Blackmailed For Love

I woke up with a start, my pulse hammering and Iny heart feeling caged and close to bursting, I was covered in sweat and I still tell the phantom lingers of the past.

I swear I could smell his scent, the way his body had felt and how he had made my birthday the most special but also I had managed to hurt him by my stupidity.

lle had been so angry the next day, Ile hadn't talked to me for almost two days, though we had spend time with each other but he had kept his distance and I had realized how much of an idiot I was.

I hadn't considered him, just following what my heart and mind decided to have.

I had apologized to him and because he had alwnys believed me, because he had been too soft where I was concerned he had forgiven me..

I looked at the digital clock on the wall and realized I still have some time before i had to wake up so I went back to sleep hoping that he wouldn't visit me again and yet also wanting him back the way he used to be even if only in dreams, I slept late, And my phone was switched off.

By the time I came out of the shower and woke Anna up, I was sure he would be banging on my door.

But nothing like that happened which only made me more anxious.

I busied myself by helping Anna to brush her teeth and wash her face cven though she was adamant that she knew how to do those things on her own.

But soon she will be older and I would miss all these small things so even as my daughter tried to shrug off my help I did to make my heart feel better.

I made a call to Bianca and thankfully she was already in the apartment building and told me she will be up in ten minutes.

I quickly made a veg sandwich and placed a glass of milk on the kitchen counter for my daughter to have her breakfast, I ate my yoghurt or more like inhaled it in my hurry.

And at last 1 made my way back to my bedroom and switched on my phone, afraid of what I would find.

There were three messages and that were enough to tell me, that the punishment I had been saved from last night would be coming back with a vengeance.

"It's sucking nine o'clock, where are you?"

"Where the fuck are you?"

"I WILL BE WAITING IN THE OFFICE."

And that last message had me shivering in fear.

Puck.

Why? Why did I have to go back to sleep, it's never a good idea.

Damn it! The doorbell rang then announcing, Bianca's arrival but still I checked through the peephole and then opened the door.

"Come on, Anna, Bianca is here."

Anna came running out with a small backpack that I had prepared for her.

I crouched own and kissed her forehead.

"Be good, okay"

kissed my cheek

my eyes and heard Bianca laughing

I was glad that he wasn't in the building or I would be fearing him seeing me with Anna, I turned around and gave the key to Bianca as I said,

"Okay, then."

my daughter once more as we made our way towards the

"Open wide."

and I

my mouth and throat as

and I felt the first burst of his hot come and then more and more followed

slipped out, then said,

from his pants that were

that you'll drink down your throat…"I obeyed, feeling shame burn my skin and hot

and said, "Swallow it."I

time as it was a lot and also it felt

up and then surprising me he picked up in his arms

the office it was already close to half past eleven and I

just didn't

didn't have any other choice considering my main job was to now

elevator on his top floor, the loud buzzer

I cringed.

hell, did he have cameras in the elevator? I placed my purse on my desk and turned to walk into

me entry but it had never worked before so what did I

from behind the door,

have a clock in your apartment,

as I step

my lips and said,

than two hours late for a

"I didn't realize—"

your fucking excuses to

is why the fuck is your phone switched

forgot to

blurted out the lie and instantly took a step back into the closed

be able to sit for

growled, his words

"I am sorry, sir."

my fingers

more of fear but the thought that what he will

was stupid not to fear him or maybe it was that recollection of memories that had formed my dream that

"Oh, you will be."

as he came to stand

deliver last night…