.

take care

this

is for the

think about whether this bond is

Her shoulders shook as soft sobs escaped her

I couldn’t help

more

the tears flow

I’m happy that you were there

any

even know how

to each other’s hands, just letting our tears stream down our

to

Sebastian and Beta Dominic I

can all look after

did you wrong, and you were still

have

You will understand.

her before pulling her for another hug as I fought

stepped out of her car, looking back

couldn’t see me anymore, I made

would go to the next city’s

would be safer this

The day went

how I was able to finish everything I needed to do for today,

pack house, holing instead in the office at the old building where all

trying to

pain was still too

if I missed

didn’t want to

hurried my steps toward the pack house, it

the day, including last night’s dinner, and

wasn’t ready to talk with my mate, I couldn’t deny that my walls were already crumbling

I missed her.

the air, and my feet turned in the direction of the dining

the moment I stepped in, and I could see my Beta’s

I asked, ignoring the hostility in

Silence.

placing it on my plate

“Where’s Nadia?

her dinner

” “She left.