Alpha Leo and the Heart of Fire

10. Struggles

AZURA.

He had a family… I stared at the marble tiles of the shower walls, letting the water pour down my body.

Nikki is his woman, and the boy…

I closed my eyes, resting my forehead against the cool wall.

He had a son…

Why didn‘t I know this? Sure, I never cared about the latest news, but it was never something mentioned.

Sky or Kat would have mentioned it…

But then again, Leo has moved away from his family entirely.

Nikki seemed damn nice, and I had gone and slept with her man.

He was your mate, Azura.

Would he have broken up with her if I wasn‘t a Westwood? I don‘t know…

Why did he mark me then? Does he love her? Probably…

What he felt for me was just because of the bond…

I was the other woman.

My heart squeezed remembering the story of my biological mother.

Her mate cheated on her, in fact, I even had a brother thanks to his infidelity, a brother who has been desperately trying to get to know me, but it‘s been me who just hasn‘t wanted to.

I wasn‘t ready.I felt bitter…he was the reason Indigo ended up giving up the will to live.

I knew the story from Mama and Dad…

From the first time when they told me that I wasn‘t their biological child, like Kia and Liam…

(Flashback – Over nine years ago)

I stared at Mama and Dad, feeling worried.

They were on either side of me in my bed, but they wanted to talk to me about something.

Did they find out I cut the squares in Liam‘s underwear because he refused to allow me to taste whiskey? But…

I made sure I had an alibi…

Hmm, something wasn‘t right.

No wait, oh my god, they must have realised I emptied the pot of worms on that dumb boy’s head! But he was calling me names! No, wait…

What if they realised I‘m the one who made Jayce and Theo flood the bathrooms? Or wait, what if it– ! said, tapping my nose.

“Hey, stop overthinking it, Wildfire.” Dad

“I just want to say, whatever it is, I didn‘t do it.I‘ve done nothing at all.”

“We haven‘t said anything yet.” Mama added, looking amused.

“I know but it might be a trick, so whatever you think I‘ve done, I haven‘t done what you think I’ve done.” “You usually have done what we think you have done, but it‘s nothing of the sort, there‘s something we wanted to tell you.” Mama replied, wrapping her arms around me tightly as she smiled.

snuggled into her, letting out a

know Mama

on about her because I look like her, right? Are you missing her tonight?”

sadness, and she kissed

at Dad, who put

“Yeah…” Dad agreed.

when he looked at

although Mama and Dad have never really mentioned it directly, I have heard

had to accept that their love was meant to

and Mama having a secret love

only because you deserve to know the truth, it

I frowned but nodded.

was weird… “When the battle that took Indigo‘s life occurred, she was pregnant, but she wanted to help us against the evil.It cost

I frowned.

what about her baby then, didn‘t she

tensed, then I saw her

gave her hand a

to do something to protect everyone because without us winning, things would have been terrible for us.When she was killed…Marcel and your mother took her to Grandma

You all make sure I remember her all the time.“I said with a roll

have loved her.So then, what

we never knew she possessed, and using it she placed the baby that was still

my brows, staring at Mama‘s

did, and she became a beautiful little soul with lots of spark.” Mama added, her eyes glistening with

Mama‘s tummy…

is she now…” I asked, that

Wait…

Did they mean…

Dad said softly, hugging

chest as I realised what they

Mama

mind felt funny, it felt like it was being

No, I can‘t be…

didn‘t look

it was the

didn‘t care enough

care if she

I died? I don‘t care if she‘s my mama! I don‘t want her to be! “Baby…” MY Mama called, but I didn‘t know what to

favourite, right?” I

They said

I don‘t understand why you had to tell me.You two are my parents, the ones who took care of me and raised me.I don‘t care if…she was meant to be by Mama, because she

don‘t want to know anymore.I saw the flicker of hurt in Mama‘s expression, but I don‘t care…I was

always have and always will love you, but you have the right to know about

(End of flashback)

night they had slept by my side…although I know they loved

feel that same way.I was horrible, maybe…I didn‘t dare tell Mama or Dad how I felt, but she didn‘t care if

not

up, I learned more, about her abusive mate who

relationship, but I thought a mother‘s love

and Scarlett Westwood, and I would

I wanted to go into combat and become a

taken classes in every fighting and weapon class the

Herbology, doing the higher level and

to go onto

teacher‘s worst nightmare, but in the lessons I liked, I did my

my priority was my pup, and I had almost risked its life by thinking Judah

to

been through