Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

AFTER THREE MONTHS.

RILEY.

I grunted loudly as the rays of the sun beamed on my face, waking me up from my sleep. I threw my forearm over my face and covered my eyes before squinting them to look at the intruder who was fucking up my sleep.

“What the fuck! Close them and get the fuck away from here!” I growled at my Beta as he continued to draw all the curtains open all over my room.

“You need to wake up and get your shit together. You have a visiting Alpha waiting for you downstairs.” Beta Dominic responded calmly, drawing the final curtain before moving to stand at the foot of my bed.

“You can do that! Now fuck off and let me sleep!” I grunted one more time before turning my body around under the blanket and pressing the pillow, on the top of my head, to block off the sunlight.

“I’ve been doing this for the last three months, and this is not right anymore! You need to do your fucking part or you will lose your people! I have allowed three family transfers in the last three months and you’re going to lose more!” His voice was raised, but it didn’t rattle me.

“Let them go! If they don’t want to be in my pack, then they can all fuck off!”

I felt the pillow on my face being lifted up before it flew halfway across the room.

What in the world did my fucking Beta not understand about the term fuck off?

“Fuck you, Riley! Soon I’m going to take over this pack and kick you out of here! Three months! Three fucking months! Andrea is having the time of her life already, and you’re still stuck up here in the gutter! Move the fuck on!

“Who says this is about Andrea? Go away!” I grunted. He was fucking annoying me now.

“That’s the problem! You refused to say anything! You’re not talking! You’re just sulking and doing your own thing! I’m your fucking Beta, but you’ve excluded me from your life! I felt like I was just a fucking puppet running this whole pack because my fucking Alpha is worse than dead!”

I let out an annoyed sigh before turning around, placing my forearm over my forehead as I stared at the ceiling.

“What do you want? A salary raise? Do it yourself. You have access…”

“Fuck you, Riley! I have never felt more insulted than I feel right now. I don’t need your money! I need my Alpha back!”

I shoved the blanket away and got up from laying down. I only had my boxers on, but I didn’t give a fuck. My Beta had seen me naked too, as did the other wolves in my pack. Being naked was nothing unusual when you’re a shifter.

I went to the window and leaned my palm against the window sill, my eyes scanning the ground below. Nothing unusual, just a fucking ordinary day.

“Who’s the visiting Alpha?” I asked in a calm tone.

“Alpha Jacob.”

A growl rumbled in my chest before I turned around, my eyes dilating into black as I glared at my Beta.

“Who the fuck allowed him to enter into my territory? Did you? I’m going to rip your fucking head off!”

“I did. And before you start throwing a tantrum, go fix yourself and face him. We’re fucking lucky this Alpha didn’t give us shit like all the other Alphas when you suddenly decided to cut off ties with every pack around outside of the treaty agreement dates!”

My eyes squinted, but I tried to control myself.

My Beta’s jaw was twitching, and his hands were already coiled into fists. He was controlling his outburst.

Maybe I would push him a little more and maybe he would throw that fucking punch I’ve been wanting to have to numb me from all the pain I feel inside.

Three months.

left me and the pain still feels like it was

one else had done. Not even my mother or

still couldn’t

when I opened my eyes. I tried to scent her so I could follow her trace, but the rain made it harder for me. I didn’t have anything. No clues, no names. I didn’t even know her

been intimate with anyone for the previous three months. It was the only thing that was giving me a glimmer

back to the cave to check if she came back. Two full moons,

in Darvin’s territory more than my own for the first month,

on her. I gave up on life, and on being

pack now stands alone. I was just waiting for someone to challenge me to

win, but he took it as a joke and moved on. I didn’t know how to tell him I didn’t want this

felt fucking useless. Unworthy to be loved. Unworthy to be

myself into Andrea? Was this the price I had to pay for taking someone else’s

felt a fabric touch my back and it snapped me out of my thoughts. My Beta just threw

you, or I swear to the Goddess I will cut off your

didn’t say anything as I picked up the clothes that he threw on me before heading to my

no idea how long I had been under the shower. I just wanted to stay

indeed acting

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downstairs after I showered and put on some decent clothes. I’ve been lounging in sweatpants on most days and I rarely stepped down from my room unless it was

me, but I was okay with that. I was tired of putting on a brave

This male doesn’t take no for an answer. I was pretty sure he would

open and saw both my Beta and Gamma stand

them before darting my eyes to the cocky bastard sitting comfortably on the couch in my office with a glass of whisky in his

too early for a drink?” I told him sarcastically as I strode inside my office towards my office chair, my eyes flying to the clock overhead.

with alcohol in my system. You, on the other hand…” He chuckled before placing the glass

as I waited for him to continue, but he just kept smirking, which irked

both my Beta

any alliances with your pack.” I told him straight to the point, leaning my

wanted an alliance with your pack? You’re just going

Cocky bastard.

but I tried to control the growl from coming out. “So why the fuck did you come

check how you’ve been

it matters

me you looked worse than dead but seeing you now, he

from here. You’re not my fucking

on? Is this still

everybody keep

“Then who? Or what?”

believe it’s not

on in your head, then

in front of me and pushed me down to my seat. I didn’t have any energy to fight him, so I just leaned my elbows on my desk and covered my face

it out. No

So stop the facade that you’re the nice Alpha

no one can understand

it in his direction. He was standing

or pity in them but didn’t find any. It was either he was

back against my seat.