Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

that disappeared on my tongue

down

harsh and thick and sent

cock and licked the underside of

him twitch and I watched how his jaw clenched and his eyes hooded,

inch of his hard cock, and felt better that

more than his swollen head and that's when he made it

forward all of a sudden, lodging the thick head of his cock deep inside my throat and I gagged, instantly tears filled my eyes as I struggled to push him away but

teeth as he gritted out, "Take it… You

of my come dropped on the floor, I'll make you

my mouth without care, letting out deep animalistic

could see the veins and chords in his neck and temples bulging out as he thrust deep

I understood what he meant that I shouldn't trust

"Open wide."

growled and

opened my mouth and throat as wide

I felt the first burst of his hot come and then more and more followed,

out,

phone from his pants that

come that you'll

burn my skin and hot heat

a picture and said,

I did.

me some time as it was a lot and also it felt gooey and sticky in my

stand up and then surprising me he picked me up in his arms

me down on the sofa before he turned around, pulled

his

glass full of amber

eyes were stuck on my lips and I became aware of the strange numbness

jaw and the subtle difficulty

would be no mascara running down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from the way I could feel

like someone just pulled me out of a cyclone and dumped me in the middle of the land where

was moving in

And I felt lost.

didn't know what to think

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

object to use at

that he

growled and demanded his

That was my Kristian.

had seen in the dark nights in that shed and

the reason why I

eyes raked over my naked form and as he came closer those greys

wrapped my arms around my knees

the glass top of a small table near the armrest

regarded him with a

soft, slow

than that I wanted to have

to gather me in arms after we had made

reading my thoughts he pulled me in to his lap and wrapped the

the warmth of it and inhaled the musky scent which was uniquely

toward the right and then held the glass of amber

his eyes,

started to wrap my fingers around it, he pulled the glass back and shook his

when he pressed the lip of the glass to my mouth,

at the bitter liquid that had a very distinctive

my stomach and my

moved to the side of my face and his thumb caressed my bottom lip,

caressed my cheek, tucked my hair behind my ear and then returned back to the maddening motion of

sipped half of the glass I pushed it away, he tossed the

thighs clench and I remembered how I had swallowed a mouthful of his come not a few minutes

glass back on the small

the lapels of his jacket aside

him, felt the back of his fingers

had just called me stupid for believing that he wouldn't hurt

remind him of that or throw his cruel words back at him, this

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

his eyes and I looked

face up and leaned down

kiss tasted of passion and bitter alcohol and the remnants of affection

captive to his hungry lips as his fingers roamed down my stomach, past my navel and abruptly

just above my mound and my eyes snapped open and I squirmed away

sofa but he grabbed my arm to steady me and instead

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

anyone in his position would ask

"What's that…?"

me around but I evaded his hold and

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