Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

clear liquid that disappeared on my tongue was tasty musky and

down

and sent

and licked the underside

felt him twitch and I watched how his jaw clenched and his eyes hooded, he looked like he was close

kissing every inch of his hard cock, and felt better

than his swollen head and that's when

eyes as I struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back he pressed his hand at

teeth as he gritted out, "Take it… You will swallow

of my come dropped on the floor, I'll make

mouth without care, letting

chords in his neck and temples bulging out as

what he meant that I shouldn't trust him, but there was a vulnerability in

"Open wide."

growled and I

ached but I opened my mouth and throat

and I felt the first burst of his hot come and then more and more followed,

out, then

that were

come that you'll drink down your

my skin

picture and said,

I did.

me some time as it was a lot and also it felt gooey

me stand up and then surprising me he picked me up in his arms and walked to the sofa that

around, pulled his clothes to rights and then

a glimpse of his

to the sideboard and poured a glass full of amber liquid from one of the bottles that lined the shelf in a

were stuck on my lips and I became aware of the strange numbness I was feeling in and

my jaw and the subtle difficulty in

wasn't much for makeup so I was glad that there would be no mascara running down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from

of a cyclone and dumped me in the middle of the land where there was nothing as far as eyes could see

head was moving in

And I felt lost.

what to

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

object to use at

something that he

and demanded his pleasure, and underneath all that darkness that

That was my Kristian.

had seen in the dark nights in that shed and

And he was the reason why I throbbed between my

and as he came closer those greys darkened like he wanted to spread me wide and

my knees as I watched him

glass top of a small table near the armrest of the sofa, and then shrugged off the suit jacket and sat down beside

him with a

was calm too, it thudded in a soft, slow rhythm now,

be lost in his gaze but more than that I wanted to have his arms

the way he used to gather me in arms after we had made

in to his

warmth of it and inhaled the musky scent which was uniquely his and the hint

held the glass of amber

up into his eyes, he

it,

pressed the lip of the glass to my mouth,

other hand caressed the back of my head for a while as I sipped at the bitter liquid that had a very distinctive smoky flavour as it slid down my

my stomach and my body became

his thumb caressed my bottom lip, my eyelids fluttered

my cheek,

I pushed it away, he tossed the remaining drink in his mouth and gulped it

remembered how I had swallowed a mouthful of his come not a few minutes

back on the small table and slid

lapels of his jacket aside and

him, felt the back of his fingers trailing down the slope

he had just called me stupid for

cruel words back at him, this time I

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

was a satisfactory gleam in his eyes and I looked down suddenly feeling

up and leaned

kiss tasted of passion and bitter alcohol and the remnants of affection we felt for

as his fingers roamed down my stomach, past my navel and abruptly

above my mound and my eyes snapped open and I squirmed away from

fell down from the sofa but he grabbed my arm to steady

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

the question that anyone in his position would ask and most of them would already know the

"What's that…?"

evaded his hold and walked to where my clothes

asking you something, how did