Bad Love An Alpha’s Regret

Chapter 85

“No. That’s not possible.”

He quirks his head. “Stop me if I’m wrong, but I’m pretty sure your former husband would have s*x with you.”

Yes. All the time.

Sometimes multiple times. Daily.

I gulp.

My hands instinctively go to my stomach.

Adam’s gaze goes to the cooler across the room where he’s storing my chemotherapy then back to me.

“I, uh, can’t take the drugs to ki ll the ca ncer without k illing my baby.”

He frowns. His eyes are so kind. But the pity I see there… it ki lls

“This particular ca ncer…no.”

tug out my hair tie and

bites his

can carry the baby to five or six months, the child could survive

long… the ca ncer will have spread completely. You’d be down to days left on your

I feel like I’m going to pu ke again. “So it’s me

papers. I’ve clearly unnerved him. “I’ll

hand. “Hey. We both knew this was a longshot. Can we transfer the embryo? Maybe find a surrogate?”

but I can’t bury the compulsion to try and save

fetus

or something, it’s actually easier because once the embryo is implanted, it either takes or it doesn’t. You already have a successful pregnancy. Attempting a uterine procedure can complicate or terminate that. There isn’t enough science. Even at four or five months, we can do more with a premature delivery. The first trimester is a time when most pregnancies either take or terminate.”

high risk to the nth

have enough time?” I ask

nods. “For the baby. But if you delay your treatments

won’t be any chance.

5% if I started aggressive chemo and radiation immediately. And that was before

to abort. We can start treatments. There is still a chance that we

“No,” I whisper.

“Please.”

ask more questions, but Adam looks positively

pretty shell shocked myself. “Hey, Adam, can we keep

life would be like if I’d