Be My Mate

Sabrina's POV

"You are so beautiful Sabrina..." Xander says to me as we lay cuddled in bed.

"I'd spend every night with you even if my life was in danger, I'd risk it all just to have this with you." He says, cupping my face with his big hand as I look in to his eyes.

His other hand drawing circles on my back with my head on his chest, his heartbeat calming my nerves. He was saying the sweetest things and here I am, worried about today.

The day he meets his second chance mate. The day his life changes and it won't include me in it any longer.

"I can't believe this is it. We had plans for our future.." He continues.

"We did but I guess we will never get to see them through." I say sadly.

Last night was what every night had been with Xander, magical. We can go from animalistic to pure love making and that's what we did.

Can't say we had enough sleep and I'm not complaining. If I could add extra hours to the night, I would have but that's not how life works even though I'm a god.

"Hunter thinks I shouldn't be forced to be with or without anyone." I say.

"Oh yeah?" He asks and I nod my head yes.

"He's a stubborn old man who just wants to see his daughter happy but we can't risk it, for the sake of the pack. I can't risk people getting hurt for my happiness." I say.

And once again, my happiness taking the back seat when it comes to decision making. I guess more happiness awaits me with Aiden so is it fair to complain?

"In another life, I will have you and Adrastos as my family. Maybe even more children but I'm happy to have experienced our love Sabrina even though it was short, I got to experience a love so great and powerful." He says as the sun lights up our room, signaling the beginning of the new day.

People start walking about just outside his room. Loud chatter and laughter fill the hallways as sadness fills this room. Our time together at an end but neither of us ready to let go.

"I have to say, losing to your brother was a bruise to the ego. I'm a lycan of alpha blood and he's just a beta blooded werewolf but he showed me flames yesterday. I still can't believe he's through to the final." Xander says and I chuckle.

"You forget my brother was in training for almost ten years in the heavenly realm. He was blessed by the previous moon goddess with immense strength and he is a tactical fighter so I'm not surprised. Probably watched every fight you've been in and caught on to your style, nerdy brother of mine." I say with so much pride.

"Can't wait to see him fight again today. Everyone is excited for today and I guess we have to get up before they begin..." Xander says to me.

We remain quiet, not wanting to pull away from our loving embrace.

A few more minutes pass and I pull away, wanting to get this agony over with.

I quickly get dressed and turn around to face Xander, who was still in bed.

Naked.

"I'm gonna head off to freshen up and get changed. I'll meet you at the arena?" I ask and he nods his head yes but his eyes held so much sadness.

I quickly peck his lips and leave his room before the tears fall down my face. I disappear off back to my castle to cry some more.

find Evan waiting for me. I quickly wipe away the tears and make my way to

highness, your sister needs you." Evan

he

you. Your mother is with her now." He says

to the many bedrooms on the first floor. Evan opens the room on our right and what was inside broke my

pulling out her hair as mother tries to

her in for a hug. I look at my mother

shut up."

again and I

explain this to me."

is having a power struggle with her wolf and vampire." Evan says to

hold before shifting in to her wolf. Power radiating off of her in volumes as her wolf makes her mark as the supreme being

flicking back and forth, her vampire clearly not backing down.

her until we find a way to deal with this and not only her wolf, we need to

sister, the one I know." I say and Evan nods before two elders walk in. Mother and I help them pin down

her vampire and I can feel her wolf relax, shifting back to reveal a very tired Josey.

at me and mouths a thank you before passing out. Mother carries her to the bed and

this

think Josey has been struggling for some time and she kept this from

the bed to be closer to

did I miss this? How could I be stupid enough to think

a way to kill it

would probably need a witch for that."

people still practice such dark witchcraft?" My mother says as she paces back

get up, plant a kiss on Josey's forehead and make my

Aiden. I will go find her,

out, back to the arena. As much as I wanted to avoid seeing Xander meet his mate, my sister needed Arianna's help and that was more

calls out for me. With everything that has been going on, I have not seen

hug. I fall into his arms and find comfort in his

I

the Arena. Father told me." He says

this Sab. You don't have to do this right now and if you want, I'll protect Xander."

I wish it was that

wants to end things too. It has been eating him up knowing I'm mated to someone else and obviously this sacred law that we all grew up on. It is also not fair to treat Aiden like this, he is hurting." I say. Although my heart was longing for Xander, every other fiber of my being was aching

alone." Anthony

around myself as

the

was not fighting at his full

my father said before, Aiden wouldn't want to hurt me and that doesn't stop Cj from fighting at his best, giving Aiden a few good punches that probably knocked the

at me but I look away. Too much happening

me to look in his line of sight and what I

before him. I could see the pain in his eyes but I couldn't feel it. I raise my hand to touch his mark but it isn't there anymore and my heart falls to my

of the way walking towards me. Epverything in me wants to cowar away