Accidental Surrogate

Chapter 122

Sinclair

Don’t shift, don’t shift, don’t shift. I think manically Ella needs you.

Listening to Ella recount her childhood always makes me furious, but this time is

worse than all the others. I’ve suspected that Ella suffered terrible traumas for some

time now, but before this night l’d been able to pacify my outrage with the hope that

I’m wrong.

No longer.

As Ella speaks, I wonder how she could ever imagine herself weak. I can’t even stand

to listen to her story, but she actually lived it. She sacrificed herself for her sister, and

she survived things I can only imagine

“When the matron realized it was me, she smiled so cruelly that my stomach turnedshe was only too glad to take, me instead of Cora.” Ella continues, shuddering with

the memory. Her unease gives my wolf the push he needed to put aside his own rage

and comfort her. I finally manage a weak purr, and Ella presses her nose to my chest,

breathing in my scent.

“She took me to her own room and put me in her bed, and then she got in with me

and.. started touching me in ways I didn’t like or understand.

She made me touch her too, and she never stopped talking She told me how pretty I

was over and over, and kept asking me if I liked it. I said no, but she just insisted that

this was a special, secret game I was lucky to play. She said everything I was feeling

might be confusing, but it was good and right and natural. She said it took practice,

but that we’d have plenty of time.. Afterwards she took me back to the dorm with a

reminder not to share our secret. Cora asked me what happened but I didn’t know

how to explain.”

“The next day I went to the doctor in residence, and I told him what the matron had

done. I’d never liked him much, but in my heart I knew what had happened was

wrong, and I didn’t know who else to tell. I thought that since it was about my body,

the doctor was the one who could help. There was no such thing as sex ed at the

orphanage and no one else ever talked to us about our bodies. At first I was relieved

to tell someone. The doctor seemed very concerned, and agreed that it sounded

strange.”

that he needed to

words are coming in starts and stops now, and her shaking is getting worse.

is still steaming around us, so I know she isn’t cold

and put me on the exam table. and then I’ll

very important that

exam than you’re used to, and if you move

s cheeks as she

“Then he said, T know little girls can have a

these nifty straps to help you. He pulled

and then he asked me exactly

and when I explained he would touch me exactly how she had,

answer, if I cried or objected, he would only do

demand I tell him”

or so I figured out what he was about, and I didn’t want

questions anymore, but if I didn’t speak he

always demonstrating them on my body. They

done.. So I answered. I told him how to hurt me.” Ella is interrupted

at me for

Her eyes are overflowing, but she offers me a bitter smile

jaw. “It’s okay, big bad

becomes a whine, and Ella determinedy

I

happen again, but I was

Cora who

didn’t!I have

and whisk Ella away from

could hurt her.

meant other children would

brilliant little mate would never

abused… even if it meant being abused

I stopped hiding at night. I gave myself up so

I already was, and

destroyed.” Ella shares,

by explaining her logic. “The

every few

was sort of gentle, and she

to inflict pain, she seemed

true sadist; he loved my

face in my

he r*ped me, and that’s when Cora and I ran away.

with us, but most were more

the matron. Luckily they didn’t know

to

hands are clamped so tightly on Ella I’m afraid I must be hurting

doesn’t complain.

but her muscles have

I can only

everything she

there? The matron and the

hiss.

replies. “Cora and I could only live outside during the summers,

through the first winter, but eventually

building and returned us to the orphanage. When we got back

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