Be My Mate

Sabrina's POV

"You are so beautiful Sabrina..." Xander says to me as we lay cuddled in bed.

"I'd spend every night with you even if my life was in danger, I'd risk it all just to have this with you." He says, cupping my face with his big hand as I look in to his eyes.

His other hand drawing circles on my back with my head on his chest, his heartbeat calming my nerves. He was saying the sweetest things and here I am, worried about today.

The day he meets his second chance mate. The day his life changes and it won't include me in it any longer.

"I can't believe this is it. We had plans for our future.." He continues.

"We did but I guess we will never get to see them through." I say sadly.

Last night was what every night had been with Xander, magical. We can go from animalistic to pure love making and that's what we did.

Can't say we had enough sleep and I'm not complaining. If I could add extra hours to the night, I would have but that's not how life works even though I'm a god.

"Hunter thinks I shouldn't be forced to be with or without anyone." I say.

"Oh yeah?" He asks and I nod my head yes.

"He's a stubborn old man who just wants to see his daughter happy but we can't risk it, for the sake of the pack. I can't risk people getting hurt for my happiness." I say.

And once again, my happiness taking the back seat when it comes to decision making. I guess more happiness awaits me with Aiden so is it fair to complain?

"In another life, I will have you and Adrastos as my family. Maybe even more children but I'm happy to have experienced our love Sabrina even though it was short, I got to experience a love so great and powerful." He says as the sun lights up our room, signaling the beginning of the new day.

People start walking about just outside his room. Loud chatter and laughter fill the hallways as sadness fills this room. Our time together at an end but neither of us ready to let go.

"I have to say, losing to your brother was a bruise to the ego. I'm a lycan of alpha blood and he's just a beta blooded werewolf but he showed me flames yesterday. I still can't believe he's through to the final." Xander says and I chuckle.

"You forget my brother was in training for almost ten years in the heavenly realm. He was blessed by the previous moon goddess with immense strength and he is a tactical fighter so I'm not surprised. Probably watched every fight you've been in and caught on to your style, nerdy brother of mine." I say with so much pride.

"Can't wait to see him fight again today. Everyone is excited for today and I guess we have to get up before they begin..." Xander says to me.

We remain quiet, not wanting to pull away from our loving embrace.

A few more minutes pass and I pull away, wanting to get this agony over with.

I quickly get dressed and turn around to face Xander, who was still in bed.

Naked.

"I'm gonna head off to freshen up and get changed. I'll meet you at the arena?" I ask and he nods his head yes but his eyes held so much sadness.

I quickly peck his lips and leave his room before the tears fall down my face. I disappear off back to my castle to cry some more.

find Evan waiting for me. I quickly wipe away

highness, your sister needs you."

and he looks at

is with her now." He says as he leads the way inside my castle, my

first floor. Evan opens the room on our right and what was

floor, pulling out her hair as

pull her in for a hug. I look at my mother alarmingly and she just looks like

shut up."

up!" She says again

explain this to

struggle with her wolf and vampire."

hold before shifting in to her wolf. Power radiating off of her in

and forth, her vampire clearly not

only her wolf, we need to sedate

vampire. I want to talk to my sister, the one I know." I say and Evan nods before two elders walk in.

succeed in sedating her vampire and I can feel her wolf relax, shifting back

Mother carries her to the bed and places her on top

did this

been struggling for some time and she kept this from

get on the bed to be closer to Josey. Wanting

How could I be stupid enough

kill it without killing her?" I ask out

a witch for that."

knows if people still practice such dark witchcraft?" My mother says as she paces back

up, plant a kiss on Josey's forehead and

arena watching Cj fight Aiden. I will go find her, if she doesn't know how, I reckon her mother will." I say before walking

way out, back to the arena. As much as I wanted to avoid seeing Xander meet his mate, my sister needed Arianna's help and that was more

wait up!" Anthony calls out for me. With everything that has been going on, I have not

hug. I fall into his arms and find comfort in

what I

Father told me." He

can revoke this Sab. You don't have to do this right now and if you want, I'll protect Xander." He says and

I wish it was

things too. It has been eating him up knowing I'm mated to someone else and obviously this sacred law that we all grew up on. It is also not fair to treat Aiden like this, he is hurting." I say. Although my heart

doing this alone." Anthony says to me as he pulls away and the loneliness seeps

my arms around myself as

the

first thing I noticed was Aiden and how he was not fighting at his full strength, which seemed to annoy my little

and that doesn't stop Cj from fighting at his best, giving Aiden a few good punches that probably knocked the wind out of

smiles back at me but I

in his

feel it. I raise my hand to touch his mark but it isn't there anymore and my heart falls to my stomach at the realization that he

neck for my mark and like me, it isn't there anymore. Xander walks past his new mate, lightly shoving her out of the way walking towards me. Epverything in me