Blackmailed For Love

… I stepped out of the on going class receiving a narrowed eye stare from the teacher and a few side glances from the students, but I ignored them all as I really needed to pee.

I didn't get a chance to use the washroom during recess because I was staying in the library finishing my lunch and staying away from the bullies.

And unfortunately for me there was no one to keep me company as Kristoff was absent.

I didn't know why he was absent, he didn't tell me.

And Mrs Aaron had only said that he wasn't feeling well.

Then there was….

Kristian.

2 Kristian hasn't talked to me since my confession and that kiss two days ago.

My lips still tingled with the memory of my first kiss.

The way his lips had felt against mine.

It was just a two seconds long kiss and I had been so happy but then he had pushed me away.

My heart still gave a squeeze when I remembered his words, "This is not right.

This can't happen, Elsa."

1 "Why?"

I had questioned, looking up at him with my attraction on display.

"I like you."

He had laughed.

"You and I could never be together.

Don't ever do that."

And when I hadn't backed away, he had slapped me with his next words, "You are just a little girl."

2 A loud crash from somewhere pulled me out of the memory and I turned left towards the girls washroom.

Without paying any attention to anything, I hurried inside the washroom and opened the first stall door.

But then when I was sitting and relieving myself, I heard another loud crash followed by a painful grunt.

I winced when I heard a groan and then someone being muffled as they screamed.

Goosebumps rose on my arms and I quickly finished up.

Cleaning myself when I came out of the stall, it took me just a few seconds to wash my hands, my mind playing an awful scenario where some poor kid was getting bullied by someone else.

I couldn't let it happen, not after what had happened to me.

If it wasn't for Kristoff making threats by Kristian's name, I didn't even want to think what would've happened.

the only reason that I barged inside the boys' washroom next door

it wasn't someone poor getting

call it bullying what Kristian was doing

boys that had tried to force me and

a savage as he crouched over the boy with his hand at the back of the neck of the boy who had tried to forcefully kiss me, his knee in the middle of his back holding him

swallowed and my eyes fell on the boy who was responsible for

side of his face was bruised and bleeding

mirror behind him

"Kristian…"

I whispered.

whipped around in my direction and he looked

of his eyes were swallowed by the black and only the hint of

hold tightened on the boy's neck,

"Stop."

He shook his head.

gravely

tried to

"Yes… And it's enough."

eyes dropped to his

"It's not."

He growled.

when someone tried to

I had been carrying with me disappeared in thin air and even

between us, because there

to be barely breathing, he whimpered, trying to gain my sympathy, "Please, I

didn't know

liked the sound

she would probably want me to go to church three times a week and have me do

but his eyes never

"They

please, you

to his hands, his knuckles that were swollen

said, "I don't like to see you

nodded once and

already cowering back trying to make himself

over him, he came close to me

he shook his head

Then he walked out.

that I would wait for him in the shed tonight and ask what his 'if only' meant, I too

come

Not that night.

And not afterwards.

him in the shed and every night I went to bed disappointed and dejected, only to go through the same routine the next day with nothing interesting happening,

the fifth day that I really

finally come out of his room after almost a

a bad allergy but for some reason it felt like a lie but I didn't pester him as he had looked solemn and I also wasn't feeling too

if I'd like to go out with him as he had

to cross the pool area, my feet faltered

swim trunks and there was a woman, tall and pretty with dark hair like