Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

on my tongue was tasty

it down your

thick and sent jolts of

wrapped my fingers at the base of his cock and licked the underside of the hard

him twitch and I watched how his jaw clenched and his eyes hooded, he looked

inch of his hard cock, and felt better that I had made him calm and surrender

swollen head and that's when he made it a punishment that it hadn't been

surged forward all of a sudden, lodging the thick head of his cock deep inside my throat and I gagged, instantly tears filled my eyes as I struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back he pressed his hand at the back of my head and started

eyes but he bared his teeth as he gritted out,

my come dropped on the floor, I'll make

mouth without care, letting out deep

neck and temples bulging out as

I shouldn't trust

"Open wide."

and

opened my mouth and throat as

slammed in and I felt the first burst of his hot come

slipped out, then said,

that were around his knees and ordered, "Open your

that you'll

burn my skin and hot heat unfurling

a picture and

I did.

it was a lot and also it felt gooey and

helped me stand up and then surprising me he picked me up in his arms and walked to the sofa that was

the sofa before he turned around, pulled his clothes to rights

his tight

lidded eyes as he walked to the sideboard and poured a glass full of amber liquid from one of the bottles that lined the shelf

returned his eyes were stuck on my lips and I became aware of the strange numbness I was feeling

subtle difficulty in

I was glad that there would be no mascara running down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like

and dumped me in the middle of the

was

And I felt lost.

didn't know what to

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

use

something that he

eyes, the way he had growled and demanded his pleasure, and underneath all that

That was my Kristian.

the dark nights in that shed and under the stars,

And he was the reason

over my naked form and as he came closer those greys darkened like he wanted to spread me wide and

around my knees as I watched

the armrest of the sofa, and then shrugged off the

him with a

in my ears was calm too, it thudded in a soft, slow rhythm now, almost lulling me and made me feel like I was in

wanted to be lost in his gaze but more than that I wanted to have his arms

gather me in arms after

if reading my thoughts he pulled me in to his lap and

it and inhaled the musky scent

held the glass of amber liquid to

looked up into his eyes, he murmured

started to wrap my fingers around it, he

he pressed the lip of the glass to my mouth, I took

other hand caressed the back of my head for a while as I sipped at the

warmth settled in my stomach and

my face and his thumb caressed my bottom lip, my eyelids fluttered closed

him and saw that his eyes remained transfixed on the movement of his thumb as he caressed my cheek, tucked my hair behind

I had sipped half of the glass I pushed it away, he tossed

made my thighs clench and I remembered how I had swallowed a mouthful of his come not a few

on the small table and slid his arm

hand brushed the lapels of his jacket aside and he asked, "Did I

back of his fingers trailing

me this now, when he had just called me stupid for believing that he

of that or throw his cruel words

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

his eyes and I looked down

tipped my face up and leaned down to

of passion and bitter alcohol and the remnants of affection we felt for each other

me a captive to his hungry lips as his

mound and my eyes snapped open and I

almost fell down from the sofa but he grabbed

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

He asked the question that anyone in his position would ask and most of

"What's that…?"

hold

you something, how