Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

tongue was tasty musky and salty and

it down

thick and sent jolts of shivers

fingers at the base of his cock and licked the underside of the hard cock with the

him twitch and I watched how his jaw clenched and his eyes hooded,

and kissing every inch of his hard cock, and felt better that I had

than his swollen head and that's when he

instantly tears filled my eyes as I struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back he pressed his hand at

teeth as he gritted out, "Take

dropped on the floor,

my mouth without care, letting out deep animalistic

and

was merciless and I understood what he meant that I shouldn't trust him,

"Open wide."

growled and I

I opened my mouth

and I felt the first burst of his

slipped out, then said,

pants that were around his knees

me my come that you'll drink down

my skin and hot heat

a picture

I did.

was a lot and also it felt gooey and sticky in

up and then surprising me he picked me up in his arms and walked to the

the sofa before he turned around,

got a glimpse of his tight arse and shivered

half lidded eyes as he walked to the sideboard and poured a glass full of amber liquid from one of the bottles that lined the shelf

eyes were stuck on my lips and I became aware of the strange numbness I was

ache in my jaw and the subtle difficulty in my throat when I

for makeup so I was glad that there would be no mascara running down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from

wrung out like someone just pulled me out of a cyclone and dumped me in the middle of the land where there was nothing as far as eyes could see but I was still

was moving in

And I felt lost.

what to think

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

object to use at his

that he

in his eyes, the way he had growled and demanded his pleasure, and underneath all that

That was my Kristian.

shed and under the stars, I had

reason why I

closer those greys darkened like he wanted to

wrapped my arms around my knees as I watched him

the glass on the glass top of a small table near the armrest of the sofa, and then shrugged

regarded him with

drumming in my ears was calm too, it thudded in a soft, slow

his gaze but more than that I wanted to have

to gather me in arms after we had made love and he knew

thoughts he pulled me in to his lap

it and inhaled the musky

held the glass of amber liquid to my

up into his eyes, he murmured softly,

around it, he pulled the glass back and shook his

and when he pressed the lip of the glass to my mouth, I

for a while as I sipped at the bitter liquid that had a

my stomach and my

side of my face and his thumb caressed my bottom lip, my eyelids

on the movement of his thumb as he caressed my cheek, tucked my hair behind my ear and then returned back to the maddening motion of his

the glass I pushed it away, he tossed the remaining drink in his mouth and gulped it

way his throat worked made my thighs clench and I remembered how I had swallowed

the glass back on the small table and slid his

of his jacket

looked at him, felt the back of his fingers trailing

he was asking me this now, when he had just

cruel words back at him, this time I accepted his softness

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

was a satisfactory gleam in his eyes and I looked down suddenly

tipped my face up and leaned down to

kiss tasted of passion and bitter alcohol and the remnants of affection

as his fingers roamed down my stomach,

traced a finger just above my mound and my

down from the sofa but he grabbed my arm to steady me and instead of thanking him, I

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

question that anyone in his position would ask and most of them would already know the answer

"What's that…?"

turn me around but I evaded his hold and walked to where my

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