Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

disappeared on my tongue was tasty musky and

down

thick and sent jolts of shivers down

my fingers at the base of his cock and licked the underside of the

watched how his jaw clenched and his eyes hooded, he looked like he was close to

was done licking and kissing every inch of his hard cock, and felt better that I had made him calm

than his swollen head and that's when he made

filled my eyes as I struggled to push him away but instead

bared his teeth as he gritted out, "Take it…

drop of my come dropped on the

mouth without care, letting out deep animalistic

veins and chords in his neck and temples bulging out as he

he meant that I shouldn't trust him, but there

"Open wide."

growled and I

mouth and throat as wide as

slammed in and I felt the first burst of his hot come and then more and

slipped out, then said,

his pants that were

me my come that

skin and hot heat unfurling

a picture and said, "Swallow

I did.

as it was a lot and also it felt gooey and sticky in

me up in his arms and walked to the sofa

he turned around, pulled his clothes to rights

got a glimpse of his

as he walked to the sideboard and poured a glass full of amber liquid from one

and I became aware of the strange numbness

and the subtle difficulty in

that there would be no mascara running down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from the way

just pulled me out of a cyclone and dumped me in the middle of the land where there was nothing as

was moving in

And I felt lost.

what to

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

object to use at his

something that he couldn't live

growled and demanded his pleasure, and underneath all

That was my Kristian.

shed

And he was the reason

over my naked form and as he came closer those greys darkened like he wanted

my

glass on the glass top of a small table near the armrest of the sofa, and then shrugged

regarded him with

had been racing and drumming in my ears was calm too, it thudded in a soft,

gaze but more than that I wanted to

way he used to gather me in arms after we had made love

my thoughts he pulled me in to his lap and

inhaled the musky scent

leaned toward the right and then held the glass of amber

into his eyes, he

I started to wrap my fingers around it, he pulled the glass

let my hand drop and when he pressed the lip of the glass to my mouth, I took a small

I sipped at the bitter liquid that had a

each sip warmth settled in my

my face and his thumb caressed my bottom lip, my

movement of his thumb as he caressed my cheek, tucked my hair behind my ear and then returned back to the maddening

of the glass I pushed it away, he tossed the remaining drink in his mouth and gulped it down in one

remembered how I had swallowed a

on the small table and slid his arm around

hand brushed the lapels of his jacket aside and

at him, felt the back of his fingers

was asking me this now, when he had just called me stupid for believing that he wouldn't

remind him of that or throw his cruel words back at him, this time I

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

eyes and I looked down suddenly feeling

up and leaned down

passion and bitter alcohol and the remnants of affection we felt for

his hungry lips as his fingers roamed down my stomach, past

traced a finger just above my mound and my eyes snapped open and I squirmed away

from the sofa but he grabbed my arm to steady

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

position would ask and

"What's that…?"

around but I evaded his hold and walked to where my clothes were lying

I am asking you something,