Traded To The Lycan King

I pace the old wooden porch of the small cabin we have been staying in. Well, where I have been sleeping and Mom, Merikh and Calvin have been living. Guilt runs rampant in my mind, tearing apart a decision I have made in the last near week.

Should I have come? Should I have allowed Merikh to even stay with me, or would it have been wise to send him with our pack, insist he be where he should be?

"Stop doing that," Caspian says, sighing heavily as he pushes himself up from the swing hanging from the old rickety ceiling.

"I can't sit still," I say, shooting daggers from my eyes in his direction. A frown tugs at his lips as he shakes his head.

"That is not what I mean, Letty." He says, his gentle father's voice turning on. "You can not change what happened by standing here and thinking about how you could have done something differently."

"What would you prefer I think about? A life without him? Preparing for a world where he does not exist-" I pause, my voice cracking as my eyes water. Then I clear my throat and roll my shoulders. "You are right. I can't change what has happened in the past. But staying out here, waiting and doing nothing doesn't help anything either."

"You should be training." He says, simply. My eyes snap to his, my blood boiling at the mere suggestion of leaving Merikh alone and at the hands of fucking Ezrah.

Ezrah who has been at every turn when shit goes down. Ezrah who works for no one yet everyone at the same time. The damn messenger who seems to think his neutrality wins peace when all it does is bring war to everyone else's door steps and he delivers it.

"I do not trust him." I hiss out, unable to tone down the anger that oozes from every part of me.

"He is in there, of his own accord, trying to help," Caspian says with a frown.

"He is in there fixing the fucking mess he created by bringing the fucking abomination to our doorstep under the guise of 'I am a messenger, this is what I do'," I scream at Caspian. His eyes turn dark.

"Ezrah has been a trusted friend for many, many years,"

"As was your mate, yet now that you found her, you ignore her and suspect she is a plant among us, while your trusted friend delivers a messenger who might have killed a council member, the lycan king. MY FUCKING MATE!"

His lips twitch and his nose flares as he breathes through it heavily and looks away from me.

"I did not say your mother was a plant to spy on us," He whispers and I snort a sardonic laugh.

Caspian avoids the topic of Melody at every turn. I ask when he will speak to her, but he changes the subject. I ask him to come to the cabin but he was too injured and still recovering. He is near her and he can't seem to find words to be civil.

He doesn't have to say what I already see on his face when he looks at her. Caspian wants her to be the bad guy, so he doesn't have to bear the guilt of her suffering for ten years while he sulked and blamed her for my proclaimed death.

"You don't have to say it for everyone to know what you are thinking." I scoff, shoving past him. I pace over to Zale, who sits in a rocking chair, an exasperated expression on his face as he watches everything unfold.

male, who clears his throat

wish to remain out of this, my king." He says,

Can you blame me? You are taken, your gamma killed, and they place you next to your mother

and lean on the white railing of the deck. He makes valid points, but convenience doesn't equal guilt, just like

and they

conflict in his eyes. For the first time since recognizing him as my father,

to heal, even now after being freed. She was locked in a damp, dirty cell with bars of silver. When I cried, she let those bars burn through her skin with no thought to her own pain so she could touch me, comfort me." I say,

hear this," he says, that

meals skipped and no sun in ten years. They toyed with her by playing tricks with magic and using a fake version of me as bait. And yet when I was

the doorway. I spin to see her holding the door frame

darkness to share." She says, her voice trembling. "Alpha Merikh is

rush in behind her, watching as she slips into her room, closing it behind her, the lock slipping into place. Caspian footfalls stop following me as I hear

have time to focus as I fly through the hall and through my

in my throat, and then lick my lips as I take a few steps toward him. He tilts his

Ezrah but I don't look at him, my eyes are glued on the

Thankfully, you are here and he will heal much faster with

Merikh asks, his brows pulling together. My heart

he mean me? Merikh has

funny joke."

here is the one you are playing on me. You know damn well I don't have a mate." He seems to grow angrier as the room feels like it is going to spin. Then I snap. My eyes grow dark and the water in the cup next to him flies from its glass

and your mate, whether you want me or

the blanket to wipe the wetness from his cheeks and as it falls back

there she is," he

or throttle the shit out of him, so instead I rush to him and kiss his lips. His arms slide up my back, pulling me

feels like too short of time, we break apart, the two of us panting as

than I thought

I murmur, pressing my head to his lips. He chuckles into my hair and a smile pulls at the corner of my lips, despite my

everything you do to me." He says in a seductive

shaking my head as I lean back and look over at the rest of him. Two holes sit over my mate mark and stroke my thumb over it, anger and jealousy combining with the violent urge to kill Laureninstead of Tetting

be fine?" I ask Ezrah, who is