Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

it all boiled

didn’t want me

I didn’t say anything.

gentle kiss on

he wanted me to

would do

and feel the sparks one last time before

you sure you want to

for the nth time

were welling with tears, and

nodded my head, my hand reaching for hers

“It’s for the best.

want to stay in a place where I’m

don’t

were not using your title over me, I would not be doing

” “I know.

telling you as the rightful Luna of this pack that I want to do

your fault, and

you sure you don’t want to wait another

the Alpha

will just hurt

I’ve seen his eyes.

looked at me

He didn’t want me.

arms around me

stay, just a

pressing a soft kiss on her cheek before

get going or I will

told you not to ask

“You can stay with

where you are and

“Your mom lives in Alpha Jacob’s

good place for

myself if something happened to

even know why

shook

“I’m okay.

can take

been doing this

is

needed some space to think about whether this bond is

shook as soft sobs

I couldn’t help

more

I let the tears flow this

you were

Female any Luna

know how to say

holding on to each other’s hands, just letting our tears stream down

have to

care of yourself, and tell Gamma Sebastian and Beta Dominic I

you can all

wrong, and you were

“You have a

You will understand.

for

anything more and just stepped out of her car, looking back at her one more time just to make sure

anymore, I made a different turn and

would go to the next city’s train station and

be safer

day went by

finish everything

the pack house, holing instead in the office at the old building

was trying to

was still too

even if I

didn’t want to see her

think I hurried my steps toward the pack house, it was already

missed all the meals for the day, including last night’s dinner, and my stomach was already

even if I wasn’t ready to talk with my mate, I couldn’t deny that my walls were

I missed her.

in the air, and my feet

I

asked, ignoring the hostility

Silence.

placing it on

“Where’s Nadia?

tell her

” “She left.