Blackmailed For Love

Chapter 31: One day…

Elsa I opened the shed door and stepped inside to find him standing with his back to me.

And he wasn't wearing a shirt.

He was doing something on the small counter, so engrossed that he didn't hear me.

I closed the door, making sure not to make any noise and walked toward him.

When I was just a few feet away and I could see him in a profile, I stopped and watched what he was doing.

My heart somersaulted inside my chest and a smile broke on my lips.

His phone was propped up against the wall and a YouTube video for how to make pasta, I assumed was playing as he stirred the vegetables in a pan on the induction stove that he had brought here not two weeks ago, and the reason why he wasn't aware of me was the earphones in his ears and that his attention was focused on the video.

2 I stayed there and watched him.

The way muscles in his back shifted, how the veins in his arms were visible and how handsome he looked as he cooked.

Since the last three weeks we had spent every available moment with each other, making sure that no one was aware of our closeness.

My mother was told that I made new friends in school and I was always spending my time with them.

No one was allowed in this shed, it was exclusively Kristian's domain so no one ever ventured here and when Kristian wasn't caring for his mother or brother he would come here and wait for me.

"Fuck!"

Kristian cursed, making me blink and focus on him.

He glared at the pan as bubbles started to form in the sauce he had poured like it was its fault.

A splash of hot sauce landed on his chest and he picked up a napkin to wipe it off muttering another curse under his breath I walked to him and slipped my arms around him from behind.

He stiffened at first as if he thought I was someone else then he relaxed and I placed my cheek on his back.

"You are early."

He said and I heard him pressing on the buttons a few times and then the sizzling sound of the vegetables stopped, leaving behind a strong aroma that told me some of it had burned.

"I couldn't wait any longer."

I replied and pressed a soft kiss at his smooth back, inhaling his scent in my lungs.

He stiffened at the soft kiss and turned around.

His fingers plucked my arms from around his body and he said, "Let me grab a shirt."

I shook my head.

"No.

I like you like this."

His grey eyes stared down at me and I said, "I promise, I will behave."

He didn't believe me, it was clear the way he looked at me but he sighed and raked his fingers through his hair in agitation as he said, "I was trying to make pasta for us."

I looked behind him and replied, "I can see."

I pulled him away from the counter and pushed him on the mattress on the floor.

I said, "Why don't you sit, I'll see what I can do."

He made a face, looking adorable and said, "It's a waste.

It burned."

I stood up on my tiptoes, my hands on his arms as I kissed his lips.

Like always, his body went rigid as he let me kiss him.

It has been three weeks and he was still not letting go enough to kiss me like he really meant it.

I understood his side, but it was getting difficult for me to hold on to my own reckless affection for him.

I wanted him so much I couldn't explain it, maybe because it was my first love but also because I knew he would be my last love too.

I pulled back and his dark eyes the only confirmation that I affected him darted away from me.

He gave a nod and turned from me.

It took me ten minutes to spoon the sauce and veggies mixture from the pan before I scraped the pan off the burned part that was stuck to it.

Then I poured back the remaining sautéed vegetables and started the induction on low heat.

Pouring the already boiled pasta, I mixed it well and served it on a plate with two forks.

When I turned around I found him asleep with half his body reclining as if he was trying to stay upright.

I could've let him sleep without disturbing him as I knew he didn't always get a full night's sleep but I missed him and he had made an effort for us.

So I walked to him, placed the plate on the floor then woke him up the way I knew wouldn't make him jump like the last time I had made the mistake of callously waking him up by shaking him and ended up with his warm and strong body on top of me.

I wasn't complaining about that part but when I had met his eyes, he had looked close to murder and afterwards the guilt that had gripped him wasn't something I wanted him to suffer with.

He was already so reluctant about our relationship because of our ages.

I hated to see him like that, fighting a battle inside his mind, every moment of the day.

3 I walked around the mattress to his other side and laid down beside him, slowly I took his hand in mine and pressed my palm to his cheek.

His fingers tightened around mine and as he felt my soft touch on his cheek, his other hand touched the back of my hand and he opened his eyes.

At first they were dark and hazy as if he was trying to place my touch then they cleared into a beautiful light grey and he took my hand to press a soft kiss in the middle of my palm.

I pursed my lips and said, "You fell asleep."

He looked at me then at our joined hands, he said, "I don't know how you do it, but sometimes it feels like you're the one with all the maturity between us and I'm just a scared little boy."

I shook my head and said, "Mama said that girls are always far more intelligent than boys ever could be.

We mature early, you know."

He just smiled and I fell in love a little more.

He was right, though… With him, I did feel like I was the one he needed the most.

With the outside world, he was a force of nature.

Cold, closed off and controlling with anger that simmered like a volcano just below the surface waiting to explode, but here with me, he let me soothe his darkness, his invisible demons and he let me sometimes take care of him too.

We ate our pasta in silence, it was a little bit uncooked but nothing like we couldn't eat.

When we were finished, he said, "I wanted to make it for you."

1 I shrugged.

"You did.

I just helped."

I held out the water bottle to him after drinking some.

I offered it to him and waited for him to drink before capping it.

curl behind

it on my own and serve it to you with candles and

I closed my eyes as I felt

chuckled softly and kissed

and said, "Kiss me,

he wouldn't but then his lips brushed mine in a soft

as I slipped my arm around his neck and kissed

"Elsa…"

He groaned.

"Mmm…"

him as I

clamped around my waist as his fingers grabbed the back of my neck and he pulled

and pressed his forehead against

girl, you have to stop

why is that a bad

grumbled, my fingers in his dark hair, clutching him just as tightly as he was grabbing

"Because you're underage."

I would ever forget

always said it like it was something he hated

and slapped at his chest as I said, "Didn't we just discuss how mature I'm

and he hugged me to

pain in

if he sent you as a gift or

easily turn it around, and

"Shut up."

gruffly and then laid down with me in his

top of him, hearing his heartbeat in

change his decision but I couldn't wait for my eighteenth birthday, I didn't want

him so much, I can't explain it and when my sixteenth birthday comes in a month or so, I will have him and he will

skin, making him go tense and still

fingers trailed down his arm, a red scarred tissue had

finger ran the length of the scar on his elbow,

this? How did this

my hand off his arm and brought it back to his

"Kristian?"

"Someone broke my arm."

as I asked

"Deliberately?"

met mine and he

and I asked, "How

was my eleventh

3 "No…."

I was horrified.

could someone hurt a boy who was just eleven and looking at him even now sometimes he looked so lost which made me think how he

am just fifteen and my mother protects me from my father like her life depends on it whenever he gets drunk

the brunt of his anger so it wouldn't

"Why? Who was it?"

a deep breath and visibly let out a long exhale then smiled

have to worry

young boy

"You shouldn't have to…"

thumb under my left eye and said, "Your tears are too precious to cry for

hadn't even realized

enough when it comes

I will

said with a

lightly rubbed my

what about what I

do anything you

me

I laughed.

can't make such a promise when I know I would break it at the first possibility of losing you or

closed his eyes

he wanted to hug me but I shook my head and instead leaned down to

his body, even the invisible ones, but it

how much

his walls and love him the way I want to

he wasn't wearing

counter, so engrossed

making sure not to make

few feet away and I could see him in a

somersaulted inside my chest and a smile

how to make pasta, I assumed was playing as he stirred the vegetables in a pan on the induction stove that he had brought here not

I stayed there

the veins in his arms

the last three weeks we had spent every available moment with each other,

made new friends in school

shed, it was exclusively Kristian's domain so no one ever ventured here and when Kristian wasn't caring for his mother or brother he would

"Fuck!"

cursed, making me blink

glared at the pan as bubbles started to form in

of hot sauce landed on his chest and he picked up a napkin to wipe it off muttering another curse under his breath I walked to him and slipped my arms around him

first as if he thought I was someone else then he relaxed and I placed my cheek

"You are early."

buttons a few times and then the sizzling sound of the vegetables stopped, leaving behind

couldn't wait any

a soft kiss at his smooth back, inhaling his scent in my

soft kiss and turned

from around his body and he said,

I shook my head.

"No.

like you like

grey eyes stared down at me and I said, "I

was clear the way he looked at me but he sighed and raked his fingers through his hair in agitation

looked behind him and replied, "I

the counter and

said, "Why don't you sit, I'll see what

adorable and said, "It's a

It burned."

stood up on my tiptoes, my hands on his arms

body went rigid as

not letting go enough

getting difficult for me to

so much I couldn't explain it, maybe because it was my first love but also because I knew he would be my last

and his dark eyes the only confirmation that I affected him darted

nod and turned

the sauce and veggies mixture from the pan before I scraped the pan off

remaining sautéed vegetables and

boiled pasta, I mixed it well and served it on a

with half his body reclining as if

could've let him sleep without disturbing him as I knew he didn't always get a full night's sleep but

way I knew wouldn't make him jump like the last time

about that part but when I had met his eyes, he had looked close to murder and afterwards the guilt that had gripped

reluctant about our relationship because of

see him like that, fighting a battle inside his mind,

his other side and laid down beside him, slowly I

fingers tightened around mine and as he felt my soft touch on his cheek, his other hand touched the back

and hazy as if he was trying to place my touch then they cleared into a beautiful light grey and he took my hand to

and said,

then at our joined hands, he said, "I don't know how you do it, but sometimes it feels like you're the one with

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