Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

on my tongue was tasty musky

down your

words were harsh and thick and sent jolts of

at the base of his cock and licked the underside of the hard

I watched how his jaw clenched and his eyes hooded, he looked like he was

cock, and felt better that I had made him calm and surrender with pleasure I took him

when

inside my throat and I gagged, instantly tears filled my eyes as I struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back he pressed his hand at the

he bared his teeth as he gritted out, "Take it…

come dropped on

care, letting out

and chords in his neck and temples bulging out as he thrust deep into my

and I understood what he meant that I shouldn't

"Open wide."

and

I opened my mouth and throat as wide as I

his hot come and then

slipped out,

from his pants that were

that you'll drink

feeling shame burn my skin and hot heat unfurling in

clicked a picture

I did.

time as it was a lot and also it felt gooey and sticky in my

helped me stand up and then surprising me he picked me up in his arms and walked to the sofa that was on

on the sofa before he turned around, pulled his clothes to

his tight arse and shivered

half lidded eyes as he walked to the sideboard and poured a glass full

on my lips and I became aware of the strange

and the subtle difficulty in my

so I was glad that there would be no mascara running down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from the way I could feel the tear trails

the middle of the land where there was nothing as far as eyes could see but I was

head was moving

And I felt lost.

what to think

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

to use at

also something that he couldn't live

eyes, the way he had growled and demanded

That was my Kristian.

in that shed and under the stars, I had seen

the reason why I

closer those greys darkened like he wanted to spread me wide

around my knees as I watched

a small table near the armrest of the

regarded him with a

too, it thudded in a soft, slow rhythm now, almost lulling me and made me feel like I was

gaze but more than that I wanted to have

craved the way he used to gather me in arms after we had made love and he knew he had tired

reading my thoughts he pulled me in to

into the warmth of it and inhaled the musky

and then held the glass of amber liquid to

into his eyes, he murmured

my fingers around it, he pulled the glass back and

drop and when he pressed the lip of the glass to my mouth, I took a

head for a while as I sipped at the bitter liquid that had a very distinctive smoky flavour as it slid down my

settled in my

and his thumb caressed my bottom lip, my eyelids fluttered closed as I

caressed my cheek, tucked my hair behind my ear and then returned back to the maddening motion of his thumb on my lower

had sipped half of the glass I pushed it away, he tossed the remaining

and I remembered how I had swallowed a mouthful of his

glass back on the small table and slid his arm around

lapels of his jacket aside and he asked, "Did I hurt

him, felt the back of his fingers

he was asking me this now, when he had just called

throw his cruel words back at him, this time I accepted his

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

in his eyes and I looked down suddenly feeling

and

of passion and bitter alcohol and the remnants of affection we felt for each other in the

to his hungry lips as his fingers roamed down my stomach, past my navel

mound and my eyes snapped open and I squirmed

almost fell down from the sofa but he grabbed my

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

ask and

"What's that…?"

hold and walked

I am asking you something, how did