Chapter Seventy–Two
“...What‘s her name?” I found myself asking politely, though I didn‘t really feel present.
Truthfully, I didn‘t feel much of anything. My body had gone completely numb, falling into autopilot responses as I struggled to come to terms with what Cai had just told me.
He found his mate.
But he was only nineteen. He shouldn‘t have found her so soon.
‘Caius knight dies at the age of twenty–one with no Luna, mate or child‘. That was the future for Cail had known. Yet somehow this timeline had changed enough that he had met her earlier. It was a cruel slap in the face as reality reminded me, once more, that it would refuse to ever let me be happy. Even for just the few years I thought I might have had with him.
“Caitlyn,” he replied awkwardly. “She seems... nice. Sweet.”
‘Nice? Really? That was the best he could say about the woman who was supposedly his other half? His soul mate?
I wanted to ask him how they met but a part of me couldn‘t bear to hear any more details. Knowing her name would be enough.
“Aria,” he said, tilting my chin up to look at him, to meet his golden eyes. “It doesn‘t change anything for m e... I still want to be with you.”
Instantly, my body tensed, the gears in my head finally starting to kick back into reality. His words managed to trigger a pain inside me that I was all too familiar with, something I had tried so hard to push t o the furthest part of my mind. It was almost exactly like it was in the past.
...Except I wasn‘t the girl being abandoned by her mate anymore.
No, now I was being set up to become Thea. 1
“No,” I said flatly, grabbing the keys and dagger by my side to leave. “No, I‘m not doing this.”
“Aria, wait. Talk to me.”
I stood up and started to walk towards the car but Cai quickly rushed to stand in my way.
“Aria, please. Can we just talk about this for a second?”
“No, this was dumb from the beginning,” I said. “And I‘m not just referring to us. I mean this whole plan for my escape too. It‘s rushed and clumsy.”
“We‘ve got everything sorted. We‘ll get you back to the Silver Lake and take care of you.”
There it was again. No insinuation of moving me, no mention of Iris or the rebellion. As if he thought everyone wasn‘t going to just assume that the Silver Lake was the first place I‘d go.
“Tell me, Cai, what exactly was the plan? Do you even have one?” I asked, folding my arms over my chest. “I was under the impression you were working with Iris for this but I‘m quickly realising that maybe that‘s not the case.”
He frowned. “Why would I be in contact with Iris for this? I haven‘t seen her since last year.”
A cynical laugh escaped my lips. “This is actually ridiculous. The first place Tytus is going to look is the Silver Lake, especially once Aleric is forced to confess that info. Then we‘re back to square one; avoiding a war between two territories because of me.”
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“Then we‘ll move you,” he argued. “We can go somewhere else until it‘s safe.”
“Just the three of us, yeah?” I snapped back snarkily. “You, me, and Caitlyn?”
feel bad. He should have never touched me tonight knowing he had someone bonded to him. I was too familiar with the anguish of seeing your mate with another.
Cai,” I said, stepping past him to continue
then grabbed my
had a mate; that was always going to be a possibility and I had already accepted that. No, I was pissed because he still had the audacity to look at me and tell me that he wanted me, knowing someone was waiting
exact situation already once.
grab me, my instincts got the better of
to quickly bring the dagger up and hold
me,”
wide in surprise but I didn‘t waver. In truth, we both knew he could very easily swat my hand away without any issue whatsoever, but the sentiment was now there. The intention was clear.
eyes flicking back and forth from my face to the
side of me that still cared for him, but now they only came off as though he wanted to test that
instantly, my hand tightened on the blade.
it?” I asked him, my eyes narrowing
was trying to call that
to repeat that cycle... the very fact he could even ask that of me made me feel sick. It made me regret so many of my actions and question why I
who I really was, what I was actually capable of, something
where I came from. Never forget why
at his shirt and pulled his torso down so I could speak directly
whispered. “You shouldn‘t test someone
are you talking
away. But do you want to know the truth? The real truth? You see, I knew you in the past, Caius Knight, Alpha of the Silver Lake. Our packs were at war for months, neither one
of me,” I said. “I was your dooth. I killed you. I did it
became heavier, my heart pounding loudly in my chest as I confessed the words! never wanted him to hear. “... I
give me even a fraction of the attention he had so brutally deprived me olu! That was what your life was wortii,
hanging in the open as
Not some young,
that tie that had become a lifeline for me. Cai had become a symbol in my head of what
just that; a dream. An illusion. And it was time to wake up and acknowledge that this wasn‘t a fantasy, that being with him was always something that was
to let go of that delusion and prevent a cycle from repeating.
he said, gently trying to move the
to not just force it out of my hand and push me away already. He could have overpowered me within seconds without any effort on his
knife in further, trying to prove my point. Because, even though I didn‘t want to, needed him to at least believe I would, to
to make it two
to his side, acknowledging that there was
it was of him to still look at m e with those eyes. As if I hadn‘t just confessed to murdering him. As if a part of him actually still wanted t
was done, I knew that. He would be at least smart enough to realise that he should let m e go. Or at least take this as my confirmation that I didn‘t want to be involved with him anymore;
taking a few steps backwards
betraying my exhaustion. “Go home and be an honourable man to your mate.” 4
I left.
in the
ahead were likely the wrong choice. And so I just drove. Without
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second.
there was no time to relax or give in to the pain just yet... because I needed to think.
best to compartmentalise the aching inside, I tried
meant risking my life to the mercy of the world... and Tytus. There was no safety for me. Not really. Maybe if I could get in contact with Iris I could try and find a way into
outside of the Winter Mist, who was in contact with Iris, one person who I could trust my life and whereabouts with... and it was the same
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