Alpha Dom and His Human Surrogate
Chapter 105
Chapter 105 – Dream Shift
Ella
As I start to doze, I force my brain to think of nothing but Sinclair, willing myself to dream of him. I don’t let my mind focus on anything else or get distracted, I just keep telling myself to call Sinclair, to make him come to me.
Darkness closes in, and then I’m back on that bed in the forest. Yes! I think, this is where we were last time! It worked!
It takes a few minutes for Sinclair to appear, but I tell myself to just be patient. He wasn’t asleep yet in the real world. I have to wait for him to rest to see him this way.
I’m not sure how much time actually passes, but eventually he comes stalking through the trees. He’s in his wolf form this time, but he shifts when he reaches the bed, giving me a tender smile. “Hello trouble.”
“Hi.” I answer, feeling suddenly shy. “I wasn’t sure this would work.”
“You mean you meant to call me this time?” He inquires, arching a brow.
I nod, feeling a hot flush work up my cheeks. “I want to tell you something.”
“Okay.” Sinclair replies, coming to sit on the plush duvet, but not reaching for me the way he usually does. A moment of doubt plagues my heart, but I’m sure he’s just trying to use restraint.
I’m fidgeting, and staring at my hands in my lap, but I slowly work up the courage to speak. “I know I’ve been all over the place lately, and I wish I could tell you that it was all the pregnancy, or all the stress of our situation… but the truth is that it’s a lot more than that. Those things are making all this more difficult, but I would have been a mess anyway.”
for it, that I basically jumped at the first chance I had. I spent years just trying to get over my fear of men, and in hindsight, I’m not sure I ever really did. I think maybe I just got so desperate for some affection that I simply closed my eyes and lept, and of course the
to believe that if I let myself be vulnerable with you – you would break me. It taught me to believe I wasn’t worth love, so anyone showing me kindness must be out to trick me. So I tried to convince myself that what I’ve been feeling with you wasn’t real. And at the same
now, and I can see Sinclair’s closed fists trembling with barely held restraint. His wolf is still glowing in his eyes, and I know how hard he’s trying to let me simply speak my fill without interruption. “I’ve been a coward. I’ve been hiding behind the challenges facing us, using them as excuses to avoid ever having to be brave… Even when you’ve tried to tell me your own feelings, my
anymore. I want to be brave just once in my life.” I take a deep breath as I continue, “So I thought that if I could tell you here… that if we could be together in our dreams, then maybe it wouldn’t
whisper,
my pounding heart and my blood rushing in my ears. Then Sinclair’s hand is reaching towards me. He catches my
features, that I feel like he’s wrapped me in a hug without even touching me. “I love you, Ella. I think I’ve been in love with you from the moment
I certainly wasn’t prepared to hear that his wolf wanted me too. My stubborn mind is still amazed the
confirms firmly, “and if you don’t get over here and into my arms this instant, I’m going to let my wolf out so he can
it had been to
his eyes narrow at me with suspicion as I lean towards him on the bed. Luckily, while he might sense I’m up to something, he doesn’t realize what. At first I worry he might reach for me before I can jump onto the ground,
Wild Hunt. My legs stretch as far and fast as I can make them move, and I’m amazed at how much ground
night, it’s all I can do to stay on my feet. I stop and shudder every time he does it, but it only drives me to
of the moon? Every second I spend in this wonderful wilderness makes me feel as though I’ve been living in the wrong skin my entire life – like a piece of my soul
of white light consumes me, and for a moment I’m blinded by its brilliance. When my feet hit the ground again, there are four, and I seem much lower to the ground. I look down in shock, amazed to discover fur covered paws where my hands used to be. I glance behind me to discover a bushy, white tipped tail swinging behind me, helping me maintain my balance
I’m a wolf.
down. This is a dream after all – of course magical things are possible. I can move so much faster on four legs, and if I still had the ability to laugh aloud I’m sure I’d be overflowing with euphoric giggles. Instead I howl gleefully into the chill air, leaping over the fallen branches and rocks dotting the forest floor. I’m free, I’m free!!! The voice in
so thrilled to transform that I almost forgot about Sinclair. I suppose my own howl tipped him off.
onto us. I think
don’t let Sinclair catch me, but right now the only thought in my head is to get away. I have to make it as difficult for him as possible… for
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