Blackmailed For Love

We had remained silent on the drive to the apartment building and now as he walked with me to my apartment, my entire body tensed wondering if he would insist on coming inside and if he decided to do so I'd have another fight in my hands, I couldn't let him come and find Anna.

But fortunately for me, he just stood there and watched me unlock the door, not trying to follow me in.

He stopped me when I tried to close the door and held out the scrunched up napkin.

At first, I looked at it trying to understand what he was doing and then I remembered the toy he had wrapped in it.

"I want you to be able to slide this in your pussy when I demand it."

I stared at him and gritted, "You are insane."

He smirked.

"Maybe."

Stepping closer, he caressed my cheek and said, "But you enjoyed my insanity, did you not?"

When I remained silent, he lifted my hand and pressed the toy in my palm.

He said, "Don't answer that, but know that I can still smell you on my fingers."

I sucked in a breath, stepped back and closed the door in his face.

I heard his deep chuckle as he said, "Good night, little girl.

I'm sure you'd have a nice, long sleep."

Curling my fingers into fists, I turned around from the door, took a deep breath and made my way toward my bedroom.

I needed a shower and a change of clothes.

When I entered the bedroom, I found my little angel curled into herself and looking so adorable.

A pang hit my heart as I knew she wasn't used to sleeping without me.

I quickly made my way toward the bathroom and didn't waste any time as I tossed the toy near the basin and got undressed.

It took me ten minutes to come out of the bathroom after taking shower and making sure that the toy was out of sight from the curious mind of my little daughter.

She could be persistent when she wants to be and I didn't want to explain to her what that little toy was for.

I climbed on the bed behind my baby girl and curled an arm around her.

"Mama?"

She asked in a sleepy voice.

"Yes, angel.

Mama is here, go back to sleep."

I pressed a kiss on her head and sighed, my shoulders relaxing as her sweet scent filtered through my nose.

My little girl was my home, the only thing that gave me comfort.

And I would do anything for her, just like I had done in the past.

I wasn't lying when I had told Kristian that I could never forget about what I had done, how could I, when every time I look at my daughter I see her father.

The next morning came too soon, or maybe it was my daughter who woke up at the crack of dawn and decided to launch an attack at me.

"Mama! Mama! Wake up!"

Small hands grabbed my face and soft lips kissed my forehead, nose and lips in feather light caresses.

"Angel… It's too early.

Come sleep."

I blindly grabbed at her and pulled her into me.

She giggled and said, "No, Mama.

It's not early there are people down there!"

She sat up in the bed and pulled at my hand.

"Come see!"

Reluctantly, yawning and blinking the sleep from my eyes I let my daughter pull me out of the bedroom.

She took me straight to the floor to ceiling windows and pointed down at the pool down there which was big enough that it was clear from our floor but the people in it looked tiny and Anna was excited to point out everything to me.

there is a children's park

enough

like there was a small town at the

morning, but some things were available for the residents like the swimming pool, children's park, gym and other side of

go

looked down

"Please.

Pretty please…"

grey eyes soft

I looked behind her to the digital clock

not

"I guess…."

started, but I really

daughter hugged me

"Yes! Yes!"

couldn't not hold

"Come on, then.

our clothes and

her eyes at me

crouched down and plucked at her

of milk, if you want

her

"I knew it."

you are the smartest of

up making our way to

took us to the ground floor, from there we didn't even have to go to the front reception area as there was a corridor

name and apartment number and checked it with the front desk before

"I am sorry, Ma'am.

a protocol with

at the man

"It's fine."

impatient as she jumped from one foot

out, she dragged me with her to the children's

We must go

"If we must…"

up with her hurried footsteps as I was still half

as I was lost in the happiness that sparkled in my daughter's eyes, making me realise how much she had missed the little things that were important for every growing child and bringing me to the verge of breakdown because I was responsible

with the two girls she had made friends with, when someone came

was and froze when I met dark grey

second and then galloped

No.

No.

No! "You…"

word came out in a

the three girls that were playing together, one of them my daughter and then came

What are what are you doing

looking at

felt like I was going to be soon

stood up suddenly, hyperventilating, and

"You can't be here!"

I hissed at him.

2 "Why?"

He questioned.

like you have seen a

wasn't listening

was looking for a way

daughter came to me just

man was and then he would realise who

her and hear her

take her away from

would punish me, hurt me in

"Elsa? Elsa?"

Kristian sounded alarmed.

But I didn't care.

to get him away from my

from him, my feet carried me out of the park and away

not be near

the only thing precious

was everything I lived

I can't lose her.

Oh, god, please.

Please, help me.

he pulled

the hell is wrong

He snapped at me.