You Owe Me, My Love

He was very dominant and strong, just like in her memories.

Wild and domineering, not allowing any resistance.

She was completely at his mercy.

She didn’t want to go back to the past where every day was spent in despair, so she tried her best to force her lips shut in order to keep him out.

But her resistance only fueled his desire to dominate her, and he kissed her even more aggressively as his hand slid into her skirt.

Bai Rong opened her eyes widely in fear, but was unable to make a single sound nor struggle free.

He insists on making me love him again, but what next? What will happen after I do?!

He has forgotten about me completely, so I can only watch him love another woman while I love him deeply.

I’ll become the target of public criticism, while he’ll be able to let go of me so freely and easily.

If Su Xuyan had taught her about sadness and anger, then Gu Mingchen had taught her despair.

Despair to the point that she was still seriously ill and could not save herself.

She could pretend to be fine and cheerful during the day. At night, however, her emotions would return to the way they were from three years ago when she slit her wrists.

As long as she was alive, she would be alone as no one could warm her ice-cold heart.

Even in death, she would still be alone in the world of darkness enjoying her solitude.

She was living her life like a ghost, watching the lives of others, as she felt that her own life had already ended when she slit her wrists three years ago.

She was living her life the way others wanted her to live, but her heart was already dead.

As Gu Mingchen forcefully thrust himself into her, Bai Rong felt nothing but humiliation and anger as she lay motionless and stared coldly at him.

Gu Mingchen noticed that she had stopped struggling and stopped as he stared at her.

going to force yourself on me like this? You hold such a high position and could have any woman you like. Even if you did

raping you?” Gu Mingchen

enjoying it?”

it.”

he would behave so wildly

over to his house after meeting her

just had some sort of special feeling towards her that he

he dreamt of that girl crying and asking him to come back, he would feel an inexplicable pain in his chest.

him from getting them. And now, even

determined he was to find his answers, even if it meant

she pursed her lips immediately in

till they were swollen and kept his gaze focused on her every expression,

she showed no sign of

at him, her expression filled with disdain, pride and

hatred, “Didn’t you say that you couldn’t do anything even if I forced myself on you? So are you

Bai Rong said

behave.” Gu

was being torn apart

had not been with any other men in the past three years, so all she felt

uncontrollably, while his eyes were filled with nothing

what Gu Mingchen had gone through in the past three years after losing his memories to have become so

to wailing as she knew that Gu Mingchen wouldn’t treat her like this if he had not lost his

such thing as ‘what if’ in this

leaned over to

They tasted salty.

her eyes to

his continuous barrage of

had her sit on him, and they both sat face to face with

felt embarrassed about how she had

first

She looked away.

had sex, but that the Gu Mingchen she knew was nowhere to be found, be it