Too Much To Bear My Love

Chapter 273 Tormenting Each Other

No one knew if it was because of the high levels of stress, immense guilt from setting Oscar up, or her reluctance to divorce him, but Amelia developed a fever the night she moved in with Tiffany. Her temperature got so high that she lost consciousness, so Tiffany and Kurt had to rush her to the hospital immediately.

It took the doctors and nurses a whole night just to stabilize her condition, and even then, she still remained unconscious.

“I love you so much, Oscar… I don’t want to divorce you…” Amelia mumbled while she was unconscious.

Moments later, she became more agitated as she said, “No, I want to divorce you… I don’t want people mocking you for having a blind wife! I don’t want to be a burden to you! I know you’re strong and don’t care about what others say, but I do! I love you, so I can’t stand anyone insulting you!”

The next thing they knew, Amelia began convulsing violently and sobbing uncontrollably.

It pained Tiffany to see her so upset even when she was dreaming. She held Amelia’s flailing hands and comforted her by saying, “It’s all right, Babe. We’re here with you. You’re not going to divorce Oscar; trust me.”

To her surprise, Amelia’s convulsions grew even more violent as she mumbled, “No, I want to divorce him! I don’t want to be a burden to him! Help me, Tiff!”

Tiffany’s eyes reddened.

“Why must you do this, Amelia? Don’t divorce him if you love him! Why torture yourself like this? Your eyes will get better once you find a suitable donor!”

“No! Help me, Tiff!”

Tiffany took a deep breath. “All right, I’ll help you…”

Amelia finally calmed down after hearing that, only to start mumbling again several minutes later, “I’m sorry for divorcing you, Oscar…”

She kept repeating that phrase as if it was the only way to reassure herself that they weren’t meant to be together, that getting divorced was the ideal solution for them both.

Tiffany couldn’t understand why Amelia insisted on tormenting both herself and Oscar like this. Maybe this is what happens when you love someone really deeply. You just can’t stand being imperfect in their eyes…

She then walked up to Amelia, who was still mumbling, and whispered in her ear, “Get a good night’s sleep, Amelia. You need to recover before you can discuss your divorce with Oscar.”

Amelia finally fell silent after that.

phone and saw that it was already two

about having Martha look after him alone,” she said while massaging

tasked two of my friends with protecting

“Kurt, could you go buy us some beers? I’m stressed as hell right now and could really use a drink…” she said

nodded and left the ward, returning about half an hour

handed Tiffany one of the bags and said, “I figured you’re probably hungry after having such an eventful night, so I bought you some soup too. You should never drink

a smile. “You seem cold on the

Kurt simply kept quiet.

was indeed hungry at the time,

to have a great friend like her who would go out of her way and do everything in her power to help

open a cold one and clinked bottles with Kurt

fish,” Kurt advised when he saw her gulping

shrugged and continued chugging it down. “I can’t help it. I had no one to rely on when I started working a few years ago, so I had to train myself to be a strong and independent woman. Time went by, and… Well, I just ended up like this. Honestly, I used to be a lot worse back then. Now, I only drink occasionally, either when attending social events or meeting with publishers. Amelia and

pause, “A lot of people wonder why I’m so nice to Amelia. It’s because she was there for me during my toughest times. They say a friend in need is

sip of his

like her having a good life.” Tiffany downed the remaining beer in the bottle before continuing angrily, “I was the one who stayed by Amelia’s side all these years. Everyone else only sees the glamour of her marrying into the Clinton family. They don’t know the suffering she goes through living in that household. Because of her ordinary family background, Amelia is destined to be viewed as inferior by those in the Clinton family. She didn’t know anything about proper etiquette at first. In order not to make a fool out of herself, she secretly hired a teacher to educate her on it. She finally developed the elegance and grace required after a while, but I’ve rarely seen

went into deep

as she asked, “Kurt, am I being too

Kurt shook his head.

a good listener. At least you don’t interrupt people when they’re rambling on and on,” Tiffany said after taking

beer with a frown on his

talking.

him a meaningful glance and asked all of a sudden, “Kurt, do you

for a brief second before replying

her. Being a freelance author, I pay a lot of attention to detail when it comes to romance. You have feelings for Amelia,

hurts seeing her like this.” Kurt had indirectly admitted to

is a very charming woman, so it’s perfectly normal for you to fall for her. Maybe fate decided she had way too much

“She’ll get better.”

doubt”—Tiffany downed the rest of the beer in her bottle—” but Amelia doesn’t see it that way. She thinks she’ll be a burden to Oscar once she goes blind. I think she’s really stupid, tormenting herself like this for Oscar’s sake. Well, I haven’t

won’t mind if she’s