A Gift from the Goddess

Chapter 72

Chapter Seventy–Two 

“...What‘s her name?” I found myself asking politely, though I didn‘t really feel present. 

Truthfully, I didn‘t feel much of anything. My body had gone completely numb, falling into autopilot responses as I struggled to come to terms with what Cai had just told me. 

He found his mate. 

But he was only nineteen. He shouldn‘t have found her so soon. 

‘Caius knight dies at the age of twenty–one with no Luna, mate or child‘. That was the future for Cail had known. Yet somehow this timeline had changed enough that he had met her earlier. It was a cruel slap in the face as reality reminded me, once more, that it would refuse to ever let me be happy. Even for just the few years I thought I might have had with him. 

“Caitlyn,” he replied awkwardly. “She seems... nice. Sweet.” 

‘Nice? Really? That was the best he could say about the woman who was supposedly his other half? His soul mate? 

I wanted to ask him how they met but a part of me couldn‘t bear to hear any more details. Knowing her name would be enough. 

“Aria,” he said, tilting my chin up to look at him, to meet his golden eyes. “It doesn‘t change anything for m e... I still want to be with you.” 

Instantly, my body tensed, the gears in my head finally starting to kick back into reality. His words managed to trigger a pain inside me that I was all too familiar with, something I had tried so hard to push t o the furthest part of my mind. It was almost exactly like it was in the past. 

...Except I wasn‘t the girl being abandoned by her mate anymore. 

No, now I was being set up to become Thea. 1 

“No,” I said flatly, grabbing the keys and dagger by my side to leave. “No, I‘m not doing this.” 

“Aria, wait. Talk to me.” 

I stood up and started to walk towards the car but Cai quickly rushed to stand in my way. 

“Aria, please. Can we just talk about this for a second?” 

“No, this was dumb from the beginning,” I said. “And I‘m not just referring to us. I mean this whole plan for my escape too. It‘s rushed and clumsy.” 

“We‘ve got everything sorted. We‘ll get you back to the Silver Lake and take care of you.” 

There it was again. No insinuation of moving me, no mention of Iris or the rebellion. As if he thought everyone wasn‘t going to just assume that the Silver Lake was the first place I‘d go. 

“Tell me, Cai, what exactly was the plan? Do you even have one?” I asked, folding my arms over my chest. “I was under the impression you were working with Iris for this but I‘m quickly realising that maybe that‘s not the case.” 

He frowned. “Why would I be in contact with Iris for this? I haven‘t seen her since last year.” 

A cynical laugh escaped my lips. “This is actually ridiculous. The first place Tytus is going to look is the Silver Lake, especially once Aleric is forced to confess that info. Then we‘re back to square one; avoiding a war between two territories because of me.” 

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“Then we‘ll move you,” he argued. “We can go somewhere else until it‘s safe.” 

“Just the three of us, yeah?” I snapped back snarkily. “You, me, and Caitlyn?” 

me tonight knowing he had someone bonded to him. I was too familiar with the anguish

home, Cai,” I said, stepping past

desperation, I felt as Cai then grabbed my wrist and tried to pull me to face

already accepted that. No, I was pissed because he still had the audacity to look at

exact situation already once.

he reached out to grab me, my instincts got the better

my Beta heir days, I still managed to quickly bring the dagger up and hold it up t o

me,” I growled.

both knew he could very easily swat my hand away without any issue whatsoever, but the sentiment was now there. The intention was clear. This was my message to

and forth from my face to the

still cared for him, but now they only came off as though he wanted to test that loyalty.

my hand tightened on the blade.

asked him, my eyes narrowing with the threat.

do it and he was trying to call that bluff. But in

serve that torture upon another young girl, to repeat that cycle... the very fact he could even ask that of me made me feel sick. It made me regret

what I was actually capable of, something he was apparently still

I came from. Never forget why

spare hand, I grabbed at his shirt and pulled his torso down so I could

whispered. “You shouldn‘t test someone who has killed more people than you have.”

...What are you talking about?”

away. But do you want to know the truth? The real truth? You see, I knew you in the past, Caius Knight, Alpha of the Silver Lake. Our packs were

eye. “Because of me,” I said. “I was your dooth. I killed you. I

confessed the words! never wanted him to hear. “... I did it for my family‘s honour... I did it to make up for my own failures as a

of the attention he had so brutally deprived me olu! That was

remained still as neither of us spoke, just my words hanging in the open

of who I really was. I needed him to understand that he didn‘t really have feelings for me, just a version of me I‘d let him see. Not some young, tormented girl he met in high school... but a killer. Someone who had wiped more territories off the map just from within her own quarters, than he had ever visited from his entire time

go through with it; to sever that tie that had become a lifeline for me. Cai had become a symbol in my head of what I had always

And it was time to wake up and acknowledge that this wasn‘t a fantasy, that being with him was always something that was never going to end well. Because now

let go of that delusion and prevent a cycle from repeating.

trying to move the dagger

without any effort on his part... but he was trying not to hurt me, Somehow after

the knife in further, trying to prove my point. Because, even though I didn‘t want to, needed him to at least believe I would, to

two for two?” I

back to his side, acknowledging that

of him to still look at m e with those eyes. As if I hadn‘t just confessed to

go. Or at least take this as my confirmation that I didn‘t want to be involved with him anymore; even though a part of my mind was still screaming at me to take it all back, to find a way to still be

from him, taking a few steps backwards to create

betraying my exhaustion. “Go home and be

then I

in the ignition, and I left.

And so I just drove. Without a destination, into the dark, and with my eyes threatening to overflow with tears at any

Chapter Seventy–Two 

second. 

time to relax or give in to the pain

so, doing my best to compartmentalise the aching inside, I tried to focus on what to do now.

the world... and Tytus. There was no safety for me. Not

was that I knew of only one person, outside of the Winter Mist, who was in contact with Iris, one person who I could trust my life and

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