Contraclockwise

He smiled; this is what I’m waiting for. “Whoa! Thank you and there’s someone who did what Rackie didn’t do!” He’s laughing while saying that then he suddenly became serious and stood up straight. “Man, you deserved that slap!”

"I know, I know! Air, do you have to torture me? I'm dying already and instead of comforting me and tend my wound; you only put an alcohol to torture me." I really want to cry aloud from the pain.

He looked at me with disgust. “I can’t comfort you, man it’s okay but what you did isn’t okay. You hurt her and you made her feel she’s the bad guy.” He sat next to me and sigh, he brush off his hands to his face then pulled his own hair. “Man, I think you need to know this.” He stared at me. “You cry like a girl! Are you male? I mean unlike her, she looks better than you.”

"What do you mean?"

He heave a long sigh first then tap my shoulder. “She doesn’t look betrayed. Okay, in other words, it seems you were the girl who’s crying all her eyes out while she’s so cool as if nothing happened.” I thought for a while. I need to fix myself for her so when I face her, I’m really ready.

Art and I were staring blankly in his office, his staring at the plate on the table. “What do you think she’s thinking, bro?” Art asks.

I shook my head. “I don’t know. That girl is unpredictable and unable to read.”

“Yeah, right…” he replied. “Super extraordinarily, no one can really describe her, she’s no ordinary girl.”

It seems like an open secret for both of us that my brother likes my ex-girlfriend. We aren’t that close before when dad suddenly brought him home. I also receive some physical pain from him when he found out I cheated.

“Well, we have no choice.” He said who’s still staring at the plate.

choice? Her words were like

felt her intimidating aura. That’s

from her was terrifying and the slapped I received wasn’t just husband and wife, it’s a clan after I confessed what the

what really is missing that time was

know, that’s what I regret

she doesn’t

looked at him. He’s leaning on the chair he sits on

me. “And that’s your fault!” he said

office, I just went here because of those papers.” I

laughed. “Bro, you

got me there.” I joked on. I’m annoyed to myself because I give way those guys to come near Abstract. I’m really a fool, I chose to make myself filled with the heat of the moment instead of the future I have with her. I’m holding my phone and put it on my ear, waiting for the one I’m calling to answer and to ease my

the days our love

me how

how to

way they used

give

on

to have a concert over the phone?”

not really… you’re slow to pick up, babe.” I said emphasizing the word babe just for me to have some courage. ‘Rackie, can you do faster? You knew that you’re the only one who can do it.’ I heard from a guy from her background. It seems my blood boil from

“Later.” She replied.

tightly. Rackie can only do, what? I was startled when I