A Gift from the Goddess

Chapter 72

Chapter Seventy–Two 

“...What‘s her name?” I found myself asking politely, though I didn‘t really feel present. 

Truthfully, I didn‘t feel much of anything. My body had gone completely numb, falling into autopilot responses as I struggled to come to terms with what Cai had just told me. 

He found his mate. 

But he was only nineteen. He shouldn‘t have found her so soon. 

‘Caius knight dies at the age of twenty–one with no Luna, mate or child‘. That was the future for Cail had known. Yet somehow this timeline had changed enough that he had met her earlier. It was a cruel slap in the face as reality reminded me, once more, that it would refuse to ever let me be happy. Even for just the few years I thought I might have had with him. 

“Caitlyn,” he replied awkwardly. “She seems... nice. Sweet.” 

‘Nice? Really? That was the best he could say about the woman who was supposedly his other half? His soul mate? 

I wanted to ask him how they met but a part of me couldn‘t bear to hear any more details. Knowing her name would be enough. 

“Aria,” he said, tilting my chin up to look at him, to meet his golden eyes. “It doesn‘t change anything for m e... I still want to be with you.” 

Instantly, my body tensed, the gears in my head finally starting to kick back into reality. His words managed to trigger a pain inside me that I was all too familiar with, something I had tried so hard to push t o the furthest part of my mind. It was almost exactly like it was in the past. 

...Except I wasn‘t the girl being abandoned by her mate anymore. 

No, now I was being set up to become Thea. 1 

“No,” I said flatly, grabbing the keys and dagger by my side to leave. “No, I‘m not doing this.” 

“Aria, wait. Talk to me.” 

I stood up and started to walk towards the car but Cai quickly rushed to stand in my way. 

“Aria, please. Can we just talk about this for a second?” 

“No, this was dumb from the beginning,” I said. “And I‘m not just referring to us. I mean this whole plan for my escape too. It‘s rushed and clumsy.” 

“We‘ve got everything sorted. We‘ll get you back to the Silver Lake and take care of you.” 

There it was again. No insinuation of moving me, no mention of Iris or the rebellion. As if he thought everyone wasn‘t going to just assume that the Silver Lake was the first place I‘d go. 

“Tell me, Cai, what exactly was the plan? Do you even have one?” I asked, folding my arms over my chest. “I was under the impression you were working with Iris for this but I‘m quickly realising that maybe that‘s not the case.” 

He frowned. “Why would I be in contact with Iris for this? I haven‘t seen her since last year.” 

A cynical laugh escaped my lips. “This is actually ridiculous. The first place Tytus is going to look is the Silver Lake, especially once Aleric is forced to confess that info. Then we‘re back to square one; avoiding a war between two territories because of me.” 

Lilapler Seventy Two 

“Then we‘ll move you,” he argued. “We can go somewhere else until it‘s safe.” 

“Just the three of us, yeah?” I snapped back snarkily. “You, me, and Caitlyn?” 

never touched me tonight knowing he had someone bonded to him. I was too familiar with the anguish of seeing your

figure it out myself. Go home, Cai,” I said, stepping past him to

or desperation, I felt as Cai then grabbed my wrist and tried to pull me

a possibility and I had already accepted that. No, I was pissed because

this exact situation already

me, my

still managed to quickly bring the dagger up

me,”

swat my hand away without any

wouldn‘t,” he said, his eyes flicking back and forth

Maybe his words had meant to come off as appealing to the side of me that still cared for him, but now they only came off as though he

instantly, my hand tightened

do it?” I asked him, my eyes narrowing

right. There was no way I would actually do it and he was trying to call that bluff. But in that moment, I

to serve that torture upon another young girl, to repeat that cycle... the very fact he could even ask that of me made me feel sick. It made me regret so many of my actions and question why I had let things

was actually capable of, something he was

from. Never forget why

but I didn‘t wait. With my spare hand, I grabbed at his shirt and pulled his torso down so I could speak directly into

I whispered. “You shouldn‘t test someone who has killed more people than

are you

Caius Knight, Alpha of the Silver Lake. Our packs were

look him in the eye. “Because of me,” I

chest as I confessed the words! never wanted him to hear. “... I did it for my family‘s honour... I

the attention he had so brutally deprived me olu! That was what your life was wortii, Cai. That is why I killed you. For

hanging in the open as he

to hear this. To realise the full gravity of who I really was. I needed him to understand that he didn‘t really have feelings for me, just a version of me I‘d let him see. Not some young, tormented girl he met in high school... but a killer. Someone who had wiped more territories

too weak to go through with it; to sever that tie that had become a lifeline for me. Cai had

just that; a dream. An illusion. And it was time to wake up and acknowledge that this wasn‘t a fantasy, that being with him was always something that was never

was time for us to let go of that delusion and

to move the dagger away.

and push me away already. He could have overpowered me within seconds without any effort

so I pressed the knife in further, trying to prove my point. Because, even though I didn‘t want to, needed him to at least believe I would, to take me seriously,

you want to make it two for

let his hand fall back to his side, acknowledging that there was nothing he could do to change the

yet searching his face, I couldn‘t help but wonder how incredibly naive it was of him to still look at m e with those eyes. As if I hadn‘t just confessed to murdering him. As if a part of

confirmation that I didn‘t want to be involved with him anymore; even though a part of my mind was still screaming at me to take it all back, to find a way to still be with him...

away from him, taking a

finally betraying my exhaustion. “Go home and be an honourable

I left.

car, the key in

I just drove. Without a destination, into

Chapter Seventy–Two 

second. 

to the pain just yet... because I

the aching inside, I

to the mercy of the world... and Tytus. There was no safety for me. Not really. Maybe if I could get in contact with Iris I could try and find

with Iris, one person who I could trust my life and whereabouts with... and it was the same person I had just threatened with

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