Be My Mate

Sabrina's POV

"That's two more warriors complaining of a voice inside their head!" I shout out, annoyance and frustration coming off of me in waves.

"Do you think he's the reason for Josey being like that?" Evan asks as Hunter scoffs.

"It has to be him. What other reason is there?" Anthony says.

"Evan, what are the elders saying about this? What do we do with the ashes?" I ask as we all turn to face Evan.

"Well, there's not much we can do. The person that cursed Cayden is dead and is the only one that can reverse it." Evan responds.

"And he will stop at nothing to be brought back. Blood sucking piece of shit!" I whisper yell but everyone heard me.

"You forget your sister is one too?" Evan asks and I groan out loud.

"No. She can survive on a werewolf diet." I retort.

"I say we scatter his ashes to the four corners of the earth or just everywhere. In the ocean, untouched islands and so on. Then we keep the last bit, secure it just in case he is able to get the rest, which I doubt." Hunter suggests and we all remain silent.

"Sabrina! We have to get ready for your brothers coronation." Mother comes flying in, charging towards me.

"We have more pressing matters mother and I can meet you there. I won't be late, I promise." I say and she rolls her eyes at me.

"Fine. I told Josey to meet me in your room so finish up, this is an important day for your brother." She says and this time, I roll my eyes.

Cj couldn't care about this event. I'm sure he's counting down the hours to the end of the day so he can go about laying plans and rules in place.

"I'll be there soon." I say and she doesn't respond but turns around, running out.

We all chuckle at her diva departure before going back to grim faces as the matter at hand hangs in the air.

"I agree with dad. We can each go and throw his ashes all over and have Sabrina secure the last bit, where nobody can know the location of it. Making sure nobody can find it." Anthony says and I nod at him.

are in agreement?" I ask and they all

placing them on my table. Anthony walks up to help me as we

these ashes there. Anthony, you will go to the amazon forest and do the same. Dad, you will go to the Antarctic desert and scatter

me, walking in

the door before kneeling down in front of the pond. I cover the urn in plastic before placing it in to the pond. Nobody will be able to retrieve it here because only I can touch

door. I open it to

my door to enter?" I ask. Her eyes bulge out the second she sees

She

what?" I ask. She grins menacingly at me, sending

not my sister, not

to me." Josey says to me and I chuckle

and as the moon goddess, I swore to protect my people. I will not let

glances at me as she pulls

it!" She says as Hunter, Anthony and Evan

Anthony asks. Josey

don't have to work for shit. Then there's dear old sister, our moon goddess. I mean who can compete? You were both born for these roles, your birthright. What about hybrid Josey? The only vampire on earth and ex luna. I need Cayden! I want my own kingdom to rule because what pack will accept a vampire as ruler?

You have no idea how bad I want your

She says and I scoff

sorrow and pain, I feel Anthony's anxiety and impatience. I feel Hunter's guilt and I feel mother's overwhelming regret that she hides so well. I feel the emotions of every wolf I come in contact with and there you

falls to her

in my soul for saving your mates to save your wolf. I gave a part of myself to save you. Saving your mates came at a great cost to me but I'm not here complaining because I don't have the time to grieve the

back quickly, the pain hitting me so hard. I shake it off and look at Josey

up for being the moon goddess. I'm immortal, which means I will watch Cj grow old and die, I don't know about you but remember your wolf will age and die, taking a part of you away.

I know but I had to do my homework as the moon goddess. My job is to protect my kind, you and everyone else because you are a wolf first before anything else. I won't let your need and desire to be queen or compete get in the way of keeping my people safe or put in harm's way years from now. Cayden is heartless and insatiable, his bloodlust knows no limit and even if he makes you his queen, are you so sure he will be faithful? Because a vampire's nature is to

use both of my arms

can't find your path if you're in this state. Yes, take a day to cry and let it all out but you get back at it the next day. You are allowed to break down and take a minute to feel, goddess I wish

I knew it before I even uttered the words to her that it will take more than words

you think she will give

Josey will stop at nothing to bring Cayden back."