Be My Mate

Sabrina's POV

"That's two more warriors complaining of a voice inside their head!" I shout out, annoyance and frustration coming off of me in waves.

"Do you think he's the reason for Josey being like that?" Evan asks as Hunter scoffs.

"It has to be him. What other reason is there?" Anthony says.

"Evan, what are the elders saying about this? What do we do with the ashes?" I ask as we all turn to face Evan.

"Well, there's not much we can do. The person that cursed Cayden is dead and is the only one that can reverse it." Evan responds.

"And he will stop at nothing to be brought back. Blood sucking piece of shit!" I whisper yell but everyone heard me.

"You forget your sister is one too?" Evan asks and I groan out loud.

"No. She can survive on a werewolf diet." I retort.

"I say we scatter his ashes to the four corners of the earth or just everywhere. In the ocean, untouched islands and so on. Then we keep the last bit, secure it just in case he is able to get the rest, which I doubt." Hunter suggests and we all remain silent.

"Sabrina! We have to get ready for your brothers coronation." Mother comes flying in, charging towards me.

"We have more pressing matters mother and I can meet you there. I won't be late, I promise." I say and she rolls her eyes at me.

"Fine. I told Josey to meet me in your room so finish up, this is an important day for your brother." She says and this time, I roll my eyes.

Cj couldn't care about this event. I'm sure he's counting down the hours to the end of the day so he can go about laying plans and rules in place.

"I'll be there soon." I say and she doesn't respond but turns around, running out.

We all chuckle at her diva departure before going back to grim faces as the matter at hand hangs in the air.

"I agree with dad. We can each go and throw his ashes all over and have Sabrina secure the last bit, where nobody can know the location of it. Making sure nobody can find it." Anthony says and I nod at him.

we are in agreement?" I ask

velvet pouch bags, placing them on my table. Anthony walks up to help me as we pour the ashes in each pouch,

you will go to the ocean, the Pacific Ocean to be exact and scatter these ashes there. Anthony, you will go to the amazon forest and do the same. Dad, you will go to the Antarctic desert and scatter these ashes there. While you're all gone, I'll put this away." I

my door being the last to leave, I walk over to it to lock it. Taking the urn with me, walking in to my most precious room. The room where the beautiful pond is, where all my lost souls

before kneeling down in front of the pond. I cover the urn in plastic before placing it in to the pond. Nobody will be able to

my office, which has me running for the door. I open it to see my office door broken down and

you have to break my door to enter?" I ask. Her

She asks, ignoring

what?" I ask. She grins menacingly

is not my

came for so give it to

to you? He's had everyone feeling crazy Jose and as the moon goddess, I swore to protect my people. I will not let that filth corrupt anyone ever again and he will not be brought back, I

pacing up and down, stealing glances at me as she pulls her

of you get it!" She says as Hunter, Anthony and Evan return, walking through the

Josey

roles, your birthright. What about hybrid Josey? The only vampire on earth and ex luna. I need Cayden! I want my own kingdom to rule because what pack will

You think I want this? You have no idea how

brat." She says

feel your sorrow and pain, I feel Anthony's anxiety and impatience. I feel Hunter's guilt and I feel mother's overwhelming regret that she hides so well.

to her

save your wolf. I gave a part of myself to save you. Saving your mates came at a great cost to me but I'm not here complaining because I don't have the time to grieve the loss of

pull back quickly, the pain hitting me so hard. I shake it

the big castle like home and vast fortune is to make up for being the moon goddess. I'm immortal, which means I will watch Cj grow old and die, I don't know about you but remember your wolf will age and die, taking a part of you away. Your wolf has to die, leaving you as a vampire and I don't even know what that will do to your body. I will have a daughter, who will grow up

or compete get in the way of keeping my people safe or put in harm's way years from now. Cayden is heartless and insatiable, his bloodlust knows no limit and even if he makes you his queen, are you so sure he will be faithful? Because a vampire's nature is to overindulge in anything and everything and let's not forget how you first met him. Josey, I love you. You're my sister and I do, I really feel your pain and agony but you are stronger than this. Cayden

of my arms to

Fight for your sanity. You are a Trent Josey, you can't find your path if you're in this state. Yes, take a day to cry and let it all out but you get back at it the

it before I even uttered the words to her

think she will give up?" Evan asks

will stop at nothing to bring Cayden