Choosing Her Lover

We lie together quietly, he beside me, hands behind his head on the pillow, staring up at the ceiling “Wow! That was quite a ride, Kirstie. Thank you.”

“Thank you. I enjoyed it too.”

“When you asked me to manhandle you, I didn’t expect to enjoy it as much as I did.”

“You’ve not done that before?”

“No, I haven’t. I’m more accustomed to women who want flowers and romantic dinners.” He props himself up on one elbow, looking down at me. “You’re a bit of a contradiction you know.”

“How do you mean?”

“You tell me that you want control of your life, that you want to be in charge, but in the bedroom, you enjoy being…. I don’t think mauled is too strong a word.”

Heat blushes up my face and he rolls his eyes. “Don’t be embarrassed. If that’s what gives you your kicks, I’m happy to help….” He hesitates. “Is that why some of your previous…. partners…. didn’t work out? They weren’t comfortable delivering what works for you?”

“Some of them, certainly, yes.”

“You want to meet up again?”

“I’d love to.”

“Good.” He looks pleased, really pleased. “I’m leaving in the morning for this trip, but I’ll be back in the area next weekend if you’d like….”

“Suits me.”

“Great. I’ll see you in a few days then. And next time, I’ll know what to expect. I’ll come prepared.”

*****

The day is much darker than on my last visit to the beach, overcast and with the breeze gusting cold. Rain threatens, and I decide not to walk too far from shelter.

my gang bound out in a melee

today, the sea roiling, forbidding under the threatening sky.

walked much further from the bar than I intended. Turning, I see rain sheeting down over the sea a

the cafe bar I left behind me. Calling the dogs in, I sprint back up the beach, racing for cover. The dogs, in a spirit of co-operation, weave themselves around my legs, forcing

I hear the splatter of raindrops behind me, and a second or so later, the whoosh of water hammering on to the sand,

I am drenched, and the wind picking up, the chill bites through me. Dashing for the warmth of the beach bar, I recoil at the ‘No Dogs’ sign on the door, heading instead for the car where, as I lift the hatch, as one, the gang jumps inside,

car’s going to be wet and stinking

once more to the beguiling warmth of the bar, fling open the door and then stand dripping on

before I go any further, and I unlace them, my numb fingers struggling with the knots. But nothing stops the steady drip

voice. “Or hot chocolate perhaps?” It’s Ben, sitting at the bar,

say to the

Ben, dropping a few coins

wrap my hands around the cup, warming my fingers, but still shivering. My clothes

at me, brow furrowed. “Hey, are you okay? You really are drenched, aren’t you? Don’t you have any other clothes

my head. “It was bright sunshine when I left home. Didn’t think

got a clean pullover in the car. Back in a jiffy….” He strides out, car keys

you. There’s a bathroom out

bit odd, accepting clothes from a near stranger, but I’m in no position to argue. My jeans are still sopping, but with the warm jersey, at least my top

fit and would easily accommodate another one of me inside. I’d not realised before how broad-shouldered Ben is, or

self-consciously, I return to the bar. He eyes me,

pick up my coffee mug. “I really appreciate it. Er…. do mind

when we meet up for a meal?”

my coffee,

wants a date with

An actual date?

It’s been a while….

that’s fine. I didn’t mean to offend you.” He looks