Chapter 123 – Rogue Attacks
Sinclair
After Ella shared her story with me, we spent a long time just kissing and cuddling,
talking through our feelings and reaffirming our love. Still, Ella wasn’t entirely soothed.
I could tell she was still beating herself up about her panic attack, no matter how many
times I promised her it was all right
I just want to be able to give you what you need.
Ella moans after a while, sounding as miserable ass ever.
“I don’t need to tie you up, baby. I promise, wondering if I’ll ever be able to convince
her that she’s enough for me exactly as she is. “There are plenty of other things we
can do.”
“But the idea of being tied up with you doesn’t frighten me.” Ella confesses, surprising
me. “I think it was just the way you asked. Because it wasn’t about you and me, it was
about what had been done to me in the past.
I frown, unsure if she’s being completely forthright. “That’s possible.” I agree. “But the
chances are that if the question was that upsetting, feeling it would be worse.”
“Not if I know it’s coming, and not if I’m handcuffed or something. The straps on a
medical table are different.” Ella argues. “I’m not saying I want to try it right this
second or when you’re really stressed. It would probably be better when things are
calmer so that if I do panic it doesn’t ruin everything, but I think I would like to try
sometime.”
“You really don’t have to, Ella.” I assure her “Not for my sake. It should be fun for both
of us, not something you have to endure.”
“I’m not just saying it for you Ella insists. “I don’t like thinking that they still have so
much power over me. Maybe if I can get over that fear by replacing the bad memories
with some good ones I can take my power back.”
I narrow my eyes at the little minx, wondering if this is another tactic to convince me.
Ella knows I’d do anything to help her, and it would certainly be clever to turn the
tables on me this way.
into her shining eyes, I see only
running my
to think you’re just humoring
baby.”
and giving me
“I don’t know if it’s my wolf coming
that passes, the more I find myself craving
her mouth, and I’m relieved
emotion of the last hour is starting to fade in
confirm with a grin, sliding
running my thumbs over the tight buds at their center. Ella
hands, delightfully sensitive
sex friend, and you just needed time
that part of
dropping her gaze for a moment before looking back up at me
she’s just realized something. “Do you
I was confused because I felt like a
always meant to be, and it just hadn’t been safe for me
of my shell
help to recall our food fight. “As
I was full of
muses, sliding her arms around my neck. “My
you even before I knew she
you saying I’m right now too, and you are a sex friend?” I joke, beyond
laugh meets my
Ella grins, making my inner
“
to worry about getting my dominance, trouble.”
forward for a kiss. “You know exactly how to bring it out”I nip
her mouth again, the passion always simmering
to a sudden boil. I’m already fantasizing
for us both without losing the stranglehold I’m keeping
instincts.
crashes open
before I see him, which is the only reason I
Simply pull my mouth lips from Ella’s, my wolf going
way it must be an emergency. Ella yelps when my Beta stalks
in my neck, almost as though
see her if she can’t see him. I offer her a soft
second-in command with instant anxiety,
nervously at Ella, but I nod for him to continue.
an urgent warning. Apparently a coalition of
on Moon Valley. Their numbers are in the
at us from all sides. This isn’t
you can bet they
reaching for a towel. I
her beneath the bubbles of the deep bath and rising
in exasperation. “We have maybe
reinforcements to our scouts.”
Valley extend for hundreds of miles, we
enough time to re ach our most
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