Xandry

BLAINE

That was the most humiliating thing I ever did in my life, but one of the audacious moves I’ve made. What the heck came into me knocking on his door? Was it taking my best friends’ advice or was it because that was what I wanted to do?

After running for thirty minutes around my parents’ property, I quickly hit the shower, then tiptoed to the kitchen, and planned to prepare breakfast for our guests since I woke up earlier than my usual routine.

I thought everyone was asleep, but to my surprise, someone was already up. I jolted to stop when I saw a familiar figure sitting on the stool with a steaming mug on his grip.

I glued to my own feet even though my mind screamed of running back. My body had a brain on its own and was gaily humming for him again. Tingles spread fast on my skin when I met his mesmerizing cerulean blue eyes, widened in surprise. Instantly, I was on fire and melted for his heat-filled gaze.

“Morning.” His mind-boggling smile made my inner wall clench, reminding me of how he made me feel last night.

Why did he have to smile at me this way? I bet he looked hotter when angry.

Stupid brain.

“Come here, Blaine,” he said in a low tone—enough for me to hear.

“I’m just gonna grab bottled water. I run out of stock in my room,” I said, still unmoving.

Poor excuse. I inwardly snorted.

“Come and take water then.” His brow arched as if challenging me.

In weakened knees, I walked toward the fridge far enough from him. I was glad that he was leaving today, but the other side of me wasn’t telling the same. I knew he wanted to sleep with me, and he didn’t have to say it out loud, and that was what bothering me. Or am I misjudging his flirtatious actions?

I opened the fridge, releasing the breath that I’ve been holding for too long. A squeal slipped my mouth when I closed the door, Xandry’s chest was only a few inches from my face.

“Why did you run away last night? And don’t tell me bullshits that you didn’t like what happened back in my room, Blaine.” Just by his deep voice tingled all over my body.

The bottled water was still in my grip, pressed against my chest. My head slightly tilted back as he towered and moved his face closer to me. Undoubtedly, my eyes were wide enough like scared prey.

His heart-stopping eyes were beseeching an answer. “Blaine, I barely sleep last night and caught up between knocking on your door or sleeping with a hard-on. That’s why I’m here waiting, and I wanna talk to you. Will you really come down if you know I’m here?”

Looking down, I swallowed hard and shook my head.

“Fair enough.” Xandry slowly nodded. “Did you...regret it?

I tilted my chin and met his gaze. “That’s the problem, Xandry. I never regretted it, in fact.” I shrugged. “It’s been a long time since I felt that way, so what’s the point of lying when I supposed you knew already the answer.”

“Good, because I’ve never felt that way too, but there is a but, isn’t it?”

“Yeah. What happened last night won’t ever happen again.” I walked past him but he easily caught me around my waist and pressed himself against me.

Believe me,” he whispered to my ear, making me shiver. My reaction made him chuckle with satisfaction.

Egotistic jerk.

“That’s what I thought. I can make you come countless times and I promise you, you will writhe beneath me,

But that was it, and I was going to die with sexual frustration because I’m

time with him, but I didn’t trust myself and might fall to the wrong guy for the second time around.

me big time.

I sighed internally.

I took off his hands and strode away before I

making me stop--something deep inside me exalted with excitement.

“No, Xandry. The last time I did I ended up knocked-up and left by my ex.”

“Because he was a bastard, Blaine,” he

“And you’re not?” I cocked my brow, meeting his gorgeous eyes.

an asshole if that’s how you look at me or make you feel better because I was until I hurt my best friend. My sister was pissed at me, and I dealt with her not to have sex for a month, but look at me I’m still alive and didn’t die yet with blue balls because since I met you all I could think

he just confessed. My heart warmed to the

do?” I asked softly with curiosity as I made my way closer to

Pyke for a bet.” His eyes filled with

Cam?”

be hard for him but here he was,

found my hand on

“I know, but I want you to know before somebody else will tell you.”

Xandry. What came

don’t know, maybe because I’ve never seen Pyke in such trouble over a woman

“But that was

I lost it.” He chuckled, but seemingly ashamed of

worse

curved in a sad smile. “And got punches from Pyke and Dad. Saph ignored me for a month and I lost my car, too.”

a story,” I commented, leaning my arms on

embarrassing story.” He leaned his elbows on the counter with a smug smirk on his lips, eyes taking leisure strolling on my face, to my neck, and down

and all over

already imagine eating you in every way possible.” His smirk widened into a full grin.

and ignored how much his dirty words affected

know Hughes and Williams don’t give up

gonna see you

at the

“Just shut up, Alexander Henry.” I laughed, playfully slapping his bulge biceps, and started opening cupboards for the pancake mix.

breakfast.” He slapped my

quickly turned to face him.

asshole who has an incredible ass, and so damn attracted to

and placed down the bag of flour. “You better help

ple-ass-sure, sweetheart.”

I placed two glass bowls and two

He started cracking an egg carefully while biting his lower lip. “What?” He stopped and looked at

egg.” I did my chore—pouring a good amount of milk, eggs, sugar, and a

I whisked vigorously to mix it together when

lower back as he passed. Jesus, it was making me catch my breath