Blackmailed For Love

… I stepped out of the on going class receiving a narrowed eye stare from the teacher and a few side glances from the students, but I ignored them all as I really needed to pee.

I didn't get a chance to use the washroom during recess because I was staying in the library finishing my lunch and staying away from the bullies.

And unfortunately for me there was no one to keep me company as Kristoff was absent.

I didn't know why he was absent, he didn't tell me.

And Mrs Aaron had only said that he wasn't feeling well.

Then there was….

Kristian.

2 Kristian hasn't talked to me since my confession and that kiss two days ago.

My lips still tingled with the memory of my first kiss.

The way his lips had felt against mine.

It was just a two seconds long kiss and I had been so happy but then he had pushed me away.

My heart still gave a squeeze when I remembered his words, "This is not right.

This can't happen, Elsa."

1 "Why?"

I had questioned, looking up at him with my attraction on display.

"I like you."

He had laughed.

"You and I could never be together.

Don't ever do that."

And when I hadn't backed away, he had slapped me with his next words, "You are just a little girl."

2 A loud crash from somewhere pulled me out of the memory and I turned left towards the girls washroom.

Without paying any attention to anything, I hurried inside the washroom and opened the first stall door.

But then when I was sitting and relieving myself, I heard another loud crash followed by a painful grunt.

I winced when I heard a groan and then someone being muffled as they screamed.

Goosebumps rose on my arms and I quickly finished up.

Cleaning myself when I came out of the stall, it took me just a few seconds to wash my hands, my mind playing an awful scenario where some poor kid was getting bullied by someone else.

I couldn't let it happen, not after what had happened to me.

If it wasn't for Kristoff making threats by Kristian's name, I didn't even want to think what would've happened.

that I barged inside the boys' washroom next door

it wasn't someone poor getting

even call it bullying what Kristian

force me and hurt me

he crouched over the boy with his hand at the back of the neck of the boy who had tried to forcefully

fell on the boy who was responsible for groaning and mumbling

as I saw that half side of his face

the mirror behind him which was broken and

"Kristian…"

I whispered.

around in my direction and

by the

step closer and his hold

"Stop."

He shook his head.

voice gravely and yet

tried to

"Yes… And it's enough."

eyes dropped to his

"It's not."

He growled.

know what happens when someone tried to touch

carrying with me disappeared in thin air and even as his words echoed in my mind, I knew them

could never be nothing between us, because

the boy seemed to be barely breathing, he whimpered, trying to gain

know you were

I liked the

go to church three times a week and have me do the

words but his eyes never left

"They

please, you are

followed my gaze to his hands, his knuckles that were swollen and

said,

and

make himself smaller as Kristian kicked the

came close to

moment later, he shook his head and

Then he walked out.

would wait for him in the shed tonight and ask what his 'if only' meant, I

he didn't come

Not that night.

And not afterwards.

I waited for him in the shed and every night I went to bed disappointed and dejected, only to go through the same routine the next day with nothing interesting happening, even Kristoff was still on bed rest so I was really going

fifth day that I really

come out of his room after almost a week in

had a bad allergy but for some reason it felt like

he had been bored out of his mind staying in

where we had to cross the pool area, my feet faltered when my eyes fell on the couple in

and pretty with dark hair like midnight sitting beside him in a