Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

tongue was

it down your

and thick and sent jolts of

base of his cock and licked the

twitch and I watched how his jaw clenched and his

inch of his hard cock, and felt better that I had made him calm

took more than his swollen head and that's when he made it

as I struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back he pressed his hand

begged with my eyes but he bared his teeth as

single drop of my come dropped on the floor, I'll make you

fucked my mouth without care,

the veins and chords in his neck and temples bulging out as he thrust deep into my

that I shouldn't trust him,

"Open wide."

growled and

jaw ached but I opened my mouth and throat

the first burst of his hot come and then

out,

his phone from his pants that were

come that you'll drink

feeling shame burn my skin and hot

a picture and said,

I did.

was a lot and also it felt gooey and

me stand up and then surprising me he picked me up in his

the sofa before he turned around, pulled his clothes to rights and then buckled his

glimpse of his tight

with half lidded eyes as he walked to the sideboard and poured a glass full of amber liquid from

I became aware of the strange numbness I was feeling in and around

difficulty in my throat when I swallowed

running down my cheeks but I knew I still

me in the middle of the land where there was nothing as far as eyes could see but I was

was moving

And I felt lost.

what to think

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

to use at his

something that he couldn't live

eyes, the way he had growled and demanded his pleasure, and underneath all that darkness that bright flame

That was my Kristian.

shed and under the stars, I had seen a glimpse of him

he was the reason why I

he came closer those greys darkened like he wanted to spread me

around my knees as I

armrest of the sofa, and then shrugged off

him with a calm

in my ears was calm too, it thudded in a soft, slow rhythm now,

but more than that

he used to gather me in arms after we had made love and he knew he had

reading my thoughts he pulled me in to his lap and

and inhaled the musky scent which was

leaned toward the right and then held the glass of amber

up into his

fingers around it, he

the lip

at the bitter liquid that had a very distinctive

settled in my stomach and my body became

my face and his thumb caressed my bottom lip, my eyelids fluttered closed as I enjoyed his

the movement of his thumb as he caressed my cheek,

half of the glass I pushed it away, he tossed the remaining drink in his

my thighs clench and I remembered how I had swallowed a

small

his jacket aside and he asked,

looked at him, felt the back of his fingers trailing

asking me this now, when he had just called me stupid

words back at him, this time I accepted his softness and

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

satisfactory gleam in his eyes and I looked down suddenly feeling

tipped my face up and

remnants of affection we felt for each other

to his hungry lips as his fingers roamed

my eyes snapped

but he grabbed my arm to steady me and instead

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

in his position would ask and most of them would already know the

"What's that…?"

hold and walked to where

I am asking you something,