When There Is Nothing Left But Love

At that, she rushed downstairs.

Staring at the untouched soup, I found myself lost in my thoughts. I was born without getting much love and attention in my life, and the “so-called” love that I met was pretty much the same.

In fact, I had never experienced much familial love not to mention romantic love. Hence, I didn’t know much about love, nor have I learned how to love someone.

Grandma adopted me, and she showed me what love and care were in those short years. I regarded her and her care as the figure of love.

On the contrary, John’s extreme behavior, inflexibility, and apathy meant stubbornness to me.

Whereas Macy’s protection and support meant friendship to me.

As for Ashton, in the two years of our married life, he rarely treated me well. I dared not consider those rare moments as romantic love.

It had not been my intention to misinterpret it as love.

I liked Ashton, and that was why I could endure his cold treatment to me in silence. However, that did not mean I could pretend to be a fool who saw his cheap love as true love.

The sky was getting darker, and I was exhausted. Yet, I could not fall asleep despite lying on the bed for quite some time. I had gotten used to sleeping with Macy.

Right now, to lie on the bed all by myself, I felt as if there was a gap in my heart. Outside the window, the wind was howling. Soon, the heavy rain came.

clock on the wall. It was already one in the morning. Too

the last time I was on the balcony, Ashton had made

went down the stairs to

heavily, the plants were tilting to the side by the force of the raindrops.

of how much the plants and I had in common. With that thought, I walked

not cold, but it felt good to be

so the rain was my chance to express my

back to the house. However, she was not as young as me; if I did not want to leave, there was no way she could

the umbrella aside and ran to the living room. When she came back out, she had a raincoat in her hands. As she put it on me, she consoled, “Letty, you can’t do this to yourself. Even if you don’t think about yourself, think about the baby in you. What shall

was to crouch down and cry, hoping that I

were in the best of health, my body would not

the world spun

heard Mrs. Eriksen’s delighted

by the doorway. Then,

up into his arms,

prolonged crying, and I could see that he had a gloomy expression on his face. Then, I shut my eyes as I don’t want to see

back, Mrs. Eriksen

bedroom door, Ashton pulled off