Blackmailed For Love

I knew arguing with him was useless or maybe I just wanted to give in.

I didn't know which it was, but I started to undress.

He didn't turn around but I knew he could see my slight reflection in the windows.

When I was in my bra and panties, he said, "Everything, Elsa."

This time his words were soft, but they still carried his command and authority.

My fingers trembled anew as I unhooked my bra and tugged my panties down.

I shivered as goose bumps peppered my skin and I stood as naked as the day I was born in his pristine office suddenly feeling small and non existent.

"Come here…"

My feet obeyed him before my mind made the decision and I walked to him.

Finally, he turned around.

His eyes locked on mine and he asked, "Are you afraid?"

I opened my mouth but closed it then thought about it and finally replied, "No."

I let him see my vulnerability.

Once upon a time he had fallen for my innocence, maybe this time it would happen again.

"I know you won't to hurt me."

1 The corners of his lips tipped up and he said, "You can't be that stupid to believe that."

I shook my head.

"I know that you won't.

You are hurt and that's why you're doing all this… But deep inside you wouldn't ever hurt me."

In one single step he erased the distance between us and grabbed my hair tightly, pulling my head back, he snarled in my face.

"You don't know what I would do.

The Kristian you knew died when you betrayed him and sent him behind the bars for the crime he didn't commit."

3 I lifted my hand, my eyes blurring with tears.

"If you would just listen to me, Kristian… I had my reasons and you would understand—"

2 He threw me away and I stumbled.

"What I don't understand is why are you still fucking talking.

Get down on your knees so I could shut your mouth!"

I slid down to my knees obeying his order without any word.

"Unbuckle me."

My fingers fumbled with his belt as I tried to unbuckle it.

When it didn't come off, I wanted to scream my head off but then finally he lightly grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away.

I watched as his long fingers unbuckled his belt and then pulled my hands back to his pants.

I unbuttoned him easy enough but then I hesitated as I started to pull his zipper down.

"It's not like you haven't seen my cock before."

He tipped my chin up and looked into my eyes as he said, "Remember, I had fucked you with my cock.

Made you bleed.

Made you come and made you scream and beg for more."

Heat pooled in my belly at his every dirty word and I pulled his zipper down completely without hesitation.

Slipping my hand in his briefs without any prompt, I circled his thick shaft, the warm silky hardness felt familiar and somehow foreign.

It had been too long and what he was demanding me to do, I hadn't done that before.

Except the one time he had tried to force me a while ago.

"I don't have a whole fucking day, Elsa."

He gritted out.

I took a deep breath and tipped my head back so I could look into his eyes as I brought his cock to my mouth.

I wrapped my lips around the thick head and sucked.

Slowly, softly I suckled on his tip.

Kissing it and licking it.

on my tongue was tasty musky and salty and

it down your

thick and sent

and licked the underside of the hard cock with the flat

his jaw clenched and his eyes hooded, he looked like he was close to blowing

every inch of his hard cock, and felt better that I had made him calm and surrender with

took more than his swollen head and that's when he made it

tears filled my eyes as I struggled to push him away but instead of pulling back

whimpered and begged with my eyes but he bared his teeth as he gritted out, "Take it… You will

of my come dropped on the floor, I'll

mouth without care, letting out deep

the veins and chords in his neck and temples bulging out as he thrust deep into my

and I understood what he meant that I shouldn't trust

"Open wide."

and

I opened my mouth and throat as wide

and I felt the first burst of his hot come

out,

that were

my come that you'll drink down

burn my skin and hot heat

a picture and

I did.

me some time as it was a lot and also

then surprising me he picked me up in his arms and walked to the sofa that was on the right

before he turned around, pulled

his

walked to the sideboard and poured a glass full of amber liquid from one of the bottles that lined the shelf

my lips and I became aware of the strange numbness I was feeling in and around

in my jaw and the subtle difficulty in

mascara running down my cheeks but I knew I still looked like a wreck from the way I

the middle of the land where there was nothing as far as eyes could see

was

And I felt lost.

what to think

It hurt.

I felt helpless.

use

that he

eyes, the way he had growled and demanded

That was my Kristian.

in the dark nights in that shed and under the stars, I had

was the reason why I throbbed

came closer those greys darkened like he wanted to spread me

my knees as I

of a small table near the armrest of the sofa, and then shrugged off

him with a

been racing and drumming in my ears was calm too, it thudded in a soft, slow rhythm now,

wanted to be lost in his gaze but more than

to gather me in arms after we had made love and he knew he had tired

thoughts he pulled me in to his

inhaled the musky scent which

leaned toward the right and then held the glass of amber liquid to

looked up into his eyes, he

around it, he

he pressed the lip of the glass to my mouth, I took a small

the back of my head for a while as I sipped at the bitter liquid that had a very distinctive smoky flavour as it

my stomach

of my face and his thumb caressed my bottom lip, my eyelids fluttered closed as I

the movement of his thumb as he caressed my cheek, tucked my hair behind

I had sipped half of the glass I pushed it away, he tossed the remaining drink in his mouth and gulped it down in one big

throat worked made my thighs clench and I remembered how I

on the small table and slid his arm around

of his jacket aside and

back of his fingers trailing

asking me this now, when he had just called me stupid for believing that he wouldn't hurt

or throw his cruel words back at him, this

It was just… New.

I hadn't-"

I broke off abruptly.

gleam in his eyes and

up and

bitter alcohol and the remnants of

captive to his hungry lips as his fingers roamed down my stomach, past my navel

finger just above my mound and my eyes snapped

down from the sofa but he grabbed my arm to

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready.

He asked the question that anyone in his position would ask and most of them would already know

"What's that…?"

but I evaded his hold and walked

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