Be My Mate

Josey's POV

'Jooooseeeyyyyyy....' the voice said.

"Just stop it! There is no way I'm helping you." I say back and the voice chuckles loudly, too loud for my sensitive werewolf/vampire ears.

The sun was up and I had not slept a wink, the voice blabbering away in my head. Making it impossible to catch a break.

I find myself having to cover my ears, as I toss and turn in bed. Sleep was a thing of the past and I looked like a zombie more and more each day.

Dark circles under my eyes were there as proof, to show the world that Josey was not okay. I tried to fight it but the voice kept getting louder and louder, what's funny is that I'm the only one that can hear it. Day in and day out, the voice would go on and on, tormenting me.

At first, I thought I was losing it. I'm still debating that with myself, it's either that or I have developed a super hearing power that not one member of my family has. No, I'm definitely going nuts.

This all started after my two mates decided to ignore me and make me feel worthless. At first, I was happy they were back but now, I'm not sure if it would've made a difference if they stayed dead. I'm going crazy anyway.

The voice would tell me that it would never treat me that way. It would never put me through any of that, I chose to ignore it but every damn time my mates ignored me, or chose to argue with me, that voice would come back. Telling me to throw the losers away, who needs 'em?

'Come on Josey... It can only be you.' The voice says again.

At first, the voice would only talk to me back at the pack house, wherever my mates and I would be. That's when I started hiding out at Red Creek, with Sabrina. I told my sister the half truth, that I was avoiding the twins and I was but the voice too.

Had I told her truth then, she would've gone insane. I mean I see the way she looks at me, she cradles me more than my own mother but I guess mother never really raised me.

Sabrina feels guilty for allowing me to go on that mission, for becoming a vampire.

'That's only because you are powerful...' The voice says and I chuckle.

That's what I thought at first, only to find that she remains the strongest and even in her strength, I see it in her eyes. She is carrying so much, helping everyone but herself.

The weight of the world on her shoulders, her love life hanging by a threat, ha! You get me...

little droplet?"

Little droplet.

hasn't called me that

voice screams out,

awake." I say. Haven't slept I think in

night robe with her

ask baffled and she laughs at me, shaking her

they crown your brother as the new werewolf king. Come on, out of bed! Oooh those bags aren't going away huh? I have just the cream. Meet me in Sabrina's room." She says

rulers

my mates and Arianna has removed the marks on my neck, so I was mateless

the perfect poster child for what not to be when you grow up. The humans would call me the young

in, killing every vampire where I should've but I was

head of the family after Hunter. The

Wow.

moving forward in life and I'm just here, going crazy. Losing my mind inch by inch as everyone figures out what they were brought in to do this world

that would be all but now? How can

what else is there in the werewolf community to rule over? Im not as strong as Sabrina, definitely

my balcony. This was Sabrina and Anthony's realm. They ruled this place and I'm just the baggage they brought with them. Instead of worrying about other things, they are stressing

bringing them down.

I'll help you...'

mind or hear what others are saying is what irks me. My vampire

strength and power, I would've given in to the voice a long time ago. My weak human body

doesn't last forever and most certainly won't keep two men. All the effort I put in to stay fit, and yes, the werewolf body has

would they take it if I had bigger

Nobody will say it and I'm two seconds away from screaming if anyone, just woo! I'm two seconds away from screaming my lungs out if anyone tells me that

deathly sick of hearing those words. So

up yo? Traffic?" I say to myself