A Gift from the Goddess

"Alright, a little game sounds fun," I finally replied.

"But you’ ll be disappointed to learn there is no ulterior motive in talking to you.You’ve just piqued my curiosity, is all." I tried to laugh it off but Kieran didn’t seem to notice as he immediately set his drink down, his expression turning serious as he looked me over.

Almost as if I could feel him scrutinising every little detail about me.But that confident look of his...

It took all I had to just calm my heart down, the nervous thumping inside becoming so loud that I was worried he’d hear it.

For a man who could seemingly read me so well...could he really pull this off? 

"Your eyes give you away a lot," he started, leaning forward enough that I could still hear him as he spoke in a low voice.

"Don’t get me wrong, they’re very pretty, but they also betray you."

At this proximity, his scent was beginning to overwhelm me.His compliment wasn’t helping either.I’d never been affected by small things like that before, but with him, it felt almost involuntary.

"I think you’re probably reading too much into it," I replied quietly, smiling.

"Besides, I thought you were meant to be guessing my thoughts, not theorising my tells."

"That's true...."

He moved in a little bit closer again, and I felt as though I became trapped by his gaze alone, unable to move away even if I wanted to.

Which, of course, I didn’t.

No, at this distance, I was helpless to stop myself from thinking about how flawless his features were.

How his defined jawline was such a perfect shape that I could easily picture how my head could fit under it, nestled against his neck comfortably.

‘Mine" that word repeated inside my head, but I bit it back.

"you're thinking...‘why am I so attracted to him?’" he said, sending a jolt of surprise through me.

But after quickly scrambling to find a logical explanation, I realised it was clearly just a magician’s trick.He was influencing my thoughts with his behaviour so I’d be pressured to think what he wanted me to.I laughed his guess off and simply called him out on it.

"How incredibly vague yet conceited of you to thinks o," I said, amused.

"I thought this was a game of guessing my exact thoughts, not giving yourself a backwards compliment."

However, this didn’t seem to deter him in the slightest and a smirk spread across his lips.

"You're thinking...‘why does he make me feel this way?’” I laughed again.

"I just told you that you can’t use ambiguous statements to win.It’s like bogus fortune-telling.It’s not going to work—."

..And then his hand reached out and touched mine, tracing lightly against my skin.

Spreading those sparks through my body that made my breath catch in my throat.

I stared at his hand as he gently enveloped my own, the warmth starting to make me lose concentration.

‘Mine"

That same unrelenting thought kept trying to force itself aloud.He closed the final bit of distance between us, coming in until he was speaking almost directly into my ear.His scent making it impossible to breathe without his influence.

And with one hand holding my own, his other moved to my waist to hold me in place.

"You're thinking...‘why does it feel like sparks against my skin?’"

In surprise, I sharply looked back up towards him, only I found myself now merely inches away from him.

So close, I could feel the warmth of his breath against me.

My gaze trailed down from his eyes until I became fixated on his lips, those thoughts from earlier starting to invade my mind once more.

Wondering just what it would be like to feel them moving against mine.

To taste what they looked to promise me.

‘Mine"

His hand then moved, coming up until it found my cheek and his thumb started tracing along my jaw.

Sending more sparks through me.

But the entire time he did that, I was still transfixed on his lips, watching them closely as he continued to speak.

"you're thinking...that you want to kiss me."

I closed my eyes a little as the pleasure of his presence started to sweep me away.

Letting myself relax into the touch that made me feel so many emotions all at once.I was giving myself over to him and there was nothing I could do.

Nothing I wanted to do.

Like a spell, he had me now completely at his mercy.

‘‘Mine...mine.."

close our lips were almost touching, I felt

to make the first move, as if promising me water after

I wanted it...

him...and I finally felt that last piece of restraint

own hand moving forward to

as I was about to make

“.Mine...," he whispered.

it was enough for reality to kick back in. I quickly took a

you know that?" I

know that?! Out of every single word you could possibly say, you somehow manage to say that exact one?" Kieran held up his hands

"Relax," he said.

not a big deal.

a light matter. It felt far

answer me," I said,

knew any of that » It was then that I started to think over everything that had just happened, taking a moment to realise just how crazy the

batshit insane that I could only

me?" I

He had to have.

feeling of illness and lack of control, my inability to make rational

thing.I quickly looked over to where my drink was

didn’t explain my initial reaction, but perhaps he’d also done

you do to me?!" I asked

not expecting me

maybe not expecting me

way, I didn’t

what? No!" he

for a second." He tried to move closer but I

Don’t touch me!"

of a few people around us,

faces filled with confusion and intrigue as they fed off the

if they were social

grabbing back my

me a moment to

I let him freely talk to me, he almost made me succumb to a state

where I had

life,

me didn’t accidentally result in his death, because that

creature could have ended

"Raven."

"No...," I whispered.

doing this.Fuck

amount of punishment would be worth

to mention that this man was clearly mentally ill i f he could so easily drug a woman and then have the audacity tell her to

father be damned,

was going to end in disappointing him regardless.I snatched my purse away from the counter and immediately started

attention by onlookers, but still quick enough that I felt assured he wouldn’t be able to chase

voice called out, sounding from somewhere

walking, refusing to meet the eyes of my

myself as I made my way home

I didn’t randomly pass out or

myself over and over again that all I needed to do was get

feeling wasn’t fatigue

it felt

hollowing out my chest the

to what was waiting for

‘who’ was waiting for me.I shook off the thoughts

he gave me, I’d never seen

such a specific yet fast

breakthrough, for

my best to distract my mind

everything I could think of to stop myself from feeling

seemed to

sleep, there was

Kieran.

awoke the next day feeling slightly better

lingered, I felt as though

before the effects

feeling of

from my door, breaking my

I recognised it immediately.

Gavin.

feeling well enough for training today," I

was far too tired from the whole ordeal

the door swung open anyway, revealing that it wasn’t only Gavin

"Morning Raven,"my father said.

"Did you sleep well?"

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