Too Much To Bear My Love

Chapter 817 Taking A Stance

Tiffany gazed at him with barely concealed grief in her eyes. “Have you brought the divorce agreement?” she asked. “I can sign it now.” Derrick clenched his fists to suppress his tumultuous despair. “Let’s talk about it, Tiff.”

Tiffany shook her head. Her face was pale and bloodless. “There’s nothing to talk about,” she said somewhat dispiritedly. “I saw you and Crystal yesterday with my own eyes. That’s when I knew we were completely over. I don’t want to guess the nature of your relationship with her. There is no longer a chance between us.”

The hangover made her body feel weak. In addition to Derrick’s betrayal, everything seemed bleak and bland. Tiffany felt sluggish and wanted nothing but to find a quiet spot to sit.

Derrick was the person she was most unwilling to see at the moment. He took a step forward, but Tiffany raised a hand to stop him. “Don’t come any closer. I hope we can split up amicably. Even if we get a divorce, I don’t want to hate you.”

Derrick was beside himself with frustration. He was like a caged beast desperate to rid itself of its predicament. A single mistake pretty much destroyed my marriage.

“I’m begging you, Tiff,” Derrick said quietly, his eyes tinged red. “Let’s talk about it. We’ve been together for years. Are you really just going to break things off with me?”

Tiffany laughed bitterly. “Why didn’t you think about all our years together when you touched her?”

Derrick was rendered speechless. He could not tell her he had no idea how he and Crystal got involved. The last thing he remembered was drinking Kate’s glass of milk. He knew a woman had entered after that, which he thought was Tiffany. He also assumed that was who she was when he pushed her against the wall. He vaguely remembered the feeling of being with her, but he only realized that the woman with him was not his wife when he was roused by having water splashed onto his face. Then, he saw Tiffany standing by and felt his world spin.

Tiffany’s angry demand for a divorce diverted Derrick’s mental resources to grasp the strangeness of the ordeal, but he could not resist a shudder upon further consideration of the matter; he did not dare believe his mother would set him up.

Tiffany passed him to go downstairs, but he grabbed her wrist.

“If I told you that I had been set up, would you believe me, Tiff?” he asked quietly.

Tiffany turned to face him. “Does that matter now?” She had already found him guilty in her heart, and she would not believe him no matter how he explained himself.

A bitter smile appeared on Derrick’s lips.

“You really won’t believe me, huh?”

Tiffany said nothing and retracted her arm as an answer.

She then went down the stairs and gave Amelia a small smile. “I’m sorry for causing a scene again, Babe. I’d promised you that I would be happy once I got married, but it didn’t take long for my marriage to end in shambles. What do I do? Do you think I’m born to be a loser?”

Amelia felt sorry for her best friend. “Don’t smile if you don’t want to,” she said softly. “You look horrible.”

Tiffany’s eyes grew red despite herself. “Send the person upstairs off for me, Babe,” she choked. “I’ll look for something to eat in the kitchen. I’m starving.”

Amelia nodded.

Tiffany entered the kitchen while Derrick remained rooted to the spot like a pole.

Amelia sighed. These two are destined to suffer.

She went up the stairs and called, “Go on home first, Derrick. I’ll bring Tiff over when she’s feeling better, and you can sign the divorce agreement on good terms then. You wouldn’t be happy if you forced yourselves to remain together. I’m sure this is what Tiff wanted.”

Derrick stared at her in a daze. “Are you not going to help me with this, Amelia?” he said wearily.

She shook her head. “I’m not planning to. You have committed an unforgivable mistake. Maybe other women would let it slide, but Tiff is willful. She does not tolerate infidelity.”

The sparkle in Derrick’s eyes went out. “I won’t give up,” he said bitterly. “I will beg for her forgiveness.” At that, he turned and walked out with his back straight, though Amelia could see how pained he was.

She shook her head and felt a weight in her heart.

Tiffany is going through what happened to me three years ago. I wonder if she would be able to handle it. Nothing can change her mind if she decides to go through with a divorce.

Amelia returned to the kitchen to see Tiffany standing blankly before the pot without a crumb before her.

“You can’t be full from inhaling air, Tiff,” Amelia chided as she opened the lid and took out the breakfast Molly had prepared earlier that day.

Tiffany gave a start and turned to Amelia as she forced a smile. “Has he left?”

“He’s gone,” Amelia assured. “Are you planning to divorce him?”

“What else can I do? I saw with my own eyes how he got involved with another woman in our marital bed. I’, heartbroken, and I suddenly feel so tired that I no longer wish to struggle.” Tiffany took a bun from the plate and ate slowly. Her gaze was blank.

hand, forced her onto the couch,

a chance to explain himself?” she

her head. Her smile

exited the kitchen without taking anything, she sat listlessly on the couch

out, at a loss on how to comfort her

up your mind, Tiff, I’ll go with you to the Hisson

you, Babe,” she said in a muffled voice. “But I would like to stay for a few

“Of course.”

stay, Derrick came with her favorite food

coming over, Derrick,” Amelia said exasperatedly each time she opened the door. “Tiff does not want to see

just want to talk to her,”

stood squarely at the door, not intending to grant Derrick

then, Oscar emerged and hugged Amelia from behind. “Go home, and stop coming over. I’ve hired the best lawyer for Tiff, who will meet you to talk about the divorce. He will also be discussing the division of property with you, so there is no need for you to

fist closing painfully

You must understand how I feel. I have made a mistake, but not to the extent beyond redemption. I don’t want my fate sealed without even giving her an explanation. Let me

for divorce had been tormenting him for the past few days. Dark circles appeared beneath his eyes, and his beard grew straggled. His cheeks became sunken

In the end, he half-dragged Amelia

glanced up inquiringly at him, but he merely shook his head

to the guest room to find Tiffany sitting quietly by the window. The silhouette of her

as his heart

called out

jumped and hurriedly raised her

shoulders and discovered tear stains on her

you been crying?” His heart ached, and he tried to wipe her tears, but she avoided his gesture

doing here?” she asked

lurch. “Don’t be like this,

you, Derrick. I’ve had Oscar hire the best divorce attorney in the city for me, who will discuss the divorce with you on my behalf. As for the

in Derrick’s eyes was

this really how it ends,

gaze. She feared her resolve would falter if she saw how dejected he

Tiffany murmured. “I’m just putting

hold back his tears anymore. “I’m begging you, Tiff,” he cried. “Give me another chance. I did not intend to touch Crystal. It really was a misunderstanding. I don’t even know how I got involved with

still in his arms. “Stop this, Derrick,” she said

go of her and met her serenity

not have a chance to redeem

Tiffany shook her head.

while before falling

reached out to help him up, but her hand

a chance even

gazed at him with a complex mix of emotions flashing

me, Derrick,” she said softly as she

at her and let loose a sudden laugh that sent tears

understood you, Tiff. I never thought you would be crueler than I imagined. I’ve only made one mistake, and you sentenced our marriage straight to death without even giving me a chance to redeem myself. It seems that

Tiffany wept silently.

and left, slamming the door shut

the floor and stared at the door in a daze until Amelia pushed open the door and entered. She

tenderly in her arms. “Let it out,” she soothed. “We’ll go to the Hisson residence after you feel better. It’s all right. Just get a divorce if you can’t see past this.

grabbed Amelia’s arm and bawled her heart out, shedding every tear she had and would

so frail that it gave Amelia the impression that she

step out from her pain slowly after ten days of despondency. Or so

was when Amelia and Oscar accompanied her to

of the Hissons were also present. Over twenty people were gathered at the hall as if awaiting a

smile. These people would not miss a chance to

and coincidentally met his eyes. Her eyes flashed

grown thinner. His cheeks had sunken to an alarming degree, and his facial hair was more unkempt than ever. An air of

could not understand how their

still rang in her ears. Derrick had promised to love and cherish her for the

an eye on her husband and pushing him into the