Chapter Seventy–Three
“... What the fuck are you doing back here?” Aleric asked.
He stood in my doorway, arms crossed, staring at me like I was insane.
But I didn‘t care. My mind was made up. There was no way I was going to have this conversation tonight.
“No,” I answered flatly.
“No‘?”
“No, I‘m not doing this now,” I clarified. “I‘m too tired. We can talk later.”
I rolled onto my side, facing away from him, and pulled the blanket up over my shoulder. Maybe if I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep, he would just leave on his own accord.
“Aria, you need to tell me what‘s going on,” he pressed. “Joseph told me you came back over the border and I thought he was joking until I caught your scent by the stairs. Did something happen? Were you caught?”
“No,” I mumbled, repeating myself once more.
“Stop that. Regardless of how tired you are, this is more important. I need to know if something went wrong.”
I groaned out in frustration but reluctantly sat up, my head immediately pulsing with a migraine.*
“Nothing went wrong, Aleric. Just let it go.”
“Obviously something went wrong or you wouldn‘t be here.”
He was getting angry at me and it was only making me more irritated that we were actually having this conversation.
“Fine then,” I snapped back, turning to look at him. “You want to know what went wrong? The entire thing. The whole plan. How stupid do you think Tytus is that he wouldn‘t find out that you were planning to hide me in the Silver Lake?”
His eyes widened a little in surprise. “You’re joking, right? Cai didn‘t organise to move you somewhere else?”
‘More like didn‘t want to move me somewhere else,‘ I thought, recalling our earlier exchange. And that was only after finding out about Caitlyn.
“Evidently not,” I answered, not wanting to elaborate further on the other reasons I‘d returned.
“So... what? You‘re just going to come back here and pretend everything is normal? That you didn‘t almost get killed here? After risking everything to get you out?”
“I don‘t know, Aleric!” I yelled back. “I don‘t know, okay? I don‘t know what to do about me, or Tytus, or Cai ... and I *especially don‘t know what to do about you.”
He paused, frowning. “...About me?”
Ah, fuck. I’d said too much.
“Wait, are you angry at me because of what I told you in the car?” he asked, piecing together my silence.
I rubbed my eyes, hoping that this was just a bad dream.“...No.”
But I didn‘t sound very convincing.
Chapler Seventy–Three
“Seriously? How is that fair on me? You were the one who was angry at me for originally not telling you.”
That did
final piece inside me that still cared about what he would think once
talk about ‘fair‘, Aleric? What you said in that car was not fair– not fair to me. In fact, it was the cruellest thing anyone has ever said to me throughout
you say ‘lives‘?”
said, waving a hand towards him. “This version of you who is so goddamn unpredictable that I feel as though everything I learnt the first time around is completely useless. That it was meaningless. That I went through years of hell, living
s that fair?”
the fuck are you talking
at you as if you were a monster. Because i n my eyes you were, Aleric. You were my torturer, my abuser, and you would
“Aria–.”
Anything that was within m y power to give, I gave it to you. You wanted the world to kneel before you? I gave you the path to do it. You wanted my heart, my soul and complete servitude? I gave it to you. I
this room with nothing but an attendant who in the
you. I did it so that maybe you would love me... so that maybe you would just look at me, Aleric.”
JOU
I did. I worked hard to stop the same future from happening, to stop myself from
You‘re saying I apparently rejected you?
lips, realising I‘d forgotten the best part.
said, a smile slowly creeping onto my face. “You see, to be reborn, you don‘t just get plucked out of thin air by Selene and sent back. No, no… you have to die first, Aleric. I died. And guess
his face quickly starting to pale, and my smile only grew despite my
answered. “It was yours, Aleric. It was you who believed Thea over me, you who convicted me o f crimes I never committed, and you who held the sword as it came crashing down, slicing through my neck at the trial grounds. You killed me, Aleric. You killed me once I was no longer of any use
Chapter Seventy Theo
you put me
to speak but no words came out. Instead, he just looked at me, his eyes full of
at my hands which were now balled into fists, tightened around the blanket beneath me, and watched as my
dictate what‘s unfair this time...,” I choked out slowly. “And you don‘t get to
me but, even once he kneeled down to eye level, I still refused to raise m
me,” he said.
shook my head, wiping at
me,” he repeated.
me but I just shook my head once more.
“Aria, look.”
and raised my head up to finally meet his gaze, to
will make what happened to you okay,” he said, his expression serious. “Because the reality is... it‘s not okay. And I can apologise for those things if you want, to say that I‘m sorry but, at the end of the day, even if I did, it wouldn‘t mean anything. Yes, I‘m sorry that those things happened to you, but I can‘t
did.”
young,” I whispered. “You have time to
my chin out of his grasp and looked back down at my
When have I, m e personally, ever hurt you, Aria? When have I ever given you a reason to not trust me? It‘s true that there i s nothing I can say to make right what happened to you, but I hope that my actions over these last few years have
he was
never going to get my sincere apology. And the things that I went through were never going to be okay. Because the person I needed to
front of me had never given me a reason to not trust him. In fact, he had proven to me time and time again that I could. And yet I still refused to let myself give in. On even the small chance that things turned bad once more, I
you want me to be,” || said, moving away from him. “I can‘t become a Luna again, always living in your shadow and hoping
nupied scrantyce
you to sit back passively i in the shadows as a Luna anyway. I just want you to help me make this pack
still sounded basically the same as what
me for the rest of your life if you want, but I would rather we work together than end up divided in a civil war for power, something that benefits neither us nor the pack. I‘m not so naive as to assume you haven‘t at
I‘d had this exact conversation with this but had turned her down knowing the impact it would have on Aleric. At the time, I couldn‘t risk tarnishing our current relationship for fear it would lead to the very doom I was trying to
it was clear now.
true then this was
ever expected to hear from his mouth This would mean no Alpha commanding servitude from a Luna But more like split Alphas working together towards a common cause
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