Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

tongue was tasty musky and salty and

down your

harsh and thick and sent jolts of shivers down

cock and licked the underside

felt him twitch and I watched how his jaw clenched and his eyes hooded, he looked

inch of his hard cock, and felt better that I had made him calm and surrender with pleasure

more than his swollen head and that's when he made it a punishment that it hadn't been

of a sudden, lodging the thick head of his cock deep inside my throat and I gagged, instantly tears filled my eyes as I struggled to push him away but instead

he bared his teeth as

come dropped on the floor, I'll make you lick

care,

veins and chords in his neck and temples bulging out as he thrust deep into

that I shouldn't trust him, but there was a

"Open wide."

and I

I opened my mouth and throat

his hot

out, then said,

out his phone from his pants that were around his knees and

my come that you'll

obeyed, feeling shame burn my skin and hot heat unfurling

a picture

I did.

some time as it was a lot and also it felt gooey and

helped me stand up and then surprising me he picked me up in his arms

down on the sofa before he turned around, pulled his clothes

of his tight

the sideboard and poured a glass full of amber liquid from one

and I became aware of the strange numbness I was feeling in and around

in my jaw and the subtle difficulty

much for makeup so I was glad that there would be no mascara running down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from the

I felt wrung out like someone just pulled me out of a cyclone and dumped me in the middle of the land where there was nothing as far as eyes could see but I

was moving in

And I felt lost.

what to think

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

use at

something that he

liquid heat in his eyes, the way he had growled and demanded his pleasure, and underneath

That was my Kristian.

had seen in the dark nights in that shed

was the reason

eyes raked over my naked form and as he came closer those greys darkened like he wanted

arms around my

glass on the glass top of a small table near the armrest of the sofa, and then shrugged off the suit

him with a calm

thudded in a soft, slow rhythm now, almost lulling me and made

be lost in his gaze but more than that I wanted

way he used to gather me in arms after we had made love and he knew

to his lap and wrapped the suit jacket around

the warmth of it and inhaled the musky scent which was uniquely his and the hint

held the

his eyes, he

I started to wrap my fingers around it, he pulled the glass back

and when he pressed the lip of the

as I sipped at the bitter liquid that had a very distinctive

settled in my stomach and my body

of my face and his thumb caressed my bottom lip, my eyelids fluttered closed as I enjoyed his

movement of his thumb as he caressed my cheek, tucked my hair behind

tossed the remaining drink in his mouth

I remembered how I had swallowed a mouthful of his come not a few

the small table and

other hand brushed the lapels of his jacket aside and he asked, "Did I

his fingers trailing down the slope of my

me this now, when he had just called me stupid for believing that he

that or throw his cruel words

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

satisfactory gleam in his eyes and I looked down

up and

alcohol and the remnants of affection

captive to his hungry lips as his fingers

and my

he grabbed

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

wasn't! He asked the question that anyone in his position would ask and most of them would already know the answer but apparently he

"What's that…?"

his hold and

I am asking you something,