Cruel World

Chap 58

Sarah

Sarah was taping her foot nervously on the floor and kept looking at the time. Why theo is not back?. She try to control her nervousness and weird feeling going inside her. Apparently, Lisa falls down from stairs while she was on her mobile phone

When she heard Lisa loud scream she was terrified for life. She runs to see and saw Lisa lying on the floor, holding her stomach and was bleeding so bad, Sarah cringed with the image.

She remembers her pregnancy time how hers and Ava life was in danger when she was taken to the hospital how much she was bleeding all over ....how she almost died. And now looking at Lisa she remembers her time she rushes to her and calls the butler.

Sarah try to calm her as Lisa was hysterically crying 'oh god my baby..my son'

Sarah eyes shine with tears too because like Lisa she also don't have good feeling about this...and the amount of blood was coming out ...it really scared her...'sshh Lisa ...your son is fine...just breath...you are ok...this is just fine' but Sarah know nothing is fine but she has to lie in order to calm Lisa

Till the time Theo and tom came and shouted to bring the car in the doorway...they manage to take Lisa in the car

Theo looked at her 'I'm also going, plz just check Ava and Olivia ..make sure they are fine'

Sarah nodes 'i will, I will' she replied in a stunned voice

This was almost two hours ago and still no news came...she was worried sick...even knowing how tom and Lisa has treated her in the past and recent spat between her and Lisa...she still pray from her heart that Lisa and her child are ok....she don't want any parent to go through the loss of any child.

Then she heard the door open...she saw tired looking Theo enter the bedroom...he looked at her with sadness and sit down on the bed with a sigh.

Sarah walked to him and sits beside him 'Theo...(he was still looking down) Theo ....how is Lisa'

Theo shook his head 'she is....she is still unconscious ...doctor said she lost a lot of blood....so she under shock....she is under observation'

Sarah gasped in shocked 'what...what about the baby?' she knew what answer he will give

Theo close his eyes 'The baby....he can't survive'

Sarah put her hand on her mouth 'oh my god'

Theo continue ' the doctor said it was difficult for them to saved the child....since Lisa was almost six month pregnant and due to loss of blood..(theo pinched his nose) they almost lost Lisa at one point but luckily she survived but still unconscious'

Sarah feel so bad and sad by this news...she knew how Lisa and Tom were happy for this baby...and now 'Hows tom?' she shakily asked

Theo looked her 'not good, he is quite shaken by the news. He was in a bad shape. I never saw him crying like that but the most devasting news they told us totally broke Tom and Lisa. The doctor says Lisa might not get pregnant again' theo said with deep emotions

Sarah took a step back and makes a shocked sound 'Oh god....like never, Lisa always wanted more kids especially a boy'

Theo head was down 'there is a slight ten percent chance but they were not optimistic'

Sarah who was good by heart can't see him like that ...hold his hand and comfort him 'im so sorry for the loss... I can't even imagine...how it's for them'

Theo squeezed her hand and takes that hand to his heart 'you know when we got this news what tom has said to me? he said that this is the time for him and Lisa to pay for all the mistreatment they have done to you and it clicks me this is what is happening, we hurt your innocent soul and body and now we are getting payback like this by God. I remember your words when you said to me god will take your revenge on us'

Sarah shook her head 'but I never ever said anything bad for that poor child and now I never wanted anyone of us to get hurt... I never said anything

Theo softly looked her ' I know baby, that makes us all so guilty more...because you never said anything but this is so true this is karma'

Sarah was quite and don't know what to say on this then she said 'all I want now Lisa get better....'

Theo nodes 'yeah me too'

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(After one week)

getting ready for the office that she heard a knock 'come in' she yelled a she was looking

looking down in a respectful manner 'hi Sarah. I hope

here. She looked at washroom door

composed said 'no..i was just looking for my mobile...(then she saw how tom looks so tired and

to give her a smile 'im good...actually I wanted to thank you, for taking care of Olivia for a week when we were in the hospital, she was a little depressed when she can't find her mom and dad but she told me you were there every-night

her ears and replied 'no need for that for me

your daughter when you were gone....actually we ignore everything and try to act normal although we know what Ava was going through for a year...but even knowing everything you still treated my daughter with so much love and care' he looks down in

when she get know about things that Ava is gone through behind her

attitude and neither I will teach any of the kids here to be

wants to meet you...you know she just got discharged

she going to blame her for this miscarriage....she was about to say no

looked relief 'thank you so much, Sarah... I hope you are not late for

with him 'no I still got

and weak...with dark circles under her eyes and pale skin...she looks sick...Sarah never in her life recall seeing Lisa in such appearance... Lisa who look always so well put and confident with beautiful clothes and flawless skin looks now so lifeless...Sarah feel

what to do but she holds Lisa's hand

filled with tears but she gives a smile ' i don't know what I feel ...but mostly tired...by the way you look

not be good to her but nowhere

lisa....why don't you rest and get better ...everything will be ok soon' she tries to

bad I was to you...how I treated you....and I'm not talking about recently I'm talking about over the years'

don't think on this too much right now...just relax and get

how I was also involved in making your life miserable...everything was in front of me and I didn't do anything...you were so kind and nice to me...so helpful all time...but what I did ? I treated you like my slave..let you do all my work, scolded you, never stop mom

than I'm the one who treated you so bad... I insulted you time to time...somehow always make theo angry on you...and I never stop him.....and now we lost our son...(he shake his head in regret) we were trying to look for happiness when we have already given so many sorrows and hurt to

were falling down ...she never knew this moment will come in her life when tom and Lisa will be regretful..they are right they hurt her so badly...she looked how broken they both looked to her....'Please just drop this topic...i won't say I will

tom) ...your forgiveness will make me to be ok otherwise the guilt i have for not only hurting you but also realizing it so late will kill me.....im so sorry ...so sorry (Lisa was hysterically crying) the moment i was told my son was no more you know what thought came into my mind...it was yours...i was immediately taken back to those moments where you were countless time treated worse by me...where Ava was treated worse by everyone under my observation...and when you almost died giving birth to Ava and no was there for you......those memories were like slap in my

fine...but after my accident they have to do my c-section...this scar will remind me always what i lost...what I can have but due to my ignorance and evil personality I lost my child' Tom

who was now properly crying and drop Lisa shirt down and softly said 'shh lisa....stop crying you will get ill....i just can't even imagine how hard it will be for you but one day this scar will remind you that what a beautiful son you have given birth to but

hope and Lisa I did forgive you so you tom..i forgive you both, your loss is much greater

believe what she is hearing.She hugged Sarah and repeatedly said 'im sorry

Theo

knew Sarah and Lisa had talked but he doesn't have the courage to talk about it...but he is dying to know what's really going in Sarah's head....when tom told him Sarah forgive them it gives him a ray of hope maybe she

silence so he spoke 'you look tense...what are you thinking?' Theo took a turn

looking aimlessly at the car window and speaks

'but you have been little off after meeting

(Sarah looks up) but honestly speaking I

was holding his breath 'so do

Sarah nodes quietly

can't control himself

never wanted to forgive you guys but today looking at Lisa condition I was shocked and so scared. The lisa who I use to know was confident, neat and tidy but she was so in bad shape and tom who always look above me and insulted me whenever the chance he got was now begging me, This all made me realize that I never enjoy such kind on hold... I can't get happy on someone misery and

ever forgive me? i know its lot to ask....but can you forgive me? theo eyes were begging her and his voice was little shaken by the emotions

the eyes intently 'do

be forgiven ...he just wants to make Sarah happy but he also knows that

as he don't have such answer...sarah then continue 'some things are hard to forgive and forget ..especially those things that have scars not on your body only but also in your soul......so you can't forgive and forget such things' Sarah

...he really

Sarah

project when she heard the door open ...'hi beautiful' jim

how many time you use this line on

FYI this works all the time '

do I owe

a news for you and that news will be disclosed if you go with me for a cup of

the pen she was holding 'what?' she asked in shocked...is he