Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

on my tongue was tasty musky and salty and smelled

it down

words were harsh and thick and

cock and licked the

jaw clenched and his eyes hooded, he looked like he was close to

of his hard cock, and felt better that I had made him calm and

than his swollen head and that's when he made it

instantly tears filled my eyes as I struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back he pressed his hand at the back of my head and started to thrust in and out of my

bared his teeth

come dropped on the floor, I'll make

care, letting out deep animalistic

the veins and chords in his neck and temples bulging out

and I understood what he meant that I shouldn't trust him, but there

"Open wide."

growled and I

mouth and throat

felt the first burst of his hot

slipped out,

his pants that were around

that you'll drink down

my skin and hot heat unfurling in

picture and said, "Swallow

I did.

a lot and also it felt gooey and

he picked me up in his arms and walked to the sofa

sofa before he turned around, pulled his clothes to rights and then buckled his

his tight arse and shivered

half lidded eyes as he walked to the sideboard and poured a glass full of amber liquid from one of the bottles that lined the shelf

he returned his eyes were stuck on my lips and I became aware of the strange numbness I was feeling in and around my

difficulty in my throat when I swallowed

there would be no mascara running down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from the way I could feel the tear trails drying on

out like someone just pulled me out of a cyclone and dumped me in the middle of the land where there was nothing as far as

was moving in

And I felt lost.

didn't know what to

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

object to use at

something that he couldn't

he had growled and demanded his pleasure, and underneath all

That was my Kristian.

I had seen in the dark nights in that shed and under the stars, I had seen a glimpse

And he was the reason why I throbbed

closer those greys darkened like he wanted to spread me wide and eat me

wrapped my arms around my

of a small table near the armrest of the sofa, and then

with

heart that had been racing and drumming in my ears was calm too, it thudded in a soft, slow rhythm now, almost lulling me and made

lost in his gaze but more than that I wanted to have his arms wrapped around

the way he used to gather me in arms after we had made love and

to his lap and wrapped the suit

into the warmth of it and inhaled the musky scent which was uniquely

and then held the

looked up into his eyes, he murmured

to wrap my fingers around it, he pulled the glass

hand drop and when he pressed the lip of the glass to my mouth, I took a small

my head for a while as I sipped at the bitter liquid

sip warmth settled in my

side of my face and his thumb caressed

transfixed on the movement of his thumb as he caressed my cheek, tucked my hair behind my ear and

of the glass I pushed it away, he tossed the remaining drink in his mouth and gulped it down

clench and I remembered how I had

back on the small table and slid his

other hand brushed the lapels of his jacket aside and he asked, "Did

his fingers trailing

me this now, when he had just called me stupid for believing that he wouldn't hurt

that or throw his cruel words back at him, this time I

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

eyes and I looked

face up and leaned down

bitter alcohol and the remnants of affection we felt

made me a captive to his hungry lips as his

just above my mound and my eyes snapped open and I squirmed away from

down from the sofa but he grabbed

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

his position would ask and most

"What's that…?"

around but I evaded his hold and walked to where my

asking you something, how did this