Accidental Surrogate

Chapter 122

Sinclair

Don’t shift, don’t shift, don’t shift. I think manically Ella needs you.

Listening to Ella recount her childhood always makes me furious, but this time is

worse than all the others. I’ve suspected that Ella suffered terrible traumas for some

time now, but before this night l’d been able to pacify my outrage with the hope that

I’m wrong.

No longer.

As Ella speaks, I wonder how she could ever imagine herself weak. I can’t even stand

to listen to her story, but she actually lived it. She sacrificed herself for her sister, and

she survived things I can only imagine

“When the matron realized it was me, she smiled so cruelly that my stomach turnedshe was only too glad to take, me instead of Cora.” Ella continues, shuddering with

the memory. Her unease gives my wolf the push he needed to put aside his own rage

and comfort her. I finally manage a weak purr, and Ella presses her nose to my chest,

breathing in my scent.

“She took me to her own room and put me in her bed, and then she got in with me

and.. started touching me in ways I didn’t like or understand.

She made me touch her too, and she never stopped talking She told me how pretty I

was over and over, and kept asking me if I liked it. I said no, but she just insisted that

this was a special, secret game I was lucky to play. She said everything I was feeling

might be confusing, but it was good and right and natural. She said it took practice,

but that we’d have plenty of time.. Afterwards she took me back to the dorm with a

reminder not to share our secret. Cora asked me what happened but I didn’t know

how to explain.”

“The next day I went to the doctor in residence, and I told him what the matron had

done. I’d never liked him much, but in my heart I knew what had happened was

wrong, and I didn’t know who else to tell. I thought that since it was about my body,

the doctor was the one who could help. There was no such thing as sex ed at the

orphanage and no one else ever talked to us about our bodies. At first I was relieved

to tell someone. The doctor seemed very concerned, and agreed that it sounded

strange.”

told me that

in starts and stops now, and

around us, so I know she isn’t cold

put me

said, ‘now it’s very important that you be still, Ella. This is a

to, and if

s cheeks as she quotes the doctor, and it takes all

“Then he said, T

so I have these nifty straps to help you. He pulled

the table and strapped me down. and then

when I explained he would touch me

answer, if I cried or objected, he would only do it rougher

demand I tell him”

so I figured out what he was about, and I

but if I didn’t speak he

abuses, always demonstrating them on my body. They were

told him how to hurt me.” Ella is interrupted

she looks up at

overflowing, but she offers me a bitter smile and

jaw. “It’s okay, big bad wolf,

whine, and Ella determinedy forges on. “I was too

did those things, but I knew how it

I never wanted it to happen again, but

Cora

No, no, no tell me she didn’t!I have a horrible

go back in time and whisk Ella away from that horrible

could hurt her.

would have meant other children would

what Ella did. My brave, brilliant little mate would never stand by

if it

myself up so the others

than I already

else to be destroyed.” Ella shares, confirming my fears

explaining her logic. “The matron came almost

check ups every

gentle, and she never tied

she

He was a true sadist;

face in my neck as she concludes

was twelve he r*ped me, and that’s

girls to run with us, but most were more afraid of

of the matron. Luckily they didn’t know about the doctor, and I warned

to

clamped so tightly on Ella I’m afraid

doesn’t complain.

still crying, but her muscles have unwound now that her story is

can only kiss and caress

everything she shared.

matron and the doctor?” I finally

hiss.

could only live outside during the summers,

stay away through the first winter, but eventually

to the

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