When There Is Nothing Left But Love

I nodded and pointed towards the hugging couple. I teased, “You’ve never told me about your past relationships.”

I paused as Rebecca abruptly came to mind. He did say that he had never loved Rebecca.

As we made our way through the crowds, he stuck closer to me and replied, “I didn’t date when I was younger.”

Shocked by his reply, I stared at him in disbelief. “No! You’re pulling my leg, right?”

“Back then, I was swamped with classes and essays every day. Grandpa also arranged for me to take extra law classes, so I basically didn’t have time for anything else.”

His explanation seems pretty reasonable. Pouting, I continued to prod him for an answer. “Didn’t you have any crushes then?”

His eyes bored into mine as he replied, “I had a crush on you the moment I saw you at J University.”

Stunned, I began to blush furiously.

We continued walking at a leisurely pace. Suddenly he asked, “Don’t you have questions for me?”

“What questions?” Confused, I stared back at him.

“A few days ago, Flora told me that there was a lipstick mark on my shirt. Why aren’t you asking me about it?”

me by surprise, though I quickly recovered myself and said, “There’s

had stunned him into silence. He appeared to be deep in thought, though I didn’t have the mental energy to try and guess what was on his mind. I just wanted to enjoy my walk

the office, I waved goodbye to him and didn’t follow him in. I gestured for him to head

but stood there, staring at me. “You go first. I’ll go in after

but merely smiled at him. I felt a twinge of regret at our somewhat

towards him, giving him a tight

behavior. “What’s wrong? You

shook my head with my arms wrapped firmly

heard his chuckle before he replied, “Why don’t you stay

straightened out his tie with a small smile on

I can no longer

of taking a plane, but eventually decided on

be tedious, but

my phone, knowing it would be a big mistake if I didn’t

now when I can’t bring myself

I’m leaving without saying goodbye. I thought I’d recovered after returning from R Province. I thought I could stay by your side and have a happy life with you. But I should’ve known the world would be much more complicated than I imagined. I paused in the middle of typing, struck by a painful reminder. Cuts and bruises may heal over time, but they leave behind scars that will never allow us to forget

cost me my dreams of bearing my own child. I can’t blame

am I to give my baby such a painful fate? Maybe he was too eager to be my child and forgot to bring along some things with him in his rush. He fought so hard to meet me, yet I couldn’t save him in the end. Ashton, I hope you can forgive me for leaving like this yet again. And I hope that you can take

only thing we gain in return is suffering. I don’t want to take revenge or wish ill upon anyone, so I’m

fast speed. Pristine views of the countryside flew past