Alpha Dom and His Human Surrogate

Chapter 104

Chapter 104 – Three Little Words

Ella

“Ella, I love you, but you’re driving me crazy.” My sister’s voice floats through my phone, sounding more exasperated than irritated. After his shower, Sinclair went to his office, and I promptly called my sister for advice.

“What do you mean?” I inquire hesitantly, I’ve just finished explaining

“I mean,” She sighs heavily, “Who are you, and what have you done with my sister? You’ve always known exactly what you wanted and done whatever was necessary to make it happen. You are a strong, independent woman – not some bratty, indecisive, emotional basket-case who’s too caught up in a man to know her own heart.” She groans.

I wish I could argue with her assessment of my behavior, but I know she’s right. However, before I can acknowledge as much, she continues, “It’s like: you like Sinclair, you don’t like Sinclair. You want to be with him one moment, and the next you’re trying to foist him off on another woman – just make up your mind! I swear, I don’t even recognize you anymore!”

“Can’t you see that’s the problem! I don’t even recognize myself anymore.” I exclaim, rubbing my sore neck. “My entire life has been turned upside down –”

“I know! Because that’s all you ever talk about anymore.” She bursts, interrupting me. “Do you have any idea when you last asked me about my life? That you showed interest in anything other than your own problems?”

Her words sting, and I realize she’s right. I have been so wrapped up in my own drama that I’ve been neglecting my sister. I hate to think it, but the truth is I don’t have any idea what’s going on with her. “I’m sorry, Cora. What’s going on with you?”

“Nothing, but it would be nice to know you care!” She snaps, sounding more than a little petulant.

And she had the nerve to call us bratty! The little voice in my head observes.

proportions in order to save an entire fucking species from civil war. And you’re pissed

never asked you to do that!” Cora argues, “you made that choice all on

I growl. “I had to be the strong one because you always fell apart at the first sign

you had, I would have learned to stand on my own rather than relying

protect you.” I finally say, my voice hoarse. “Do you really wish that I hadn’t? Was I supposed to stand by and let my sister be

what I meant… but I have to live with the guilt of knowing you were hurt because of me. And sometimes I just think that maybe… maybe if you hadn’t protected me then at

have never forgiven myself if I had.” I share, even as a wave of sorrow swells inside me to learn how she struggles with guilt. “Why haven’t you ever said this

one thing I can thank Dominic for. Trust a bossy

really did.” I acknowledge wryly. “I think maybe that’s why this is all so hard for me. I feel so…

learned how to handle feelings Ella, but you also have to take responsibility for learning now that you recognize the problem. You do realize this is why

object pointedly. “It’s not like this isn’t

been able to acknowledge that I passed the point of no return – even to myself. I’m not just falling, I’m completely

love, I will come

but it’s not like it started out that way.” I defend, wondering if I’m

ask you something. Did you ever feel even a fraction of

Sinclair that I haven’t even considered comparing my feelings for the men. As soon as I think back on the relationship, I see the truth glaring back at me, “No.”

you think you believed you were in love with him for all those years?” She presses. “Why do you

the first idea what a healthy

to warn me about Mike more than once over the years,

I chuckle,

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