Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

all boiled down

want me

I didn’t say anything.

just leaned my head down and pressed a gentle kiss on his forehead before turning

knew what he wanted me to

I would do

the sparks

you

Jenny asked me for the nth time

eyes were welling with tears, and it made me tear up

hand reaching for hers and squeezing

“It’s for the best.

want to stay in

don’t understand what

you were not using your title over me, I

” “I know.

as the rightful Luna of this pack that I want to

your fault, and you’re

you sure you don’t want to wait

Alpha calms

will just

I’ve seen his eyes.

at me

He didn’t want me.

is so wrong…” She wrapped her arms around me and pulled me

a few

pressing a soft kiss on her cheek before pulling my

or I will miss my train,” “Where are you

“I told you not to

“You can stay

I know where you are and I won’t

lives in Alpha Jacob’s

not a good place

never forgive myself if

don’t even know why

I shook my

“I’m okay.

take

this my whole

this is for

think about whether

Her shoulders shook as soft

I

done more than

the tears flow this

happy that you

any Luna

I don’t even know how

other’s hands, just letting our tears stream

have to go

Gamma Sebastian

all look

you wrong, and you were still

“You have

You will understand.

weakly at her before pulling her for another hug as I

stepped out of her car, looking back at her one more time just to make sure she

that she couldn’t see me anymore, I made

the next city’s train station and choose another

would be safer

day went by draggingly

how I was able to finish everything I needed to do for today,

outside the pack house, holing instead in the office at the old

was trying

was

if I

didn’t want to see her

I hurried my steps toward the pack house, it

for the day, including last night’s

ready to talk with my mate, I couldn’t deny that my walls were already crumbling

I missed her.

air, and my feet turned in

I could see my Beta’s eyes

asked, ignoring the hostility in

Silence.

for the main dish and started placing it on

“Where’s Nadia?

tell her dinner

” “She left.