You Owe Me, My Love

He was very dominant and strong, just like in her memories.

Wild and domineering, not allowing any resistance.

She was completely at his mercy.

She didn’t want to go back to the past where every day was spent in despair, so she tried her best to force her lips shut in order to keep him out.

But her resistance only fueled his desire to dominate her, and he kissed her even more aggressively as his hand slid into her skirt.

Bai Rong opened her eyes widely in fear, but was unable to make a single sound nor struggle free.

He insists on making me love him again, but what next? What will happen after I do?!

He has forgotten about me completely, so I can only watch him love another woman while I love him deeply.

I’ll become the target of public criticism, while he’ll be able to let go of me so freely and easily.

If Su Xuyan had taught her about sadness and anger, then Gu Mingchen had taught her despair.

Despair to the point that she was still seriously ill and could not save herself.

She could pretend to be fine and cheerful during the day. At night, however, her emotions would return to the way they were from three years ago when she slit her wrists.

As long as she was alive, she would be alone as no one could warm her ice-cold heart.

Even in death, she would still be alone in the world of darkness enjoying her solitude.

She was living her life like a ghost, watching the lives of others, as she felt that her own life had already ended when she slit her wrists three years ago.

She was living her life the way others wanted her to live, but her heart was already dead.

As Gu Mingchen forcefully thrust himself into her, Bai Rong felt nothing but humiliation and anger as she lay motionless and stared coldly at him.

Gu Mingchen noticed that she had stopped struggling and stopped as he stared at her.

position and could have any woman you like. Even if

raping you?”

enjoying it?” Bai

enjoy it.” Gu

why he would

of inviting her over to

some sort of special

crying and asking him to come back, he would feel an inexplicable pain in his chest. It

answers, but his parents and friends stopped him from getting them. And now, even she was stopping him from getting

to find his answers, even if it meant destroying himself in

she pursed

they were swollen and kept his gaze focused on her every expression, hoping

no sign of

stared back at him, her expression filled with disdain, pride and arrogance as she was a

couldn’t do anything even if

Bai Rong

Gu Mingchen

like she was being

in the past three years, so all she felt was pain, both physical

her tears flowed uncontrollably, while his eyes were filled with nothing but

Mingchen had gone through in the past three years after losing his memories to have become so cruel

to wailing as she knew that Gu Mingchen wouldn’t treat her like this if he

such thing as ‘what if’

up, and leaned over to kiss

They tasted salty.

of her eyes to her cheeks and her

continuous barrage of kisses, and let

sit on him, and they both sat face to

into her eyes, and she felt embarrassed about how she had wailed

no longer a little girl, nor was it her first time, yet she cried like she was a young virgin

She looked away.

the Gu Mingchen she knew was nowhere to