You Owe Me, My Love

He was very dominant and strong, just like in her memories.

Wild and domineering, not allowing any resistance.

She was completely at his mercy.

She didn’t want to go back to the past where every day was spent in despair, so she tried her best to force her lips shut in order to keep him out.

But her resistance only fueled his desire to dominate her, and he kissed her even more aggressively as his hand slid into her skirt.

Bai Rong opened her eyes widely in fear, but was unable to make a single sound nor struggle free.

He insists on making me love him again, but what next? What will happen after I do?!

He has forgotten about me completely, so I can only watch him love another woman while I love him deeply.

I’ll become the target of public criticism, while he’ll be able to let go of me so freely and easily.

If Su Xuyan had taught her about sadness and anger, then Gu Mingchen had taught her despair.

Despair to the point that she was still seriously ill and could not save herself.

She could pretend to be fine and cheerful during the day. At night, however, her emotions would return to the way they were from three years ago when she slit her wrists.

As long as she was alive, she would be alone as no one could warm her ice-cold heart.

Even in death, she would still be alone in the world of darkness enjoying her solitude.

She was living her life like a ghost, watching the lives of others, as she felt that her own life had already ended when she slit her wrists three years ago.

She was living her life the way others wanted her to live, but her heart was already dead.

As Gu Mingchen forcefully thrust himself into her, Bai Rong felt nothing but humiliation and anger as she lay motionless and stared coldly at him.

Gu Mingchen noticed that she had stopped struggling and stopped as he stared at her.

could have any woman you like. Even if you did rape me, I don’t think I’d be able to sue you, would I?” Bai Rong said

think I’m raping you?” Gu

I look like I’m enjoying it?” Bai Rong

it.” Gu Mingchen

why he

already found his act of inviting her over to his house after meeting her on the train to

some sort of special

pain in his chest. It would

friends stopped him from getting them. And now, even she was stopping him

more they tried to stop him, the more determined he was to find his answers, even if it meant destroying himself in the

kissed her again, and she

kept his gaze focused on her every expression, hoping

she showed no sign of

filled with disdain, pride and

say that you couldn’t do anything even if I forced

Bai Rong said

behave.” Gu Mingchen

she was being torn apart by

other men in the past three years, so all

while his eyes were filled with

Gu Mingchen had gone through in the past three years after

from sobbing to wailing as she knew that Gu Mingchen wouldn’t treat

was no such thing as ‘what if’

and leaned over

They tasted salty.

kissed her from the corner of her eyes to her cheeks

of

on him, and they both sat face

eyes, and she felt embarrassed about how she

was it her first

She looked away.

wasn’t upset that they had sex, but that the Gu Mingchen she knew was nowhere