You Owe Me, My Love

He was very dominant and strong, just like in her memories.

Wild and domineering, not allowing any resistance.

She was completely at his mercy.

She didn’t want to go back to the past where every day was spent in despair, so she tried her best to force her lips shut in order to keep him out.

But her resistance only fueled his desire to dominate her, and he kissed her even more aggressively as his hand slid into her skirt.

Bai Rong opened her eyes widely in fear, but was unable to make a single sound nor struggle free.

He insists on making me love him again, but what next? What will happen after I do?!

He has forgotten about me completely, so I can only watch him love another woman while I love him deeply.

I’ll become the target of public criticism, while he’ll be able to let go of me so freely and easily.

If Su Xuyan had taught her about sadness and anger, then Gu Mingchen had taught her despair.

Despair to the point that she was still seriously ill and could not save herself.

She could pretend to be fine and cheerful during the day. At night, however, her emotions would return to the way they were from three years ago when she slit her wrists.

As long as she was alive, she would be alone as no one could warm her ice-cold heart.

Even in death, she would still be alone in the world of darkness enjoying her solitude.

She was living her life like a ghost, watching the lives of others, as she felt that her own life had already ended when she slit her wrists three years ago.

She was living her life the way others wanted her to live, but her heart was already dead.

As Gu Mingchen forcefully thrust himself into her, Bai Rong felt nothing but humiliation and anger as she lay motionless and stared coldly at him.

Gu Mingchen noticed that she had stopped struggling and stopped as he stared at her.

yourself on me like this? You hold such a high position and could have any woman you like. Even if you did rape me, I don’t think I’d be

I’m raping you?” Gu

like I’m enjoying

enjoy it.”

didn’t even know why he would behave so wildly

he had already found his act of inviting her over to his house after meeting

special feeling towards her

pain in his chest. It would hurt so much that he couldn’t sleep and wished that he

from getting them. And now, even she was stopping him from getting

he was to

again, and she

tried sucking hard on her lips till they were swollen and kept his gaze focused on her every expression, hoping

showed no sign

back at him, her expression filled with disdain, pride and arrogance as she was

you say that you couldn’t do anything even if I forced myself on you? So are you hoping me to

Bai Rong

behave.” Gu Mingchen

Rong felt like she was being

other men in the past three years, so all she felt was

her tears flowed uncontrollably, while his eyes were filled

through in the past three years after losing his memories to have become so cruel like

knew that Gu Mingchen wouldn’t treat her like

no such thing as ‘what if’

and leaned

They tasted salty.

from the corner of her eyes to her cheeks and

gentler in his continuous barrage of kisses, and let go of

on him, and they both sat face

she felt embarrassed about how

little girl, nor was it her first time, yet she cried

She looked away.

she knew was nowhere to be found,