Choosing Her Lover

We lie together quietly, he beside me, hands behind his head on the pillow, staring up at the ceiling “Wow! That was quite a ride, Kirstie. Thank you.”

“Thank you. I enjoyed it too.”

“When you asked me to manhandle you, I didn’t expect to enjoy it as much as I did.”

“You’ve not done that before?”

“No, I haven’t. I’m more accustomed to women who want flowers and romantic dinners.” He props himself up on one elbow, looking down at me. “You’re a bit of a contradiction you know.”

“How do you mean?”

“You tell me that you want control of your life, that you want to be in charge, but in the bedroom, you enjoy being…. I don’t think mauled is too strong a word.”

Heat blushes up my face and he rolls his eyes. “Don’t be embarrassed. If that’s what gives you your kicks, I’m happy to help….” He hesitates. “Is that why some of your previous…. partners…. didn’t work out? They weren’t comfortable delivering what works for you?”

“Some of them, certainly, yes.”

“You want to meet up again?”

“I’d love to.”

“Good.” He looks pleased, really pleased. “I’m leaving in the morning for this trip, but I’ll be back in the area next weekend if you’d like….”

“Suits me.”

“Great. I’ll see you in a few days then. And next time, I’ll know what to expect. I’ll come prepared.”

*****

The day is much darker than on my last visit to the beach, overcast and with the breeze gusting cold. Rain threatens, and I decide not to walk too far from shelter.

open up the car to let my gang bound out in a melee of joyous, barking enthusiasm, racing off ahead of me to go

much stronger today, the sea roiling, forbidding under

realise that I have walked much further from the bar than I intended. Turning, I see rain sheeting down over the sea a mile or so out, a grey haze that obliterates the view. The downpour is heading my way fast. If I don’t get to shelter quickly,

in, I sprint back up the beach, racing for cover. The dogs, in a spirit of co-operation, weave themselves around my legs, forcing me to break stride, slowing

of raindrops behind me, and a second or so later,

at the ‘No Dogs’ sign on the door, heading instead for the car where, as I lift the hatch, as one, the gang jumps inside, shaking rain, slobber and hair over the

car’s going to be wet and stinking for

I sprint once more to the beguiling warmth of the bar, fling open the

unlace them, my numb fingers struggling with the knots. But nothing stops the steady drip of

perhaps?” It’s Ben, sitting at the bar, himself nursing a

please,” I say to the

says Ben, dropping a few

wrap my hands around the cup, warming my fingers, but still shivering.

you, then? It almost got me too, but I must run faster than you.” He looks at me, brow furrowed. “Hey, are you okay? You really are

shake my head. “It was bright sunshine when I left home. Didn’t

jiffy….” He strides out, car keys jangling, returning a minute or so later, his hair wet

it at me, “Get that on you. There’s a bathroom out

near stranger, but I’m in no position to argue. My jeans are still sopping,

and would easily accommodate another one of me inside. I’d not realised before

I return to the bar. He eyes me, mouth puckering. “Not exactly a fashion

pushing the sleeves up past my wrists, trying to free my hands to pick up my coffee mug. “I really appreciate it. Er…. do mind if I borrow it to go home in? I’m happy to post it back to

we

my

a date with

An actual date?

It’s been a while….

didn’t mean to offend you.” He looks down, then away, out of the window at the lashing