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“...What‘s her name?” I found myself asking politely, though I didn‘t really feel present. 

Truthfully, I didn‘t feel much of anything. My body had gone completely numb, falling into autopilot responses as I struggled to come to terms with what Cai had just told me. 

He found his mate. 

But he was only nineteen. He shouldn‘t have found her so soon. 

‘Caius knight dies at the age of twenty–one with no Luna, mate or child‘. That was the future for Cail had known. Yet somehow this timeline had changed enough that he had met her earlier. It was a cruel slap in the face as reality reminded me, once more, that it would refuse to ever let me be happy. Even for just the few years I thought I might have had with him. 

“Caitlyn,” he replied awkwardly. “She seems... nice. Sweet.” 

‘Nice? Really? That was the best he could say about the woman who was supposedly his other half? His soul mate? 

I wanted to ask him how they met but a part of me couldn‘t bear to hear any more details. Knowing her name would be enough. 

Aria,” he said, tilting my chin up to look at him, to meet his golden eyes. “It doesn‘t change anything for m e... I still want to be with you.” 

Instantly, my body tensed, the gears in my head finally starting to kick back into reality. His words managed to trigger a pain inside me that I was all too familiar with, something I had tried so hard to push t o the furthest part of my mind. It was almost exactly like it was in the past. 

...Except I wasn‘t the girl being abandoned by her mate anymore. 

No, now I was being set up to become Thea. 1 

“No,” I said flatly, grabbing the keys and dagger by my side to leave. “No, I‘m not doing this.” 

Aria, wait. Talk to me.” 

I stood up and started to walk towards the car but Cai quickly rushed to stand in my way

Aria, please. Can we just talk about this for a second?” 

“No, this was dumb from the beginning,” I said. “And I‘m not just referring to us. I mean this whole plan for my escape too. It‘s rushed and clumsy.” 

“We‘ve got everything sorted. We‘ll get you back to the Silver Lake and take care of you.” 

There it was again. No insinuation of moving me, no mention of Iris or the rebellion. As if he thought everyone wasn‘t going to just assume that the Silver Lake was the first place I‘d go. 

“Tell me, Cai, what exactly was the plan? Do you even have one?” I asked, folding my arms over my chest. “I was under the impression you were working with Iris for this but I‘m quickly realising that maybe that‘s not the case.” 

He frowned. “Why would I be in contact with Iris for this? I haven‘t seen her since last year.” 

A cynical laugh escaped my lips. “This is actually ridiculous. The first place Tytus is going to look is the Silver Lake, especially once Aleric is forced to confess that info. Then we‘re back to square one; avoiding a war between two territories because of me.” 

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“Then we‘ll move you,” he argued. “We can go somewhere else until it‘s safe.” 

“Just the three of us, yeah?” I snapped back snarkily. “You, me, and Caitlyn?” 

with pain but I didn‘t feel bad. He should have never touched me tonight knowing he had someone bonded

out myself. Go home, Cai,” I said, stepping past him to continue walking to the car.

or desperation, I felt as Cai then grabbed my wrist and tried to pull

a mate; that was always going to be a possibility and I had already accepted that. No, I was pissed because he still had the audacity to look at me and tell me that

situation already

grab me, my instincts

I still managed to quickly bring the dagger up and hold

me,”

wide in surprise but I didn‘t waver. In truth, we both knew he could very easily swat my hand away without any issue whatsoever, but the sentiment

eyes flicking back and forth

meant to come off as appealing to the side of me that still cared

my hand tightened on

my

he was trying to call that

me feel sick. It made me regret so many of my actions and question why I had let things even get this

was actually capable of, something he was apparently still blissfully

forget where I came from. Never forget

wait. With my spare hand, I grabbed at his shirt and pulled his torso down so

test someone who has killed more people than

are you talking

of the Silver Lake. Our packs were at war for months, neither one gaining the upper hand... and then

could look him in the eye. “Because of me,” I said. “I was your dooth. I killed you. I did it for my

confessed the words! never wanted him to hear. “... I did it for my family‘s honour... I did it to make up for my own

the attention he had so brutally deprived me olu! That

of us spoke, just my words hanging in the open as he

version of me I‘d let him see. Not some young, tormented girl he met in high school... but a killer. Someone who had wiped more territories off the map just from within her own quarters, than he had ever visited

tie that had become a lifeline for me. Cai had become a symbol in my head of what I had always hoped my life would become. The dream of a perfect future with someone I could love.

up and acknowledge that this wasn‘t a fantasy, that being with him was always something that was never going

go of that delusion

he said, gently trying to move the dagger

me within seconds without any effort on his part... but he was trying not to hurt me, Somehow after everything I said, he was still acting as

to at least believe I would, to take me seriously, and

want to make it two for two?” I

side, acknowledging that there was nothing he could do to change the situation.

wonder how incredibly naive it was of him to still look at m e with those eyes. As if I hadn‘t just confessed to murdering him. As if a part of him actually still wanted t o

damage was done, I knew that. He would be at least smart enough to realise that he should let m e go. Or at least take this as my confirmation that I didn‘t want to be involved with him anymore; even though a part of my mind was still screaming at me to take it all back, to find a way to still be with

him, taking a few steps backwards to create some

Cai,” I said, my voice finally betraying my exhaustion. “Go home and be an honourable man to

then I

the car, the key in the

paths ahead were likely the wrong choice. And so I just drove. Without a destination, into the dark, and with my eyes threatening to overflow with tears at any

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second. 

relax or give in to the pain just yet...

my best to compartmentalise the aching inside, I tried to focus on what

to the mercy of the world... and Tytus. There was

the Winter Mist, who was in contact with Iris, one person who I

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