Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

AFTER THREE MONTHS.

RILEY.

I grunted loudly as the rays of the sun beamed on my face, waking me up from my sleep. I threw my forearm over my face and covered my eyes before squinting them to look at the intruder who was fucking up my sleep.

“What the fuck! Close them and get the fuck away from here!” I growled at my Beta as he continued to draw all the curtains open all over my room.

“You need to wake up and get your shit together. You have a visiting Alpha waiting for you downstairs.” Beta Dominic responded calmly, drawing the final curtain before moving to stand at the foot of my bed.

“You can do that! Now fuck off and let me sleep!” I grunted one more time before turning my body around under the blanket and pressing the pillow, on the top of my head, to block off the sunlight.

“I’ve been doing this for the last three months, and this is not right anymore! You need to do your fucking part or you will lose your people! I have allowed three family transfers in the last three months and you’re going to lose more!” His voice was raised, but it didn’t rattle me.

“Let them go! If they don’t want to be in my pack, then they can all fuck off!”

I felt the pillow on my face being lifted up before it flew halfway across the room.

What in the world did my fucking Beta not understand about the term fuck off?

“Fuck you, Riley! Soon I’m going to take over this pack and kick you out of here! Three months! Three fucking months! Andrea is having the time of her life already, and you’re still stuck up here in the gutter! Move the fuck on!

“Who says this is about Andrea? Go away!” I grunted. He was fucking annoying me now.

“That’s the problem! You refused to say anything! You’re not talking! You’re just sulking and doing your own thing! I’m your fucking Beta, but you’ve excluded me from your life! I felt like I was just a fucking puppet running this whole pack because my fucking Alpha is worse than dead!”

I let out an annoyed sigh before turning around, placing my forearm over my forehead as I stared at the ceiling.

“What do you want? A salary raise? Do it yourself. You have access…”

“Fuck you, Riley! I have never felt more insulted than I feel right now. I don’t need your money! I need my Alpha back!”

I shoved the blanket away and got up from laying down. I only had my boxers on, but I didn’t give a fuck. My Beta had seen me naked too, as did the other wolves in my pack. Being naked was nothing unusual when you’re a shifter.

I went to the window and leaned my palm against the window sill, my eyes scanning the ground below. Nothing unusual, just a fucking ordinary day.

“Who’s the visiting Alpha?” I asked in a calm tone.

“Alpha Jacob.”

A growl rumbled in my chest before I turned around, my eyes dilating into black as I glared at my Beta.

“Who the fuck allowed him to enter into my territory? Did you? I’m going to rip your fucking head off!”

“I did. And before you start throwing a tantrum, go fix yourself and face him. We’re fucking lucky this Alpha didn’t give us shit like all the other Alphas when you suddenly decided to cut off ties with every pack around outside of the treaty agreement dates!”

My eyes squinted, but I tried to control myself.

My Beta’s jaw was twitching, and his hands were already coiled into fists. He was controlling his outburst.

Maybe I would push him a little more and maybe he would throw that fucking punch I’ve been wanting to have to numb me from all the pain I feel inside.

Three months.

months since she left me and the pain still feels like it was just

else had done. Not even my

still couldn’t

her so I could follow her trace, but the

intimate with anyone for the previous three months. It was the only thing that was giving me a glimmer of hope. But every day,

she came back. Two full moons, I went around and scouted for her. But Hunter couldn’t

than my own for the first month, hoping to catch a whiff of

up. Not just on her. I gave up on life,

now stands alone. I was just waiting

me for the title because I knew I would easily let him win, but he took it as a joke and moved on. I didn’t know how to tell him I didn’t want this anymore. I

felt fucking useless. Unworthy to be loved. Unworthy to

for pushing myself into Andrea? Was this the price I had to pay for taking someone else’s mate, that my own mate

out of my

put clothes on you, or I swear to the Goddess

up the clothes that he threw on

the shower. I just wanted to stay there, but Dominic’s constant knocking was putting me

acting like a fucking

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sweatpants on most days and I rarely stepped down from my room unless it was necessary or whenever I needed my wolf out, but I stayed away from everyone

my Beta and my Gamma were around me, but I was okay with that. I was tired of putting on a brave

This male doesn’t take no for an answer. I was pretty sure he would storm off into my room if I

door to my office open and saw both my Beta and Gamma stand up from their

comfortably on the couch

inside my office towards my office chair, my eyes flying to the

function as an Alpha even with alcohol in

I waited for him to continue, but he just kept

a cold tone, and both my Beta and Gamma left the

do you want? I don’t want to renew any alliances with your pack.” I told him straight to the point, leaning my back against my chair before closing my eyes. I should be sleeping instead of looking at his

your pack? You’re just going to be a

Cocky bastard.

answer, but I tried to control the growl

want to check

it matters to

when he told me you looked worse than dead but seeing you now, he was

from here. You’re not my fucking

on? Is this still

no! Why does everybody keep thinking this is

“Then who? Or what?”

don’t believe it’s not

explain what’s going on in your head, then I’ll figure it out if it’s about

of me and pushed me down to my seat. I didn’t have any energy to fight him, so I

Just let it out. No judgment, I

me already. So stop the facade that you’re the nice Alpha here. We both

so are you. So, no one can understand

He was standing beside my desk, looking down at me with his arms crossed

was looking for any hint of mockery or pity in them but didn’t find any. It was either he was really

a deep sigh before leaning my back against my seat. I closed my eyes as