Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

disappeared on my tongue was tasty musky and salty and

it down your

and thick and sent jolts of shivers down

and licked the underside of the hard cock

and I watched how his jaw clenched and his eyes hooded, he looked like he was

of his hard cock, and felt better that I had made him

took more than his swollen head and that's when he made it a punishment that it hadn't

forward all of a sudden, lodging the thick head of his cock deep inside my throat and I gagged, instantly tears filled my eyes as I struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back he pressed his hand at the

bared his teeth as he gritted out, "Take

come dropped on the floor, I'll make you

without care, letting out

veins and chords in his neck and temples bulging out as he thrust deep into my

was merciless and I understood what he meant that I shouldn't trust him, but

"Open wide."

and

mouth and throat as wide as I

I felt the first burst of his hot come

slipped out,

from his pants that were

me my come that

feeling shame burn my skin and hot heat unfurling in

a picture and said,

I did.

lot and

stand up and then surprising me he picked me up in

before he turned around, pulled his clothes to rights and then buckled his

glimpse of his tight arse and shivered

poured a glass full of amber liquid from one of the bottles that lined the shelf in a

were stuck on my lips and I became aware of the

jaw and the subtle difficulty in my

cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from the way I could feel

someone just pulled me out of a cyclone and dumped me in the middle of the land where there was

was moving in

And I felt lost.

know what

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

use at his

also something that he

his eyes, the way he had growled and demanded his pleasure, and underneath all that

That was my Kristian.

in that shed and under

the reason why I

those greys darkened like he wanted to spread me

arms around my knees as I watched

small table near the armrest of the sofa, and then shrugged

regarded him with a calm

and drumming in my ears was calm too, it thudded in a soft, slow rhythm now, almost

lost in his gaze but more than that I wanted to have his arms wrapped

way he used to gather me in arms after we had made love and he knew he had tired

pulled me in to his lap and wrapped

into the warmth of it and inhaled the musky scent which

leaned toward the right and then held the glass of amber liquid to my

into his eyes,

fingers around it, he

and when he pressed the lip of the glass to my mouth, I

for a while as I sipped at the bitter liquid that had a very distinctive smoky flavour as it

sip warmth settled in my stomach and

thumb caressed my bottom lip, my eyelids fluttered closed as I enjoyed his

eyes remained transfixed on the movement of his thumb as he caressed my cheek, tucked my hair behind my ear and then returned back to the maddening motion of his thumb

of the glass I pushed it away, he tossed the remaining

and I remembered how I had swallowed a mouthful

back on the small

the lapels of his jacket aside and he

looked at him, felt the back of his

me this now, when he had

cruel words back at him, this time I

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

a satisfactory gleam in his eyes and I looked down suddenly

tipped my face up and leaned down to

bitter alcohol and the remnants of affection we felt for

his fingers roamed down my stomach, past my navel

a finger just above my mound and my eyes snapped open and I

he grabbed my arm to steady me and instead of thanking him, I

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

wasn't! He asked the question that anyone in his position would ask and most of them would already know the

"What's that…?"

me around but I evaded his hold and walked to where my clothes

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