You Are Still My Wife!

Idri First Person

Simon would not talk to me about anything but business. He always stays angry and irritated. He is a brother to me and I expect him to be next to me during this confused period of mine. I decided to meet Dori over lunch from time to time. I just wanted to talk more just to clear my head. I was feeling guilty for making her wait and I did not even declare that the breakup was official. This is the biggest misunderstanding ever in my life. I am sure I have feelings for Frieze and not Dori but at the same time, I am aware that I owe Dori too much. I am just trying to compensate and reimburse the time maybe. To top it all, she seems to be a changed person. She turned into a polite, kind and simple person just like Frieze. Maybe I got attracted to Frieze because of these ‘my type’ qualities.

Did I say attraction?

Well yeah!

sight. She indeed helped me forget Dori and made me realize

Arghh!

goes around,

could feel the mindful state of Dori. How I ran after Frieze is the same way Dori ran after me. I should had appreciated years back just the way Frieze did. I don’t love Dori but it is not that I have forgotten the fact that she was always around me just to spend time with me. All I did was ignore her and set myself always busy with my work. I hurt her so much and I did not even try to look for her when she said it was over. I should had talk things through and even break up mutually at least through a thorough discussion. But,

complete speaking all my feelings out. Maybe I thought the best friend relation we had could turn into a love relationship. These thoughts grew stronger that I used Frieze just like a replacement and I was old enough to get married. I wanted to marry a good girl and she was the only one I could find. Dori molded herself all this time waiting for me

we loved each other a lot and we mistook it for love. She was always there for me even during business related stress. We used to talk a lot and have been talking since we became close friends. She used to also come to Kay city to meet me and vice versa. All she did was as a best friend. We needed each other by our sides. The need eventually became love? I am going back to ground zero now. If I am still thinking of my ex-girlfriend while I analyze