Cruel World

Chap 58

Sarah

Sarah was taping her foot nervously on the floor and kept looking at the time. Why theo is not back?. She try to control her nervousness and weird feeling going inside her. Apparently, Lisa falls down from stairs while she was on her mobile phone

When she heard Lisa loud scream she was terrified for life. She runs to see and saw Lisa lying on the floor, holding her stomach and was bleeding so bad, Sarah cringed with the image.

She remembers her pregnancy time how hers and Ava life was in danger when she was taken to the hospital how much she was bleeding all over ....how she almost died. And now looking at Lisa she remembers her time she rushes to her and calls the butler.

Sarah try to calm her as Lisa was hysterically crying 'oh god my baby..my son'

Sarah eyes shine with tears too because like Lisa she also don't have good feeling about this...and the amount of blood was coming out ...it really scared her...'sshh Lisa ...your son is fine...just breath...you are ok...this is just fine' but Sarah know nothing is fine but she has to lie in order to calm Lisa

Till the time Theo and tom came and shouted to bring the car in the doorway...they manage to take Lisa in the car

Theo looked at her 'I'm also going, plz just check Ava and Olivia ..make sure they are fine'

Sarah nodes 'i will, I will' she replied in a stunned voice

This was almost two hours ago and still no news came...she was worried sick...even knowing how tom and Lisa has treated her in the past and recent spat between her and Lisa...she still pray from her heart that Lisa and her child are ok....she don't want any parent to go through the loss of any child.

Then she heard the door open...she saw tired looking Theo enter the bedroom...he looked at her with sadness and sit down on the bed with a sigh.

Sarah walked to him and sits beside him 'Theo...(he was still looking down) Theo ....how is Lisa'

Theo shook his head 'she is....she is still unconscious ...doctor said she lost a lot of blood....so she under shock....she is under observation'

Sarah gasped in shocked 'what...what about the baby?' she knew what answer he will give

Theo close his eyes 'The baby....he can't survive'

Sarah put her hand on her mouth 'oh my god'

Theo continue ' the doctor said it was difficult for them to saved the child....since Lisa was almost six month pregnant and due to loss of blood..(theo pinched his nose) they almost lost Lisa at one point but luckily she survived but still unconscious'

Sarah feel so bad and sad by this news...she knew how Lisa and Tom were happy for this baby...and now 'Hows tom?' she shakily asked

Theo looked her 'not good, he is quite shaken by the news. He was in a bad shape. I never saw him crying like that but the most devasting news they told us totally broke Tom and Lisa. The doctor says Lisa might not get pregnant again' theo said with deep emotions

Sarah took a step back and makes a shocked sound 'Oh god....like never, Lisa always wanted more kids especially a boy'

Theo head was down 'there is a slight ten percent chance but they were not optimistic'

Sarah who was good by heart can't see him like that ...hold his hand and comfort him 'im so sorry for the loss... I can't even imagine...how it's for them'

Theo squeezed her hand and takes that hand to his heart 'you know when we got this news what tom has said to me? he said that this is the time for him and Lisa to pay for all the mistreatment they have done to you and it clicks me this is what is happening, we hurt your innocent soul and body and now we are getting payback like this by God. I remember your words when you said to me god will take your revenge on us'

Sarah shook her head 'but I never ever said anything bad for that poor child and now I never wanted anyone of us to get hurt... I never said anything

Theo softly looked her ' I know baby, that makes us all so guilty more...because you never said anything but this is so true this is karma'

Sarah was quite and don't know what to say on this then she said 'all I want now Lisa get better....'

Theo nodes 'yeah me too'

Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

(After one week)

the office that she heard a knock 'come in' she yelled a she was looking for her

heard someone cough...she turned it was Tom looking down in a respectful manner 'hi Sarah. I

doing here. She looked at washroom

saw how tom looks so tired and sad) so

'im good...actually I wanted to thank you, for taking care of Olivia for a week when we were in the hospital, she was a little depressed when she can't find her mom and dad but she told

ears and replied 'no need for that for me she is just like my Ava and you guys would have done the

everything and try to act normal although we know what Ava was going through for a year...but even knowing everything you still treated

always constructs in a negative way, when she get know about

his eyes 'because I'm not like you guys nor I will never encourage this kind of attitude and neither I will teach any of the kids here

'i know ... I have a request for you will you please come with me. Lisa wants to meet you...you

blame her for this miscarriage....she was about to say no then she looked into tom eyes and realized there something

so much, Sarah... I

'no I still got

looks sick...Sarah never in her life recall seeing Lisa in such appearance... Lisa who look always so

looked confused what to do but she holds Lisa's hand and sits down in one of

filled with tears but she gives a smile ' i don't know what I feel ...but mostly tired...by the way you

filled with pity. Lisa might not be good to her but

rest and get better

head 'no I just want to talk to you...say sorry to you...that how bad I was to

by surprised 'Lisa don't think on this too much right now...just

is the time I realized how I was also involved in making your life miserable...everything was in front of me and I didn't do anything...you were so kind and nice to me...so helpful all time...but what I did ? I treated you like my slave..let you do all my work, scolded you, never stop mom harsh treatment towards you...always make you feel inferior....and now recently I also said mean stuff to you..'Lisa was horribly crying.Tom

pay for it...i lost my child because of my sin and might not get pregnant again....' Tom cut Lisa 'no baby its not only yours but also because of my sin too....Sarah, we can't explain how sorry we are....more than I'm the one who treated you so bad... I insulted you time to time...somehow always make theo angry on you...and I never stop him.....and now we lost our son...(he shake his head in regret) we were trying to look for happiness when we have already given so many sorrows and hurt

be regretful..they are right they hurt her so badly...she looked how broken they both looked to her....'Please just drop this topic...i won't say I will forget what you guys did but I will not try to bring it up again because as much

also realizing it so late will kill me.....im so sorry ...so sorry (Lisa was hysterically crying) the moment i was told my son was no more you know what thought came into my mind...it was yours...i was immediately taken back to those moments where you were countless time treated worse by me...where Ava was treated worse by everyone under my observation...and when you almost died giving birth

pull her shirt over her stomach and Sarah winced at the sight what she saw...there was deep rugged looking cut ...Lisa continues 'We saw a few weeks ago my son was healthy and fine...but after my accident they have to do my c-section...this scar will remind me always what i lost...what I can have but due to my ignorance and evil personality I lost my child' Tom looks away and put

and softly said 'shh lisa....stop crying you will get ill....i just can't even imagine how hard it will be for you but one day this scar will remind you that what a beautiful son you have given birth to but he was too pure and good for this world so he has been gone to a good place where he knows his mom and dad loves him the most and one day he might come back

more kids in the future don't lose hope and Lisa I did forgive you so you tom..i forgive you both, your loss is much greater to make me not forgive you guys and

can't believe what she is hearing.She hugged Sarah and repeatedly said 'im sorry ..your god

Theo

talked but he doesn't have the courage to talk about it...but he is dying to know what's really going in Sarah's head....when tom told him Sarah forgive them it gives him a ray of hope maybe she can forgive him too but then his sins and treatment towards her were way harsher and cruel then anyone in the house....it will be a miracle she forgive him...hell he still can't

spoke 'you look tense...what are you thinking?' Theo took a turn and looks

the car window and

replied 'but you have been little off after meeting

thinks she lost the baby because of their treatment towards me (Sarah looks up) but honestly speaking I never wanted that for them....yes there was a time when I

breath 'so do

Sarah nodes quietly

can't control himself 'but

always look above me and insulted me whenever the chance he got was now begging me, This all made me realize that I never enjoy such kind on hold... I can't get happy on someone misery and sadness.....(Sarah snips) many will think I'm weak and stupid to forgive them but then i realize it's me .. I cant...i just can't change myself completely. I'm no god...even he can forgive so much then why can't I....it made me realize what difference will be between me and those people who live to take revenge and at the end destroy so many life...so yes i did forgive them but not forget those things is still difficult' Sarah said with such calm that made theo shiver with her

near his office and reach the parking area ...after dropping the car...sarah was getting out but theo caught her arm...'will you ever forgive me? i know its lot to ask....but can you forgive me? theo eyes were begging her and his voice was little shaken by the emotions he

looked him in the eyes intently 'do you want me to

forgiven ...he just wants to make Sarah happy but he also

hard to forgive and forget ..especially those things that have scars not on your body only but also in your soul......so you can't forgive and forget such things' Sarah said with such conviction That theo look in

...he really destroys

Sarah

project when she heard the door open ...'hi beautiful' jim

'Jim how many time you use this line on

works all the time ' he winked and Sarah laughed

do

on his blonde hair 'I got a news for you and that news will be disclosed if you go with me for

pen she was holding 'what?' she asked