Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

liquid that disappeared on my tongue was

down

words were harsh and thick and sent jolts

licked the underside of the hard

clenched and his

every inch of his hard cock, and felt better that I had made him calm and surrender with

his swollen head and that's when he

struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back he pressed his hand at the back of my head and started to thrust

my eyes but he bared his teeth as he gritted out, "Take it… You will swallow

drop of my come dropped on the

my mouth without care, letting out

neck and temples bulging out as

what he meant that I shouldn't trust him, but there was a vulnerability

"Open wide."

and I

ached but I opened my mouth and throat as wide as I

of his hot come and then more and more followed,

slipped out,

pants that were around his knees and ordered,

come that you'll drink

feeling shame burn my skin and hot heat unfurling

picture and said, "Swallow

I did.

some time as it was a lot and also it

picked me up in his arms and walked to the sofa that was on the right

on the sofa before he turned around,

his tight arse

and poured a glass

he returned his eyes were stuck on my lips and I became aware of the strange numbness I was feeling in and around

my jaw and the subtle difficulty in my throat

mascara running down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from the way I could feel the

just pulled me out of a cyclone and dumped me in the middle of the

was moving

And I felt lost.

know what to

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

to use

something that he couldn't

growled and demanded

That was my Kristian.

lover I had seen in the dark nights in that shed and under the stars, I had seen a glimpse of

And he was the reason why I throbbed between

my naked form and as he came closer those greys darkened like he wanted

my arms around my knees as I watched

glass on the glass top of a small table near the armrest of the sofa, and then shrugged off the suit jacket and sat down

regarded him with a calm

racing and drumming in my ears was calm too, it thudded in a soft, slow rhythm now, almost lulling me and made me feel

gaze but more than that

after we

reading my thoughts he pulled me in to his lap and wrapped

musky scent which

leaned toward the right and then held

looked up into his eyes, he murmured softly,

to wrap my fingers around it, he pulled the glass back and

let my hand drop and when he pressed the lip of

a while as I sipped at the bitter liquid that had a very

each sip warmth settled in my stomach and

hand moved to the side of my face and his thumb caressed my bottom lip, my eyelids fluttered closed

movement of his thumb as he caressed my cheek, tucked my hair behind my ear and then returned back to the maddening motion of his thumb on my

sipped half of the glass I pushed it away, he tossed the remaining drink in his mouth and

worked made my thighs clench and I remembered how I had swallowed a mouthful of his come not a few minutes

small table and slid

jacket

the back of his fingers trailing

now, when he had just called me stupid for believing that he

that or throw his cruel words back

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

gleam in his eyes and I looked down

tipped my face up and leaned

of passion and bitter alcohol and the remnants of affection we felt for each other in

me a captive to his hungry lips as his fingers roamed down my

above my mound and my

down from the sofa but he grabbed my arm to steady me and instead of

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

his position would ask and most of

"What's that…?"

tried to turn me around but I evaded his hold and walked to

I am asking you something, how did