Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

that disappeared on my tongue was tasty

it down your

and thick and sent jolts of shivers down my

licked the underside of the hard cock

felt him twitch and I watched how his jaw clenched and his eyes hooded, he looked like

better

that's when he

all of a sudden, lodging the thick head of his cock deep inside my throat and I gagged, instantly tears filled my eyes as I struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back he pressed his hand at the back of my head

and begged with my eyes but he bared his teeth as he gritted out,

single drop of my come dropped on the

care, letting out deep animalistic

see the veins and chords in his neck and temples bulging out as he thrust deep

was merciless and I understood what he meant that I shouldn't trust him, but there was a vulnerability in his revenge

"Open wide."

growled and

my mouth and throat as wide as

I felt the first burst of his

slipped out, then

phone from his pants that were

me my come that you'll drink

feeling shame burn my skin and hot heat unfurling in my

a picture

I did.

a lot and also it felt gooey

helped me stand up and then surprising me he picked me up in his arms and walked

before he turned around, pulled his

a glimpse of his tight arse

watched him with half lidded eyes as he walked to the sideboard and poured a glass full of amber liquid from one of the bottles that

on my lips and I became aware of the strange numbness I was feeling in and

jaw and the subtle difficulty in

was glad that there would be no mascara running down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from the way I could feel the tear trails

out like someone just pulled me out of a cyclone and dumped me in the middle of the land where there was nothing as far as eyes could see but I was still

was moving

And I felt lost.

know what to think

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

use at his

something that he

way he had growled and demanded his pleasure, and underneath all that

That was my Kristian.

the dark nights in that shed and under the stars, I had seen a

And he was the reason why

raked over my naked form and as he came closer those greys darkened like he wanted to spread me

around my knees as

glass on the glass top of a small table near the armrest of the sofa, and then shrugged off the suit jacket and sat down beside

regarded him with

heart that had been racing and drumming in my ears was calm too, it thudded in a soft,

gaze but more than that I wanted to have

way he used to gather me in arms after we had made love and he knew

he pulled me in to his

and inhaled the musky scent which was uniquely his and the hint

right and then held the glass of amber liquid to

looked up into his eyes,

I started to wrap my fingers around it, he

drop and when he pressed the lip of the glass to my

other hand caressed the back of my head for a while as I sipped at the bitter liquid that had a very distinctive smoky

each sip warmth settled in my stomach and my body

moved to the side of my face and his thumb caressed my bottom lip, my eyelids

as he caressed my cheek, tucked my hair behind my ear and then returned back to the maddening motion of his

the glass I pushed it away, he tossed the remaining drink in his mouth and gulped it down in one big

worked made my thighs clench and I remembered how I had swallowed a mouthful of his

back on the small table

his jacket

felt the back of his fingers trailing down

this now, when he had just called me stupid for believing that he wouldn't

of that or throw his cruel words back at him, this time I

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

his eyes

and leaned down to

bitter alcohol and the remnants of affection we felt for each other

made me a captive to his hungry lips as his fingers roamed

mound and my eyes snapped open

the sofa but he grabbed my arm to steady me

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

He asked the question that anyone in his position would ask and most

"What's that…?"

tried to turn me around but I evaded his hold and walked to where my

I am asking you something, how did this