Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

that disappeared on my tongue was tasty musky and

it down your

were harsh and thick and sent jolts of shivers down my

his cock and licked the underside of the hard cock with the flat of

jaw clenched and his eyes hooded, he looked like he was close to blowing

felt better that I had made him calm and surrender with pleasure I took

his swollen head and that's when he made it a

instantly tears filled my eyes as I struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back he pressed his hand at the back of my head and started to thrust in and out of my

with my eyes but he bared his teeth as he gritted out, "Take it… You will

dropped on the floor,

care, letting out deep

his neck and

shouldn't trust him, but there was a vulnerability in his revenge

"Open wide."

growled and I

but I opened my mouth and throat as wide as I

burst of his hot come and then

slipped out, then

pants that were

me my come that

obeyed, feeling shame burn my skin and hot heat

clicked a picture and said,

I did.

time as it was a lot and also it felt gooey and sticky in my

in his

sofa before he turned around, pulled his

got a glimpse of his

glass full of amber liquid from one of

were stuck on my lips and I became aware of the strange numbness I was feeling in and

the subtle difficulty in

no mascara running down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from the way I could feel the tear trails

out like someone just pulled me out of a cyclone and dumped me in the middle of the land where there was

was moving

And I felt lost.

know what to

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

use at

also something that he

heat in his eyes, the way he had growled and demanded his pleasure, and underneath all that

That was my Kristian.

seen in the dark nights in that shed and

And he was the reason why I throbbed

my naked form and as he came closer those greys darkened like he wanted to

my knees as I watched him

top of a small table near the armrest of the sofa, and then

regarded him with

been racing and drumming in my ears was calm too, it thudded in a soft, slow rhythm now, almost lulling me and made me feel like I

wanted to be lost in his gaze but more than that I wanted to have

way he used to gather me in arms after we had made love and he knew he had

thoughts he pulled me in to

warmth of it and inhaled the musky scent which was uniquely

right and then held the glass

looked up into his eyes, he murmured

I started to wrap my fingers around it, he pulled the

let my hand drop and when he pressed the lip of

while as I sipped at the bitter liquid that had a very distinctive smoky flavour as it slid down

each sip warmth settled in my stomach and

face and his thumb caressed my bottom lip, my eyelids fluttered closed

my cheek, tucked my hair behind my ear and then returned back to the maddening motion

tossed the remaining drink

remembered how I had swallowed a mouthful

on the small table and

hand brushed the lapels of his jacket aside and

at him, felt the back of his fingers trailing down

asking me this now, when he had just called me stupid for believing that

words

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

satisfactory gleam in his eyes and I looked down

my face up and leaned down to

tasted of passion and bitter alcohol and the remnants of

made me a captive to his hungry lips as his fingers roamed down my stomach, past my navel

just above my mound and my

the sofa but he grabbed my arm to steady me and instead of thanking him,

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

the question that anyone in his position would ask and most of them would already know the answer but apparently

"What's that…?"

his hold

asking you something, how