A Gift from the Goddess

Chapter 72

Chapter Seventy–Two 

“...What‘s her name?” I found myself asking politely, though I didn‘t really feel present. 

Truthfully, I didn‘t feel much of anything. My body had gone completely numb, falling into autopilot responses as I struggled to come to terms with what Cai had just told me. 

He found his mate. 

But he was only nineteen. He shouldn‘t have found her so soon. 

‘Caius knight dies at the age of twenty–one with no Luna, mate or child‘. That was the future for Cail had known. Yet somehow this timeline had changed enough that he had met her earlier. It was a cruel slap in the face as reality reminded me, once more, that it would refuse to ever let me be happy. Even for just the few years I thought I might have had with him. 

“Caitlyn,” he replied awkwardly. “She seems... nice. Sweet.” 

‘Nice? Really? That was the best he could say about the woman who was supposedly his other half? His soul mate? 

I wanted to ask him how they met but a part of me couldn‘t bear to hear any more details. Knowing her name would be enough. 

“Aria,” he said, tilting my chin up to look at him, to meet his golden eyes. “It doesn‘t change anything for m e... I still want to be with you.” 

Instantly, my body tensed, the gears in my head finally starting to kick back into reality. His words managed to trigger a pain inside me that I was all too familiar with, something I had tried so hard to push t o the furthest part of my mind. It was almost exactly like it was in the past. 

...Except I wasn‘t the girl being abandoned by her mate anymore. 

No, now I was being set up to become Thea. 1 

“No,” I said flatly, grabbing the keys and dagger by my side to leave. “No, I‘m not doing this.” 

“Aria, wait. Talk to me.” 

I stood up and started to walk towards the car but Cai quickly rushed to stand in my way. 

“Aria, please. Can we just talk about this for a second?” 

“No, this was dumb from the beginning,” I said. “And I‘m not just referring to us. I mean this whole plan for my escape too. It‘s rushed and clumsy.” 

“We‘ve got everything sorted. We‘ll get you back to the Silver Lake and take care of you.” 

There it was again. No insinuation of moving me, no mention of Iris or the rebellion. As if he thought everyone wasn‘t going to just assume that the Silver Lake was the first place I‘d go. 

“Tell me, Cai, what exactly was the plan? Do you even have one?” I asked, folding my arms over my chest. “I was under the impression you were working with Iris for this but I‘m quickly realising that maybe that‘s not the case.” 

He frowned. “Why would I be in contact with Iris for this? I haven‘t seen her since last year.” 

A cynical laugh escaped my lips. “This is actually ridiculous. The first place Tytus is going to look is the Silver Lake, especially once Aleric is forced to confess that info. Then we‘re back to square one; avoiding a war between two territories because of me.” 

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“Then we‘ll move you,” he argued. “We can go somewhere else until it‘s safe.” 

“Just the three of us, yeah?” I snapped back snarkily. “You, me, and Caitlyn?” 

with pain but I didn‘t feel bad. He should have never touched me tonight knowing he had someone bonded to him. I was too familiar

out myself. Go home, Cai,” I said,

as Cai then grabbed my wrist and tried to pull me

was angry. No, I was pissed. Not because he had a mate; that was always going to be a possibility and I had already accepted that. No, I was pissed because he still had the audacity to

situation already once.

he reached out to grab me,

quickly bring the dagger up and hold it up t o his throat.

touch me,” I

could very easily swat my hand away without any issue whatsoever, but the

flicking back and forth from my

words had meant to come off as appealing to the side of me that still cared for him, but now they only came off as though he wanted to test

tightened on

my eyes narrowing with the threat. “You‘re so

There was no way I would actually do it and he was trying to call that bluff. But in that moment, I sure as hell

upon another young girl, to repeat that cycle... the very fact he could even ask that of me made me feel sick.

really was, what I was actually capable

came from. Never

in confusion but I didn‘t wait. With my spare hand, I grabbed at his shirt and pulled his

I‘ve done it before,” I whispered. “You shouldn‘t test someone who has killed more people than you

you

past, Caius Knight, Alpha of the Silver Lake. Our packs were at war for months, neither one gaining the upper hand... and then you died. At the age of twenty-one, you died alone. No mate. No children. And

pulled my lace away just enough so I could look him in the eye. “Because of me,” I said. “I was your dooth. I killed you. I did it for my

confessed the words! never wanted him to hear. “... I did

deprived me olu! That was what your life was wortii, Cai.

words hanging in the

feelings for me, just a version of me I‘d let him see. Not some young, tormented girl he met in high school... but a killer. Someone who had wiped more territories off

time ago. But had been too weak to go through with it; to sever that tie that had become a lifeline for me. Cai had become a symbol

that; a dream. An illusion. And it was time to wake up and acknowledge that this wasn‘t a fantasy, that being with him was always something that was never going to end well. Because now look at

of that delusion

gently trying to move the dagger away.

so typical of him to not just force it out of my hand and push me away already. He could have overpowered me within seconds without any effort on his part... but he was trying not to hurt me, Somehow

him to at least believe I would, to take me

two for two?” I

that there was nothing he could

was of him to still look at m e with those eyes. As if I hadn‘t just confessed to murdering him. As if a part

to realise that he should let m e go. Or at least take this as my confirmation that I didn‘t want to be involved with him anymore; even though a part of my mind was still screaming at me to take it all back, to find a way to still be with him... t

taking a few steps backwards to create some distance.

said, my voice finally betraying my exhaustion. “Go home and be an honourable man

then I

key in the ignition, and I left.

yet I realised that all paths ahead were likely the wrong choice. And so I just drove. Without a destination, into the dark, and with my eyes threatening to overflow with

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second. 

or give in to the

best to compartmentalise the aching inside,

risking my life once more to the mercy of assassins and Tytus, yet to run away meant risking my life to the mercy of the world... and Tytus. There was no safety for me. Not really. Maybe if I could get in contact with Iris I could

was that I knew of only one person, outside of the Winter Mist, who was in contact with Iris, one person who

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