Choosing Her Lover

I make a point of arriving at Luigi’s a few minutes early. But I don’t go in, instead buying myself a latte at the coffee bar opposite, and seating myself in the window to watch.

Why am I nervous?

At five to eight, Ben appears around the corner. The rain has cleared, and he wears a plain white shirt, the top couple of buttons undone, and black jeans.

Nice….

He pops his head through the door to glance inside, then returns to wait outside, looking up and down the street.

Something feels unfamiliar about this. Of course, it’s been a while since I last had an actual date….

Yeah…. it’s a date. Not a meet-up for a quick fuck….

My stomach is fluttering, my throat tight as I swallow my coffee.

Don’t be so damn silly. It’s a date. That’s all….

Gulping down the last of my drink, I exit the cafe to cross the street. “Ben….”

“Ah, there you are.” He gives me a peck on the cheek, then, “I reserved a table for us. Shall we….”

Courtesy itself, he opens the door, gesturing me through first. At our table, he pulls out my chair to seat me, offers me the menu. He is a perfect gentleman.

But he never smiles. There’s something about him, a kind of grimness, that’s a little off-putting.

Is he nervous too?

“Got yourself dried out alright?” he asks. “You’re feeling okay? Not going to come down with anything?”

“I’m fine. I had a long soak in a hot bath. It’s going to be a while before it’s pleasant being in the car though. You know what the smell of wet dog is like.”

“Yeah. It’s just the worst, isn’t it?” And he laughs.

And with the laugh, his whole face changes, lighting up. Suddenly, from being a little ordinary, he is a strikingly good-looking man, his features transformed.

Wow!

asks, and I realise that I am gaping

nothing. It’s just that you look very different when

not the first to say that. My mother’s forever on at me to smile more. She says it makes me look more

So, there’s more like you

He was at the head

underplaying yourself a bit.

goes, isn’t it? ’Not bad-looking’. He has women throwing themselves at him….” He stares down, paying

he jealous? Of

the mood, crack a joke. “Every maiden’s dream, eh? Perhaps

the boat. He got married recently.” He casts

me. I opted out

“Why was that?”

pregnant. It put me off the

rolls his eyes. “Yes, that would do it. How long ago was

“A couple of years.”

been

What should I say?

whole dating thing. Didn’t want to

is your first date

“My first date, yes.”

Change the subject….

no ‘Mrs

out that she preferred my best friend to

would do it

talk

“Good idea.”

into bed on the first

winds spaghetti around his fork, visibly

That’s a lot. All rescues? They look a mixed