Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

AFTER THREE MONTHS.

RILEY.

I grunted loudly as the rays of the sun beamed on my face, waking me up from my sleep. I threw my forearm over my face and covered my eyes before squinting them to look at the intruder who was fucking up my sleep.

“What the fuck! Close them and get the fuck away from here!” I growled at my Beta as he continued to draw all the curtains open all over my room.

“You need to wake up and get your shit together. You have a visiting Alpha waiting for you downstairs.” Beta Dominic responded calmly, drawing the final curtain before moving to stand at the foot of my bed.

“You can do that! Now fuck off and let me sleep!” I grunted one more time before turning my body around under the blanket and pressing the pillow, on the top of my head, to block off the sunlight.

“I’ve been doing this for the last three months, and this is not right anymore! You need to do your fucking part or you will lose your people! I have allowed three family transfers in the last three months and you’re going to lose more!” His voice was raised, but it didn’t rattle me.

“Let them go! If they don’t want to be in my pack, then they can all fuck off!”

I felt the pillow on my face being lifted up before it flew halfway across the room.

What in the world did my fucking Beta not understand about the term fuck off?

“Fuck you, Riley! Soon I’m going to take over this pack and kick you out of here! Three months! Three fucking months! Andrea is having the time of her life already, and you’re still stuck up here in the gutter! Move the fuck on!

“Who says this is about Andrea? Go away!” I grunted. He was fucking annoying me now.

“That’s the problem! You refused to say anything! You’re not talking! You’re just sulking and doing your own thing! I’m your fucking Beta, but you’ve excluded me from your life! I felt like I was just a fucking puppet running this whole pack because my fucking Alpha is worse than dead!”

I let out an annoyed sigh before turning around, placing my forearm over my forehead as I stared at the ceiling.

“What do you want? A salary raise? Do it yourself. You have access…”

“Fuck you, Riley! I have never felt more insulted than I feel right now. I don’t need your money! I need my Alpha back!”

I shoved the blanket away and got up from laying down. I only had my boxers on, but I didn’t give a fuck. My Beta had seen me naked too, as did the other wolves in my pack. Being naked was nothing unusual when you’re a shifter.

I went to the window and leaned my palm against the window sill, my eyes scanning the ground below. Nothing unusual, just a fucking ordinary day.

“Who’s the visiting Alpha?” I asked in a calm tone.

“Alpha Jacob.”

A growl rumbled in my chest before I turned around, my eyes dilating into black as I glared at my Beta.

“Who the fuck allowed him to enter into my territory? Did you? I’m going to rip your fucking head off!”

“I did. And before you start throwing a tantrum, go fix yourself and face him. We’re fucking lucky this Alpha didn’t give us shit like all the other Alphas when you suddenly decided to cut off ties with every pack around outside of the treaty agreement dates!”

My eyes squinted, but I tried to control myself.

My Beta’s jaw was twitching, and his hands were already coiled into fists. He was controlling his outburst.

Maybe I would push him a little more and maybe he would throw that fucking punch I’ve been wanting to have to numb me from all the pain I feel inside.

Three months.

me and the pain

had done. Not even my

still

my arms, hopeful for a better tomorrow, but she was gone when I opened my eyes. I tried to scent her so I could follow her trace, but the rain made it harder for me. I didn’t have

And that she had not kissed or been intimate with anyone for the previous three months. It was the only thing that was giving

to check if she came back. Two full moons,

more than my own for the first month, hoping to catch a whiff

Not just on her. I gave up on life, and

alliances with all the other Alphas – my pack now stands alone. I was

to challenge me for the title because I knew I would easily let him win, but he took it as a joke and moved on. I didn’t know how to tell him I

Unworthy to be

my karma for pushing myself into Andrea? Was this the price I had to pay for

and it snapped me out

I swear to the Goddess I will cut off your balls and throw them to the rogues.

didn’t say anything as I picked up the clothes that he threw on me before heading

under the shower. I just wanted to stay there, but Dominic’s constant knocking was

acting

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I’ve been lounging in sweatpants on most days and I rarely stepped down from my room unless it

and my Gamma were around me, but I was okay with that. I was tired of putting on a brave face when I just wanted to

I could avoid Alpha Jacob. This male doesn’t take no for an answer. I was pretty sure

Gamma stand up from their seats and acknowledge my presence while I

sitting comfortably on the couch in my office with a

inside my office towards my office chair,

me. I can perfectly function as an Alpha even with alcohol in

waited for him to continue, but he just kept smirking, which irked me

in a cold tone, and both my Beta and Gamma left the room without any

do you want? I don’t want to renew any alliances with your pack.” I told him straight to the point, leaning my back against my chair before closing my eyes. I should be sleeping instead of looking at

with your pack? You’re just going to be a

Cocky bastard.

the growl from coming

check

if it

it does. What’s going on, man? I didn’t believe Dominic when he told me you looked worse than dead but seeing you now, he was right. I feel fucking bad for your Beta and Gamma. They’ve been

here. You’re not my fucking father to scold

going on? Is this still about

keep

“Then who? Or what?”

don’t believe it’s not

on in your head, then I’ll figure it

Jacob was faster. He was already standing in front of me and pushed me down to my

let it out. No judgment, I

the facade that you’re the

so are you. So, no one can understand

my head from my hands and tilted it in his direction. He was standing beside my desk,

his eyes. I was looking for any hint of mockery or pity in them but didn’t find any. It was either he was really concerned or

my seat. I closed my eyes