You Owe Me, My Love

He was very dominant and strong, just like in her memories.

Wild and domineering, not allowing any resistance.

She was completely at his mercy.

She didn’t want to go back to the past where every day was spent in despair, so she tried her best to force her lips shut in order to keep him out.

But her resistance only fueled his desire to dominate her, and he kissed her even more aggressively as his hand slid into her skirt.

Bai Rong opened her eyes widely in fear, but was unable to make a single sound nor struggle free.

He insists on making me love him again, but what next? What will happen after I do?!

He has forgotten about me completely, so I can only watch him love another woman while I love him deeply.

I’ll become the target of public criticism, while he’ll be able to let go of me so freely and easily.

If Su Xuyan had taught her about sadness and anger, then Gu Mingchen had taught her despair.

Despair to the point that she was still seriously ill and could not save herself.

She could pretend to be fine and cheerful during the day. At night, however, her emotions would return to the way they were from three years ago when she slit her wrists.

As long as she was alive, she would be alone as no one could warm her ice-cold heart.

Even in death, she would still be alone in the world of darkness enjoying her solitude.

She was living her life like a ghost, watching the lives of others, as she felt that her own life had already ended when she slit her wrists three years ago.

She was living her life the way others wanted her to live, but her heart was already dead.

As Gu Mingchen forcefully thrust himself into her, Bai Rong felt nothing but humiliation and anger as she lay motionless and stared coldly at him.

Gu Mingchen noticed that she had stopped struggling and stopped as he stared at her.

woman you like. Even if you did rape me, I don’t think I’d be able to sue you, would I?”

think I’m raping you?”

look like I’m enjoying it?” Bai Rong asked

enjoy it.” Gu

even know why he

his act of inviting her over to his house after

of special feeling towards her that he couldn’t

back, he would feel an inexplicable pain in his chest. It would hurt so much that he couldn’t sleep and wished that

but his parents and friends stopped him from getting them. And now, even she was stopping him from getting the answers he was looking

they tried to stop him, the more determined he was to find

she

on her lips till they were swollen and kept his gaze focused on her every expression, hoping to see her

no sign of

expression filled with disdain, pride and arrogance as she was a rather feisty

anything even if I

Rong

behave.” Gu Mingchen

Rong felt like she was being torn apart

any other men in the past three years, so all she felt

cry but her tears flowed uncontrollably, while his eyes

the past three years after losing his memories to have

as she knew that Gu Mingchen wouldn’t treat her like this if he had

such thing as ‘what if’ in this

and leaned over to kiss

They tasted salty.

of her

of kisses, and let

on him, and they both sat face to face with each

eyes, and she felt embarrassed

first time, yet she cried like she was

She looked away.

upset that they had sex, but that the Gu Mingchen she knew was nowhere to be found, be