Be My Mate

Sabrina's POV

"You are so beautiful Sabrina..." Xander says to me as we lay cuddled in bed.

"I'd spend every night with you even if my life was in danger, I'd risk it all just to have this with you." He says, cupping my face with his big hand as I look in to his eyes.

His other hand drawing circles on my back with my head on his chest, his heartbeat calming my nerves. He was saying the sweetest things and here I am, worried about today.

The day he meets his second chance mate. The day his life changes and it won't include me in it any longer.

"I can't believe this is it. We had plans for our future.." He continues.

"We did but I guess we will never get to see them through." I say sadly.

Last night was what every night had been with Xander, magical. We can go from animalistic to pure love making and that's what we did.

Can't say we had enough sleep and I'm not complaining. If I could add extra hours to the night, I would have but that's not how life works even though I'm a god.

"Hunter thinks I shouldn't be forced to be with or without anyone." I say.

"Oh yeah?" He asks and I nod my head yes.

"He's a stubborn old man who just wants to see his daughter happy but we can't risk it, for the sake of the pack. I can't risk people getting hurt for my happiness." I say.

And once again, my happiness taking the back seat when it comes to decision making. I guess more happiness awaits me with Aiden so is it fair to complain?

"In another life, I will have you and Adrastos as my family. Maybe even more children but I'm happy to have experienced our love Sabrina even though it was short, I got to experience a love so great and powerful." He says as the sun lights up our room, signaling the beginning of the new day.

People start walking about just outside his room. Loud chatter and laughter fill the hallways as sadness fills this room. Our time together at an end but neither of us ready to let go.

"I have to say, losing to your brother was a bruise to the ego. I'm a lycan of alpha blood and he's just a beta blooded werewolf but he showed me flames yesterday. I still can't believe he's through to the final." Xander says and I chuckle.

"You forget my brother was in training for almost ten years in the heavenly realm. He was blessed by the previous moon goddess with immense strength and he is a tactical fighter so I'm not surprised. Probably watched every fight you've been in and caught on to your style, nerdy brother of mine." I say with so much pride.

"Can't wait to see him fight again today. Everyone is excited for today and I guess we have to get up before they begin..." Xander says to me.

We remain quiet, not wanting to pull away from our loving embrace.

A few more minutes pass and I pull away, wanting to get this agony over with.

I quickly get dressed and turn around to face Xander, who was still in bed.

Naked.

"I'm gonna head off to freshen up and get changed. I'll meet you at the arena?" I ask and he nods his head yes but his eyes held so much sadness.

I quickly peck his lips and leave his room before the tears fall down my face. I disappear off back to my castle to cry some more.

Evan waiting for me. I quickly wipe away the

needs you." Evan

I ask and he looks

mother is with her now." He says as he leads the way inside my castle,

the many bedrooms on the first floor. Evan opens the room on our right and

out her hair as mother tries to

in and quickly pull her in for a hug. I look at my mother alarmingly and she just

You shut up." Josey

up!" She says again and I

to me."

is having a power struggle with her wolf and vampire." Evan says to me

out of my hold before shifting in to her wolf. Power radiating off of her in volumes as her wolf makes her mark

eyes kept flicking back and forth, her vampire clearly not backing down.

this and not only her wolf,

her vampire. I want to talk to my sister, the one I know." I say and Evan nods before two elders walk in. Mother and I help them pin down Josey,

feel her wolf relax, shifting back to reveal

at me and mouths a thank you before passing out. Mother carries her to the bed and places her on

this happen?" I

has been struggling for some time and she

get on the bed to be closer to Josey.

stupid

to kill it without killing

need a witch for that."

magic! Who knows if people still practice such dark witchcraft?" My mother says as

up, plant a kiss on Josey's forehead

need Arianna and she's at the arena watching Cj fight Aiden. I will go find her,

As much as I wanted to avoid seeing Xander meet his mate, my sister needed

Anthony calls out for me. With everything that has been going on,

a hug. I fall

what I needed

waiting for you at the Arena. Father told me." He says

to do this right now and

it

law that we all grew up on. It is also not fair to treat Aiden like this, he is hurting." I say. Although my heart was

not be doing this alone." Anthony says to me as he pulls away and the loneliness seeps

chill, wrapping my arms around myself as I nod my head. Inwardly grateful to have Anthony

the fight already

first thing I noticed was Aiden and how he was not fighting at his full

and that doesn't stop Cj from fighting at his best, giving Aiden a few

a second and I think he smiles back at me but I look away. Too

pokes my side, signaling me to look in his line of sight and what I see breaks me.

his new mate stands before him. I could see the pain in his eyes but I couldn't feel it. I raise my hand to

and like me, it isn't there anymore. Xander walks past his new mate, lightly shoving her out of the way walking towards me. Epverything in me wants to cowar away and make a run for it but my feet stay rooted in