You Owe Me, My Love

He was very dominant and strong, just like in her memories.

Wild and domineering, not allowing any resistance.

She was completely at his mercy.

She didn’t want to go back to the past where every day was spent in despair, so she tried her best to force her lips shut in order to keep him out.

But her resistance only fueled his desire to dominate her, and he kissed her even more aggressively as his hand slid into her skirt.

Bai Rong opened her eyes widely in fear, but was unable to make a single sound nor struggle free.

He insists on making me love him again, but what next? What will happen after I do?!

He has forgotten about me completely, so I can only watch him love another woman while I love him deeply.

I’ll become the target of public criticism, while he’ll be able to let go of me so freely and easily.

If Su Xuyan had taught her about sadness and anger, then Gu Mingchen had taught her despair.

Despair to the point that she was still seriously ill and could not save herself.

She could pretend to be fine and cheerful during the day. At night, however, her emotions would return to the way they were from three years ago when she slit her wrists.

As long as she was alive, she would be alone as no one could warm her ice-cold heart.

Even in death, she would still be alone in the world of darkness enjoying her solitude.

She was living her life like a ghost, watching the lives of others, as she felt that her own life had already ended when she slit her wrists three years ago.

She was living her life the way others wanted her to live, but her heart was already dead.

As Gu Mingchen forcefully thrust himself into her, Bai Rong felt nothing but humiliation and anger as she lay motionless and stared coldly at him.

Gu Mingchen noticed that she had stopped struggling and stopped as he stared at her.

on me like this? You hold such a high position and could have any woman you like. Even if you did rape me, I don’t think I’d be able to sue you, would

I’m raping you?” Gu Mingchen

I’m enjoying it?” Bai Rong asked

it.” Gu

he would behave so wildly towards

over to his house after meeting her on the

had some sort of special feeling towards her

dreamt of that girl crying and asking him to come back, he would feel an inexplicable pain in his

wanted answers, but his parents and friends stopped him from getting them. And now, even she was stopping him from getting the

him, the more determined he was to find his answers, even if it meant

she pursed her lips immediately

lips till they were swollen and kept his gaze focused on her

she showed no

too, stared back at him, her expression filled with disdain, pride and arrogance as she was a rather

you say that you couldn’t do anything even if I forced myself on you? So are you hoping me to do so

Bai Rong said without

Gu Mingchen

she was being torn apart by

in the past three years, so all she

cry but her tears flowed uncontrollably, while his eyes were filled with nothing

what Gu Mingchen had gone through in the past three years after losing his memories to have become

as she knew that Gu Mingchen wouldn’t treat her like this if he had not lost his

thing as ‘what if’ in

and leaned

They tasted salty.

her from the corner of her eyes to her cheeks

his continuous barrage of kisses,

sit on him, and they both

into her eyes, and she felt embarrassed about how she had wailed

her first time, yet she cried like

She looked away.

the Gu Mingchen she knew was nowhere to be found, be it in