Blackmailed For Love

It was not long before I heard the leaves crunched behind me as I sat there on on the forest floor, on my knees, crying my heart out- telling me that someone was behind me.

Thinking that it was Kristoff, I didn't turn around and neither removed my hands from my face which was soaked with my tears and probably all red.

"Go away, Kristoff.

Leave me alone."

"It would be hard for him to do so, when he is not here."

His deep voice slid over me like a warm blanket as I sat there on my knees, frozen.

My heart started beating furiously and I wanted to run away, to hide from him or to stand up and slap his stupidly beautiful face.

"Go away."

I hissed out.

1 His footsteps drew closer and then his cinnamon scent engulfed as I felt him come close.

A moment later, rough fingers curled around my wrists and he pulled my hands down.

I didn't want to open my eyes but when I felt his fingers wiping my cheeks off the tears, my eyelids fluttered open and I saw him crouching low in front of me looking so handsome with his dark grey eyes that resembled a rainy sky locked on me.

"Why are you here?"

I asked him, my voice threadbare with tears.

"I saw you crying."

"And? Why would it matter to you?"

I demanded pushing his hands away.

I stumbled to my feet and said, "I am just a little girl, right?"

I turned around from him then, unable to look at him any longer as all I could think about was how I longed to have him see me as something more than just a little girl, to have his arms around me and tell me that I mattered.

But for the second time his strong fingers wrapped around my arm as he stopped me from taking another step away from him.

"Release me."

I said through clenched teeth trying hard to control my emotions, to not yell at him for not loving me back.

"Elsa—"

"Why don't you go back to that woman you were with? She is your type, right?"

I felt my heart squeezing painfully as I said the words, "Go back to her.

Don't worry about me, I understand that I'm just a little girl, a daughter of a servant in your home, not someone you'd ever be with."

1 He let out a curse and then he was in front of me, his hands cupping my face.

"You think it's your fucking financial status that's stopping me?"

"What else could it be? I am the poor girl from the wrong side of the town.

You would rather help me, avenge me, than date me!"

I pushed at his chest, the stupid tears once again coming down in rivulets.

"I am not good enough for you.

Not rich enough.

Not beautiful enough.

not enough! Just a little girl that you think has a crush

and a deep growl Kristian slammed

it not just once but twice before I caught his hand and stopped

already bruised knuckles that

"What did you do!"

at the mess he had made of his

hand came to cup the side of my face and with his thumb he tilted my chin up so he

He said, "Little girl,"

I stiffened.

brushed his thumb on my bottom lip and said, "You think that you are not enough…

Or the opposite.

the moment I have talked to you I can't get

first ray of sunshine in my dark and

are

upstairs is playing with me by sending you

am so fûcking hungry every time I look

"Kristian…"

"Shh…"

my eyes as he said, "Can't you

didn't wait for me to answer as he continued, "I am so much older than

We can't, little girl.

I wanted to, I can't

would ruin

talk about you and

would have to kill every

he said, "And besides all that, you don't deserve a man like

his darkness and demons

a fucking sun and I

to you

asked, grabbing his wrist and holding

care about

to be with

speak as I

and your demons, all I care about is

to bring you light, I want

I want to be with you so I

I want you."

so innocent, my little

to be the

what

I yelled.

his neck and pulled him close, our lips just mere inches away

I said, "Kristian, please…"

know what to say to

"I love you…"

in a thin line as he gritted out, "You don't know

throwing caution to the wind, that I don't care about the repercussions and if you want me too you'd do the

as if

forbidden

you

my heart aching as I said, "If that's what you

me

your distance, you don't have to do

you shouldn't be not able to go to your shed or walk in your forest

will make sure you

away from