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Special Chapter 32 Cloud Spiener Part 1

What am I doing to do? Should I ignore her or not? They are not together for years besides Red is happy with Rackie so it should be okay however it is really okay? She’s my best buddy’s ex-girlfriend. I can’t say it to Air, I’m sure I’ll hear some sermon from him who seem to have a frustrated dream to be a priest. I can’t say it to Sapience, that guy will laugh at me and I can’t say it to Radiance because he’s the ex-boyfriend of Shine.

 

Haist! What did I get into? Why did I fell in love with my friend’s ex-girlfriend? Now, I’m problematic how will I date her, how will I go out with her without us being noticed. It’s not that I’m ashamed when I’m with her, it’s just that I’m confused what will I do.

 

“Love, what are you thinking?” Shine asks me which made me go back to the reality.

 

"Sorry, what were you saying again?” I asked.

 

“Won’t you be disappointed if you knew that—”

 

“No!” I irritably replied. It’s annoying to be asked the same question over and over again after what happened between us. “You explained already, I do understand. Besides, I’m not really into that and that’s not what I want from you.”

 

“But that’s what I want from you!”

 

I crooked my forehead and looked at her. “What do you want from me?”

 

“For you to love me wholly.” She said while crying.

 

I sigh. “I love you, Shine but I can’t always show it from the way you want me to show it.” Sometimes when we talk about like this, I want to shout at her and slapped on her face how much I love her and she doesn’t need to ask me over and over again.

 

“Why aren’t you asking me if Red and I did it?”

 

Why am I not asking her that question? “Because I know Red…” I replied even though I saw how Red was out of the mood the whole day when he and Rackie almost do it but was stop. I turn to her and hug her tight. “Stop crying, okay?”  I said as I coax her then wipe her tears. “Promise, I won’t leave you. I just can’t find the right timing to tell my friends about us but mom and dad approved you, so it’s okay.”

 

She pouted. “Your mom knew that I’m Red’s ex-girlfriend, how can you say that she approve our relationship?”

 

hand. “If not,

 

can you say that?” she asks pouting her

 

this…” I whispered the words I want to say to her. She slapped my

 

you can

 

not? They were young when they created my eldest

 

laughs. “What if they found out what happened to me,

 

mention that my mother is also female so

 

to be pitied.” She

 

the Lord.” I said, I just said

 

she

 

“Is she a

 

I can say that all of you became a better person when she came into

 

can you

 

then became in a relationship with Rackie, Red and I became friends because of Rackie and I can sense that Rackie is a good person. Air stopped to be a womanizer, Sapie had the courage to say what he feels towards Levi then you, and

 

that you haven’t done it and Rackie was

 

was the one who did it because I can’t do what Rackie can

 

admire her wherein the real reason why Red broke up with her was because

 

being nasty to Red, my impression towards her is wrong.”   

 

you know that before Rackie became Red’s girlfriend, she had this background checking

 

if a girl asks Red what time is it then doing a background check on his past relationships?

 

know

 

questions?” she curiously asks. 

 

many girlfriends did Red have? What are the names of her ex-girlfriends? Are he friends with his exes? The reason of the break up.” I said. “If you’ll be there that moment, you might

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