Caged Between the beta & alpha

I had been discharged from the hospital the following day , thanks to Kia and Rayhan’s Kitty .

I still remember the look in Kiara’s eyes … The moment she told me that I should have told her what I was going through .

The tears … The promises that we really won’t hide anything any longer .

Something I knew both of us would honour .

I hated seeing her feel like a disappointment when it was my own doing that I hid it all from them ,

when I had so many chances to tell them .

She had spent the night with Liam , I could smell his scent from her when she had come to see me in the morning .

I wasn’t able to ask her how he was , I didn’t know what to think .

She had spent the day with me , it frustrated me that because of me she was being torn like this , between me and him , but she had nothing but love and concern for me .

Her parting words still rang in my head , them , it still hurt .

and despite the fact that I knew she meant ‘ I will always be here for you , hun , no matter what you decide , do or want .

I will be by your side , ok ?

” Damon had brought me to his house , although I had no idea what we were , remembering exactly what we were going to do before Liam had arrived .

I was just glad things were still good between us and I knew that would always remain .

Damon didn’t leave my side ; only for short moments to shower , check up on his mother , or if he had to do something , but for the most part he stayed by my side .

Aunty Red and Uncle El had visited me .

I could see the pain in Aunty Red’s eyes as she had stared at my mark ; the guilt and anguish that she was trying to hide , the beating of her heart , the way she hugged me tightly .

Her whispered apology that she didn’t give me the chance to refute .

She had asked if I wanted to go to theirs , but … I refused .

I couldn’t go there .

It hit me hard , knowing Liam had renounced his Alpha title , and that he was in the cells .

I could feel the pain Liam was going through , through the bond .

A bond that had become so strong that I felt restless .

I could feel his regret , his agony and his hopelessness .

It hurt … I was now on Damon’s sofa , a blanket over me and a mug of hot chocolate in my hands .

” Delsanra didn’t find anything .

” Damon said as he sat down on the edge of the sofa .

She didn’t ? ”

last night , only after Delsanra had tried to see if she could find anything , with

even witches don’t have the power t o probe into the works of gods

guilty she wasn’t able to help but we assured her we were grateful for

to know her more , but we had exchanged

four of us called ‘ Queens ‘ , a title I

” No.

He said frowning

angry at

I said

table .

you want , me to go give him a pat on the back

rip your throat out ,

blinded by his anger

, tracing m y fingers over the mark on my neck ,

memory , it hurt me too

of hatred as he bit into me was so painfully … I know I

thought he’d be

this curse hasn’t made things

triggered his anger and in turn , the darkness took

” Damon asked quietly , his eyes flashing in anger

at him , before staring at my mug

hurt , upset , angry ,

my inner

, a part of me wanted to

Liam , but what should have been a sweet moment of me telling him that I choose him has been taken from me by

broken man who until now remained in the cells , to tell him that

? I loved him , so so

I think about him , I remember the young man he used to be ; the loving , caring , thoughtful Liam

about my life … He used to

the darkness , I loved him too … The way he remembered stuff , the way

we became intimate , he always gave ,

took advantage of us o

couldn’t just pretend this didn’t happen

be claimed , I had the right to make my own decision

give up everything for him

will … ” I

much time … My heart

He doesn’t

said icily

reached out , taking his

always put Liam first , I knew witnessing that must have been hard for him , and right now I knew both men needed

was running out As for Damon , he

the way he whispered , ” Thank the goddess you’re ok , I love you … The way his heart thundered in his chest as he held me

I wouldn’t forget .

to him ? Have you seen him ? He is probably regret-

goddess’s sake , you need to stop letting everyone

said frustrated , pulling his hand from my hold

… I just … I wanted everything to be ok

letting anyone take advantage

said quietly

I hope

standing up , he walked

down , no , this was an eye

with everything that had happened , would I still