You Owe Me, My Love

He was very dominant and strong, just like in her memories.

Wild and domineering, not allowing any resistance.

She was completely at his mercy.

She didn’t want to go back to the past where every day was spent in despair, so she tried her best to force her lips shut in order to keep him out.

But her resistance only fueled his desire to dominate her, and he kissed her even more aggressively as his hand slid into her skirt.

Bai Rong opened her eyes widely in fear, but was unable to make a single sound nor struggle free.

He insists on making me love him again, but what next? What will happen after I do?!

He has forgotten about me completely, so I can only watch him love another woman while I love him deeply.

I’ll become the target of public criticism, while he’ll be able to let go of me so freely and easily.

If Su Xuyan had taught her about sadness and anger, then Gu Mingchen had taught her despair.

Despair to the point that she was still seriously ill and could not save herself.

She could pretend to be fine and cheerful during the day. At night, however, her emotions would return to the way they were from three years ago when she slit her wrists.

As long as she was alive, she would be alone as no one could warm her ice-cold heart.

Even in death, she would still be alone in the world of darkness enjoying her solitude.

She was living her life like a ghost, watching the lives of others, as she felt that her own life had already ended when she slit her wrists three years ago.

She was living her life the way others wanted her to live, but her heart was already dead.

As Gu Mingchen forcefully thrust himself into her, Bai Rong felt nothing but humiliation and anger as she lay motionless and stared coldly at him.

Gu Mingchen noticed that she had stopped struggling and stopped as he stared at her.

and could have any woman you like. Even if you did rape me, I don’t think I’d

I’m raping you?” Gu

enjoying it?” Bai

it.” Gu Mingchen

he would

to his house after meeting her on the train

special feeling towards her that

time he dreamt of that girl crying and asking him to come back, he would feel an inexplicable pain in his chest. It would hurt so

them. And now, even she was stopping him from getting the answers he was

determined he was to find

Mingchen kissed her again, and she pursed her

tried sucking hard on her lips till they were swollen and kept his gaze focused on her every

showed no sign of

back at him, her expression filled with disdain, pride and arrogance as she was a rather

that you couldn’t do anything even if

Rong said

Gu

she was being torn apart by

not been with any other men in the past three

uncontrollably, while his eyes were filled with nothing but a cold

three years after losing his memories to have become so cruel like

Gu Mingchen wouldn’t treat her like

was no such thing

and leaned over to kiss

They tasted salty.

kissed her from the corner of her eyes to her

of kisses, and let go of her

and they both sat face to face with each

felt

first

She looked away.

Gu Mingchen she knew was nowhere to be found, be it