Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

it all boiled

want me here

I didn’t say anything.

leaned my head down and pressed a gentle kiss on his forehead before turning on my heel and

what he wanted me to

would do

and feel the sparks one last time

sure you want

for the nth time

eyes were welling with tears, and it made me tear up as

head, my hand reaching for

“It’s for the best.

want to stay in a place where I’m

“I still don’t understand what is

if you were not using your title over me, I would not be doing

” “I know.

why I’m telling you as the rightful Luna of this pack that I want to do this and I’m

is not your fault, and you’re

you sure you don’t want

Alpha calms

will just

I’ve seen his eyes.

never looked at me like

He didn’t want me.

“This is so wrong…” She wrapped her arms around me and pulled me into a

just a

tightly, pressing a soft kiss on her cheek before pulling

or I will

you not to

“You can stay

know where you are and I won’t have to

“Your mom lives

a good place

myself if

know why I’m

shook my

“I’m okay.

can take

this my

this is

some space to think about whether this bond is

“Nadia…” Her shoulders shook as soft

I couldn’t

done more than

I let the

happy that you were

the best Gamma Female any Luna will be

don’t even know how

other’s hands, just letting our tears

to go

Gamma Sebastian

can all look after the

wrong, and you

“You have

You will understand.

I smiled weakly at her before pulling her for another hug as I fought the new tears from

her car, looking back at her one more time just to make

I made sure that she couldn’t see me anymore, I made a different turn and

next city’s train station and choose

be

The day went by draggingly

I was able to finish everything I needed to

day outside the pack house, holing instead in the office at the old building

was trying

pain was still

even if

want to see her

steps toward the pack house, it was

the day, including last night’s dinner, and my stomach was

talk with my mate, I couldn’t deny that my walls were already

I missed her.

and my feet turned in the

stepped in, and I could see

I asked, ignoring the hostility in

Silence.

for the main dish and started placing it on my plate

“Where’s Nadia?

her dinner

” “She left.