Be My Mate

Sabrina's POV

"That's two more warriors complaining of a voice inside their head!" I shout out, annoyance and frustration coming off of me in waves.

"Do you think he's the reason for Josey being like that?" Evan asks as Hunter scoffs.

"It has to be him. What other reason is there?" Anthony says.

"Evan, what are the elders saying about this? What do we do with the ashes?" I ask as we all turn to face Evan.

"Well, there's not much we can do. The person that cursed Cayden is dead and is the only one that can reverse it." Evan responds.

"And he will stop at nothing to be brought back. Blood sucking piece of shit!" I whisper yell but everyone heard me.

"You forget your sister is one too?" Evan asks and I groan out loud.

"No. She can survive on a werewolf diet." I retort.

"I say we scatter his ashes to the four corners of the earth or just everywhere. In the ocean, untouched islands and so on. Then we keep the last bit, secure it just in case he is able to get the rest, which I doubt." Hunter suggests and we all remain silent.

"Sabrina! We have to get ready for your brothers coronation." Mother comes flying in, charging towards me.

"We have more pressing matters mother and I can meet you there. I won't be late, I promise." I say and she rolls her eyes at me.

"Fine. I told Josey to meet me in your room so finish up, this is an important day for your brother." She says and this time, I roll my eyes.

Cj couldn't care about this event. I'm sure he's counting down the hours to the end of the day so he can go about laying plans and rules in place.

"I'll be there soon." I say and she doesn't respond but turns around, running out.

We all chuckle at her diva departure before going back to grim faces as the matter at hand hangs in the air.

"I agree with dad. We can each go and throw his ashes all over and have Sabrina secure the last bit, where nobody can know the location of it. Making sure nobody can find it." Anthony says and I nod at him.

are in agreement?" I ask and they all nod

velvet pouch bags, placing them on my table. Anthony walks up to help me as we pour the ashes in each pouch, leaving enough in the urn for safe

go to the amazon forest and do the same. Dad, you will go to the Antarctic desert and scatter these ashes there. While you're all gone, I'll put this away." I say

urn with me, walking in to my most precious room. The room where the

plastic before placing it in to the pond. Nobody will be able to retrieve it here because

has me running for the door. I open it to see my office door broken down

break my door to enter?" I ask. Her eyes bulge out the second she sees

She

menacingly at

not my

give it to me." Josey says to me and I

king only got to you? He's had everyone feeling crazy Jose and as the moon goddess, I

pacing up and down, stealing glances at me as she

says as Hunter, Anthony and Evan return, walking through the broken door

Josey

family fortune and fame. Born in to it, don't have to work for shit. Then there's dear old sister, our moon goddess. I mean who can compete? You were both born for these roles, your birthright. What about hybrid Josey? The only vampire on earth and ex luna. I need Cayden! I want my own kingdom to rule because what pack will accept a vampire as ruler? Let's be honest here."

want this? You have no idea how bad I want your

She says

I feel your sorrow and pain, I feel Anthony's anxiety and impatience. I feel Hunter's guilt and I feel mother's overwhelming regret that she

falls to

The pain of losing Xander. Goddess, it's awful. The pain of seeing my sister like this, the pain of seeing my father in pain. The gaping hole in my soul for saving your mates to save your wolf. I gave a part of myself to save you. Saving your mates came at a great cost to me but I'm not here complaining because I don't have the time to grieve the loss of everything." I say releasing

pain hitting me so hard. I shake it off and look at Josey who was

die, taking a part of you away. Your

get in the way of keeping my people safe or put in harm's way years from now. Cayden is heartless and insatiable, his bloodlust knows no limit and even if he makes you his queen, are you so sure he will be faithful? Because a vampire's nature is to overindulge in anything and everything and let's not forget how you first met him. Josey, I love you. You're my sister and I do, I really feel your pain and agony but you are stronger than this. Cayden is just ashes, you can

of my arms

want to find meaning in your life? Something to fight for? Fight for yourself. Fight for your sanity. You are a Trent Josey, you can't find your path if you're in this state. Yes, take a day to cry and let it all out but you get back at it the next day. You are allowed to break down and take a minute to feel, goddess I wish I could but don't forget who you

to her

she will give up?" Evan asks and I

her burning flame. Josey will stop at nothing to bring Cayden back." I say smiling