Entering the apartment building, I go toward the elevator this time rather than take the stairs. I expect Chase to go in the opposite direction, not to follow me, but he does, right into the elevator. As it starts it climb, he goes to the panel and presses the “stop” button.
I’m fighting tears as it is.
There’s no way I can do this.
It’s too much. Too raw and I’ve not got up enough walls. I need them firmly back in place right now.
Suddenly, he’s right in front of me, cupping my face, tilting my head back to look into my eyes. I let him. What else can I do? There’s no hiding, trapped in an elevator. Now I wish I’d taken the stairs.
So stupid.
“What is it, Faye? Talk to me.”
“I can’t.”
right here. I’m
man…” I sob, I can’t help it. “The man I
His lips brush mine.
mine. Remember that. One hundred percent mine. You sold yourself to me. No one else. To me. Whatever it is,
vision as I
know what to do or what to say. Everything is
replay Kerry’s words inside my head. I’m not using her to hold me back. I’m
liked it,” I say. The words come out of my mouth before
“What?”
can’t make it stop. This is the secret I’ve been carrying. The only other people
I found my stepfather raping my sister, I reported his ass straight away. Kerry attacked me. She hit me. Screamed at me. She told me they were in love. That I’d ruined her life by doing it and she was going to make me pay. She said she loved him. She loved when he was inside her.” The tears start to fall and
wipes the tears away, and then his arms are right around my body,
I sob.
all the time that has passed, all the revelations from Kerry, from my stepfather, all of it, I just break apart and shatter. Throughout it all, Chase
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