Too Much To Bear My Love

Chapter 562 Stop Feeling Guilty

Once Kurt’s operation was successful, he was declared to be out of danger before being directly wheeled to a high-end, private ward.

Oscar had Jolin stay behind to look after Kurt while he went home with Amelia and Tony.

Upon returning to the condominium, he carried his son, who was already fast asleep, to bed. Afterward, he went downstairs and added honey to a cup of warm water for Amelia. “Here, take this to soothe your throat.”

She received the glass from him and took a sip. “Too many things are happening all at once in the past few days. I’m feeling quite overwhelmed.”

He patted her head and said, “Finish this and go upstairs for a nice, warm shower. Then, get some sleep. Don’t think too much.”

Amelia gave him a glance and nodded.

The two of them showered in different bathrooms. Once they were done, he tucked her in and went to make a call in the study.

“Jasper, bring a few men with you to Anglandur to look for Jean’s corpse. By hook or by crook, you have to bring her body back. Then, get to the bottom of this matter and find out if the failure of their mission was caused by an intentional or accidental mistake,” Oscar ordered coldly.

“Yes, Boss.”

After he finished giving his instructions and ended the call, he held his phone and looked outside the window. His gaze was deep and impenetrable like the ocean. No one could tell what was on his mind.

Oscar spent a long time in his study before going back to the bedroom. The moment he saw Amelia’s and Tony’s innocent sleeping faces, the frustration within him vanished into thin air.

A smile appeared on his face as he walked toward the bed and lay down. Then, he hugged them close in his arms.

It was a dreamless night.

The next morning, Oscar and Amelia were getting ready to visit Kurt at the hospital when Jolin called to tell them that Kurt was missing. That took them by surprise.

As soon as the call ended, Amelia said anxiously, “How could an adult disappear when he’s still injured and unconscious?”

Oscar only looked at her silently.

Amelia snapped back to reality and realized that she had overreacted earlier.

She tried to explain herself. “Oscar… I didn’t mean it that way. I just—”

as he

 It seems like my concern for Kurt will become a hurdle between

where Kurt could have gone, the doorbell

exclaimed, “Kurt, why did you run out of the hospital when you’re hurt? What if your wound opens up again?

solemn expression on Kurt’s face softened up a little after

fine, Amelia. I have to tell

had no choice but to give

him into the house. “Okay. You should

on his knees while keeping his back straight. “Boss, it’s completely my fault that the mission in Anglandur failed and that Jean

deep voice, “Go back to the hospital first. I’ve already sent some men to look into the matter in Anglandur and will find out who is at fault. If it’s your

hint of anguish flashed across his

for me. If I had remained focused, she wouldn’t have died. We’ve been colleagues for so many years, yet I let her die in front of me. I’m responsible for her death! Boss,

had watched as Jean took the bullet for him, yet he could not even bring her body back

biggest regret in his life. He did not think that there was any way for him to

now. You know my temper. Don’t make

to kneel

a

his top, a glass of lemonade appeared in front of

this, Oscar. I’ll talk to Kurt,” she said with a

from her and took

to Kurt and tried to pull him up, but he remained obstinate, keeping his

you get up. You’re still wounded. Stop making us worry,

said, “Amelia,

little sad when she saw him acting that way. What exactly happened in Anglandur that caused the usually reticent Kurt to make such a despairing

No one blames you for Jean’s death. None of us want her to die. But think of it this way. All of us will die one day. I’m sure she didn’t want to see you look so miserable when she saved you.

to the hospital now, or I’ll

rule made

and punched Kurt’s wound in exasperation,

feels like, huh? Do you know how worried I was when you were gone? Are you planning to make Boss yell at me on purpose? Can you stop making

sorry,” Kurt said

your apology. What I want is for you to cherish your life a little more. Now that Jean is dead, and her

voice, “In the recent years, a few others that grew up with us are gone, and Jean’s dead too. I treat you as my brother, so you

into a grimace of pain as he listened to her. His eyes reddened uncontrollably, and a single

taking the bullet for him was the ultimate blow for him. After all, he grew up with her, and the two of them had worked together on many dangerous missions. There was no way he could be cold-blooded