Accidental Surrogate

Chapter 122

Sinclair

Don’t shift, don’t shift, don’t shift. I think manically Ella needs you.

Listening to Ella recount her childhood always makes me furious, but this time is

worse than all the others. I’ve suspected that Ella suffered terrible traumas for some

time now, but before this night l’d been able to pacify my outrage with the hope that

I’m wrong.

No longer.

As Ella speaks, I wonder how she could ever imagine herself weak. I can’t even stand

to listen to her story, but she actually lived it. She sacrificed herself for her sister, and

she survived things I can only imagine

“When the matron realized it was me, she smiled so cruelly that my stomach turnedshe was only too glad to take, me instead of Cora.” Ella continues, shuddering with

the memory. Her unease gives my wolf the push he needed to put aside his own rage

and comfort her. I finally manage a weak purr, and Ella presses her nose to my chest,

breathing in my scent.

“She took me to her own room and put me in her bed, and then she got in with me

and.. started touching me in ways I didn’t like or understand.

She made me touch her too, and she never stopped talking She told me how pretty I

was over and over, and kept asking me if I liked it. I said no, but she just insisted that

this was a special, secret game I was lucky to play. She said everything I was feeling

might be confusing, but it was good and right and natural. She said it took practice,

but that we’d have plenty of time.. Afterwards she took me back to the dorm with a

reminder not to share our secret. Cora asked me what happened but I didn’t know

how to explain.”

“The next day I went to the doctor in residence, and I told him what the matron had

done. I’d never liked him much, but in my heart I knew what had happened was

wrong, and I didn’t know who else to tell. I thought that since it was about my body,

the doctor was the one who could help. There was no such thing as sex ed at the

orphanage and no one else ever talked to us about our bodies. At first I was relieved

to tell someone. The doctor seemed very concerned, and agreed that it sounded

strange.”

me that he needed to

and stops now,

us, so I know she isn’t cold and I know the

“He took off my clothes and put me on the exam

important that

than you’re used to, and if you move too much I could hurt

s cheeks as she quotes

he said, T know little girls can have a hard

straps to help you.

the table and strapped me down. and then he asked me exactly what

explained he would

if I cried

demand I tell him”

minute or so I figured out what he was

I didn’t

abuses, always demonstrating them on my body. They were far worse

she’d done.. So I answered. I told him how

she looks up at

overflowing, but she offers me

my jaw. “It’s okay, big bad

becomes a whine, and Ella determinedy forges on. “I was too

things, but I

to happen again, but I was already broken,

girls like Cora who weren’t

have

whisk Ella away from

could hurt her.

other children would be

My brave, brilliant little mate would never stand by

abused… even if

myself up

than I

shares, confirming my fears but

by explaining her logic. “The matron came almost every night… and

for check ups every few weeks. I hated those

matron was sort of gentle, and she never tied me down

to inflict pain, she

doctor was different. He was a true sadist; he loved my fear, loved my pain.

escalated over time.” Ella hides her face in my neck as she concludes her

he r*ped me, and that’s when Cora and I ran away.

but most were

were of the matron. Luckily they didn’t know

stayed behind to

hands are clamped so tightly on Ella I’m

doesn’t complain.

muscles have unwound now that

and I can only kiss

she shared.

The matron and the doctor?” I finally ask, my

hiss.

could only

winter, but eventually the

the orphanage. When we got back

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