Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 54

NADIA It was already past midnight and Riley hadn’t returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now. I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong. Maybe he was tired of me already. Did he meet someone new?

I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation?

Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn’t sleep beside me.

All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn’t see him.

He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn’t take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked.

Only the dimmed lights were on, and the light illuminated under the door of his office.

He was still there.

I knocked three times, but I didn’t hear any response from the inside.

I tried again.

Nothing.

I turned the knob and pushed the door open.

I saw him sitting at his desk, his head tilted down, looking down at the document in his hand with his reading glass on.

I didn’t even know he used glasses.

I guess there were still many things I didn’t know about him.

“You should be sleeping.

It’s late.

” His voice was cold and distant.

He didn’t even glance up to look at me.

The coldness in his voice made me stop in my tracks.

I remained standing by the door, internally hoping he would call me to his side.

But he didn’t.

“I was just checking on you.

It’s midnight.

You should be resting.

” I answered him in a calm manner, trying my best to keep my voice steady.

“I’m sleeping here tonight.

” “Riley, can we talk?

” “I’m busy.

And we have nothing to discuss.

” “We don’t need to talk if you don’t want to.

But at least go to bed with me.

” “How many times do I need to tell you I’m sleeping here tonight?

Go now, don’t disturb me.

” I bit my lower lip, my hands coiling into fists.

His words were hurtful.

I wanted to be angry, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good at this point.

Instead, I walked toward him.

He must have felt my presence because he tilted his head and looked at me the moment I stopped beside his chair.

His eyes were showing no emotions.

It was as if I was looking at someone I’d never met before.

all boiled

want

I didn’t say anything.

my head down and pressed a gentle kiss on his forehead before turning on

he wanted me to

I would do

the sparks one last

sure you want to do

for the nth

tears, and it made me tear up

head, my hand reaching for hers and squeezing

“It’s for the best.

don’t want to stay in a place

“I still don’t understand what

title over me,

” “I know.

I’m telling you as the rightful Luna of this pack that I want to do this and I’m absolving you of

your fault, and you’re not

don’t want to

the Alpha

will just

I’ve seen his eyes.

never looked at me

He didn’t want me.

“This is so wrong…” She wrapped her arms around me

a few

a soft kiss on her cheek before

I will miss

you not

“You can stay with

least I know where you are

mom lives

good place for

“I will never forgive myself if something happened

don’t even know why I’m

I shook my

“I’m okay.

take

been doing this

this is for the

some space to think about whether this bond is

shoulders shook as soft sobs escaped her

I couldn’t help

more than

let the tears flow this

happy that you were

any Luna will

how

were holding on to each other’s hands, just letting our tears stream

to go

care of yourself, and tell Gamma Sebastian and

all look

did you wrong, and you were

have

You will understand.

smiled weakly at her before pulling her for another hug as I

her car, looking back at her one more

sure that she couldn’t see me anymore, I made a different turn and headed

to the next city’s train station and

would be

went by draggingly

didn’t know how I was able to finish everything I needed

house, holing instead in the

trying to

was still too

if

didn’t want to see her

I hurried my steps toward

the day, including last night’s dinner, and my stomach

talk with my mate, I couldn’t deny that my

I missed her.

and my feet turned in the

the moment I stepped in, and I could see my Beta’s eyes throwing daggers at

the hostility in his

Silence.

main dish and started placing it on

“Where’s Nadia?

someone tell her dinner

” “She left.