You Owe Me, My Love

He was very dominant and strong, just like in her memories.

Wild and domineering, not allowing any resistance.

She was completely at his mercy.

She didn’t want to go back to the past where every day was spent in despair, so she tried her best to force her lips shut in order to keep him out.

But her resistance only fueled his desire to dominate her, and he kissed her even more aggressively as his hand slid into her skirt.

Bai Rong opened her eyes widely in fear, but was unable to make a single sound nor struggle free.

He insists on making me love him again, but what next? What will happen after I do?!

He has forgotten about me completely, so I can only watch him love another woman while I love him deeply.

I’ll become the target of public criticism, while he’ll be able to let go of me so freely and easily.

If Su Xuyan had taught her about sadness and anger, then Gu Mingchen had taught her despair.

Despair to the point that she was still seriously ill and could not save herself.

She could pretend to be fine and cheerful during the day. At night, however, her emotions would return to the way they were from three years ago when she slit her wrists.

As long as she was alive, she would be alone as no one could warm her ice-cold heart.

Even in death, she would still be alone in the world of darkness enjoying her solitude.

She was living her life like a ghost, watching the lives of others, as she felt that her own life had already ended when she slit her wrists three years ago.

She was living her life the way others wanted her to live, but her heart was already dead.

As Gu Mingchen forcefully thrust himself into her, Bai Rong felt nothing but humiliation and anger as she lay motionless and stared coldly at him.

Gu Mingchen noticed that she had stopped struggling and stopped as he stared at her.

position and could have any woman you

I’m raping you?” Gu

enjoying it?” Bai Rong asked

enjoy it.”

why he would behave so wildly towards

he had already found his act of inviting her over to his house after meeting her on the train

of special feeling towards her that

an inexplicable pain in his chest. It would hurt

stopped him from getting them. And

they tried to stop him, the more determined he was to find his answers, even if it meant destroying himself in

again, and she pursed

hard on her lips till they were swollen and kept his gaze focused on her every expression, hoping to see

showed no sign of

disdain, pride and arrogance as she

do anything even if I

Rong

Gu Mingchen

she was

other men in the past three

cry but her tears flowed uncontrollably, while his eyes were filled with nothing but

Gu Mingchen had gone through in the past three years

wailing as she knew that Gu Mingchen wouldn’t treat her

was no such thing as ‘what if’

Mingchen softened up, and leaned over to

They tasted salty.

kissed her from the corner of her eyes to her cheeks and her

barrage of kisses, and let go

and they both sat face

her eyes, and she felt embarrassed about how she had

nor was it her first time, yet she cried like

She looked away.

the Gu Mingchen she knew was nowhere to be found, be