Too Much To Bear My Love

Chapter 190 A Large Gap In Comparison

As Oscar came out from Cassie’s ward, he walked to the staircase and took out a pack of cigarettes. He then lit one up and took a puff before gracefully exhaling the smoke. His gaze turned profound as he fell deep into thought.

While he continued to take puffs, the smoke rose and gathered around him.

Disregarding the dirt on the ground, he sat at the top of the stairs. He continued to smoke while his thoughts remained messy and complicated.

No matter how cruel he was to Cassie moments ago, he was still reluctant to let her go completely.

If he had no hesitance at all, then he would really be a scumbag. After all, she was someone he had obsessed over for so long. He could not simply push her away after finally having her for himself. If he were indeed such a person, those two women would not be so utterly intoxicated and in love with him.

Perhaps he was an irresponsible scumbag in name, for he had gotten involved in two women’s love for him. Resultantly, no matter what choice he made, the other woman would be left upset and in sadness.

If it were several months ago, he would decisively let Amelia go. Even if he saw the loneliness in her eyes, he would pretend to ignore it or watch her cry indifferently as he let his friend insult him for being a heartless man. Even then, he would not have had any reaction at all.

However, in only a few months, he had completely changed his thoughts. Perhaps without the accident acting as a catalyst, he would not have understood his feelings so quickly and finally made his choice.

As he pondered, he took in a deep breath of smoke. When he exhaled it again, his expression had already returned to its calm state.

He patted his clothes and waited for the cigarette smell in his mouth to fade. After leaving the staircase, he headed back to Amelia’s ward.

Aside from Amelia, there were two caretakers in the room that Oscar had specially hired to take care of her.

When they noticed him enter, the caretakers greeted him respectfully. “Mr. Clinton.”

He waved and said, “You guys can leave first.”

“Understood.”

With that, they left.

As Oscar approached her, Amelia blinked and smiled slightly. “How’s Ms. Yard?”

He pulled a chair over to the bed, sat down, and brushed away the hair fluttering against her cheeks. He said, “How do you feel? Are you tired? Did the caretakers purposely make things difficult for you?”

She looked at him seriously and replied, “I’m fine. How is Ms. Yard?”

He then tapped her nose and said, “Silly girl. Take care of yourself first. You barely escaped death, so you’d better take care of your health first and don’t worry about other things.”

She smiled and replied sweetly, “It doesn’t matter how I am. It’s fine as long as you’re not too tired. If Ms. Yard makes too much trouble, I’ll be fine with the caretakers here. I just don’t want you to exhaust yourself.”

Hearing that, he felt as if his heart was struck by something.

She was always thinking for him, but he had ignored and neglected her for nearly five years because of another woman he could not have. He wondered what was it that made his heart so cold.

Oscar felt warm and fuzzy inside. It seemed that Amelia could always make him feel touched.

Although her words were plain, the sincerity in them was unmistakable.

He tapped her nose again and said in a pampering yet helpless tone, “You silly girl. Has anyone ever said that you’re really silly?” You’re so silly that I can’t let go of you.

Her appearance was sexy, and she did things swiftly and decisively. Thus, she made men crazy for her and women jealous of her. However, she also had such a kind heart. The fact that such a person exists was nothing short of a miracle.

Although men’s lecherous eyes would only see her as an object they could play with, and women would only see her as an unfaithful vixen that only knew to seduce men, it was such a misunderstood woman that was the only one that constantly thought of and for Oscar.

the heartache and push him over to another woman. What exactly is it that made

the more he

replied, “Isn’t there one in front

and said, “You’re so silly. It’s the reason why you’d push your husband away to others. It’d do you some good if you’re a little more selfish.” That

years of indifference, he did not feel comfortable

wonder Tiffany said I was a heartless scumbag. When Oscar recalled the past then, he realized

“Mr. Clinton, do you need me to resolve the

covers over her and replied, “Silly girl. Just rest well. I’ll take

Amelia was

for so long that she had become sleepy. Consequently, even though she fought to keep her

into thought as he watched her

Gary, who had initially planned to go visit

very fashionable and beautiful woman. He said she would give him three million and already paid one million in advance. Once he kills the target, he’d get another

he pondered for a while,

Riley nodded in reply.

Do you need me to find someone to hit her?”

Gary fell silent.

him, then said in a business-like tone, “According to our company’s regulations, when we take on a client’s task, and something

continued to

you feeling softhearted now?” she

Clintons are already in a mess because of Amelia. If something happens to

his explanation, Riley frowned as she looked

“You seem to care a

her and asked, “What are you

rested both hands on the

her question. “Do you like

frowned at her question, then said solemnly, “Riley, we don’t

a lot of rules. I don’t believe that you have

Gary combed through his hair a little, then said, “What exactly are

“Do you really not know, or are

Clintons who

by his words, she simply

mix

merely lowered her head

Riley still had not given up yet, and she asked, “Do I not

sister. I’m also willing to play the role of your brother and protect you, but we won’t be together. Do you think a

his reply, her heart immediately

not real siblings,

ago. I’m indeed slow in relationships, but I’m not slow to realize if I have feelings for a woman. If I meet someone I like, I’ll take action immediately and

do like Ms.

on the steering wheel froze for a moment before

her to become even

married, Gary. Her husband’s a business prodigy praised in the financial newspapers. He’s the heir to the Clinton Corporations that many women want to marry. He’s also rich and handsome. You don’t have a

he suddenly accelerated, causing the car to

seat tightly. “What are

he replied, “I’m letting you

meaningful look before finally saying helplessly, “I’m sorry. I

car down as he composed