Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

clear liquid that disappeared on my tongue was tasty musky and salty and smelled

down your

were harsh and thick and sent jolts of shivers

wrapped my fingers at the base of his cock and licked the underside of

twitch and I watched how his jaw clenched and his eyes hooded,

cock, and felt better that I had made

his swollen head and that's when he made it a punishment that it hadn't

lodging the thick head of his cock deep inside my throat and I gagged, instantly tears filled my eyes as I struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back he pressed his hand at

teeth as he

my come dropped on the floor, I'll make you

without care, letting out

the veins and chords in his neck and temples bulging out as he

was merciless and I understood what he meant that I shouldn't trust him, but there was a vulnerability

"Open wide."

and

ached but I opened my mouth and throat as wide

his hot come and then

out,

his phone from his pants that were around his knees and ordered,

come that

burn my skin and hot heat unfurling in

picture

I did.

as it was a lot and also it felt gooey and sticky in my

and then surprising me he picked me up in his arms and

before he turned around, pulled

glimpse of his tight

with half lidded eyes as he walked to the sideboard and poured a glass full of amber liquid from one of the bottles that lined the shelf in

were stuck on my lips and I became aware of the strange numbness

ache in my jaw and the subtle difficulty in my throat when

down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from the way I could feel the tear trails drying

of a cyclone and dumped me in the middle of the land where there was nothing as far as eyes could see

was

And I felt lost.

what to

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

to use

that

demanded his pleasure, and underneath all that darkness

That was my Kristian.

seen in the dark nights in that shed and under the stars, I had

reason why I throbbed

he came closer those greys darkened like he

arms around my knees as I watched him

armrest of the sofa, and

regarded him with a calm

a soft, slow rhythm now, almost lulling me and made me feel like I was in a state

lost in his gaze but more than that

me in arms after we had

to

the musky scent which

leaned toward the right and then held the glass of amber liquid to my

his

wrap my fingers around it, he pulled the glass back and shook his

when he pressed the lip of the glass to my mouth, I took a small

other hand caressed the back of my head for a while as I sipped at the bitter liquid that had a

my stomach and my body became

his thumb caressed my bottom lip, my eyelids fluttered closed as I enjoyed

his eyes remained transfixed on the movement of his thumb as he caressed my cheek, tucked my hair behind my ear and then returned back to the maddening motion of

I had sipped half of the glass I pushed it away, he tossed the remaining drink in

his throat worked made my thighs clench and I remembered how I had swallowed a mouthful

on the small

other hand brushed the lapels of his jacket

of his fingers trailing down the slope of

this now, when he had just called me stupid for believing that he wouldn't hurt

his cruel words back at him, this time I accepted his softness and answered,

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

in his eyes and I looked down

my face up and leaned down to

of passion and bitter alcohol and the remnants of affection we felt for each other in

a captive to his hungry lips as his fingers roamed down my

my eyes snapped

he grabbed my arm to steady me and instead of thanking him, I jerked

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

the question that anyone in his position would ask and most of them would already know the answer but

"What's that…?"

tried to turn me around but I evaded his hold and walked to where my clothes were

asking you something, how