You Are Still My Wife!

Idri…

I am too tired with all the events that happened over the month. I just need to be alone for some time and it really feels too good to be with myself. By head does not hurt as much as my heart does. My parents are rude to me and Simon, my brother and bestie does not talk to me. Frieze is not returning my calls. Dori is the only person at the moment who stands with me. But, she is not the person with whom I share my feelings. It was either Simon or Frieze. Maybe I need to turn the tables and start sharing things with Dori instead. Times have changed and I blame myself for it. Frieze is my best friend and I lost the friendship too. I am happy that she is doing fine with the divorce. I always knew she would take things easy as she always hated drama. But, now things are changed. I broke her heart and I don’t deserve her friendship anyway. Simon will forgive me eventually as he knows me so well. We are the closest friends ever. I helped him convince Teresa’s parents for him and made him my business partner. He would still say loyal to me till the end of my life for sure.

As I lay on my bed, I feel the other side empty. After marriage, I never slept alone. I never ate alone. This is my first time after marriage. Life is changing for me but won’t be for long. I have already asked Dori to shift with me while we were leaving from the hospital. She would be here in two days. I understand she would need time packing her stuff. I will tell Julie to prepare the guest room for her. She can very well stay there and start mingling with my parents eventually. This would help her a lot to get along and you never know when she would end up having a healthy relationship with them. For Frieze, I am not sure what she plans to do with her life. I am totally clueless. Maybe she will start dating someone once we are officially separated. I had no idea I would come to this point of my life. It was like I married her just yesterday and I am already leaving her. Life is strange and full of surprises. You can never guarantee if any of the plans will actually be executed just like how one plans.

I think Frieze will arrive tomorrow. If I remember, this is what she told me about going for two days. I think I miss her. She always kept the house filled with all the running and over talking. She is like a small child in the house. No doubt my parents are so fond of her. I am fond of her too and even now. She is jolly and funny though she cannot compete with my sense of humor. Why am I even thinking about her? Am being foolish. It is wrong to think about another woman while I have decided to be with Dori. Is Frieze really the other woman for me now? Have I robbed her off the position she had in my life?

will work accordingly. Once Dori shifts here, things will start getting back to normal.

Frieze in B City…

is not some kind of a depression sleep. I don’t feel sad though. I

say. I refused to take any alimony. I just don’t want anything from him. Having to take something from Idri even after split would mean a connection indirectly. I just want to become invisible and disappear like we never knew each other. I want to skip these three years of my life and restart from the time when I had no idea if someone with the name Idri even existed. Simon and Teresa were over the call. I decided to give them a video call instead so that they can see me live and believe that I was just super

be single again and you never know you can find some hot guy out there you know. You should be happy to start dating again but make

to hit his head. “Don’t you dare spoil her. Let her concentrate on her