Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

clear liquid that disappeared on my tongue was tasty musky and salty

it down

words were harsh and thick and sent jolts of shivers down my

the base of his cock and licked the underside of the hard

twitch and I watched how his jaw clenched and his eyes hooded, he looked like he was close

kissing every inch of his hard cock, and felt better that I had made him calm and surrender with pleasure I took

took more than his swollen head and that's when he made it a punishment that it

as I struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back he

whimpered and begged with my eyes but he bared his teeth

my come dropped on the

mouth without care, letting out

the veins and chords in his neck and temples bulging

that I shouldn't trust him,

"Open wide."

growled and I

my mouth and throat as

of his hot come and then more and more followed, filling

slipped out, then

that were around his knees

that you'll drink down your

obeyed, feeling shame burn my skin and hot

picture and said,

I did.

me some time as it was a lot and also it

me stand up and then surprising me he picked me up in his arms

on the sofa before he turned around, pulled his clothes

his tight arse and shivered

sideboard and poured a glass

his eyes were stuck on my lips and I became aware of the strange numbness I was

difficulty in my throat

there would be no mascara running down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from the way I could feel the tear

a cyclone and dumped me in the middle of the land where there was nothing as far as eyes could see but I

head was moving in

And I felt lost.

didn't know what to think

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

object to use

something that he couldn't live

he had growled and demanded his pleasure, and underneath all that darkness

That was my Kristian.

lover I had seen in the dark nights in that shed and under the stars, I had

reason why I throbbed between

raked over my naked form and as he came closer those greys darkened like

my arms around my knees as I watched

of a small table near the armrest of the sofa, and then shrugged off the suit jacket and sat down beside

with a

was calm too, it thudded in a soft, slow rhythm now, almost lulling me and

than that I wanted to have

way he used to gather me in arms after we had

in to his

of it and inhaled the musky scent

toward the right and then held the glass

up into his eyes, he murmured softly,

fingers around it, he pulled

he pressed the lip of the glass to my mouth, I took a small

hand caressed the back of my head for a while as I sipped at the bitter liquid that had a very distinctive

in my stomach

my face and his thumb caressed

him and saw that his eyes remained transfixed on the movement of his thumb as he caressed my cheek, tucked my hair behind my

of the glass I pushed it away, he tossed the

made my thighs clench and I remembered how I had swallowed a mouthful of his come not a

small table and slid

brushed the lapels of his jacket aside and he asked,

back of his fingers trailing down the slope of my

now, when he had just called me stupid for believing that he

that or throw his cruel words back at him, this time I accepted

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

eyes and I

face up and

of passion and bitter alcohol and the remnants of affection we felt for each other in

made me a captive to his hungry lips as his fingers roamed down my stomach, past

and my eyes

I almost fell down from the sofa but he grabbed my arm to steady me and instead of thanking him,

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

would ask and most of them would already know

"What's that…?"

his hold

you