Be My Mate

Sabrina's POV

"That's two more warriors complaining of a voice inside their head!" I shout out, annoyance and frustration coming off of me in waves.

"Do you think he's the reason for Josey being like that?" Evan asks as Hunter scoffs.

"It has to be him. What other reason is there?" Anthony says.

"Evan, what are the elders saying about this? What do we do with the ashes?" I ask as we all turn to face Evan.

"Well, there's not much we can do. The person that cursed Cayden is dead and is the only one that can reverse it." Evan responds.

"And he will stop at nothing to be brought back. Blood sucking piece of shit!" I whisper yell but everyone heard me.

"You forget your sister is one too?" Evan asks and I groan out loud.

"No. She can survive on a werewolf diet." I retort.

"I say we scatter his ashes to the four corners of the earth or just everywhere. In the ocean, untouched islands and so on. Then we keep the last bit, secure it just in case he is able to get the rest, which I doubt." Hunter suggests and we all remain silent.

"Sabrina! We have to get ready for your brothers coronation." Mother comes flying in, charging towards me.

"We have more pressing matters mother and I can meet you there. I won't be late, I promise." I say and she rolls her eyes at me.

"Fine. I told Josey to meet me in your room so finish up, this is an important day for your brother." She says and this time, I roll my eyes.

Cj couldn't care about this event. I'm sure he's counting down the hours to the end of the day so he can go about laying plans and rules in place.

"I'll be there soon." I say and she doesn't respond but turns around, running out.

We all chuckle at her diva departure before going back to grim faces as the matter at hand hangs in the air.

"I agree with dad. We can each go and throw his ashes all over and have Sabrina secure the last bit, where nobody can know the location of it. Making sure nobody can find it." Anthony says and I nod at him.

agreement?" I ask and they

them on my table. Anthony walks up to help me as we pour the ashes in each

ashes there. Anthony, you will go to the amazon forest and do the same. Dad, you will go to the Antarctic desert and scatter these ashes there. While you're all gone, I'll put this away." I say as I hand each of them the pouches and they nod

being the last to leave, I walk over to it to lock it. Taking the urn with me, walking in to my most precious room. The room where the beautiful pond is, where all my

pond. I cover the urn in plastic before placing it in to the pond. Nobody will be able to retrieve it here because only I can touch the water, making it the only

commotion in my office, which has me running for the door. I open it to see my

my door to enter?" I ask. Her eyes bulge out the

She asks, ignoring

menacingly at me, sending

my sister, not

to me." Josey says to me and I

and the earth. You think the vampire king only got to you? He's had everyone feeling crazy Jose and as the moon goddess, I swore to protect my people. I will not let that filth corrupt anyone ever again and he will not be

down, stealing glances at me as she pulls

She says as Hunter, Anthony and Evan return,

we get?" Anthony asks. Josey

to it, don't have to work for shit. Then there's dear old sister, our moon goddess. I mean who can compete? You were both born for these roles, your birthright.

this is no competition. You think I want this? You have no idea how bad I want

hoo spoiled brat." She says and I scoff at

I feel Hunter's guilt and I feel mother's overwhelming regret

falls to her

mates to save your wolf. I gave a part of myself to save you. Saving your mates came

pain hitting me so hard. I shake it off and look at

vast fortune is to make up for being the moon goddess. I'm immortal, which means I will watch Cj grow old and die, I don't know about you but remember your wolf will age and die, taking a part of you away. Your wolf has to die, leaving you as a vampire and I don't even know what that will do to your body. I will have a daughter, who will grow up to take after me. The oh so wonderful birthright of pain and loss passed

goddess. My job is to protect my kind, you and everyone else because you are a wolf first before anything else. I won't let your need and desire to be queen or compete get in the way of keeping

my

in your life? Something to fight for? Fight for yourself. Fight for your sanity. You are a Trent Josey, you can't find your path if you're in this state. Yes, take a day to cry and let it all out but you get back at it the next day. You are allowed to break down and take a minute to feel, goddess I wish I could but don't forget who you are and who is in your corner." I say but Josey just nods her

know it already, I knew it before I even uttered the words to her that it will take more than words

give up?" Evan asks and

just added fuel to her burning flame. Josey will stop at nothing to