Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

tongue was tasty musky and salty and smelled

down your

and thick and sent jolts of

my fingers at the base of his cock and licked the underside of

his jaw clenched and his

and kissing every inch of his hard cock, and felt better that I had made him calm and surrender with pleasure I

and that's when

lodging the thick head of his cock deep inside my throat and I gagged, instantly tears filled my eyes as I struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back he pressed his hand at the back of my

with my eyes but he bared his teeth as he gritted out, "Take it…

of my come dropped on the floor, I'll

mouth without care,

and chords in his neck and temples bulging out as he

merciless and I understood what he meant that I shouldn't

"Open wide."

and I

ached but I opened my mouth and throat as wide as I

first burst of his hot

out, then said,

that were around his knees and ordered, "Open your

that you'll

obeyed, feeling shame burn my skin and hot heat unfurling in

clicked a picture and said,

I did.

was a lot and also it

stand up and then surprising me he picked me up in his

turned around, pulled his

of his tight arse and shivered

as he walked to the sideboard and poured a glass full of amber liquid from

returned his eyes were stuck on my lips and I became aware of the strange numbness

difficulty

was glad that there would be no mascara running down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from

someone just pulled me out of a cyclone and dumped me in the middle of the land where there was nothing as far

was

And I felt lost.

didn't know what to

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

use at his

that he couldn't

his eyes, the way he had growled and demanded his pleasure, and underneath all that darkness that bright flame of

That was my Kristian.

in the dark nights in that shed and under the stars, I had seen a

was the reason why I throbbed between

naked form and as he came closer those greys darkened like

my knees as

of a small table near the armrest of the

regarded him with a

and drumming in my ears was calm too, it thudded in a soft, slow rhythm now, almost lulling me and made me feel like I was

but more than that I wanted

arms after we had made love and he knew he had

pulled me in to his lap and wrapped the

inhaled the musky scent which was uniquely his and the hint

toward the right and then held the

up into his eyes, he

I started to wrap my fingers around it, he

when he pressed the lip of the glass to my

my head for a while as I sipped at the bitter liquid that had a very

settled in my stomach and

of my face and his thumb caressed my bottom lip, my eyelids fluttered closed as I enjoyed his

that his eyes remained transfixed on the movement of his thumb as he caressed my cheek, tucked my hair

half of the glass I pushed it away, he tossed the remaining drink in his mouth and

remembered how I had swallowed a mouthful of his come not a

back on the small table and slid his arm

other hand brushed the lapels of his jacket aside and he asked, "Did I hurt

back of his fingers trailing down

wondered why he was asking me this now, when he had

that or throw his cruel words back at him,

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

eyes and I looked

and leaned down

bitter alcohol and the remnants of affection we felt

as his fingers roamed down my stomach, past my navel and abruptly

above my mound and my eyes snapped open and I squirmed away

he grabbed my arm

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

anyone in his position would ask and

"What's that…?"

around but I evaded his hold and walked

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