Bad Love An Alpha’s Regret

Chapter 308

I can see Axel is confused by what I’ve just said.

“How can Leah be the reason you were abducted? She was just a child,” Axel says, but his voice isn’t judgmental or critical, just

curious.

I think then he might actually listen to me and understand where I’m coming from.

“The Roberts Luna was killed,” I tell him, the memories of that time coming back to haunt me.

Really, those memories never left me. It’s not like I had much else to think about during those ten years I was locked up.

“And then both my parents were killed,” I continue, a lump rising in my throat. “The number of wolves who’d already died was getting higher and higher, and other packs were beginning to get pulled into the conflict. The Council decreed that peace needed to be reached. They decided in favor of the Rathborn pack and told the old Roberts Alpha he needed to hand Leah over to be Aaron’s future bride. Of course, it wasn’t like Rathborn pack came away from it much better off. My brother had to sacrifice his life and his true love, Jessica.”

“I still don’t see what that has to do with you,” Axel says, brow creasing in confusion.

glance away from him, trying not to let the memories overwhelm me.

I’d barely been old enough to be fighting in the war myself.

I’d only just turned seventeen, but after my parents were killed, I swore I would get my revenge.

Old Roberts Alpha used me for his own

with other Rathborn pack members because we’d heard yet another group of Roberts wolves had trespassed on our territory. We got ambushed. The Roberts Alpha and what was left of his best fighting wolves slaughtered the other pack members I was with, and abducted me. It was a massacre. And all the bodies they burned. All

Axel says in a low voice, and I can tell he means it,

the Alpha Roberts had me. He would come and see me all the time. Sometimes almost everyday, but then sometimes not for weeks. Somehow he was getting updates from within the Rathborn pack,

but twice as

feel like I

to the feeling of helplessness.

To the torture.

was only the

me sleep in a cold dark

hope my pack was treating Leah as badly, because

had brought nothing but death and misery to the Rathborn pack.

the others would just leave her alone and forget about her, so maybe the old Roberts Alpha would

grown up and then Aaron had actually

tell me–raging about it-

been convinced that surely Aaron would find some way to get himself out of it.

the Council

old Roberts Alpha had really stepped

his research, and the experiments had begun…

churn, and can’t let my thoughts go

okay, Emily,” Axel says gently. “You don’t have to