Too Much To Bear My Love

Oscar suddenly stood up. Apprehensively, Amelia asked, “Mr. Clinton, are you leaving?”

Oscar walked over. He leaned over Amelia, almost pinning her onto the bed. The tips of their noses brushed against each other.

Enthralled, Amelia had no way of reining in her wildly beating heart. Her eyes darted from side to side, desperately avoiding Oscar’s intent gaze.

“What do you feel like eating? I’ll go and get it,” he said.

That was the last thing Amelia had expected to hear from Oscar at that moment.

“Now that you’re having a baby, you should eat a little more than usual. Tell me what you’re craving; I’ll buy it for you.” Oscar’s cool tone belied his apparent discomfort.

Amelia couldn’t believe her ears. This was Oscar’s first time showing concern for her baby.

“Mr. Clinton, are you actually concerned about me?” Amelia asked in disbelief.

“Enough of that. Tell me, quickly, what you want to eat,” Oscar insisted.

Amelia found the situation hilarious. Oscar seemed a lot more human now in comparison to the guarded, defensive man he usually was.

“Since you’ve offered, I can’t possibly say no. All right then. On account of Mr. Clinton’s generosity, I’d like to order a pasta arrabbiata, stewed beef, and mango sorbet to top it all off… I’m spoilt for choice! How can I decide?” Amelia asked in exaggerated despair.

Seeing that Oscar had let her off the hook for the matter with the photographs, the sudden feeling of liberation dared Amelia to joke with Oscar, something she seldom did.

Oscar only glared at her. “Amelia, don’t go overboard.”

“Don’t be so petty, Mr. Clinton. Can’t you even bear to buy these for me?” Amelia wheedled, pouting.

Oscar realized that he rather liked seeing this feminine side of Amelia.

“Wait and see; I’ll buy it all for you. Anything else?” he queried.

“I want you. Can I have that?” Amelia asked playfully.

Oscar’s face once again assumed a sober look. “You’re only allowed to say such things to me in the future. I forbid you from flirting with any other man like that.”

Flirting?

Amelia thought she had merely been casually teasing Oscar. She was rather distressed that it had been seen as flirtatious. It seemed that everyone perceived things rather differently indeed.

“Since you object, Mr. Clinton, I won’t say things like that anymore,” Amelia said, sulking.

teeth in

and opened her eyes wide, beseeching Oscar

I’ll go and buy it for you now,” Oscar replied as he headed towards the

Clinton,” Amelia’s cry stopped Oscar in his

he asked, “What is

phone with me to the hospital.

hesitated for a moment, then handed his

She refused to believe that

throat awkwardly, then said, “There are a couple of games inside. You can take a look

why did you use my birthdate as your password? Don’t you know what kind of hope that raises in me? What

On the one hand, she didn’t want to get a divorce. On the other, Amelia was afraid that they eventually would, and Oscar would take her baby

I’ve really fallen for you. If I could, I would want to depend on you for the rest of my life. I

scrolled through it, she realized to her surprise that it contained many photos of her, most of them taken when she was sleeping. In a few, a single blanket covered her bare body; in others, she had fallen asleep fully clothed. The photos

walked ahead. Amelia could barely even recall when these moments had taken place, let alone presented any opportunities in which Oscar had

solely for her body. If he had absolutely no other feelings for her, however, then what could explain this stash

affection whatsoever for her would not possess so many photos

went through each photo, she realized with a start that there were barely ten photos of Cassie. Besides a few snapshots of scenery scattered here and there, the rest of Oscar’s photo album was practically a shrine

weighed Oscar’s phone in her hand, she mumbled, “Oscar, all the photos you have are of me. Doesn’t

then, an incoming call jolted Amelia out of

Upon seeing it, Amelia’s heart immediately

a while, then picked up. Cassie’s excited chatter floated across the line. “Oz, I went for a check-up with your secretary today. The doctor said that the baby’s very healthy.” A note of betrayal crept into her voice. “You promised that you’d come with me, but you’re always so occupied with work! I said that I’d be a model wife so I won’t blame you this

blanket. She bit her lip with such fury that it almost drew blood. With what strength she could muster, Amelia said evenly, “Sorry, Ms. Yard,

silent for a moment. Then she retorted, “Why are you answering

buy food for me,” Amelia answered

your company, which was even documented in a few photographs, how can you be so shameless as to stay

she asked, “How did you know

most filthy and disgusting woman he’s met. It’s not for me to judge a gold-digger, but going for two men at the same time? That’s remarkably greedy, even by

comment on the kind of woman I am. Even if I’m cheating on Oscar, it’s up to him to decide if he wants to divorce me. You’re nothing more than an

Keep lying to yourself, Amelia. I’ll be Oz’s wife soon. No matter what, you’re the one who’ll eventually

her ground valiantly. “So what? At least I’m still Oscar’s wife now. You’re the mistress he’s ashamed

filthy and made him sick, and he hasn’t divorced you only

have nothing else to say

for a reply, Amelia immediately

few bags full of food, Amelia was facing away from the door with the blanket

down his bags and pulled a chair over. He

of intimacy. She then asked, “Mr. Clinton, have you bought the food yet?