Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

clear liquid that disappeared on my tongue was tasty musky

down

and sent jolts of shivers down

his cock and licked

his jaw clenched and his eyes hooded, he looked like he

when I was done licking and kissing every inch of his hard cock, and felt better

than his swollen head and that's when he made it

gagged, instantly tears filled my eyes as I struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back he pressed his hand at the back of my head

bared his teeth as he gritted out, "Take

of my come dropped on the floor,

my mouth without care,

and temples bulging out as he thrust deep

was merciless and I understood what he meant that I shouldn't trust him, but there was

"Open wide."

growled and I

I opened my mouth and throat as

and I felt the first burst of his hot come and then more and

slipped out, then said,

from his pants that were around his knees and ordered,

me my come that you'll drink down

skin and hot heat unfurling in

a picture and

I did.

was a lot

picked me up in his arms and

sat me down on the sofa before he turned around,

of his

half lidded eyes as he walked to the sideboard and poured a glass full of amber liquid from one of the bottles

lips and I became aware of the strange numbness I

ache in my jaw and the subtle difficulty in my throat when I swallowed

I knew I still

in the middle of the land where

head was moving

And I felt lost.

didn't know what

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

object to use

something that he

eyes, the way he had growled and demanded

That was my Kristian.

had seen in the dark nights in that shed and under the stars, I had seen a glimpse

And he was the reason why

closer those greys darkened like he wanted to spread

around my knees as I

armrest of the sofa, and

him with a

and drumming in my ears was calm too, it thudded in a soft, slow rhythm now, almost lulling me and made me feel like I was in

his gaze but more than that I wanted to have

he used to gather me in arms after we had

he pulled me in to his lap and wrapped the suit jacket around

it and inhaled the musky scent

held

his eyes,

my fingers around it, he pulled the glass back and shook his

hand drop and when he pressed the lip of

of my head for a while as I sipped at the bitter liquid that had a very distinctive smoky flavour as it slid down

each sip warmth settled in my stomach and my body

his thumb caressed my bottom lip, my eyelids fluttered closed as I

my cheek, tucked

tossed the remaining drink

I remembered how I had swallowed a mouthful of his come not a few

back on the small table and slid his arm around

lapels of his jacket aside and he asked, "Did

at him, felt the back of his fingers trailing down the

had just called me stupid for believing that he

of that or throw his cruel words back at him, this time

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

in his eyes and I looked down suddenly feeling

tipped my face up and

of passion and bitter alcohol and the remnants

lips as his fingers roamed down my

above my mound and my eyes snapped open

haste, I almost fell down from the sofa but he grabbed my arm to steady me and instead of

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

would ask and most of

"What's that…?"

evaded his hold and walked to

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