Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

tongue was tasty musky and

it down

and thick and sent jolts of shivers down my

of his cock and licked the underside of the hard cock with the flat of my

watched how his jaw clenched and his eyes hooded, he looked like he was

cock, and felt better that I had made him calm and

that's when he made it

tears filled my eyes as I struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back he pressed his hand at the back of my head and started to thrust in and out of my mouth

but he bared his teeth as

come dropped on the floor, I'll

fucked my mouth without care, letting out deep animalistic

chords in his neck and temples bulging out as he thrust

what he meant that I shouldn't

"Open wide."

growled and I

jaw ached but I opened my mouth and throat as wide

the first burst of his hot come and then

slipped out, then said,

his pants that were around his knees and

come that you'll

skin

picture and said,

I did.

lot and also

me stand up and then surprising me he picked me up in his arms

sat me down on the sofa before he turned around, pulled his clothes to

a glimpse of his tight

the sideboard and poured a glass full

my lips and I became aware of the strange numbness I was

my jaw and the subtle difficulty

I was glad that there would be no mascara running down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from the way I could feel the tear trails

me in the middle of the

was moving in

And I felt lost.

what

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

to use at his

that he couldn't live

his eyes, the way he had growled and demanded his pleasure, and underneath all that darkness that bright flame

That was my Kristian.

in that shed and under the stars, I had seen a glimpse

he was the reason why I

naked form and as he came closer those greys darkened like he wanted to spread me

my arms around my knees as I watched him

table near the armrest of the sofa, and then shrugged off the suit jacket

him with a

was calm too, it thudded in a soft, slow rhythm now, almost lulling me and made me feel like I was in a state

lost in his gaze but more than that I wanted

gather me in arms after

my thoughts he pulled me in to his lap and wrapped the suit jacket around

the musky scent which was uniquely his

right and then held the glass of amber liquid to my

looked up into his eyes,

wrap my fingers around it, he pulled

he pressed the lip of the glass to my

as I sipped at

my stomach and my body became

and his thumb caressed my bottom lip, my

movement of his thumb as he caressed my cheek, tucked my hair behind

I pushed it away, he tossed the remaining drink

clench and I remembered how I had swallowed a mouthful of his

on the small table and slid his arm around

the lapels of his jacket

the back of his fingers trailing down the

asking me this now, when he had just called me stupid for

or throw his cruel words back at him, this time I accepted his softness and answered,

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

satisfactory gleam in his eyes and I looked

up and leaned down

alcohol and the remnants of affection we felt for each other in

lips as his

my

down from the sofa but he grabbed my arm to

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

question that anyone in his position would ask and most of them would already know the answer but

"What's that…?"

hold and walked to where my clothes were

am asking you something, how did this