Too Much To Bear My Love

Chapter 125 Visit Him In The Hospital

“I’m still not his girlfriend for now, but I will be soon.” Jennifer regained her confidence swiftly. “You don’t even like Carter. Stop giving him hope before leaving without looking back.”

Amelia found her words funny. She had never given Carter any hope. Previously, she might’ve overstepped the boundaries by asking Carter to recommend her a job, but he was the only person she knew who wasn’t afraid of Oscar’s influence. She only ended up contacting him after thorough deliberation. Indeed, she had the thought of manipulating Carter, but that was about it.

They had been separated for five years. No matter how deep their love was back then, it would’ve faded away with time. After all, time and tide wait for no man. Their feelings couldn’t stand the test of time.

When Amelia reached out to Carter, she thought Carter no longer loved her. Besides, the man had never confessed his feelings to her. She had no idea he still loved her dearly after all these years.

If she knew, she wouldn’t have contacted him in the first place.

Sometimes, it would be better to keep one’s feelings to oneself. Making things clear would only cause awkwardness on both sides.

It was practically impossible to revive her feelings in the past.

“Ms. Larson, you must’ve gotten it wrong. I wasn’t the one who dumped him,” explained Amelia. “Yes, I loved him back then, but he was the one who took off. I don’t know whether he loved me back then. Perhaps he realized his feelings for me after his departure. I’m not trying to defend myself. I just think that you shouldn’t hold a grudge over this if you are to be his future girlfriend or wife.”

Jennifer stared at her without a word.

Taking the spoon, Amelia started stirring her coffee again. Aside from the initial sip she took, her coffee remained untouched.

“Ms. Larson, if that was what you wanted to say, I don’t think it was necessary. Carter and I are friends, nothing else. If he doesn’t want to be friends anymore, I can stop contacting him. But if he thinks of me as a friend, I will still keep in touch with him.” Standing up, Amelia took her bag. “The coffee’s on me, Ms. Larson. I need to prepare lunch for my husband. Please excuse me.”

Suddenly, Jennifer grabbed Amelia’s hand, causing the latter to freeze in astonishment.

She immediately retorted angrily, “Ms. Larson, what are you doing?”

Jennifer swallowed nervously and choked out, “Amelia, please come with me and visit Carter in hospital.”

Amelia was taken aback by her sudden request.

After removing her shades, bitterness flitted across Jennifer’s gaze. “Amelia, sit down. Others might think I’m trying to bully you,” she uttered.

Amelia sat down obediently and studied the woman sitting across from her carefully.

I love him.” She sighed. “Back then, I used to enjoy being adored by other men. If I’m in a good mood, I’ll flash a smile. Otherwise, I’ll just ignore them. After meeting Carter, who is the bane of my life, I kept caving in. Others might think I’m intimidating, but my pride is crushed

Amelia remained unfazed.

the losing side. They would sacrifice willingly, without asking for anything in return. They would allow their pride to be crushed into dust,

worst of all. Those who had a secret crush could only sacrifice for their loved ones silently and end up

that close, Ms. Larson,” said Amelia as she stirred her coffee. “I

for Amelia’s help, she still acted like

I just want you to know

Amelia let out a

see the fragile side of her. That is why she acts like she’s above

I don’t hate her that much

different worlds. Jennifer’s arrogance proved they would never be friends. Not

“Why are you

answered, “Ms.

increasingly upset. “Who

the only Larson I know

and glared at Amelia. “Stop calling me adorable. That’s disgusting. Only childish young girls would pretend to be adorable to attract men’s attention. I’m a mature young lady. There’s no

shook her finger in disapproval. “You’re wrong, Ms. Larson. Look at your features. You’re indeed adorable. If you show your weak side to men, they will throw

face up

teasing me,

you get that. Amelia thought in

feigned innocence.

her hands folded across her chest, Amelia declared, “Stop wasting my time. Just tell me if you’re willing to visit Carter with me

her head. “I won’t. Send him my wishes. I hope he

her and pressed on, “Why won’t you visit

seriously want me to

honestly. “If possible, I wish you

husband doesn’t want me to keep in touch with him, too. We’re just friends, but it’s best to

Silence ensued.

inquired, “You said you will

her head

you visit him,