Be My Mate

Josey's POV

'Jooooseeeyyyyyy....' the voice said.

"Just stop it! There is no way I'm helping you." I say back and the voice chuckles loudly, too loud for my sensitive werewolf/vampire ears.

The sun was up and I had not slept a wink, the voice blabbering away in my head. Making it impossible to catch a break.

I find myself having to cover my ears, as I toss and turn in bed. Sleep was a thing of the past and I looked like a zombie more and more each day.

Dark circles under my eyes were there as proof, to show the world that Josey was not okay. I tried to fight it but the voice kept getting louder and louder, what's funny is that I'm the only one that can hear it. Day in and day out, the voice would go on and on, tormenting me.

At first, I thought I was losing it. I'm still debating that with myself, it's either that or I have developed a super hearing power that not one member of my family has. No, I'm definitely going nuts.

This all started after my two mates decided to ignore me and make me feel worthless. At first, I was happy they were back but now, I'm not sure if it would've made a difference if they stayed dead. I'm going crazy anyway.

The voice would tell me that it would never treat me that way. It would never put me through any of that, I chose to ignore it but every damn time my mates ignored me, or chose to argue with me, that voice would come back. Telling me to throw the losers away, who needs 'em?

'Come on Josey... It can only be you.' The voice says again.

At first, the voice would only talk to me back at the pack house, wherever my mates and I would be. That's when I started hiding out at Red Creek, with Sabrina. I told my sister the half truth, that I was avoiding the twins and I was but the voice too.

Had I told her truth then, she would've gone insane. I mean I see the way she looks at me, she cradles me more than my own mother but I guess mother never really raised me.

Sabrina feels guilty for allowing me to go on that mission, for becoming a vampire.

'That's only because you are powerful...' The voice says and I chuckle.

That's what I thought at first, only to find that she remains the strongest and even in her strength, I see it in her eyes. She is carrying so much, helping everyone but herself.

The weight of the world on her shoulders, her love life hanging by a threat, ha! You get me...

awake my little droplet?" Mother asks through the

Little droplet.

me that in

The voice screams out, hurting my

Haven't

wearing a night robe

wake up like that?" I ask baffled and she laughs at me, shaking her

Today they crown your brother as the new werewolf king. Come on, out of bed! Oooh those bags aren't going away

sister and brother, both rulers of the werewolves and then

5minutes! I just dumped my mates and Arianna has removed the marks on my neck, so I

perfect poster child for what not to be when you grow up. The humans would call me the young divorcee who can't seem to

in, killing every vampire where I

family after Hunter. The first family also making

Wow.

in life and I'm just here, going crazy. Losing my mind inch by inch as everyone figures

was to be mated. Have my prince charming and that would be all but now? How

else is there in the werewolf community to rule over? Im not as strong as Sabrina, definitely not as smart as Cj and

balcony. This was Sabrina and Anthony's realm. They ruled this place and I'm just the baggage they brought with them. Instead of worrying

them down.

I'll help you...' The

hear what others are saying is what irks me. My vampire itches to listen, to hear more of that voice but my wolf, my wolf wants none

would've given in to the voice a long time ago. My weak

keep two men. All the effort I put in to stay fit, and yes, the werewolf body has an excellent fast metabolism but I'm toned, with wonderful muscle definition without going too hard, in case I scare

how would they take it if I had bigger guns

I was the loser in the family. Nobody will say it and I'm two seconds away from screaming if anyone, just woo! I'm two seconds away from screaming my lungs

sick of hearing those words. So my success is delayed? What's the

hold up yo? Traffic?" I say