Blackmailed For Love

… I stepped out of the on going class receiving a narrowed eye stare from the teacher and a few side glances from the students, but I ignored them all as I really needed to pee.

I didn't get a chance to use the washroom during recess because I was staying in the library finishing my lunch and staying away from the bullies.

And unfortunately for me there was no one to keep me company as Kristoff was absent.

I didn't know why he was absent, he didn't tell me.

And Mrs Aaron had only said that he wasn't feeling well.

Then there was….

Kristian.

2 Kristian hasn't talked to me since my confession and that kiss two days ago.

My lips still tingled with the memory of my first kiss.

The way his lips had felt against mine.

It was just a two seconds long kiss and I had been so happy but then he had pushed me away.

My heart still gave a squeeze when I remembered his words, "This is not right.

This can't happen, Elsa."

1 "Why?"

I had questioned, looking up at him with my attraction on display.

"I like you."

He had laughed.

"You and I could never be together.

Don't ever do that."

And when I hadn't backed away, he had slapped me with his next words, "You are just a little girl."

2 A loud crash from somewhere pulled me out of the memory and I turned left towards the girls washroom.

Without paying any attention to anything, I hurried inside the washroom and opened the first stall door.

But then when I was sitting and relieving myself, I heard another loud crash followed by a painful grunt.

I winced when I heard a groan and then someone being muffled as they screamed.

Goosebumps rose on my arms and I quickly finished up.

Cleaning myself when I came out of the stall, it took me just a few seconds to wash my hands, my mind playing an awful scenario where some poor kid was getting bullied by someone else.

I couldn't let it happen, not after what had happened to me.

If it wasn't for Kristoff making threats by Kristian's name, I didn't even want to think what would've happened.

reason that I barged inside the boys'

it wasn't someone poor getting

it bullying

that had tried to force me

as he crouched over the boy with his hand at the back of the neck of the boy who had tried to forcefully kiss me, his knee in the middle of his back holding him down

boy who was responsible for groaning and mumbling

to my mouth as I saw that half side of his face was

in the mirror behind him

"Kristian…"

I whispered.

me, his head whipped around in my direction and he looked

swallowed by the black

closer and his hold tightened on the boy's neck, making

"Stop."

He shook his head.

gravely

tried to

"Yes… And it's enough."

dropped to his

"It's not."

He growled.

when someone tried

thin air and

never be nothing between us, because

barely breathing, he whimpered, trying to gain

didn't know

liked the sound of

to church

didn't deny the words but

"They know,

please,

to his hands, his knuckles that were swollen

enough, I said, "I don't like

nodded once and

himself smaller as Kristian kicked the boy lying at

came close to

moment later, he shook his head

Then he walked out.

in the shed tonight and ask what his 'if only'

he didn't come to

Not that night.

And not afterwards.

I went to bed disappointed and dejected, only to go through the same routine the next day with nothing interesting happening, even Kristoff was still on bed rest so I was

the fifth day that I really saw

he had finally come out of

side of his face was slightly swollen and when I asked he said that he had a bad allergy but for some reason it

if I'd like to go out with him as he had been bored out of his mind staying in the room

the house where we had to cross the pool area, my feet faltered

pretty with dark hair like midnight sitting beside him in a two piece