A Gift from the Goddess

"Alright, a little game sounds fun," I finally replied.

"But you’ ll be disappointed to learn there is no ulterior motive in talking to you.You’ve just piqued my curiosity, is all." I tried to laugh it off but Kieran didn’t seem to notice as he immediately set his drink down, his expression turning serious as he looked me over.

Almost as if I could feel him scrutinising every little detail about me.But that confident look of his...

It took all I had to just calm my heart down, the nervous thumping inside becoming so loud that I was worried he’d hear it.

For a man who could seemingly read me so well...could he really pull this off? 

"Your eyes give you away a lot," he started, leaning forward enough that I could still hear him as he spoke in a low voice.

"Don’t get me wrong, they’re very pretty, but they also betray you."

At this proximity, his scent was beginning to overwhelm me.His compliment wasn’t helping either.I’d never been affected by small things like that before, but with him, it felt almost involuntary.

"I think you’re probably reading too much into it," I replied quietly, smiling.

"Besides, I thought you were meant to be guessing my thoughts, not theorising my tells."

"That's true...."

He moved in a little bit closer again, and I felt as though I became trapped by his gaze alone, unable to move away even if I wanted to.

Which, of course, I didn’t.

No, at this distance, I was helpless to stop myself from thinking about how flawless his features were.

How his defined jawline was such a perfect shape that I could easily picture how my head could fit under it, nestled against his neck comfortably.

‘Mine" that word repeated inside my head, but I bit it back.

"you're thinking...‘why am I so attracted to him?’" he said, sending a jolt of surprise through me.

But after quickly scrambling to find a logical explanation, I realised it was clearly just a magician’s trick.He was influencing my thoughts with his behaviour so I’d be pressured to think what he wanted me to.I laughed his guess off and simply called him out on it.

"How incredibly vague yet conceited of you to thinks o," I said, amused.

"I thought this was a game of guessing my exact thoughts, not giving yourself a backwards compliment."

However, this didn’t seem to deter him in the slightest and a smirk spread across his lips.

"You're thinking...‘why does he make me feel this way?’” I laughed again.

"I just told you that you can’t use ambiguous statements to win.It’s like bogus fortune-telling.It’s not going to work—."

..And then his hand reached out and touched mine, tracing lightly against my skin.

Spreading those sparks through my body that made my breath catch in my throat.

I stared at his hand as he gently enveloped my own, the warmth starting to make me lose concentration.

‘Mine"

That same unrelenting thought kept trying to force itself aloud.He closed the final bit of distance between us, coming in until he was speaking almost directly into my ear.His scent making it impossible to breathe without his influence.

And with one hand holding my own, his other moved to my waist to hold me in place.

"You're thinking...‘why does it feel like sparks against my skin?’"

In surprise, I sharply looked back up towards him, only I found myself now merely inches away from him.

So close, I could feel the warmth of his breath against me.

My gaze trailed down from his eyes until I became fixated on his lips, those thoughts from earlier starting to invade my mind once more.

Wondering just what it would be like to feel them moving against mine.

To taste what they looked to promise me.

‘Mine"

His hand then moved, coming up until it found my cheek and his thumb started tracing along my jaw.

Sending more sparks through me.

But the entire time he did that, I was still transfixed on his lips, watching them closely as he continued to speak.

"you're thinking...that you want to kiss me."

I closed my eyes a little as the pleasure of his presence started to sweep me away.

Letting myself relax into the touch that made me feel so many emotions all at once.I was giving myself over to him and there was nothing I could do.

Nothing I wanted to do.

Like a spell, he had me now completely at his mercy.

‘‘Mine...mine.."

close our lips were almost touching, I felt as a shiver

move, as if promising me water

I wanted it...

felt that last piece of restraint

give in, my own hand moving

about to make contact, his words

“.Mine...," he whispered.

was enough for reality to kick back in. I quickly took a step out of his grasp, hugging

did you know that?" I

say that exact one?" Kieran held up his hands to calm me, but it did little t

"Relax," he said.

a big deal.

didn’t feel like a light matter. It

didn’t answer me," I

knew that. How you knew any of that » It was then that I started to think over everything that had just happened, taking a moment to realise just how crazy the whole encounter

that I could only come to

drug me?" I asked in a hushed

He had to have.

of illness and lack of control, my inability

looked

done something

you do to me?!"

wide, clearly not

maybe not expecting me to realise

way, I didn’t trust

what? No!" he said,

tried to move closer

touch me!" I

us, briefly turning their heads to what the commotion

faces filled with confusion and intrigue as

as if they

Kieran hissed, grabbing back

me a moment

him freely talk to me, he

where I had

life,

me didn’t accidentally result in his death, because that was the true

could have

"Raven."

"No...," I whispered.

doing this.Fuck

amount of punishment would

could so easily drug a woman and then

damned, I

in disappointing him regardless.I snatched my

enough to not draw attention by onlookers, but still quick enough that I felt assured he

voice called out, sounding

eyes of my

I was constantly checking myself as I made my way home

out or show other

myself over and over again that all I needed to do was get home and sleep it

yet, the biggest side effect I was feeling wasn’t fatigue or

it felt

if something was hollowing out my chest the further I traveled away

what was waiting

for me.I shook off the thoughts

gave me, I’d never seen anything

with such a specific yet fast chemical reaction that it didn’t seem

scientific breakthrough,

mind as I arrived back to my

of to stop myself from feeling the

seemed to

off into sleep, there was still only

Kieran.

slightly

him still lingered, I

or so before the effects wore

of infatuation

voice said suddenly from

I recognised it immediately.

Gavin.

not feeling well enough for training today," I

whole ordeal and just wanted a day to fully

revealing that it wasn’t

"Morning Raven,"my father said.

"Did you sleep well?"

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