Blackmailed For Love

I sat down on the sofa and opened the first box of the two in the soft overhead light coming from above the tv console.

I peeled the soft tissue that glimmered in the dim light and looked at the dark purple silk nestled in there.

With hesitant fingers I picked up the silken fabric, it unfurled in my hands as I let it drop down in front of me.

It was a sleeveless and a backless dress with a slit up to just below the waistline.

I would be half naked in this dress but still the thought of wearing it lit up a spark of anticipation deep inside my lower belly.

The other box had the same colored heels with red bottoms.

It took me twenty minutes to get ready as I didn't do much except to put Band-Aids on my nipples as the dress won't allow me to wear a bra and my nîpples poked through the fabric as if begging for attention and applied a natural shade of pink lip gloss.

I looked like a virgin trying to be a seductress.

I shook my head at my own thoughts as I stepped out of the bathroom, 1 faltered when my eyes met dark greys.

My daughter was sitting up in the bed and she was looking at me with wide eyes and a curious tilt of her head.

"Anna…"

"Mama, you look beautiful."

My heart squeezed with love at her words.

I walked to her, concentrating on not falling face first because of the heels I was wearing, it was safe to say I wasn't used to such type of footwear.

"What are you doing waking up? I thought you were asleep."

I said as I sat down on the bed beside her.

"I was."

She said with a silent Duh at the end.

I bit down on my bottom lip as my lips twitched, but she slipped closer to me and said, "I had a bad dream."

I cupped her cheek and pulled her on my lap, uncaring of the expensive silk.

Cradling her against my chest, I smoothed her dark hair back and asked, "Talk to me.

What did you dream about?"

"Someone was taking me away from you."

She replied, her voice small and a slight shaking entered in her voice.

My arms tightened around her.

And I said, "No one is going to take me away from you."

2 "Promise?"

I pressed a kiss on her head.

"Promise, my little angel."

She looked up at me and asked, "Where are you going?"

I didn't know the answer to that myself, but I replied, "Dinner."

Her brows lowered and her grey eyes turned inquisitive.

"But we had pizza."

I tapped her nose.

"Yes.

But I am meeting someone."

"A boy or a girl?"

For some reason I didn't lie to my daughter.

"A boy."

She made a thoughtful face and asked, "Is he your boyfriend?"

I shook my head.

he is

you want him to

pause of my own, I nodded, "I would prefer it

pulled the basket

and then held out a thick black macrame cord in her

as I knew what was in her small fist even before she opened her

"Wear this.

our lucky

said, her grey

fingers back around the black stone that had half of its piece back

"It's yours.

should keep it to

then slammed the

me and

back to me when you

battle when I

nodded and said,

I want you to go

her bottom lip and regarded me with a suspicious look and said, "Give it to me,

five years old daughter was a freaking smartarse? The thought had crossed my mind too, instead of putting it on I'd have left it out in the apartment somewhere hidden but apparently

her palm in a silent demand as she

she swiped my hair

the thread and my neck before she accidentally choked me as the thread wasn't too long and the broken rock came to settle on the

everyone who would just

heart, not the one that we drew as children but with jagged edges and veins running inside it, crystal clear and shining but now I only had smallest broken part of it, the other half and the bigger part was left behind in the cottage on the Aaron estate when I accidentally dropped it while trying to pack all the things I could get my hands on which didn't matter later when I had to run from one place to another because of the stalker that didn't let me

"See, this makes

as

tight hug, just then I heard my phone pinging

as I said with

cheeks between her palms

grey eyes fierce as she said, "You

always be the

away and said, "So are you, my little

return

"I love you."

love you

pulled back and

and I said, "Now,

laid down and I

down, I

"Good night, baby"

asked, "When will you

"Soon."

"Good

way toward the bedroom door

"Yes, baby?"

this boy be my

broken heart suffered another scratch and I swallowed the knot in my throat as I said,

will be

away and pulled the blanket up to her shoulders, Closing the door,

about her father, I had to ignore her

her vaguely but always painting her

her away from her father which was in fact a

knew that he

was pregnant when he threatened

know even now that he

last time I had gone to meet him to tell him the truth and if I had gotten the chance to tell him the truth, if we hadn't been interrupted and he

me, now I didn't even know how he would react when the wounds inflicted by me had festered for so long that whenever his

it even before I opened the message

wasn't prepared for

in the

Don't wear any panties."

so I

my mother's bedroom to check up on her before I turned

soon so I decided to wait for him downstairs because

I

until I understand what kind of man this Kristian was, would he intentionally force a daughter from her mother in the name of his revenge? I locked the door behind me and slipped the key

it wasn't the case as I stepped out of

cringed inwardly as people started to take notice of me when