Chapter Seventy–Two 

“...What‘s her name?” I found myself asking politely, though I didn‘t really feel present. 

Truthfully, I didn‘t feel much of anything. My body had gone completely numb, falling into autopilot responses as I struggled to come to terms with what Cai had just told me. 

He found his mate. 

But he was only nineteen. He shouldn‘t have found her so soon. 

‘Caius knight dies at the age of twenty–one with no Luna, mate or child‘. That was the future for Cail had known. Yet somehow this timeline had changed enough that he had met her earlier. It was a cruel slap in the face as reality reminded me, once more, that it would refuse to ever let me be happy. Even for just the few years I thought I might have had with him. 

“Caitlyn,” he replied awkwardly. “She seems... nice. Sweet.” 

‘Nice? Really? That was the best he could say about the woman who was supposedly his other half? His soul mate? 

I wanted to ask him how they met but a part of me couldn‘t bear to hear any more details. Knowing her name would be enough. 

Aria,” he said, tilting my chin up to look at him, to meet his golden eyes. “It doesn‘t change anything for m e... I still want to be with you.” 

Instantly, my body tensed, the gears in my head finally starting to kick back into reality. His words managed to trigger a pain inside me that I was all too familiar with, something I had tried so hard to push t o the furthest part of my mind. It was almost exactly like it was in the past. 

...Except I wasn‘t the girl being abandoned by her mate anymore. 

No, now I was being set up to become Thea. 1 

“No,” I said flatly, grabbing the keys and dagger by my side to leave. “No, I‘m not doing this.” 

Aria, wait. Talk to me.” 

I stood up and started to walk towards the car but Cai quickly rushed to stand in my way

Aria, please. Can we just talk about this for a second?” 

“No, this was dumb from the beginning,” I said. “And I‘m not just referring to us. I mean this whole plan for my escape too. It‘s rushed and clumsy.” 

“We‘ve got everything sorted. We‘ll get you back to the Silver Lake and take care of you.” 

There it was again. No insinuation of moving me, no mention of Iris or the rebellion. As if he thought everyone wasn‘t going to just assume that the Silver Lake was the first place I‘d go. 

“Tell me, Cai, what exactly was the plan? Do you even have one?” I asked, folding my arms over my chest. “I was under the impression you were working with Iris for this but I‘m quickly realising that maybe that‘s not the case.” 

He frowned. “Why would I be in contact with Iris for this? I haven‘t seen her since last year.” 

A cynical laugh escaped my lips. “This is actually ridiculous. The first place Tytus is going to look is the Silver Lake, especially once Aleric is forced to confess that info. Then we‘re back to square one; avoiding a war between two territories because of me.” 

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“Then we‘ll move you,” he argued. “We can go somewhere else until it‘s safe.” 

“Just the three of us, yeah?” I snapped back snarkily. “You, me, and Caitlyn?” 

bad. He should have never touched me tonight knowing he had someone bonded to him. I was too

it out myself. Go home, Cai,” I said, stepping past

desperation, I felt as Cai then grabbed my wrist and tried to pull me to face him once more.

and I had already accepted that. No, I was pissed because he still had the audacity to look at me and tell me that he wanted me, knowing someone was waiting for him, knowing my history and how

exact situation already once.

to grab me, my instincts got the better

quickly bring the dagger up and

touch me,” I

went wide in surprise but I didn‘t waver. In truth, we both knew he could very easily swat my hand away without any issue whatsoever, but the sentiment was now there. The intention was clear. This was

flicking back and forth from my face to the

challenge. Maybe his words had meant to come off as appealing to the side of me that still cared for him, but now they only came off as though

my hand tightened on the blade.

it?” I asked him, my eyes narrowing with

and he was trying to call that bluff. But in that moment, I sure as hell didn‘t feel like

feel sick. It made me regret so

a reminder of who I really was, what I was actually capable of, something he was apparently still

where I came from. Never forget

but I didn‘t wait. With my spare hand, I grabbed at his shirt and pulled his torso down so I could speak directly into his

done it before,” I whispered. “You shouldn‘t test someone who has killed more people

...What are you talking about?”

You see, I knew you in the past, Caius Knight, Alpha of the Silver Lake. Our packs were at war

so I could look him in the eye. “Because of me,” I said.

in my chest as I confessed the words! never wanted him to hear. “... I did it for my family‘s honour... I did it to make

had so brutally deprived me olu! That was what your life was wortii, Cai. That

words hanging in the open as he slowly took it all

the full gravity of who I really was. I needed him to understand that he didn‘t really have feelings for me, just a version of me I‘d let him see. Not some young, tormented girl he met in high school... but a killer. Someone

with it; to sever that tie that had become a lifeline for me. Cai had become a symbol in my head of what I had always

this wasn‘t a fantasy,

of that delusion and

to move the dagger away.

so typical of him to not just force it out of my hand and push me away already. He could have overpowered me within seconds without any effort on his part... but he was trying not to

needed him to at least

want to make it two for two?” I asked darkly.

back to his side, acknowledging that there was nothing he

face, I couldn‘t help but wonder how incredibly naive it was of him to still look at m e with those eyes. As if I hadn‘t just confessed to murdering him. As if a part of him actually still wanted

smart enough to realise that he should let m e go. Or at least take this as my confirmation that I didn‘t want to be involved with him anymore; even though a part of my mind was still screaming at me to

quickly pulled away from him, taking a few steps backwards

Cai,” I said, my voice finally betraying my exhaustion. “Go home and be

I left.

in the

likely the wrong choice. And so I just drove. Without a destination, into the dark, and with my eyes threatening to overflow with

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second. 

time to relax or give in to the pain just yet... because I needed to

my best to compartmentalise the aching inside, I

to the mercy of the world... and Tytus. There was no safety for me. Not really. Maybe if I could get in contact with Iris I could try and find a way into the network she had spoken

issue was that I knew of only one person, outside of the Winter Mist, who was in contact with Iris, one person who I could trust

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