Blackmailed For Love

I woke up with a start, my pulse hammering and Iny heart feeling caged and close to bursting, I was covered in sweat and I still tell the phantom lingers of the past.

I swear I could smell his scent, the way his body had felt and how he had made my birthday the most special but also I had managed to hurt him by my stupidity.

lle had been so angry the next day, Ile hadn't talked to me for almost two days, though we had spend time with each other but he had kept his distance and I had realized how much of an idiot I was.

I hadn't considered him, just following what my heart and mind decided to have.

I had apologized to him and because he had alwnys believed me, because he had been too soft where I was concerned he had forgiven me..

I looked at the digital clock on the wall and realized I still have some time before i had to wake up so I went back to sleep hoping that he wouldn't visit me again and yet also wanting him back the way he used to be even if only in dreams, I slept late, And my phone was switched off.

By the time I came out of the shower and woke Anna up, I was sure he would be banging on my door.

But nothing like that happened which only made me more anxious.

I busied myself by helping Anna to brush her teeth and wash her face cven though she was adamant that she knew how to do those things on her own.

But soon she will be older and I would miss all these small things so even as my daughter tried to shrug off my help I did to make my heart feel better.

I made a call to Bianca and thankfully she was already in the apartment building and told me she will be up in ten minutes.

I quickly made a veg sandwich and placed a glass of milk on the kitchen counter for my daughter to have her breakfast, I ate my yoghurt or more like inhaled it in my hurry.

And at last 1 made my way back to my bedroom and switched on my phone, afraid of what I would find.

There were three messages and that were enough to tell me, that the punishment I had been saved from last night would be coming back with a vengeance.

"It's sucking nine o'clock, where are you?"

"Where the fuck are you?"

"I WILL BE WAITING IN THE OFFICE."

And that last message had me shivering in fear.

Puck.

Why? Why did I have to go back to sleep, it's never a good idea.

Damn it! The doorbell rang then announcing, Bianca's arrival but still I checked through the peephole and then opened the door.

"Come on, Anna, Bianca is here."

Anna came running out with a small backpack that I had prepared for her.

I crouched own and kissed her forehead.

"Be good, okay"

cheek and said,

my eyes and

be fearing him seeing me with Anna, I turned around and gave the key to Bianca as I said, "Only come back here when she needs to nap and

"Okay, then."

once more as we made our way towards

"Open wide."

and

I opened my mouth and throat as wide as

slammed in and I felt the first burst of his hot come

out, then said,

his phone from his pants that were around his your

my come that you'll drink down your throat…"I obeyed, feeling shame burn my skin and hot heat unfurling in

clicked a picture and

it was a lot and also it felt gooey and

me stand up and then surprising me he picked up in his arms and walked

By the time I reached the office it was already close to half past

just

that I didn't have any other choice considering my

out of the elevator on his top

I cringed.

I placed my purse on

praying he won't bid me entry but it

answered from behind the door,

have a clock in

just as I

licked my lips and said, "Yes,

two hours late for a job that you

"I didn't realize—"

fucking excuses to

why the fuck is

forgot to

a step

and you won't be able

words sharp

"I am sorry, sir."

my fingers tightly

wasn't more of fear but the thought

not to fear him or maybe it was that

"Oh, you will be."

he came to stand in the middle of his big

I said I would deliver last night… 1 I