Too Much To Bear My Love

Chapter 562 Stop Feeling Guilty

Once Kurt’s operation was successful, he was declared to be out of danger before being directly wheeled to a high-end, private ward.

Oscar had Jolin stay behind to look after Kurt while he went home with Amelia and Tony.

Upon returning to the condominium, he carried his son, who was already fast asleep, to bed. Afterward, he went downstairs and added honey to a cup of warm water for Amelia. “Here, take this to soothe your throat.”

She received the glass from him and took a sip. “Too many things are happening all at once in the past few days. I’m feeling quite overwhelmed.”

He patted her head and said, “Finish this and go upstairs for a nice, warm shower. Then, get some sleep. Don’t think too much.”

Amelia gave him a glance and nodded.

The two of them showered in different bathrooms. Once they were done, he tucked her in and went to make a call in the study.

“Jasper, bring a few men with you to Anglandur to look for Jean’s corpse. By hook or by crook, you have to bring her body back. Then, get to the bottom of this matter and find out if the failure of their mission was caused by an intentional or accidental mistake,” Oscar ordered coldly.

“Yes, Boss.”

After he finished giving his instructions and ended the call, he held his phone and looked outside the window. His gaze was deep and impenetrable like the ocean. No one could tell what was on his mind.

Oscar spent a long time in his study before going back to the bedroom. The moment he saw Amelia’s and Tony’s innocent sleeping faces, the frustration within him vanished into thin air.

A smile appeared on his face as he walked toward the bed and lay down. Then, he hugged them close in his arms.

It was a dreamless night.

The next morning, Oscar and Amelia were getting ready to visit Kurt at the hospital when Jolin called to tell them that Kurt was missing. That took them by surprise.

As soon as the call ended, Amelia said anxiously, “How could an adult disappear when he’s still injured and unconscious?”

Oscar only looked at her silently.

Amelia snapped back to reality and realized that she had overreacted earlier.

She tried to explain herself. “Oscar… I didn’t mean it that way. I just—”

darkened as he

sighed inwardly. It seems like my concern

where Kurt

outside. Immediately, she pulled him inside and exclaimed, “Kurt, why did you run out of the hospital when you’re hurt? What if your wound opens up again? Come on, let’s go back to the hospital

a little after he heard her concern toward

have to

but to give in when she was how determined

house. “Okay. You should come in

Oscar and unexpectedly got on his knees while keeping his back straight. “Boss, it’s completely my fault that the mission in Anglandur failed and that Jean died. I’m willing to accept all punishment. This has nothing to do with Hugo, so please spare him. This happened because

blood was seeping slowly, and said in a deep voice, “Go back to the hospital first. I’ve already sent some men to look into the matter in Anglandur and will find out who is at fault. If it’s your fault, I

pursed his lips, and a hint of

put both his hands on his head and said guiltily, “Jean’s dead because she took the bullet for me. If I had remained focused, she wouldn’t have died. We’ve been colleagues for so many years, yet I let

his lifetime. He had watched as Jean took the bullet for him, yet he could not even bring her body back because he was busy running for his life, causing her to die in

became the biggest regret in his life. He did not think that there was any way

go back to the hospital now. You know my temper. Don’t make me

continued to

a menacing gleam flashed across

about to blow his top, a glass of lemonade appeared in front of his eyes. He looked

this, Oscar. I’ll talk to Kurt,” she said with

lemonade from her and

Kurt and tried to pull him up, but he remained obstinate, keeping his knees firmly

you get up. You’re still wounded. Stop making us

lifted his head to look at her. With mixed feelings, he said, “Amelia, I’m sorry. I feel miserable that Jean died because

reticent Kurt to make such a despairing expression? He even disregards the fact that he’s injured and had just undergone an operation for

want her to die. But think of it this way. All of us will die one day. I’m sure she didn’t want to see you look so miserable

Stop acting like a s*ssy! Go back to the hospital now, or I’ll kick you out of my bodyguard ranks! Then,

him with bloodshot eyes. In the end, the years of being under Oscar’s despotic rule made it impossible for him to object to his

rushed over and punched Kurt’s wound in exasperation,

pain feels like, huh? Do you know how worried I was when you were gone? Are you planning to make Boss yell at me on purpose? Can you stop making others worry

said with a

that Jean is dead, and her body is nowhere to be found, can you take care of yourself? Don’t make others

a low voice, “In the recent years, a few others that grew up with us are gone, and Jean’s dead too. I treat you as my brother, so you should stop making me worry. Boss’ very strict with us, but he would

as he listened to her. His

ultimate blow for him. After all, he grew up with her, and the two of them had worked together on many dangerous missions. There was no way he could be cold-blooded and indifferent