Accidental Surrogate

Chapter 122

Sinclair

Don’t shift, don’t shift, don’t shift. I think manically Ella needs you.

Listening to Ella recount her childhood always makes me furious, but this time is

worse than all the others. I’ve suspected that Ella suffered terrible traumas for some

time now, but before this night l’d been able to pacify my outrage with the hope that

I’m wrong.

No longer.

As Ella speaks, I wonder how she could ever imagine herself weak. I can’t even stand

to listen to her story, but she actually lived it. She sacrificed herself for her sister, and

she survived things I can only imagine

“When the matron realized it was me, she smiled so cruelly that my stomach turnedshe was only too glad to take, me instead of Cora.” Ella continues, shuddering with

the memory. Her unease gives my wolf the push he needed to put aside his own rage

and comfort her. I finally manage a weak purr, and Ella presses her nose to my chest,

breathing in my scent.

“She took me to her own room and put me in her bed, and then she got in with me

and.. started touching me in ways I didn’t like or understand.

She made me touch her too, and she never stopped talking She told me how pretty I

was over and over, and kept asking me if I liked it. I said no, but she just insisted that

this was a special, secret game I was lucky to play. She said everything I was feeling

might be confusing, but it was good and right and natural. She said it took practice,

but that we’d have plenty of time.. Afterwards she took me back to the dorm with a

reminder not to share our secret. Cora asked me what happened but I didn’t know

how to explain.”

“The next day I went to the doctor in residence, and I told him what the matron had

done. I’d never liked him much, but in my heart I knew what had happened was

wrong, and I didn’t know who else to tell. I thought that since it was about my body,

the doctor was the one who could help. There was no such thing as sex ed at the

orphanage and no one else ever talked to us about our bodies. At first I was relieved

to tell someone. The doctor seemed very concerned, and agreed that it sounded

strange.”

me that he needed

are coming in starts and stops

know she isn’t cold

my clothes and put me on

the way he said, ‘now it’s very important that you be

you’re used to, and if you move too much

down Ella s cheeks as she quotes the

he said, T

I have these nifty straps to help

strapped me down. and then

did, and when I explained he would touch me exactly

cried or objected,

demand I tell him”

so I figured out what he

but if I didn’t speak

abuses, always demonstrating them on my

done.. So I answered. I told him

up at me for the first

she offers me a bitter smile and reaches up

“It’s okay, big bad wolf, it’s

a whine, and Ella determinedy forges on.

I knew

to happen again, but I

like Cora who

No, no, no tell me she didn’t!I have a

could go back in time and whisk Ella away

could hurt her.

would have meant other children would

what Ella did. My brave, brilliant little mate would never stand

if it meant being

myself up

couldn’t be ruined more than I

be destroyed.” Ella shares, confirming

her logic. “The matron came

every few weeks. I hated

the matron was sort of gentle, and she never tied me down or gagged

she

a true sadist;

face in my neck as she

r*ped me, and that’s

but most were more

were of the matron. Luckily they didn’t know about the doctor, and I warned

behind to

tightly on Ella I’m afraid

doesn’t complain.

muscles have unwound now that

eyes, and I can only kiss and caress my sweet mate as

she

still there? The matron and the doctor?” I finally ask, my voice

hiss.

Ella replies. “Cora and I could only live outside during the summers,

first winter, but eventually the police found us squatting

building and returned us to the orphanage. When we

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