Accidental Surrogate

Chapter 122

Sinclair

Don’t shift, don’t shift, don’t shift. I think manically Ella needs you.

Listening to Ella recount her childhood always makes me furious, but this time is

worse than all the others. I’ve suspected that Ella suffered terrible traumas for some

time now, but before this night l’d been able to pacify my outrage with the hope that

I’m wrong.

No longer.

As Ella speaks, I wonder how she could ever imagine herself weak. I can’t even stand

to listen to her story, but she actually lived it. She sacrificed herself for her sister, and

she survived things I can only imagine

“When the matron realized it was me, she smiled so cruelly that my stomach turnedshe was only too glad to take, me instead of Cora.” Ella continues, shuddering with

the memory. Her unease gives my wolf the push he needed to put aside his own rage

and comfort her. I finally manage a weak purr, and Ella presses her nose to my chest,

breathing in my scent.

“She took me to her own room and put me in her bed, and then she got in with me

and.. started touching me in ways I didn’t like or understand.

She made me touch her too, and she never stopped talking She told me how pretty I

was over and over, and kept asking me if I liked it. I said no, but she just insisted that

this was a special, secret game I was lucky to play. She said everything I was feeling

might be confusing, but it was good and right and natural. She said it took practice,

but that we’d have plenty of time.. Afterwards she took me back to the dorm with a

reminder not to share our secret. Cora asked me what happened but I didn’t know

how to explain.”

“The next day I went to the doctor in residence, and I told him what the matron had

done. I’d never liked him much, but in my heart I knew what had happened was

wrong, and I didn’t know who else to tell. I thought that since it was about my body,

the doctor was the one who could help. There was no such thing as sex ed at the

orphanage and no one else ever talked to us about our bodies. At first I was relieved

to tell someone. The doctor seemed very concerned, and agreed that it sounded

strange.”

he told me that

and stops now, and her

I know she isn’t cold and

yet. “He took off my clothes and put me on

‘now it’s very important that you

to, and if you

cheeks as she quotes the doctor, and it takes

“Then he said, T know

nifty straps to help you.

and strapped me down. and then he

I explained he would touch me exactly how she had,

I didn’t answer, if I cried or objected, he would

demand I tell him”

first minute or so I figured out what he was about, and

if I didn’t speak he would start guessing

on my body. They were

answered. I told him how to hurt

ferocious snarl, and she looks up at

are overflowing, but she offers me a bitter smile and reaches

okay, big bad

becomes a whine, and Ella determinedy forges on. “I

they did those things, but I knew how

again, but

like Cora

no. No, no, no tell me she didn’t!I have a horrible sick

go back in time and whisk Ella away from that horrible

could hurt her.

meant other children would be hurt, which is how

brilliant little mate

child be abused… even if it meant being

stopped hiding at night. I gave myself up so the others wouldn’t be touched..

than I already was, and it was

be destroyed.” Ella shares,

“The matron came almost every night…

ups every few weeks. I hated

and

inflict pain, she

sadist; he loved

escalated over time.” Ella hides her face in my neck as she

I was twelve he r*ped me, and that’s when Cora and I ran away. I

most were more afraid

were of the matron. Luckily they didn’t know

to never confide

clamped so tightly on Ella I’m afraid I must be hurting her, but

doesn’t complain.

have unwound

own eyes, and I can only kiss and caress my sweet

everything she shared.

there? The matron and the doctor?” I finally

hiss.

only live outside

through the first winter, but eventually the

the orphanage. When we got back

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