You Owe Me, My Love

He was very dominant and strong, just like in her memories.

Wild and domineering, not allowing any resistance.

She was completely at his mercy.

She didn’t want to go back to the past where every day was spent in despair, so she tried her best to force her lips shut in order to keep him out.

But her resistance only fueled his desire to dominate her, and he kissed her even more aggressively as his hand slid into her skirt.

Bai Rong opened her eyes widely in fear, but was unable to make a single sound nor struggle free.

He insists on making me love him again, but what next? What will happen after I do?!

He has forgotten about me completely, so I can only watch him love another woman while I love him deeply.

I’ll become the target of public criticism, while he’ll be able to let go of me so freely and easily.

If Su Xuyan had taught her about sadness and anger, then Gu Mingchen had taught her despair.

Despair to the point that she was still seriously ill and could not save herself.

She could pretend to be fine and cheerful during the day. At night, however, her emotions would return to the way they were from three years ago when she slit her wrists.

As long as she was alive, she would be alone as no one could warm her ice-cold heart.

Even in death, she would still be alone in the world of darkness enjoying her solitude.

She was living her life like a ghost, watching the lives of others, as she felt that her own life had already ended when she slit her wrists three years ago.

She was living her life the way others wanted her to live, but her heart was already dead.

As Gu Mingchen forcefully thrust himself into her, Bai Rong felt nothing but humiliation and anger as she lay motionless and stared coldly at him.

Gu Mingchen noticed that she had stopped struggling and stopped as he stared at her.

high position and could have any woman you like. Even if you did rape me, I don’t think

raping you?” Gu

enjoying it?”

it.” Gu

why he would behave so wildly

had already found his act of inviting her over to his house after meeting her on the train to be

had some sort of special

in his chest. It would hurt so much that he couldn’t sleep and wished that he could just cut his heart

his parents and friends stopped him from getting them. And now, even she was stopping him from getting the answers he was

they tried to stop him, the more determined he was to

and she pursed her lips immediately in

swollen and kept his gaze focused on her every

she showed no sign of

her expression filled with disdain, pride and arrogance as she

you say that you couldn’t do anything even if

Bai Rong

behave.” Gu

like she was being

not been with any other men in the past three years, so all she felt was

tears flowed uncontrollably, while

had gone through in the past three years after losing his memories to have become so cruel like

as she knew that Gu Mingchen wouldn’t treat her like this if he had not lost

no such thing as ‘what

and leaned over to kiss

They tasted salty.

her eyes to her cheeks and her

of kisses, and let go

him, and they both sat face to face with each

stared into her eyes, and she felt embarrassed about how she had

no longer a little girl, nor was it her first time, yet she cried like she

She looked away.

upset that they had sex, but that the Gu Mingchen she knew was nowhere to be found, be it in