Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

all boiled down to one

want me here

I didn’t say anything.

gentle kiss on his forehead before turning on my

what he wanted me to

would

feel the sparks

you

me for

eyes were welling with tears, and it made me tear

my head, my hand reaching for hers and squeezing

“It’s for the best.

stay in a place where I’m

don’t

title over me, I would

” “I know.

pack that I want to do this and I’m absolving you

fault, and you’re not doing any

you don’t want to wait

Alpha calms

“It will just

I’ve seen his eyes.

looked at

He didn’t want me.

“This is so wrong…” She wrapped her arms

just a

tightly, pressing a soft kiss on her cheek

will miss

you not to

stay

are

mom lives in

not a good place

never forgive myself if something happened to

why I’m agreeing

I shook my

“I’m okay.

take care of

this my

is for

some space to think about whether this bond is right for

shook as soft

I couldn’t help

more

the tears flow this

happy that you were there for

Gamma Female any Luna

even know how to

were holding on to each other’s hands, just letting

have to

Sebastian and Beta

you can all look

and you were

have a

You will understand.

for another hug as I fought the new tears

just stepped out of her car, looking back at her one more time just to

me anymore, I made a different turn

to the next city’s train station and choose another

would be safer

day went by

I was able to finish everything I needed to do for today, but somehow I

day outside the pack house, holing instead in the office at the old building where all

was trying to

pain was still

even if

to see

time to think I hurried my steps toward the pack

day, including last night’s

ready to talk with my mate, I couldn’t deny that my

I missed her.

and my feet turned in the direction of the

stepped in, and I could see my Beta’s eyes throwing daggers

ignoring the hostility in

Silence.

placing it on my plate before I

“Where’s Nadia?

tell her dinner

” “She left.