Alpha Leo and the Heart of Fire

10. Struggles

AZURA.

He had a family… I stared at the marble tiles of the shower walls, letting the water pour down my body.

Nikki is his woman, and the boy…

I closed my eyes, resting my forehead against the cool wall.

He had a son…

Why didn‘t I know this? Sure, I never cared about the latest news, but it was never something mentioned.

Sky or Kat would have mentioned it…

But then again, Leo has moved away from his family entirely.

Nikki seemed damn nice, and I had gone and slept with her man.

He was your mate, Azura.

Would he have broken up with her if I wasn‘t a Westwood? I don‘t know…

Why did he mark me then? Does he love her? Probably…

What he felt for me was just because of the bond…

I was the other woman.

My heart squeezed remembering the story of my biological mother.

Her mate cheated on her, in fact, I even had a brother thanks to his infidelity, a brother who has been desperately trying to get to know me, but it‘s been me who just hasn‘t wanted to.

I wasn‘t ready.I felt bitter…he was the reason Indigo ended up giving up the will to live.

I knew the story from Mama and Dad…

From the first time when they told me that I wasn‘t their biological child, like Kia and Liam…

(Flashback – Over nine years ago)

I stared at Mama and Dad, feeling worried.

They were on either side of me in my bed, but they wanted to talk to me about something.

Did they find out I cut the squares in Liam‘s underwear because he refused to allow me to taste whiskey? But…

I made sure I had an alibi…

Hmm, something wasn‘t right.

No wait, oh my god, they must have realised I emptied the pot of worms on that dumb boy’s head! But he was calling me names! No, wait…

What if they realised I‘m the one who made Jayce and Theo flood the bathrooms? Or wait, what if it– ! said, tapping my nose.

“Hey, stop overthinking it, Wildfire.” Dad

“I just want to say, whatever it is, I didn‘t do it.I‘ve done nothing at all.”

“We haven‘t said anything yet.” Mama added, looking amused.

“I know but it might be a trick, so whatever you think I‘ve done, I haven‘t done what you think I’ve done.” “You usually have done what we think you have done, but it‘s nothing of the sort, there‘s something we wanted to tell you.” Mama replied, wrapping her arms around me tightly as she smiled.

a breath of relief, wondering what

know Mama

you always go on about her because I look like her, right? Are you missing her tonight?” I ask softly,

with sadness, and she

looking at Dad, who put his arms around

“Yeah…” Dad agreed.

always got sad when he

Mama and Dad‘s parents were married, although Mama and Dad have never really mentioned it directly,

too, so everyone had to accept that their love was

and Mama having a secret love

we are going to tell you, Angel, is only because you deserve

I frowned but nodded.

“When the battle that took Indigo‘s life occurred, she was pregnant, but she wanted to help us against the evil.It cost her,

I frowned.

her baby then,

I saw

her

had been through a lot in life, and she wanted to do something to protect everyone because without us winning, things would have been terrible for us.When she was killed…Marcel and your mother took her to Grandma Amelia.You know her,

Amy, how can I not? You all make sure I remember her all the time.“I said with a

I would have loved her.So then,

never knew she possessed, and using it she placed the baby that was still fighting for life into me instead.”

furrowed my brows, staring at

lived?” “She did, and she became a beautiful little soul with lots of spark.” Mama added, her eyes glistening with

Mama‘s tummy…

where is she now…” I asked, that battle happened before I

Wait…

Did they mean…

here.” Dad said softly,

my chest as I realised

Mama

mind felt funny, it felt like it was being

No, I can‘t be…

look like Mama

it

care

didn‘t care if

don‘t care if she‘s my mama! I don‘t want her to be! “Baby…” MY Mama called, but I

I asked, looking at

said

understand why you had to tell me.You two are my parents, the ones who took care of me and raised me.I don‘t care if…she was meant to be by Mama, because

of hurt in Mama‘s expression,

but you have the right to know about Indy too.” “Ok.” I

(End of flashback)

they had slept by my side…although I

didn‘t feel that same way.I was horrible, maybe…I didn‘t dare tell Mama or Dad how I felt, but

not a

up, I learned more, about her abusive

everyone can escape an abusive relationship, but I thought a mother‘s love was greater than anything? She didn‘t care if I lived or

Scarlett Westwood, and I would never be

world now, even if I wanted to go into combat and

every fighting and weapon

higher level and learning about poisons and

ready to go onto the battlefield if

every teacher‘s worst nightmare, but in the

wasn‘t forgotten, but right now my priority was my pup, and I had almost risked its life by thinking Judah wouldn‘t try

had to be

has been through at the hands of