Be My Mate

Sabrina's POV

A few days have gone by and I've kept myself busy with planning the ball plus training. Xander asked for some time alone, to think and clear his head...

I don't agree with the time apart but I'll give him whatever he wants. I can't force him to do anything he isn't comfortable with but I miss him so much.

"Then go see him..." My mother says walking in my room.

"Get out of my head mother." I say in annoyance and she just ignores me.

"Are you ready for your father and daughter dance?" She asks me and I nod my head yes. Hunter and I are finally in a good place so I am actually looking forward to share a dance with him.

"I just wish I could be more excited about the night. This will probably be the biggest night of my life and I won't be able to enjoy it with Xander." I say as a wave of sadness washes over me.

"Was it easy? To leave dad behind with all of us?" I ask looking straight in to my mother's eyes.

"No. It wasn't." She responds.

"My situation is different little moon. I left Christopher to go back to my true mate. You are choosing your chosen mate over your true mate." She says to me and I mentally groan.

"I know he's my true mate, I feel it. I feel the pull but I've gotten so used to fighting it that I'm willing to keep going at it if it means I get to stay with Xander." I say.

"So you're saying you would rather go through so much pain just to stay with Xander? Does he know what you are going through?" She asks and I shake my head no.

"I don't even know what I'm going through. One day my head wants to explode with constant thoughts of him, yearning for him. Some other days my heart breaks over and over again just being far from him but my love for Xander heals my aches and pains." I say and mother let's out a sigh.

"Sabrina, you are using Xander as a bandaid for your glass heart. The pieces will always remain broken and even if you put it together, you won't heal. You will never heal until you are with your true mate. It is actually unfair to Xander, as he is giving you all of him and he's really not getting much of you." Mother says to me.

"That's not true!" I shout out and my mother brushes my arm.

"Sabrina, you belong to someone else. He knows it and it's about time you accepted it. You tried it your way and even though you're the moon goddess, there are some things you just can't control." She tells me and tears prick my eyes.

"You are forcing yourself to love him Sabrina. There's nothing good about that..." Mother says to me and the tears fall down my face.

"Then what do I do?" I ask and she smiles at me.

"Give him a second chance mate. Find him a woman that deserves him and one that will make him happy." She says to me and I pull away from my mother, standing up.

"I will not be doing that." I say. This woman was clearly out of her mind!

"So you're just going to leave him? Leave him to die without an heir? Don't be selfish! Put on your big girl panties and do right by that man, he deserves that." Mother says to me.

I fall back on my chair, shame taking over me.

I say. Thinking

There's no need to fight them anymore Sabrina.." Mother tells me as she walks away from

to hate him. He doesn't deserve that either because he did not choose you, fate did." She says to me before leaving

Aiden.

thought of him makes me giddy and

die. Give him the love he deserves before someone kills him

the castle, leaving for earth. To look in to Xander's eyes one

was broken and I

top of Xander, who felt strangely too

wrapping her hand around

his head on the wall and again, hitting his head on the wall as

I drop the stranger running to Xander's

the stranger had long

say to myself but out loud. Xander looks at

"What's started?" He asks.

say cupping his face with my one hand. I

he dies now, he will leave the pack with no alpha, no heir. Adrastos might take over but he's part of the first family

him. I need to look at him, in all his shirtless

knock interrupts my perverted mind,

go. I can't force you to go against everything you believe in and being with you is putting your life in danger so please just give me one more day okay?" I ask looking in

moment, looking at me with so much love my knees wanted to give out. I walk up to him, wrapping my arms around his neck and

returns it as our tongues wrestle. Another knock has us

He says to me in a low growly voice that sets my body on fire. I let him

it, was coming to an end and I'm far

two wolves who appear out

werewolves from the heavenly realm. If anyone tries to kill him, you do whatever it takes to save him." I order them and they walk away from me, making

Xander's room to bump in to Aiden, who pulls my hand

ask in

this anymore Sabrina. I can't sit by and allow any of this to go on." He says

want none of this!" I scream

you, I feel my insides burn for you and I can't seem to switch it off. I'm trying, I'm trying so hard to fight

gently grab his hand as a tear falls

this to you. Hurting you was not the end goal. I'm working on

again and I nod

a mate. Give me today to fix this okay?" I ask and he nods, pulling

of today's worries, the burdens ease off me

for you Sabrina but I promise we will be happy together." He says as I pull away from him and the guilt takes over me for being in

get out of here." I say and he nods his head in agreement. I walk the opposite direction of him

need to find Xander a mate." I say and he nods his head as