Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

it all boiled down to one

didn’t want me

I didn’t say anything.

just leaned my head down and pressed a gentle kiss on his forehead before turning on my

knew what he wanted

would

wanted to kiss him and feel the sparks

sure you want

for the nth time

with tears, and it made me tear

my hand reaching for hers and

“It’s for the best.

in a

“I still don’t

not using your title over me, I would not be doing

” “I know.

as the rightful Luna of this pack that I want to

your fault, and you’re not

don’t want

Alpha calms

will

I’ve seen his eyes.

looked at me like

He didn’t want me.

arms around me

stay, just a few more

soft kiss

get going or I will miss my train,” “Where are you

you not

can stay with my

I know where you are and I

“Your mom lives

good place

“I will never forgive myself if something happened

why I’m agreeing

shook my

“I’m okay.

take care

this my whole

is for

space to think about whether this

shook as

I couldn’t help

more

let the tears flow

I’m happy that you were there for

Gamma Female any Luna will be lucky to

even know how to say thank you for

to each other’s hands, just letting our tears stream down

have to go

care of yourself, and tell Gamma Sebastian and Beta Dominic I said

all

and you were still looking

“You have a

You will understand.

at her before pulling her for

anything more and just stepped out of her car, looking back

she couldn’t see me anymore, I made a different turn and headed for the

next city’s train

be safer

The day went by draggingly

to finish everything I needed to do for today, but somehow

in the office at the old

trying to avoid

pain was still too

even if

didn’t want to see her

to think I hurried my steps toward

for the day, including last night’s

wasn’t ready to talk with my mate, I

I missed her.

wafted in the air, and my feet turned in the direction of the

room fell silent the moment I stepped in, and I could see my Beta’s

asked, ignoring the hostility in

Silence.

dish and started placing it on my

“Where’s Nadia?

tell her dinner is

” “She left.