When There Is Nothing Left But Love

I didn’t like kids?

I thought I liked Gregory plenty.

Kids are the best! They’re all a bunch of chubby little things that are just bursting with innocence. Just looking at them makes me feel better.

Did my feelings towards children really change after I almost died?

I looked at the photo of “Scarlett” and her kids. I replied absent-mindedly, “I guess so.”

I thought that might be one of the reasons Marcus and I were separated for such a long time in the past.

I felt a rush of guilt. If I had thought things through, I never would have allowed myself to reach this age without having any kids.

I felt unsettled as if every fiber of my being was fighting against some unwelcome virus in my body. Despite all this, I felt sorry for Marcus as well.

I turned to face Marcus. “I want to

before looking at me. He explained seriously, “I did look into psychotherapy, and I talked to some doctors. Psychotherapy is more suited to patients who have difficulty overcoming emotional hurdles. Since your memory loss was caused by an accident, it might not

did you suddenly think of seeing a psychiatrist? Did something happen? You shouldn’t stress yourself out

before lowering my head in despair. “I just want to recover my old memories. I don’t want to live in the

said, “Since you’ve made up your mind, I’ll support your decision. We can contact a psychiatrist when we

I looked at him hopefully. No matter how small the opportunity, I had to try to regain every inch of

eat,” Marcus coaxed, a smile on his

time we finished dinner. There

plenty of rain to K City, which was somewhat

as we walked to the car. Marcus focused on driving slowly in this weather. From time to time, he’d bring up a

continued moving no matter how hard he pressed on them. In fact, the car

speed that the brake wouldn’t catch. The car shot past a red light like an arrow