Baby Daddy Facade

"Love is to feel what the other is feeling even if they are far away." ~ Barak

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Raina Williams.

"It's Gray." I rep(lied).

"Oh your clients son right ?" My father said in an understanding voice. "I was just hoping we could have a little chat, you know it's been a while." He said with a smile tucked on his lips. "Yes dad, just a minute." I grimaced, with a nod he closed the door. I jumped on my pink bed covers only discovering that Angelo had ended the call, i didn't expect that but it's totally something he would do so oh well...

The phone rang and a strange feeling of excitement rang inside me but disappointment soon filled it as I recognised the caller ID as Alma. Swiping the green bar on my phone, I laid in my back listening carefully. I suddenly felt like I was in those teenage movies where the girl lays on her bed talking about the boy she likes to her best friend except in this story...Angelo does not like me and Alma is not my bestfriend well not anymore.

"Hey Raina, Oh my word you won't believe what I'm about to tell you." I could hear her practically yelling from the other line.

"Oh yeah.." I wondered what it was.

"So...maybe Ashley will look good as a flower girl after all." She said in a playful tone.

"Wow really who's getting married ?" I curiously asked.

"Guess ?" She sniggered.

"Umm, i don't know." I replied but my gut knew just who it might be, i just didn't want it to be confirmed. It hurt before it was even said. I held onto the tiny bit of hope that it was Angelo, it couldn't be. They had only dated for what a year now? Out of all the women he had dated all these years he couldn't have chosen her. No no no, he just couldn't be that stupid. Why was I panicking? Is he aware that marriage is for life, what if he is making a mistake? Why do I care... why do I care?

"Okay okay fine. I will just tell you who it is." I could picture her jumping up and down with excitement but my heart was beating so fast I could hear it in my ears.

"A-N-G-E-L-O...." She mumbled but in my ears it sounded like slow motion like everything was just a dream, It honestly didn't sound believable but -

I was quiet for a while..."Hello ? Are you still there..."

"Uhm yes I'm here." I mumbled.

"Wow, i should probably congratulate both of them as soon as i return to LA." I spoke in a calm tone but I bet it sounded bitter.

"Raina are you okay ?" She asked worry laced in her voice.

"Super okay."

"Is that sarcasm ?" She pryed.

"No, i mean why should I be mad...Angelo and I, there absolutely nothing between us except the twins so yeah he can do as he pleases." I curtly replied.

"Mhm, yes but Yaya is totally cool with it, i spoke to her a while ago and she said she wanted to ask you if you would like to be her bridesmaid with your fabulous figure ofcourse." Alma chuckled a bit but it was absurd to think Yaya would even consider me. "That's really nice of her." I wanted to gag.

"I know right."

"Yeah..."

?" She changed the subject, i have no idea why she thought telling me

stop being a bitch just because you ain't the bride. My

should probably get to

if I upset

Too late.

tired that's all I had a long flight."

good

on the door then my father gently strode in my room like how

people keep asking you if you are

I'm sorry." I managed to say before breaking down into tears, i don't know i just hate being an emotional mess. "For what dear ?" He said rubbing circles on my back as I

being a disappointment to this family, i know you don't say it and you always support me in every way you can but I

had stayed in Ohio. Maybe if I wasn't so naive things would be different." As I said these words a tear escaped each eye and I

I mumbled taking a deep

something Raina ?" He asked

girl. You are what you always wanted to be a lawyer. You don't know how proud it makes me seeing you on the television as you go into coart with your clients in a rush." I smiled a little. "Ofcourse,

innocent until proven guilty." I said making

is catching up to

so strong and

to be bothering you ?"

now." I said

you know what i mean." He

okay." I

?" My father

?" I played

his seeds in my daughter." He said as a

that's disgusting...stop-" i closed

it in nowadays fuc-" He

no, Reverend Williams thou shalt

what has he done this time

to the love of

do you feel about that?" My father looked at me as if observing me, he is used to

know." I

?" He

said under my breath and I suddenly felt better by getting it off my chest. There was comfortable silence and I felt more at ease now because I was at home with my family. I couldn't help but feel as if I have

*Flashback*

was. He always made me feel special then as soon as i open my legs, he treats me like

Playboy at it again.'

roux opened the door to my office making me throw

here and I just thought you would really love to listen to this one." He chuckled holding a mug in hand that had the

be there in a minute."

okay?" He asked stepping

I'm fine it's just I have a cold and a headache. It's giving me puffy eyes." I mustered the