Be My Mate

Sabrina's POV

"That's two more warriors complaining of a voice inside their head!" I shout out, annoyance and frustration coming off of me in waves.

"Do you think he's the reason for Josey being like that?" Evan asks as Hunter scoffs.

"It has to be him. What other reason is there?" Anthony says.

"Evan, what are the elders saying about this? What do we do with the ashes?" I ask as we all turn to face Evan.

"Well, there's not much we can do. The person that cursed Cayden is dead and is the only one that can reverse it." Evan responds.

"And he will stop at nothing to be brought back. Blood sucking piece of shit!" I whisper yell but everyone heard me.

"You forget your sister is one too?" Evan asks and I groan out loud.

"No. She can survive on a werewolf diet." I retort.

"I say we scatter his ashes to the four corners of the earth or just everywhere. In the ocean, untouched islands and so on. Then we keep the last bit, secure it just in case he is able to get the rest, which I doubt." Hunter suggests and we all remain silent.

"Sabrina! We have to get ready for your brothers coronation." Mother comes flying in, charging towards me.

"We have more pressing matters mother and I can meet you there. I won't be late, I promise." I say and she rolls her eyes at me.

"Fine. I told Josey to meet me in your room so finish up, this is an important day for your brother." She says and this time, I roll my eyes.

Cj couldn't care about this event. I'm sure he's counting down the hours to the end of the day so he can go about laying plans and rules in place.

"I'll be there soon." I say and she doesn't respond but turns around, running out.

We all chuckle at her diva departure before going back to grim faces as the matter at hand hangs in the air.

"I agree with dad. We can each go and throw his ashes all over and have Sabrina secure the last bit, where nobody can know the location of it. Making sure nobody can find it." Anthony says and I nod at him.

are in agreement?" I ask and they all nod

to help me as we pour the ashes in each pouch, leaving

go to the amazon forest and do the same. Dad, you will go to the

door being the last to leave, I walk over to it to lock it. Taking the urn with me, walking in to my most precious room.

pond. I cover the urn in plastic before placing it in to the pond. Nobody will be able to retrieve it here because only I can touch the water, making it the only place safe from Josey or anyone that tries to revive the

my office, which has me running for the door. I open it to see my office

to enter?" I ask. Her eyes bulge out the second

it?" She asks, ignoring my

ask. She grins menacingly at me, sending shivers

is not my sister, not like

came for so give it to me." Josey says to me and I

the ashes all over this realm and the earth. You think the vampire king only got to you? He's had everyone feeling crazy Jose and as the moon goddess, I swore to protect my people. I will not let that filth corrupt anyone ever again and he will not be brought

stealing glances

Sabrina. None of you get it!" She says as Hunter, Anthony and Evan return,

Anthony asks. Josey

for shit. Then there's dear old sister, our moon goddess. I mean who can compete? You were both born for these roles, your birthright. What about hybrid Josey? The only vampire on earth and ex luna. I need Cayden! I want my own kingdom to rule because what pack will accept a vampire

You think I want this? You have no idea how bad I want your freedom." I say and she giggles at my

She says and I scoff

anxiety and impatience. I feel Hunter's guilt and I feel mother's overwhelming regret that she hides so well. I feel the emotions of every wolf I come in contact with and there you go. Feel." I say releasing all

falls to

Goddess, it's awful. The pain of seeing my sister like this, the pain of seeing my father in pain. The gaping hole in my soul for saving your mates to save your wolf. I gave a part of myself to save you. Saving your

back quickly, the pain hitting me so hard. I shake it off and look at

taking a part of you away. Your wolf has to die, leaving you as a vampire and I don't even know what that will do to your body. I will have a daughter, who will grow up to take after me. The oh so wonderful birthright of

bring Cayden back to life, you could give birth to a hybrid that will almost render the werewolf community extinct until Adrastos kills him. You are the daughter of a demigod and an earthling, your child might not have the same strength as you because you don't have enough of the DNA to make another you. Harsh, I know but I had to do my homework as the moon goddess. My job is to protect my kind, you and everyone else because you are a wolf first before anything else. I won't let your need and desire to be queen or compete get in the way of keeping my people safe or

of my arms to

Something to fight for? Fight for yourself. Fight for your sanity. You are a Trent Josey, you can't find your path if you're in this state. Yes, take a day to cry and let it all out but you get back at it the next day. You are allowed to break down and take a minute to feel, goddess I wish I could but don't forget who you are and who is in your corner." I say

to her that it will take more than words to get my sister

will give up?" Evan asks and

just added fuel to her burning flame. Josey will stop at nothing to bring Cayden back." I say smiling at the thought