Alpha Leo and the Heart of Fire

11. My Life

LEO.

Night had fallen and I couldn‘t sleep. Something about seeing her again was fucking with my mind… It was one of the rare fucking days I was able to get home before midnight and just crash, but yeah, isn‘t going to happen.

I frowned, pushing the thought away as I looked down at the Sangue territory from my apartment window.

The glittering lights in the windows of the building were a reminder of how far we had come from the caverns we once resided in.

The mini town was not only a sign of our prosperity, but it was proof of advancement.

Not to mention it was pretty easy on the eyes, with modern buildings, high–tech security, and packed with everything my people needed to thrive in this world.

The Sangue Pack…

One would not think that we were once a pack of rogues, who had been raised and forced to serve one of the most psychotic evil monsters of all time.

Living in torment, fear, and abuse, left its mark on us all, marks that didn‘t just vanish overnight.

We had the highest number of people suffering from PTSD.

Memories of torture and terror didn‘t just leave us…

Even the few who agreed to have their memories removed didn‘t feel as settled as they hoped.

Some things just didn‘t go away…

The dreams that haunted my nights still remained; the abuse, the torture, the fear..

They didn‘t just go away.

I grew up thinking maybe I was fucking weak to not be able to deal with it…

but then I realised it was part of who I was, what helped shape me into the man I am today.

Even if people couldn‘t fucking stand me, I don‘t care.

My pack was my priority, and although we were one family, I still made sure that each one of them was able to fend for themselves and would be able to live alone if the need ever came.

We needed no one else.

A Pack that I ran, yet I did not hold the official title…

A title that Marcel, my father, held.

In fear of my views, he refused to hand it over to me, instead taking the side of his family, staying true to his vow that unless I yielded to the council and found my mate, only then will he deem me worthy as the Alpha.

I would never bow down to the King‘s council, like a coward, I wouldn‘t lie.

That title will be mine.

The last time we talked before he went on holiday I had told him he needed to let me take over but still, he refused…

He wanted me to find my mate, saying only she could guide me and get rid of the hatred within me…

Hatred…

I don‘t really know if I felt it anymore…I felt…numb to it all.

There were only a few things that made me feel anything.

But soon…I was planning to force his hand, until he passed that title to me.I had proven my fucking worth.I was not a child who would obey his dictatorship.

As for a mate…

Fuck, I did not want to become the fucking slave to a woman, but when I saw her in that club…I had lost control.

She had been so fucking appealing, I had been in a meeting when I had noticed her from one of the rooms.

I was with Nikki, and I hadn‘t planned on having fun, didn‘t mean I couldn‘t enjoy the view…but then that same sexy doll had turned out to be my fucking mate.

And the sex…Well if the mark wasn‘t proof of how fucking good she felt and tasted, then I don‘t know what was.

At that moment, I wanted to make her mine forever.

Meant to be mine fucking forever…but she turned out to be none other than a Westwood

Fuck that.

Her father was one of the Elite Eleven, a title that was unofficially given to the strongest Alphas in the country.

And then they act like they aren‘t fucking elite.

Pricks.

When I had found her last night, it had been a fucking coincidence.

We were heading home from a certain trade I had to take care of when I had seen a wolf running through the trees, but it didn‘t look normal, and so we had followed it.

No matter how much I hated the elite, it didn‘t mean I was going to let someone die…even if she wasn‘t my mate…

I hated the odd pull of our broken bond, the fear for her wellbeing as I carried her to my car, driving as fast as I fucking could to get her back here unnerved me.

I hated the feeling…

She shouldn‘t be here…

didn’t need her

her fucking gone fast, and whilst she was here, I would

to know exactly how she had

had the answers, and although I fucking

was certain there was someone else

smelt no one…but there had been footprints…my men confirmed

the data from her broken phone to see what she was up to out there, but the entire thing had been damaged in the

while longer, since the acid from

shouldn‘t bother me, that I should just

of anger and irritation rushed through me at the storm of emotions that ran through me, and I

of soft footsteps padding on the marble floors reached

always appealed to me, yet

get to bed.” She wrapped her arms around my waist, her hand caressing my abs as it dipped down to the band of

I smoked my cigarette, slipping her hand into my

not tired.” I replied quietly, despite the pleasure that rushed through me at her touch, I

some fun?”

mood.” She sighed and let go of

had my attention, but she didn‘t

” Leo!”

“Can you look at me when I‘m talking to you?! What is going on? You‘ve been so distracted for the last

tell me it‘s that same woman you cheated on me with!” Her brown eyes filled with

clear in her

dangerously, and I

away every memory of Azura, but it didn‘t take away

Marks she had seen.

I do has nothing

seen her again, nor is

one

won‘t see her

was rising, and

since then I feel we don‘t even have sex as often as before!” “We

She

I replied dangerously, turning

beating as she stared at me with a flicker

just mean it‘s

me Leo, I‘m trying my best

She whispered, her gaze turning

a drag on my cigarette, letting go of

you want to walk, Nikki, walk.I won‘t hold

been together for over two years, Leo…this change is scaring me.” She exclaimed in frustration and

me?” My eyes flashed dangerously as I glared

but a red satin gown, she looked perfect, and I knew exactly what she hid behind that tiny

slightly on the petite side, Nikki was a piece of candy that only a

was only three years younger than me,

in bed, or so I

on the floor beneath us was fucking euphoric. I hated her, from her large dazzling blue eyes, those plump lips that were so fuckable, and

saying?!” Nikki yelled, cutting off the train of thought that I fucking

am so fucking.” The sound of a door opening, and the

Nikki‘s mouth, warning her to

as Corrado came

hair was a tousled mess, and his hazel eyes

He rubbed his

do not give me fucking shit when he‘s

me before nodding tersely and walking back towards my bedroom, and

Nikki?” He

down, ruffling his

“Women.

They are pretty crazy.

a debate over football, you know, she‘s a Man U fan.”

his life to

chuckled before hugging

So when did

my arms

long ago.You were asleep, so I didn‘t disturb you.” I replied, standing

holding on

stub out my cigarette before heading to

to stay awake but Jackie said I should sleep.I want Grandad to come home, I get bored.Will you have a day off soon?” I had something I needed to take care of that didn‘t involve pack

sure was

that kid, but I‘ll try.” I replied quietly, frowning as I pushed the door to his bedroom open wider and crouched down as we entered

disappointment in his eyes made me feel the need

Corrado, things I need to

to be here

could take

him well, he

he was mine, I couldn‘t expect it of

fuck

about I sleep with you tonight?” I suggested, looking at the tiny

up his eyes and I gave him the tiniest of smiles as he moved right to the

own space

off just as they always did, and I held my arm out to him, allowing him to pounce back

declared, staring up at me with pure happiness

sleep.” “Will you please

looked into

cared for, sure Nikki and the pack were close seconds, but

moment,

“Yes! Thank you!”

sleep.” I ordered

and despite his