Choosing Her Lover

We lie together quietly, he beside me, hands behind his head on the pillow, staring up at the ceiling “Wow! That was quite a ride, Kirstie. Thank you.”

“Thank you. I enjoyed it too.”

“When you asked me to manhandle you, I didn’t expect to enjoy it as much as I did.”

“You’ve not done that before?”

“No, I haven’t. I’m more accustomed to women who want flowers and romantic dinners.” He props himself up on one elbow, looking down at me. “You’re a bit of a contradiction you know.”

“How do you mean?”

“You tell me that you want control of your life, that you want to be in charge, but in the bedroom, you enjoy being…. I don’t think mauled is too strong a word.”

Heat blushes up my face and he rolls his eyes. “Don’t be embarrassed. If that’s what gives you your kicks, I’m happy to help….” He hesitates. “Is that why some of your previous…. partners…. didn’t work out? They weren’t comfortable delivering what works for you?”

“Some of them, certainly, yes.”

“You want to meet up again?”

“I’d love to.”

“Good.” He looks pleased, really pleased. “I’m leaving in the morning for this trip, but I’ll be back in the area next weekend if you’d like….”

“Suits me.”

“Great. I’ll see you in a few days then. And next time, I’ll know what to expect. I’ll come prepared.”

*****

The day is much darker than on my last visit to the beach, overcast and with the breeze gusting cold. Rain threatens, and I decide not to walk too far from shelter.

a beach bar, I open up the car to let my gang bound out in a melee of joyous, barking enthusiasm, racing off ahead

forbidding under the threatening sky.

I realise that I have walked much further from the bar than I intended. Turning, I see rain sheeting down over the sea a mile or so out, a grey haze that obliterates the view. The downpour

behind me. Calling the dogs in, I sprint back up the beach, racing for cover. The dogs, in a spirit of co-operation, weave themselves around my

yards short of the cafe, I hear the splatter of raindrops behind me, and a second or

the warmth of the beach bar, I recoil at the ‘No Dogs’ sign on the door, heading instead for the car where, as I lift the hatch, as one, the gang jumps inside, shaking rain, slobber and hair over

to be wet and stinking

now, I sprint once more to the beguiling warmth of the bar, fling open the door and then stand

go any further, and I unlace them, my numb fingers struggling with the knots. But nothing stops the steady drip of water from my sodden

hot chocolate perhaps?” It’s Ben,

I say

dropping a few coins on the

wrap my hands around the cup, warming my fingers, but still shivering. My clothes are clammy with cold, clinging wetly

too, but I must run faster than you.” He looks at me, brow furrowed. “Hey, are you okay? You really

head. “It was bright sunshine when I left home. Didn’t think I

a jiffy….” He strides out, car keys jangling, returning a minute or so later, his

that on you. There’s a

bit odd, accepting clothes from a near stranger, but I’m in no position to argue. My jeans are still sopping, but with the warm jersey, at least my top half is warm and I do feel

is not a good fit and would easily accommodate another one of me inside. I’d not realised before how broad-shouldered Ben is, or for that matter, how much taller

bar. He eyes me, mouth puckering.

owe you one.” I say, pushing the sleeves up past my wrists, trying to free my hands to pick up my coffee mug. “I really appreciate it. Er…. do mind if I borrow it to go home in? I’m happy

that you handed it back to me, perhaps when we meet up for a meal?” He cocks

my

wants a date with

An actual date?

It’s been a while….

mean to offend you.” He looks down, then away, out of the window at the lashing